Authors: Sara Craven
with sensual delights that some deep,
unsuspected part of herself yearned for.
It was. essential, she thought, for that
door never to open again. At least not
with him, she amended hastily, a man
who preyed on women, and who had
learned the sensual tricks he practised to
such effect in a dozen other beds.
Yet why couldn't Leigh have discovered
these deeps in her? she asked herself
bewilderedly. She'd been a fair way to
falling in love with Leigh, and she
wasn't in love with Vitas de Mendoza at
all.
She started violently as his voice, edged
with impatience, came to her through the
tent flap. 'Are you going to take all day,
Raquel? It is time we were setting out.'
She bundled the blankets together with
fingers made suddenly clumsy and
emerged from the tent.
His black hat tipped low over his
forehead, he looked even more like a
bandit or a pirate captain than ever,
standing there with his hands on his hips,
she thought indignantly. All he needed
was a sword, or a brace of silver-
mounted pistols.
He was looking her over too.
'Your chaste precautions are wasted,
alma de mi vida.'
His gaze rested
pointedly on her shirt, buttoned to the
collar. 'I have both my memory and
imagination to draw upon. Besides,
charms that are hidden are in themselves
a provocation—or was that what you
intended?'
'I intended nothing,' she replied with
dignity, if not complete truth. 'But I don't
doubt that you'll believe precisely what
you want to believe.'
He gave her a slight half-mocking bow
and gestured her towards her horse
which was tethered nearby, saddled and
bridled for her.
She walked over to the animal and began
to talk to it in a low voice. Its ears
flickered and it dipped its head, questing
her hand for the titbits she did not have.
Vitas went past her carrying the
dismantled tent. 'We'll use Carlos' mount
for a packhorse today,' he tossed at her
over his shoulder. 'It is not fit for a great
deal else.'
'Neither of them are,' she returned wryly.
'But yours is a beautiful animal. He must
have cost a great deal of money.'
As soon as she had spoken, she could
have bitten her tongue out. She'd merely
been following a train of thought, but it
sounded as if she was being snide about
his source of income. But he did not
seem either offended or on the
defensive.
'He did, but he has repaid me a hundred
times with his courage and devotion.' He
ran a caressing hand down the horse's
neck. 'He was bred on the Llanos where
these qualities are born in the bone.'
'The Llanos?' Rachel queried.
'Our cattle plains. Mile upon mile of
grass and scrub as fir as the eye can see
—for months as parched as the desert,
and then the floods come. A place, it is
said, where a man can lose his past and
find himself in truth.'
'You seem to know a great deal about it.'
She watched him load up the spare
horse.
He shrugged. 'It is natural enough. I was
born there.'
'Were you ever a
gaucho?'
she asked.
'We call them
llaneros,'
he said. 'Yes,
I've driven cattle. That's when I learned
to ride.'
'And now you prefer to herd human
cattle round the mountains?' she asked
wonderingly. She gave a little laugh.
'What a silly question! Of course you do.
It will be a much easier life, and the
pickings will be better.'
He gave her a dry look, 'As you say,
senorita,'
he agreed, swinging himself
smoothly into the saddle.
She felt an odd disappointment. In a way
she had hoped he would be indignant,
and defend his occupation, and his
reasons for choosing it. But perhaps
there was no defence and he knew it.
'Will you ever go back there?' She
mounted her own horse.
He shrugged again. 'It is possible.'
As she drew level with him, she gave
him a sideways look. 'To lose your
past?'
'Perhaps,' he drawled. 'Or maybe to find
my future. Who knows?'
Which was hardly an answer at all,
Rachel thought crossly as she followed
him along the river bank. When they
reached a place where they could once
more ride side by side, she saw that his
face under the shadow of his hat had
become harsh and brooding, and she
found herself wondering if her casual
questions had sparked off memories and
even regrets that he had no wish to
entertain. She wondered too what had
driven him from the Llanos, and
supposed it must have been poverty or
the appeal of town life.
She would liked to have enquired more
closely, but it seemed as if he had
withdrawn in some strange way, and she
dared not interrupt his reverie.
The damp fragrant air of the forest
encircled them once again, and they
began to climb slowly but steadily, the
track they were using winding upwards
in a series of dizzying zig-zags. Snatches
of a haunting perfume came to Rachel's
nostrils and she wondered which of the
unknown plants they were passing it
came from. Bottle it and you could make
a fortune in Bond Street, she thought, and
smiled to herself.
They had been riding for about an hour
when suddenly the air around them
seemed to become alive with movement
and colour, a whirring, vibrating mass of
wings.
Rachel reined back her suddenly restive
horse. 'What is it?'
