Dimitri's Forbidden Submissive (Submissive's Wish) (42 page)

Delicious chills raced through her as he began to move, her breasts swaying against the rug, her ass smarting from having his weight thrusting against it. She embraced the pain, let it sink into her and moved her hips back to match his strokes. Dimitri leaned up and grasped her hips.

“That’s it. Fuck me.”

She needed no more encouragement, throwing her hips back at him as she rocked back and forth on her hands and knees, bright ribbons of ecstasy wrapping around her body. He reached beneath her hips and began to tug at her clit. It felt good, really good, and she sank all the way back to the root of his cock, gasping as he brought her closer to orgasm.

“Give it to me,” he growled. “I want your pleasure.”

Her pussy clamped down on him and Dimitri had to struggle to pull back, fighting her inner muscles in a way that caused her release to explode in her. As soon as she began to come he started to fuck her hard, really hard. Her whole body convulsed while he thrust into her, gripping her hips firm enough to hurt, that discomfort easily swept away by the contractions tearing through her, rendering her useless. Dimitri wasn’t satisfied and he fucked her to orgasm two more times before he finally took his own release, roaring out behind her in a way that made her smile.

When he collapsed on top of her she could barely breathe, and didn’t give one shit about it. Dimitri’s breath was heavy on the back of her neck, and the occasional aftershock twitched through her nervous system, making one of her arms or legs jerk. He pulled out of her and warm fluid trickled out of her pussy, their combined release saturating the folds of her well-used sex.

She was completely limp when Dimitri carried her back to their bedroom and barely awake when he set her on the mattress. He spread her legs and lay between them, then began to clean himself from her pussy with long sweeps of his talented tongue. Her sex throbbed and even though she felt like it should be impossible, he roused her all over again until she was grinding herself against his face.

“Love this,” he whispered before kissing her clit. “Love the taste of me on you. Don’t leave me, Rya. Please.”

It took a great deal of effort, but she managed to lift her arm enough to run her fingers through his hair. “I’ll never leave you, Dimitri. I love you, I will always love you, and that will never change.”

He took her again, this time slow and gentle, and before her final orgasm of the night was even complete she found herself passing out into an exhausted totally satisfied sleep.

Six weeks later

Rya sucked in a quick breath and let it out slowly, counting to ten and trying her hardest not to verbally tear Dimitri’s stubborn head off in front of Maks. Her chief bodyguard watched her square off with Dimitri with a highly amused expression, well, highly amused for Maks. The man almost never actually changed his facial features, he always looked arrogant and bored, but after studying him for three weeks, she understood that he was one of those people who hated to reveal anything about themselves. While he was good at masking his emotions, he couldn’t hide the occasional flash of humor or warmth that went through his pale green eyes. Like right now. His gaze sparkled with mirth and the faint lines around his mouth deepened while he watched as Rya threw a fit of epic proportions.

Smoothing her hands down her cardinal red silk dress she took a deep breath and looked up at Dimitri. “I’ve been out in public with you six times and nothing happened. I can’t stay in this building all day, every day. Don’t get me wrong, this place is beyond awesome, I mean I totally dig everything that you’ve given me, but I can’t be trapped here. I need to get certified in nursing, take classes, do everything that I have to do so I can work in Russia. I need to do my job, it’s…it is so important to me and I know that I am here for a purpose, aside from loving you. I feel like I’ve gone crazy. I need to ground myself in my work. It keeps me sane and you can’t be here with me every day, Dimitri. You have an evil empire to run and I hate being stuck inside when you’re not here.”

Maks was no longer laughing, instead giving her a surprisingly encouraging look as if to tell her she was doing well.

With a long sigh Dimitri rubbed his face and she could see how much the idea of her leaving the apartment without him terrified him. She took a step forward and laid her hands on his chest, stroking the soft material of his pale blue dress shirt. “Honey, I know how much you want to keep me safe. I’m not stupid and I won’t be easily caught. And I’ve been so good. Please. Your men are the best and they’ll keep me alive. Maks is pretty fond of his dick, as are most of the women in Moscow, so he would be most upset if something happened to me and you gelded him.”

