Few Things Left Unsaid (23 page)

The next day Amit messaged me. He asked me for a date.

“Riya, if you don’t have any problem can we go to south Mumbai. Full day. We will come back by the evening. Let’s enjoy ourselves.”

I agreed to go with him. I was waiting for him at the bus stop. He came with his bike. We left. As we reached south Mumbai  we went to Mc Donald. We enjoyed ourselves the entire day. After a long time I was laughing and having a good time. We went to reclamations, carter road. It was fun.

It was 5 pm. We decided to return. Amit was driving his bike slowly.He was looking at me continuously in the rear view mirror. Even I was looking at him. I smiled. He gave me his hand. I caught hold of it. He was catching it tightly. I could feel the warmth in his hands. He was still looking at me. Suddenly he squeezed my thighs. I stopped looking at him. I again glanced at the mirror. He was still looking at me. We reached Aerol. I thanked him for a lovely day.

“Is it urgent for you to go home?” Amit asked me.

“No. Nothing like that. I have time. Why?”

“We can go to my place. There is no one at home. If it’s fine with you.” Amit said.

I was confused. I was afraid to go to his home. Still I accepted the offer. We went to his house. It was a small house. Just 1 room. I sat on the sofa. He went in kitchen to make tea for me. He came and sat beside me. He moved closer to me. I moved away from him.

“What happened Riya. You are looking hot today. You are beautiful.You understand me so well.” Amit smiled.

We were both looking into each other’s eyes. I wanted to break all the barriers and go with him. I had started liking him. He sensed that. He squeezed my thighs again. We kissed each other. We did many more things than a kiss. We went all the way that day. I still don’t know if it was for revenge or I had started loving him. Maybe it was a mixture of both. I went home. Amit messaged me…

“I wanted a girl like you. I always wished to have a girlfriend like you.Can we be together? I love you. Listen to your heart. Don’t worry about the world. I will face entire world if you are with me. Don’t think about what people will think. Think and answer me…. I will wait.”

I tried calling you again.But same response. You must be busy sleeping with someone.I gave a thought on Amit’s proposal.

And we came close and today we are together….

I was speechless. I could not speak a word. I had lost myself. I had lost everything. Still after hearing this why did my heart still love her. I wanted her back. I was ready to forgive her for whatever she had done in the last 5 days. All I could think of was what she had done for me in the last 1 year and not in the last 5 days. I wanted her badly. Jaan I love you. Please come back jaan. Please come back. I love you a lot.

I wanted my Riya back…

                    
MISTAKES UNFORGIVEN

  S
o this was
f
i
n
al… So
f
i
nal.

Why did it have to end like this?

Leaving without a single word… I didn’t understand.

I didn’t understand how you could do this to
m
e.

 I re
a
lly
d
i
d
n
’t des
e
rve t
h
is.

Just one
m
ore chance was all I asked

Sudd
e
nly th
e
re were tears everywher
e
…

Run
n
ing do
w
n my face.

Nothing was able to st
o
p it,

because I re
a
lized that you
had
left like t
h
e
r
ain…

without a single word….

I cou
l
d not b
e
lieve this cou
l
d ha
p
pen.

I
wo
ndered
w
hy I had taken th
a
t decision
of
leaving her f
o
r
a
few days.

L
i
fe ch
a
nge
d
. Relationship chan
g
ed.

A
nd now I was facing cha
n
g
i
ng relations….

I told Neha about
a
ll this. Amit was
i
gnoring her completel
y
.
Sh
e cou
l
d not be
l
ieve
w
h
a
t I was saying. She was blank.
S
he was totally
ou
t
o
f her mind.
 
The
wa
y she reacted brou
g
ht te
a
rs in my eyes too.

“Are you serious? How c
a
n Amit do like this?”
sh
e cried. “Your Amit
is a
bastard.
Tel
l him to
f
uck off.”
I was angry.
“Please Aadi. Stop saying this. I will ma
k
e him
u
nder
s
tand.”

“Now there
i
s no use. Th
e
y have go
n
e
to
o far in t
h
eir relationship. But still I  wanted my Riya back. He couldn’t fool her.”

