Fosters: Blackhawk (13 page)

I close the door and Joey comes to me.  I
forgot all about her.  I was so upset over Christian I didn't
remember to tell her we're going to be ok.  "I'm so sorry
Joey.  I was so focused on making sure he'd be ok that I
didn't come to you."  

"Is he going to be ok?"  She asks
crying.  I'm such a fuckin idiot sometimes.

"No you're not CJ and you shouldn't swear."
 Christian says from behind me.  Joey laughs.  "Joey
things are changing in my head.  It's getting too big for me
to understand alone.  The MC is going to help me learn how to
control what comes in.  I'm not going to school until I learn
how to deal with all this.  It's going to be ok Joey."
 He hugs her.  She friggin laughs.  I blow out a
breath.  "Come on let's get you ready for bed and I'll tell
you about Tess and Rich."  He turns her chair and pushes her
to her room.  He turns and winks at me.  Friggin kid.
 

I hunt down the man I'm so glad found me and my
boys.  He's helping keep the showers going while reading to
Jacob and Jeremy.  They're both sitting on his lap with their
heads on his chest.  I smile kissing their heads then check on
Taylor.  He's reading in his bed, I lean in and kiss his
cheek.  "It's been a crazy day but it's almost over.  You
know what that means right?"  

He smiles.  "We can make tomorrow
better.  I'm glad Christian is ok.  Jessie says he just
needs their strong for a while.  Then he'll be able to help
other people."  

I nod.  "That's what Tess said too. 
It will all work out.  Thank you for helping tonight. 
You're always there to lend a hand.  I'm proud of you Taylor."
 He smiles and nods at me.  "I love you Taylor."  I
close his door and turn to see Brantley climb in his bed.

"Hey buddy.  Thanks for helping tonight."
 I climb in his bed with him.  He puts his wet head on my
shoulder.  I smile.  

"He said he's going to be ok.  He always
knows these things, he's right isn't he CJ?"  His voice
catches.  

"We'll all work together to make it right
Brantley."  Cloud says from the door.  "I have a feeling
it's going to take all of us watching out for him to make it
right.  You're a good big brother to him Brantley.  He's
going to need that from you."  

He looks at Cloud.  "I can do that. 
He always takes care of us.  Jessie says he just needs some
strong then he'll be able to take care of us again."  

"I think it's a little more than that, I think
he'll need their help for a little while but he'll always need his
brothers to have his back.  We need to protect the special
ones so they can do what they need to make our world better
Brantley.  You're one of the people that's supposed to protect
the special ones."  He touches his head so gently.  

"I can do that.  He's my brother."  He
puts his head back down.  "I love you CJ and Cloud."  I
kiss his head.  

"I love you too little man."  I tell
him.  I climb out and Cloud leans in kissing his head. 
He talks softly to him and Brantley hugs him.  

Holy shit it's been a day.  I walk toward
the door.  "Do you want me to get Christian into bed?" Cloud
says putting his hand on my back walking me out.

"He doesn't sleep much; he'll come up when
Joey's settled.  She was upset the whole time we were
talking."  

"Fuck.  You'll have to help me with stuff
like that.  I never had kids before.  I've helped with
the Baxter's but it's different when they’re yours."  He says.
 

"I'll try but I was so focused on Christian that
I forgot myself."  Because I'm a friggin idiot.  

"No you're not.  Thank you for
caring.  Goodnight CJ and Cloud."  Christian says coming
around the corner with a smile.  Cloud laughs and hugs him
kissing his head.  I kiss him good night and tell him to get
the hell out of my head.  He goes up the stairs laughing.
 

Friggin kid.  We say goodnight to a happy
Joey and head to the kitchen so Cloud can eat.  I'm friggin
done, it's been a roller coaster of a day.  I'm so glad the
kids are in bed and I can relax.  I hope tomorrow is easier.
 

Cloud

I can't believe she's dealt with all this by
herself.  I'm fuckin drained and I've been here two
days.  We talk while I'm eating.  This feels good,
refreshing, I watch loving how passionate she is about the
kids.  She's beautiful inside and out, she's mine.  We
talk about the kids joining the Little Brothers and Sisters. 
I think it will be a good idea to keep the Little Brothers around
them.  She agrees, they seem to calm the boys.  