'Humming birds. There are thousands of
them at this level. The conditions suit
them.' Vitas' tone was brusque, but at
least the silence between them had
broken and he had recognised the fact
that she was alive, she thought, and
immediately
castigated
herself
for
inconsistency. She should welcome his
silence, whatever the case. She should
not want to attract his attention. It was
just that the contrast between the almost
overwhelming attention he had paid her
so far and his present attitude was so
marked, she told herself, and it made her
uneasy. Just when she thought she had
got him taped, he had become something
of an enigma.
The soft whirling humming of the birds'
wings around them seemed to echo the
confusion of her own thoughts. Vitas had
ridden on ahead again, and she made no
immediate
attempt
to
catch
up,
deliberately hanging back so that she
could absorb more fully the strange alien
beauty of her surroundings. The trees
were tall here, rearing towards the
heavens like proud giants, with shrubs
and ferns, many of which she had never
seen before, clustered round their bases
in a dark web. One thick bush in
particular caught her eye, its heavy
blossom as bright as flame in the dim
light.
'You're not what I would describe as the
perfect guide,
senor
,' she commented
acidly when she caught up with him
again. 'Don't you normally provide your
clients with some kind of running
commentary on the scenery?'
'You only said you wished to be taken to
Diablo,
senorita,'
he drawled. 'Had you
wanted a botanical tour, you should have
applied to someone else.'
Rachel drew a deep breath. 'My deepest
regret,
senor,
is that I failed to do so,'
she said silkily.
'And I am beginning to regret,
senorita,
that I didn't leave you to Carlos' tender
mercies,' he returned harshly. 'Although
his interest in biology was clearly a
little too basic for you.'
She bit her lip. It was maddening to
begin a sparring match with him, only to
emerge the loser. And it was undignified
as well, she warned herself. She had
played the Ice Maiden role that Leigh
had thrust upon her well enough back in
London. She'd managed to combine an
air of cool enigma with an aloof, even
offhand manner, which combined with
her slender blonde beauty had contrived
to make even the most determined
womaniser
think
twice
about
approaching her. Yet none of it had
seemed to impress Vitas de Mendoza—
with the obvious exception of her
physical looks. Honey and cream, he had
called her, she thought, her cheeks
warming with mingled embarrassment
and annoyance at the memory.
She made herself say evenly, 'I think
perhaps we should declare a truce,
Senor de Mendoza.'
He slanted an openly mocking look at
her. 'And why should we do any such
thing, Senorita Crichton?'
'Well,' she shrugged, rather at a loss,
having expected him to accede to her
suggestion without comment, 'it occurs to
me that as we are forced to be in each
other's company for a certain amount of
time, we might as well make the best of
it.'
'De acuerdo.''
He gave her a sardonic
grin. 'I never intended it otherwise,
querida,
believe me. Are you trying to
tell me that you are resigned to your
fate?'
'I am talking of the trip to Diablo,' she
said stonily. 'Not of what may or may not
happen when we reach our destination.'
'You sound as if there is still some doubt
in your mind as to my intentions,' he
remarked. 'If so, I recommend you to
dismiss it,
chica.
Don't delude yourself
that I am in ignorance of the schemes for
evading my predatory embrace which
have no doubt been occupying your
devious female mind for the past few
hours.'
'I don't know what you mean,' she said
haughtily.
'No?' He raised an eyebrow. 'Well, think
of this, then,
querida.
What will you do
if we get to Diablo and find that your
brother is not there after all?'
She gasped and her face paled. That was
a possibility the startling events of the
last twenty-four hours had made her lose
sight of.
His voice went on coolly. 'I give you
fair warning, Raquel. I agreed to take
you to Diablo so that you could find your
brother, but if your brother should not
happen to be there, I should not consider
the terms of our bargain null and void.'
'But he has to be there,' she said almost
inaudibly.
He bent towards her out of his saddle.
'
Por que
? So that you can take refuge
with him? Do you really think I shall
permit that?'
'I don't give a damn what you permit,'
she said raggedly. 'I told you back in
Asuncion why I want to find Mark. My
grandfather is very ill, he may even be
dying while I'm here arguing with you.
He wants to see him before he dies and
I've promised to bring him back. That's
the sole and only reason I'm here with
you,
senor.
Because time is of the
essence, and I need to find Mark fast—
if not at Diablo, then at some other
place.'
There was a brief almost tangible
silence, and then he said between his
teeth, 'And what manner of man is this
grandfather that he sends a girl on such a
mission?'
She gave him a defiant look. 'As a matter
of fact, you and he have a great deal in
common. He also regards women as
having no other function than to look
decorative, cook, and be submissive
bed-partners.'
'Your culinary skills don't interest me,
Raquel, and I look for something more
exciting than mere submission from you.'
'Then you'll be disappointed,' she
flashed.
'I don't think so.' He was frowning
slightly. 'So if the grandfather has these
views on the status of women, what are