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The idea of bonding sex made her shiver with
equal parts trepidation and desire. She knew that the fruit Kat had
given her was active in her system and that she ought to be able to
withstand Xairn’s double penetration with no problem. Still, seeing
how thick and hard his secondary shaft was and knowing that his
primary shaft would get even bigger and harder—knowing that both of
them would be in her at once—was enough to make her nervous, fruit
or no fruit.

Still, she tried to calm her nerves as she
reached for the massage oil she kept in her top dresser drawer.
Pouring a little into her palm, she rubbed her hands together to
warm them and then began to work on the thick muscles of Xairn’s
neck and shoulders. She loved the feel of him under her hands,
reveled in being able to touch him again. It truly didn’t matter to
her that his skin and eyes had reverted to their natural color. In
fact, she thought she rather preferred him this way. He was so much
more wild—so much more forbidding.

Xairn was tense at first but gradually, under
her soothing ministrations, he began to relax. Lauren smiled as she
heard him sigh and felt the tension leaking away under her
fingertips. For the first time it came home to her how hard this
was for him—how difficult it was for him to hold himself back, to
reign in his true nature. He really was holding onto his self
control with both hands when it came to her, and the fact that he
hadn’t ravaged her yet proved how much he loved her, how
desperately he wanted to avoid hurting her.

But Lauren had had enough of his self
control. It was time to end that now, to push him to the edge and
then over. To
force
him to take her, if necessary. Bonding
sex was the only way to keep him with her and prove to him that she
really did want to submit sexually to him. So she had to get him to
take her—to bond her to him and forge a link between them that
could never be broken.

Keeping that goal in mind, she slowly worked
her way down his heavily muscled chest and torso, kneading gently
as though she was simply trying to relieve his tension. Xairn’s
entire body stiffened when she got to the junction of his thighs
but Lauren skipped over his shaft and went down to the foot of the
bed to resume her massage on his feet and legs instead. Slowly, he
relaxed again. By the time she worked her way back up his calves
and thighs, he was almost totally calm.

And that was when Lauren took his thick,
secondary shaft in one hand and began a slow, up and down pumping
motion. She loved the feel of him in her palm, hot and hard and
velvety all at once. Loved the way the clear precum beaded on the
broad head in response to her intimate massage and his shaft got
even harder in response to her touch.

“Lauren, Gods!” Xairn nearly jumped off the
bed but she refused to stop. “What are you doing?” he demanded, his
breathing becoming erratic.

“Massaging you, Master.” She looked at him
innocently. “Doesn’t it please you?”

“You know damn well it does,” he groaned.
“Too much. Stop now using your hands on me right
now.”

Lauren smiled. “As my master wishes.” Then,
before he could say or do anything, she leaned down and took as
much of his long, thick shaft in her mouth as she could. He was
salty and hot and bitter on her tongue—utterly delicious. And his
reaction was almost as good as his taste.

“Lauren!” Xairn gasped and bucked up against
her in protest at the sudden pleasure.

Lauren took her time, lapping and sucking the
broad head of his cock before releasing it to look up at him. “Yes,
Master?”

“You shouldn’t,” he muttered hoarsely.
“This…this is not safe. Your mouth is too close to…”

“To this?” Deliberately, Lauren leaned down
and ran her tongue over the dormant primary shaft which sat atop
his secondary shaft. At once she felt it begin to grow. Encouraged,
she licked it again and then sucked it into her mouth, laving it
with her tongue and coaxing it to grow harder, faster.

Xairn groaned and fisted his big hands in the
bedspread. “Lauren, don’t! I won’t be able to stop myself from
taking you if you keep this up!”

“I don’t want you to stop yourself.” She
sucked his rapidly hardening primary shaft some more. God, he was
right—it was definitely going to be longer and thicker than the
secondary one. “I want you to take me,” she told him, looking him
in the eyes.

“I’m not fit to be with you,” he protested.
“You should just let me leave. I’m a monster.”

Lauren smiled. “Well then, you’re
my
monster. And I love you.” Lowering her head, she delivered a last,
sucking kiss to the broad head of his primary cock. It was
incredibly long and thicker than her wrist—it should have scared
her to death. Instead, she couldn’t wait to have it inside her.