I take her hand walking out the back door and
sit on a deck chair with her in front of me.  I sit thinking
about the day, letting it all go; CJ is quiet in front of me. 
I level my breathing and enjoy the air moving around us.  Once
I'm at peace I open my eyes and take in the moon's light causing
shadows around the trees.  I see the houses and think about
the way they were built incorporating the trees and large rocks
around the bases, Danny did a good job.  I kiss CJ's head and
listen to her breathe.  Chuckling softly I stand lifting her
with me.  She's sleeping, I guess she let it all go too. 
She opens her eyes as I walk through the door.  I look down
seeing her smile; she lays her head on my chest and closes her
eyes.  Fuck, after a few days I'm fuckin whipped.  I
smile laying her on the bed.  Grabbing a t shirt I undress
her, she's wakes up to help me.  Sliding the shirt over her
head she lays back and closes her eyes.  Covering her I check
the alarm, windows and doors.  Going up the stairs I check the
kids, happy to see Christian's light is off.  I shut Taylor's
light and go back down.  This is a huge fuckin house.  It
doesn't look that big on the outside.  

I grab my phone and call Steve.  "You on
your porch?" 

"Yeah.  Pussy was dropped at the
parent's.  Video was sent to them.  Once he can walk
they're kicking him out."  

I breathe easy.  "Thanks cuz.  I'll
tell her she can report him."  

"Goin to the time on Friday.  Need to see
how your guys are with CJ."  

"What the fuck?  She'll get no threat from
them."  He's got me pissed.  

He laughs, "Lookin for who has your back. 
With the Brothers was supposed to be Rob.  That's not
happenin, need to see if one of yours steps in."  

I take a breath.  "Yeah.  Rob isn't
going to do it for me.  CJ doesn't trust him and Christian
doesn't like him.  I didn't realize he was a shield. 
What the fuck was he doing trying to get her in bed?" 

"Don't know.  Somethin's fucked in his
head?  Never happened before.  Danny and Rich are there
for now.  We'll see Friday."  

I smile, he has my back.  "Yeah
cuz." 

"Little Ben wants the kids in the group."
 Fuckin kids.  

"Yeah they'll be there."  

"I'm out."  I get dead air.  Fuckin
Steve makes me laugh. 

I sit on the chair in the sitting room about ten
feet from the bed so I can watch her. I put together the dream
catchers for the kids new beds. I just need the feathers and beads
to finish them. Feeling lighter, I shower and curl myself around
CJ.  She pulls my arm around her and I drift. 

Cloud

"Fuckin hell."  My arms are around her, my
chest to her back my dick is sliding in between her legs.  I'm
up against her wet lips and it feels fuckin fantastic.  

She's moving with me holding my hip against her
moaning.  "Don't you dare stop."  She says in a hoarse
voice.  Fuck my dick responds. 

"Couldn't if I wanted to babe."  I move
with intention tightening the arm that's under her.  My other
hand finds her nipple and I squeeze getting another moan.  Her
hand slides to her clit and I moan.  "Fuckin sexy as hell."
 I growl in her ear then bite it.

"Fuck I like it when you’re rough."  She
cries out.  I give her rough and she comes yelling my name.
 

I push her onto her stomach, pull her ass up,
kneel behind her and slam in.  "I like rough baby."  I
tell her as I'm pulling her hips into me.  I fuckin love
rough.  She's making those fuckin 'Love it' sounds and I lose
it pounding into her.  I roar out my release and fall on her.
 "Oh fuck!"  It dawns on me I didn't use a condom. 
Fuck she’s going to be pissed.  I'm not looking forward to the
burn of her tongue once she hears.  "Baby I didn't have a
condom on."  I roll and pull her to me.  If she's close
she can't do that much damage.  

"I get a shot."  She mumbles.  Thank
fuck!  I let my breath out glad she's not lifting her foot to
my fuckin balls.  "You said you wanted kids anyway."
 

She's fuckin cute, spent, with her hair
everywhere and her face mashed into my chest.  "Yeah.  It
would be nice to be legal when that happens."  

She giggles, fuck me.  It's a cute sound
making me smile.  "Biker that worries over legal?"  She
kisses my nipple then licks it, fuck my dick jumps.  

"Don't want to tarnish your reputation."  I
say with a smile.  