“What do y
o
u me
a
n by
saying
t
h
ey have gone too far in t
he
ir relationship? A
r
e you insane? What are you say
i
ng” she cried more.

“They slept. They were to
g
ether
the
entire day and th
e
n at his place.” She kept the phone down.

I knew how it felt to hear this.
S
he heard fr
o
m me. I hea
r
d from my girlfriend.

After
a
few h
o
urs she called me back.

“Can you c
o
me to Aerol? I will talk to
Amit
. We will me
e
t
hi
m.
Pleas
e com
e
. I can’t live like this.” She
wa
s depressed.

I agreed. Even I wanted
t
o talk with Amit. I had
s
o many questions
i
n my m
i
nd. I told Neha to ca
l
l him whi
l
e I was
o
n the way. I told her to ke
e
p the call
o
n c
o
nference. I
wa
nted to hear what they spoke. I wanted to
hea
r what was
i
n his min
d
.
S
he also agreed to keep the call
on
conference.

I took my Activa and le
f
t f
o
r Aerol. I was wearing a h
e
adset. Neha called me. “Have you le
f
t?”

I told her to call him and
no
t to tell him about con
f
e
r
enc
e
. I told her to say that
sh
e was travelling
a
nd the disturb
a
nce was com
i
ng from outside. She called
Amit.

Amit: Why have you cal
l
ed? I am bu
s
y. Call
m
e later.

Neha: P
l
ease Amit. I w
a
nt to talk to
yo
u. Aditya to
l
d me everything that is going
o
n between you
an
d Riya.
W
hy
did
yo
u do this?

Amit: I di
d
n’t do an
y
th
i
ng.
G
o
t it. Y
o
u deserve it. You di
dn’
t give anything that I wanted.
Riya
is ke
e
ping me h
a
ppy. S
h
e is
a
darli
n
g.

Neha: I loved you
s
o m
u
c
h
. Aditya loves Riya
s
o m
u
c
h
. Why
did
you have to propose
to
her?

Amit: Ple
a
se don’t tell me that you
lov
ed me. You never did love m
e
.
As for
Aditya I don’t care. He cou
l
d not hand
l
e such a darli
n
g. Now she is mine.

I was not
a
b
l
e to hear all this. But I had to. I w
a
nted
t
o know wh
a
t was in his mind. I reached
the E
aste
r
n
E
x
press highw
a
y. T
h
eir conversation continue
d
.

Neha:
W
hat made you
fee
l
that way
? I really
lov
ed you.

Amit: You didn’t. You never
even
allowed me to kiss y
o
u. Forg
e
t ab
o
ut other things. You never had tru
s
t
i
n me. Lea
v
e it.

Neha:
S
o Riya is givi
n
g you everything.
Do
es it mean
s
he loves you? Whe
r
e is Aditya
in this picture
? Is he noth
in
g for her?

Amit: No, he is nothi
n
g. He is past. I am her pres
e
nt
an
d future. He has never b
e
en l
o
yal to he
r
. He slept with someone else
a
nd
h
e d
i
dn’t tell her about it. This is not right.

Neha: Are y
o
u doing som
e
thing different? You also d
i
dn’t tell me. You can never love anyone. I know it now.

Amit: You don’t have to teach me
wha
t is right
an
d what is wrong. You want to hear the truth. T
h
en hear. But you can nev
e
r prove it.

Neha: What
do
yo
u want to
say?

Amit: I am with Riya for
a
physical rel
a
tionship. I don’t l
o
ve her. But if she gives me wh
a
t you didn’t t
h
en I can live with her for
a
long t
i
me. I will k
ee
p her happy.

I lost my sen
s
es. I knew
sh
e was fooling my Riya.
W
ho will make Riya understa
n
d? I was losing my m
i
nd.

Neha: You
ar
e
a
bastard.
W
hy are you d
o
ing this? I love you Amit. I can’t live without you. Please Amit please. Plea
s
e co
m
e b
a
ck to me. I will give you whatever you want. But p
l
ease don’t
leav
e me.