Now, Maks didn’t look so encouraging. In fact, he looked like he wanted to take her over his lap and spank her. Dimitri actually allowed Maks to spank the hell out of her two weeks ago when she gave a homeless man some money in Moscow while she waited for Dimitri to finish speaking to an associate outside of the restaurant where they’d just had dinner. The homeless man had been panhandling nearby, and she approached him without thought, moving out of the protective shelter of the restaurant’s awning and crossing the street to where he sat on the frozen concrete in just a coat. She had no idea how dangerous that was and ignored Maks, right up to the point where they were suddenly mobbed by homeless people wanting money. When they got home Dimitri allowed Maks to spank her ass while he lectured her on taking her safety more seriously.

It was a lesson she hadn’t forgotten and didn’t want to repeat.

“Is too soon, Rya.”

“When will it not be too soon? Do the women of the other Bratvas live like this? Were they born never to be allowed to live? It must have driven them crazy. If I ever meet any women of the Boldin Bratva I’m going to give them a hug because this fucking sucks.”

“You want to leave me?” Dimitri asked in a cold voice.

That was so the wrong thing for him to say to her at this point. Dimitri was a master at manipulating people, and over the past six weeks she’d clued into some of his tactics, like using guilt to try and get her to do what he wanted. Though she had to admit, he did seem honestly worried that she was going to leave him at the drop of a hat. They really had to work on Dimitri’s trust issues before he worried himself into an early grave.

“Listen, buster,” Maks winced at her bitchy tone and she ignored him as she continued to lay into Dimitri. “You are stuck with me. Am I clear? You brought me over here, made me fall in love with you, and I gave up my entire world to be with you. I’m not walking out in a huff anytime soon. I’ll beat
your
ass before I let that happen. We’re in this for the long haul and I expect you to fight just as hard for us as I do.”

Dimitri gave her a smile filled with love and pride. “You are so fierce. It is sexy.”

Maks said something in Russian that had Dimitri laughing. When she cupped her Master’s cock and gave him a small squeeze he stopped. “You think I’m cute, do you?”

“No,” he said with a slow smile. “I think you are adorable.”

She squeezed him, hard and he liked it, the kinky bastard. “You know, there are people out there that fear me. I’ve seen how your bodyguards get all scared around me. Maks is the only one who doesn’t look at me as if he’s terrified of me.”

Maks burst out laughing and she mentally gave herself a pat on the back. Getting Maks to laugh was hard, but worth it. The guy had a great laugh. Dimitri made a growling noise that made her instantly wet. Hell. They’d had sex so much that he had her well-trained to be ready for him at a moment’s notice. That dark heat she loved so much had entered his gaze and she knew he was going to make her do something in front of Maks. Part of her found the idea hot, but another part of her was kind of uneasy about doing anything in front of the strawberry blonde bodyguard. There was something almost fragile about Maks’ friendship with her and she didn’t want to hurt him.

Dimitri bent down to whisper something to her, but she cut him off before he could speak. “Master, please don’t make me do anything in front of Maks that would make him unhappy. He’s my friend and I don’t want him to hurt.”

Gripping her ass possessively, the expensive silk making her feel naked beneath his touch, he smiled. “Such a good heart. Rest assured,
zaika moya
, I would never be that cruel. I know what it feels like for Maks to be alone. Is terrible. I want to give him something to think about. Something beautiful. Remind him he is alive.”

“Well, when you put it that way…” she frowned up at him. “Wait, you’re not making this about sex. You, Sir, need to learn to express yourself in some manner other than fucking me mindless. I need to go back to school. To at least leave the house.”

Dimitri stroked her cheek and she moaned softly, cursing herself for being so damn weak around him. “Tomorrow, why don’t you go shopping with Gia? She will be selecting things for her business and asked if you would like to join her. I believe she will be looking at antique pieces tomorrow. You go with her and buy things for our home. Things that make you feel good. I want you to be happy here, Rya, more than anything. So against my best judgment I will let you go, but I ask that you please be careful.”