She laughs pushing herself up.  "I've known
you less than a week; you're in my bed and just finished pulling
your damn dick out of me.  I think we can consider it ruined
for the rest of my friggin life."  She bends and kisses
me.  Fuck I love her.

"What's wrong with my dick that it's a 'damn
dick'?"  I ask when she lets me up for air.  

She giggles again; the sun is playing with her
hair making it look alive when she moves.  "Men, everything I
just said and your concern is for how I refer to your dick."
 She pecks my lips and climbs out of bed.  "Your damn
dick keeps popping in my head wanting me to play."  She walks
into the bathroom and I laugh at my 'damn dick' feeling proud that
he's doing his job well.  

I wash her up and get her dried.  She loves
being taken care of she tells me.  That's good because it's
what I do.  It's just going on six thirty.  "I need to be
at work at seven.  Will the kids be down?"  

She smiles at me in nothing but a towel, my
'damn dick' bobs against my towel.  "They might."  

I nod and get dressed before I bend her over the
counter and slam into her.  What the fuck is going on with
me?  I grab my flight bag and get dressed. I kiss her telling
her I love her.  Bending I suck in her nipple hard and kiss it
gently.  She moans holding my head.  Pecking her lips I
laugh going out the door.  Joey and Christian are at the
island counter.  I kiss their heads and make coffee.  I
don't have time to wait so I walk out without one.  Christian
laughs.  Fuckin kid.  He laughs louder.

CJ 

Tonight we meet the Baxter's.  Our new life
has taken on a new routine.  The kids love the Little Brothers
and Sisters.  Me and Cloud worked out while they met.  I
met Patches, Petey and Kelly.  They're all so nice.  Once
Cloud introduced Jacob and Jeremy they let him go to hold hands
with Darren and Jessie.  Little Ben touched them on their
heads.  I just watched, he reminds me of Steve.  Rich has
been coming by for thirty minutes each day teaching Christian how
to block.  Today he's smiling because he's getting it. 
Tess and Danny meet with him in the mornings, his tutor comes at
ten.  Brenda started yesterday and worked as if she's been
dealing with them her whole life.  The kids love her.  I
walk around with a smile because my friggin life changed in the
blink of an eye and I'm fuckin ecstatic.  

Cloud rides in and I notice the sound is
different.  I go out to check, he's on a different
motorcycle.  He pulls his leg over and stays sitting leaning
against it.  "New?"  

He smiles, "The sun hits your hair making it
look alive.  I want to run my hands through it."  I walk
to him so he can.  He holds my face kissing me then runs his
fingers in my hair.  "It's not a new bike, it takes the bumps
and potholes better than the low rider.  I have another one
that's different than both.  I only use it for the job or to
help the MC.  Baxter's bought us all one."  He bends to
kiss me again.  We hear the kids giggling behind us.  He
doesn't stop until he's done.  I smile.  "They should see
love so they know what to do with it."  He says.  I hug
him, friggin guy.

"At least you're not swearing."  Christian
says.

"If you don't get out of my head I will!"
 I turn and walk back to the house pulling Cloud with me.

"They have food and drinks there.  We have
enough time to get the kids a snack to hold them over and stop at
my house so I can get more clothes."  Cloud says pulling fruit
and granola bars. "They serve popcorn at the drive in.  It's a
cool experience, fruit and granola won't wreck it for you."
 The kids nod and sit with their snacks.  

"Can we bring Joey's machine?  Then we
won't have to leave early."  I should have asked before
this.

"There's a locker room and plenty of places she
can use if she's comfortable enough.  If not I can bring her
back to my house."  He's so friggin nice.  

"Let's bring it CJ.  I don't care if people
see it.  It's part of me."  Joey says.  Cloud gets
it and I pull the travel med bag.  

I hand Cloud the keys and he drives us through
the reservation to the Baxter's.  There's an armed guard at
the gate.  He waves us in.  Cloud pulls us over and
introduces everyone to Mark.  Mark tells us if ever we’re are
in need to come right to the gate.  We all nod.  I'm
wondering what the hell he deals with that he gives that warning
out to strangers.  Christian squeezes my shoulder. It's
ok.  I take a breath and relax.

The kids love Clouds house, really his wall of
windows.  Brantley says we should have one. "I haven't talked
to your mom yet but we'll see what she says.  She may be sick
of construction right now." I just look at him.  

Christian touches his arm, "She doesn't care and
would love the windows."