Raising up, Lauren crawled on her hands and
knees to the center of the bed. Then, looking Xairn in the eyes,
she spread her legs and lowered herself until her head was resting
on her crossed arms and her ass was high in the air. The submissive
position put her pussy on display and made her feel more naked and
vulnerable than she ever had before. But despite the shiver of fear
than ran through her, she loved it.

“What are you doing?” Xairn’s red-on-black
eyes were narrowed as he watched her position herself.

Lauren raised an eyebrow at him.
“Submitting…Master.”

“No!” His voice was a low growl and for a
moment Lauren was afraid he was going to get up and leave her
there. Instead, he flipped her over on her back and looked down at
her, his eyes blazing.

“What…what are you doing?” she asked
breathlessly.

“You truly want me to do this? You wish to
submit to my shafts—both of them—piercing your cunt and ass at the
same time?”

Lauren swallowed hard. When he put it that
way it sounded so scary…but there was no way she was backing down
now. “Yes,” she said, lifting her chin. “I do. I want to submit to
you, Master, and have you bond me to you. I want to be yours
forever.”

“Very well, then.” He nodded slowly. “You can
start by lying on your back with your hands over your head.”

Lauren scrambled to obey. She was still
wearing the gauzy red top, though it was pulled down to show her
breasts, but Xairn had removed the pants that went with it
completely. She felt strangely vulnerable as she lay on her back,
her arms raised over her head. But if this was how Xairn wanted
her, she was more than willing to comply.

“I’m ready, Master,” she murmured, looking up
at him. “Ready for you to take me.”

“Not yet, you’re not.” Leaning down, he
picked up something from the floor. Lauren bit her bottom lip
nervously when she saw it was his thick black belt.

“What…” Her voice wavered. “What are you
going to do with that?”

“Don’t worry.” His voice was suddenly soft.
“No matter what depravities my Scourge nature urges me to commit, I
would never hit or beat you.” He stroked her cheek with surprising
tenderness. “This is simply to fasten you to the headboard of the
bed.”

“You’re going to tie me down?” Lauren
whispered. She’d fantasized such scenarios before but somehow they
had been a lot less frightening in her imagination.

Xairn raised an eyebrow at her. “Didn’t I
tell you a female is always restrained during traditional Scourge
bonding sex?”

“Yes.” Lauren licked her hips. “You…you did
say that. I remember now.”

Leaning close, he looked into her eyes. “This
is part of it, Lauren—part of what I want to do to you. I want you
helpless and restrained, unable to do anything but surrender
completely. But I understand if you feel uncomfortable. We don’t
have to—”

“Yes we do!” she said quickly. She returned
his gaze boldly. “If this is part of it, I want to do it. Want you
to do it to me.”

He frowned. “Are you sure?”

“Very sure. Please, Master.” Holding his
eyes, she reached above her head and grasped the thick wooden
support in the center of the headboard. “Restrain me,” she
whispered. “Do what you need to do to me. But please, don’t
leave.”

Xairn’s breathing was ragged but he did as
she said. Leaning over her, he wrapped the thick black belt around
both her wrists and passed it around the wooded support before
buckling it firmly. “There.” He sat back at last, his burning gaze
sweeping over her body. “Gods, Lauren, you’re so beautiful
stretched out like this. So beautiful submitting to me.”

Lauren’s breath caught in her throat. “I want
to submit,” she told him softly. “I want…want you to take me.
Please, Xairn…Master, I need you in me.”

“And I need to be in you.” Reaching out, he
stroked her cheek tenderly. “But we must take things slowly. Though
my nature urges me to take you hard and fast, I want to savor this
moment, to burn your sweet submission into my memory forever.”

“Slow is good,” Lauren murmured. “Very good,
Master.”

“I know.” He ran his hand over her body,
stroking her bare breasts and tugging gently at the silver rings
which pierced her nipples. Lauren gasped softly at the hot
sensations that flashed through her body at his light touch.

“Master,” she whispered, closing her eyes.
“Please, Master, please
fuck
me.”