Making a soothing noise she eased down to her knees before him and swiftly unbuckled his belt using only her mouth. Next she made quick work of the button of his pants, then pulled down the zipper with her teeth. With a soft oath Dimitri jerked his black boxer briefs down and freed himself for her. Okay, so maybe she was a bit of a hypocrite about saying Dimitri used sex instead of words to display his emotions, but sometimes the only way to properly thank a man was to suck his dick. Crude, but true. He was hard, thick, and deliciously warm against her lips as she kissed the slit of his cock. She adored giving him oral pleasure, loved to bring him such gratification and joy. Turning him on aroused her greatly, and the naughty knowledge that Maks was watching them only added to her need to drink Dimitri down.

With a low groan her Master began to fuck her mouth and she relaxed her throat, taking him easily now that he’d shown her how to let him throat fuck her. Every once in a while she’d still gag, but he seemed to like those noises and it always made his dick twitch. She laced her hands behind her back, allowing him to use only her mouth as he wished. Sometimes he liked to do that, only fuck her mouth, not allowing her to touch him and somehow making her even more eager to please him. At this moment in time she existed only for her Master, and his soft praise for her efforts made her feel completely satisfied.

“That’s it,
zaika moya
, suck it how I like it. Open your mouth for me, wide, good girl. Now seal your lips around my cock and
suck
.”

She did as he commanded and almost right away he began to come in her mouth. She swallowed every trace of him and sucked harder, trying to drain him dry. Dimitri tensed and let out a sound that was a raw mixture of pain and pleasure. “Enough.”

Panting, she released him with a kiss and wiggled on her heels, her pussy soaking wet and her thong sticking uncomfortably to her body. Hell, her inner thighs were wet and there was no way either man could miss her nipples sticking out through the silk of her top. She could smell her arousal in the air and knew without a doubt that Maks could as well. Dimitri tucked himself away and smiled down at her.

“I have to go out for a bit.”

“What? Will you be back soon?”

“No. And you will not orgasm until you return safely from shopping with Gia tomorrow.”

“What?” He gave her a stern look and she clenched her hands into fists and tried to swallow her anger. “Yes, Master.”

Both men chuckled and Dimitri crouched before her. He cupped the back of her neck and brought their foreheads together. “If you mouth off to me in front of Maks I will make you suck his cock. You may, of course, safeword out, but if you keep being brat, I will give you something better to do with your tongue. Am I clear?”

“Crystal clear,” she whispered.

“You will be good?”

“I’ll be good.”

“Promise?”

“Yes, Master.” She gave him an impulsive kiss. “I only want your cock.”

He chuckled. “Charming, but will not get you out of your punishment if you continue to misbehave.”

Abruptly he stood and offered her a hand up. She took it and wrapped her arms around him, cuddling close as he hugged her back. “I love you so much. Thank you.”

“
Dorogaya
, I will do anything for you. Even if it drives me crazy, I do it.”

She sighed and wiped away a tear. “Thank you.”

Dimitri grumbled and glanced at his watch. “I wish I could stay, but I must leave.”

Her heart rate accelerated as she thought about the man she loved leaving the safety of their luxurious fortress. “Be safe, please.”

He caressed her face. “The way you feel? That worry for me? Is how I feel at the thought of you leaving my sight. Is not good, is it?”

“No, it’s not good.” She sighed and took a step back. “Okay. Go do your super villain stuff. Have fun storming the castle.”

Laughing, he nodded to Maks before giving her another brief kiss. “Adorable.”

She scowled at him as he left, but as soon as the door closed her shoulders slumped.

To her surprise Maks spoke up. “Your love for him is real.”

She narrowed her eyes at him. “Excuse me?”

He shrugged, his thin lips pursed. “At first, I was not sure. I have never seen Dimitri happy with a woman before. It was very odd for me to see him so openly love someone. Trust me when I say that his love for you is just as real. I know he has probably not told you this, but Dimitri and Alex saved my life. I was born and raised in a brothel owned by another Bratva. Was bad and I ran away when I was eight. When Alex found me eating garbage in an alley near one of his father’s businesses he took pity on me and saved me from a terrible fate. Together with Dimitri they made sure I got an education, that I was safe and warm. I swore then that I would give my life for either of them, and now I extend that vow to you. It is my privilege to guard you, Rya DeLuca, because you are a good woman. You have no idea how rare that is in my world. No idea of the filth that clings to those of us that do terrible things.”