“As you wish. Open yourself for me.” It was a
command, not a request and Lauren eagerly complied. But instead of
feeling the two broad heads rubbing against both her pussy and her
rosebud, as she had expected, she felt slippery fingers pressing
against her back entrance.

“What…?” Her eyes flew open to find that he
was watching her intently as he massaged her rosebud.

“You need to be oiled and stretched,” he
explained, adding another finger as she gasped at the sudden
invasion. “I may not be able to stop myself from taking you, but I
can at least try not to wound you in the process.”

Lauren was touched. Having felt the tension
in his big body, she knew how hard it was for him to delay his
instinct to bond her to him. The fact that he could put off his own
needs in order to tend to her made her love him even more.

“It’s all right.
I’m
all right,” she
whispered and was surprised to find that it was true. The fruit Kat
had given her was really doing its job. Though he had three thick
fingers stretching her back entrance, she felt no pain.

Xairn looked at her wonderingly. “It was true
then—what Deep told me about the substance they use to make bonding
sex possible.”

“It’s a fruit,” Lauren told him breathlessly.
“And it makes you very, very, uh,
needy.”

“Is that right?” He stroked his other hand
down her body, teasing her nipples and brushing lightly over her
neat thatch of curls. “So it makes your pussy hot and wet and
ready? Is that what you mean?”

“Yes,” Lauren whispered. Her cheeks were hot
as she admitted her need and desire but she had no wish to lie to
him. “Yes, Master.”

“Ready to open for me?” His thick fingers
slid between her legs, caressing her wet slit, delving inward to
find her swollen clit and tease it unmercifully. “Ready to spread
your legs and let me fuck you?”

Wordlessly, Lauren nodded. God, he was
killing her with pleasure! She felt so empty inside, so
needy
.
Please…please let him hurry!

“Then open for me,” Xairn commanded roughly.
“Spread your legs and let me in.”

Lauren bit her lip and did as he said. Tied
to the bed as she was, the position left her wide open, her naked
pussy and ass on display for his pleasure and penetration. She
thought she had never felt more vulnerable…or more hot. Deep inside
her the bonding fruit was doing its job, making her ache to be
opened, to be filled. She thought if she didn’t have him in her
soon she would die.

“Please, Master,” she moaned. “I can’t wait
anymore. I want you in me.”

“You’re sure you’re ready?” Xairn positioned
himself between her legs and cupped her cheek, looking down into
her eyes anxiously. She could feel his hot, hard body poised above
hers, could smell the warm, spicy, masculine scent of his skin as
he prepared to take her. His red-on-black eyes blazed and he looked
like he was hanging onto his self control by a thread. But Lauren
knew if she said no he would still hold off. Loving him even more,
she nodded.

“I’m ready. More than ready. Please, I
need
you!”

“I need you too, my sweet Lauren,” he
admitted, his voice a low growl. “
Gods
, how I need you.”
Reaching between them, he guided both shafts into position.

Lauren moaned softly as she felt two broad
heads brushing against her, one poised at the entrance to her pussy
and the other nudging against her rosebud. Then Xairn gazed
intently into her eyes.

“Look at me,” he commanded, beginning to
press both thick shafts into her body. “Watch me while I take you.
Open your soul to me as you open your body. If we’re going to do
this, I need
all
of you.”

“Yes, Master,” Lauren gasped and bit her lip
at the intensity of his gaze. She held his eyes as he entered her,
the broad heads of his primary and secondary cocks breaching both
her pussy and her rosebud at the same time. God, he was
huge
. She could feel her body stretching to accommodate him
as he slid slowly deeper and she knew without the bonding fruit Kat
had given her she wouldn’t have been able to take him. Both of his
shafts were simply too large and the fact that they had to be in
her at the same time was too much for any human girl to bear.

Thanks to the effects of the fruit there was
no pain but she felt tight, completely penetrated in a way she had
never been before. Looking into Xairn’s red-on-black eyes, feeling
the deep connection to the man she loved, she relished the feeling,
moaning softly as he pressed deeper and deeper into her, taking her
completely.