Crystal Bella (21 page)

“
You’re beautiful,” she said.

Ethan stared at her, he could tell she was going to say something
, he could feel it in his heart.

“
I have to tell you this, Ethan……on Monday I have to go back to my home for a week. It was scheduled ages ago and as much as I don’t want to mix you with that old life, they’re coming together here.” She paused and looked into his beautiful eyes, looking for a response, he was just listening. She was on her side as was Ethan, facing one another. “I want you to know this, Ethan I love you with my whole heart. You are the beautiful man I have dreamt of but I need to do this, go back and close that door. I’ve made a choice, I want to be with you, I love you…”

Her eyes watered
. She had to say it, it was her truth and Ethan had to hear it.

“
Beautiful, I know, it scares me a little, only because it suddenly came up. I just abhor the feelings of three.”

“
I know how you feel.”

S
he did, she loved Ethan and bringing up the subject of another man was so hard, it seemed unfair that she had to do this to him. She looked so intensely into Ethan’s eyes that he could only listen, he had no choice, her power, his love was making them both so in tune and so honest with each other.

“
It hurts me to put you in that place, I need to be with you, just you, I promise you that. This trip was scheduled ages ago so I feel it’s meant to be, to make this trip and be clear with my choices. I don’t want to mix him with you. You’re so sweet and divine, Ethan your soul is so angelic…”

Tears rolled down her
face, “and I will never fuck with that, never. I will make this trip for me, so I can be with you, only you. Do you understand?”

“
I do, you have to close that past door, I know that and maybe 20 seconds ago I felt…that pain in my stomach, but I do understand.”

“
Thanks for being so understanding.”

“The way you looked at me,
you could almost say anything and it would be okay. No one has ever looked at me like that. Your look is piercingly beautiful.”

They stared at one
another deeply and Kali broke out into a smile that triggered Ethan to smile. They then laughed as they truly saw each other and Kali was laughing but she also had tears. She cried because he was so understanding, he just looked back at her with love. She was giving him pain and he returned love and she knew he was the one. It was beyond human, the love spell bounded from another paradigm. It was love on the deepest level.

“
You’re amazing,” she said.

“
You are.”

“
Beautiful angel…It’s not until two days away, so we can forget for now……this is going to be a tough evening not devouring you.”

“
I know, the moment I saw you take your clothes off I knew this was going to be difficult. When you were taking your clothes off you looked out of this world divinely hot by the way.” They laughed.

“I love you,” s
he said.

“I love you.”

Kali was on top of Ethan and was kissing him. Her eyes were sometimes open. They were closed but she had to look at him, she had to see him. The passion was building up and was starting to go crazy, the desire was potent. They rolled around and every so often a smile would break out, it was deep but it was also light. When Kali was on top he put his hands on her bum and she moved her pelvis up and down. Her skin felt angelic and her body become addictive with every touch, every part of her seemed to say something. Her more sensuous parts seemed to have more depth, like they went beyond the surface. When she gently made herself rock back and forth, while she was rubbing against Ethan, the feel of her bum, her breasts felt deeper than what they were on the surface. It was like leaving this world touching her body and remembering her from centuries ago. That was how it felt for Ethan.

Kali was on top still
, rubbing, her underwear was still on and they were both close to climaxing. Kali didn’t have her glasses on and her eyes looked alien like to Ethan. They were glowing, they were powerful, like she was from another world. Ethan was unsure what was happening, but it felt beautiful. He wondered for a moment did she have new eye lenses on. She was close to an orgasm, her eyes were shining and then she let out a scream. It was loud, it was raw and it said so much in that noise. Ethan followed, he couldn’t keep his voice within either. It lasted about 15 seconds wave after wave for both of them. Then there was a deep breath, holding each other so tight, they kissed and saw the sparkle in each other’s eyes and they cracked up laughing and couldn’t stop. They just laughed and laughed.

“My mo
m would have heard you.”

“I
cannot believe I did that, it’s your fault!”

They lay together their breath still above normal rate. “Imagine what it will be like with no clothes on,” she said.

They
decided they would sleep with their bodies entangled.

They we
re half asleep, when Kali opened her eyes, Ethan was just about to fall into a sleep as he lay blissfully curled up to Kali when Kali started talking and he came out of his doze, feeling her body next to his and the warmth of her energy.

“
Do you really meditate every day?” she asked.

“
Yeah I do, I haven’t missed a day in two years.”

“Impressive, are you sure?”

“Yep… I haven’t missed one day.”

“Hmm…what about wanking?”

“I might have missed one day with that.”       

Kali laughed.

“Can you show me how to do it?” she asked.

“Which one?”

“
You know which one I was talking about.”

She kissed Ethan on the mouth,
every time it still felt new and their lips just complemented each other. He was the perfect kisser. He kissed like a girl, sensual and soft.

“Did you go to kisser school?
” she asked like a child.

All Etha
n could do was giggle. “And I want to remember the ether, Ethan. Doesn’t that sound cool? When I go there with you at night time I need to remember okay?”

“Okay
, you will. We’ll make it happen.”

“
Hmm,” she said and kissed him.

They fell asleep all cuddled up
. Later in the night Kali awoke. She rolled quietly away from Ethan to stretch out. She felt peaceful as she lay on her back. She thought about the night and her trip home and the bed she was in. It was like the light from this experience was taking away her past, it had that kind of power. She loved lying in Ethan’s bed, it felt safe and beautiful. As she was thinking of this, Ethan rolled over and put his arm around her, she thought he must have awoken but he was still asleep. He was moving in his sleep, still loving and protecting her as he slept. Even in his sleep he still loved her and it made Kali feel so loved. He loved her always, in the ether and in body as he slept right now. Ethan was still asleep holding her and she whispered into his ear…

“I love you, I
love you, Ethan, forever and ever. I do!”

~~~~

The morning arrived and the sun came through the curtain and went into Ethan’s eyes. It awoke him and he saw Kali. He spooned behind her and could sense she was not asleep, she rolled around her hair more full from the night, and she looked radiant, untouched. It was probably the most beautiful Ethan had ever seen her. It was the moment when the soul returned from the night and it showed on Kali’s face, sleepy, hair a mess and looking more divine than ever.

Ethan got up and told Kali he would be back soon with a coffee. He went
downstairs and saw his mom in the kitchen.

“You’re
up pretty early, Ethan,” Elisabeth said.

“Yeah I
know just grabbing a coffee then back to bed.”

Ethan grinded his beans and the
n returned to his bedroom. He walked in, giggled to himself. He was 23, Kali was 31 but it was still like they were teenagers in his room. He drew the curtain from the balcony and opened the door so he could hear the sea. Then he jumped onto his bed and sat there with Kali and they drank their coffee.

There was
wind outside which had brought in bigger waves than normal, so the waves could be heard. It was a blue sky and it was still early and fresh, the energy felt new and exciting. As Ethan and Kali sat there, they both felt special, the moment was simply serene.

It reminded Ethan of not too long ago when he felt
the same peace. It was just before dark and he was sitting in the same place with a coffee in his hand with the balcony door open. That particular day he felt divine. It was like déjà vu now. But his time he had his soul mate with him.

“What are you thinking?” she
asked.

“Just one of those déjà vu
experiences. This moment reminds me of a time when I had a kind-of-a an Epiphany.”

“Tell me about
it please,” She said directly as she sat on Ethan trying not to spill his coffee.

“It was this perfect moment
and I was right here, in this position, door was open, coffee in hand, perfect but by myself. So now it feels the same, but it has the completion because you’re here with me.” Kali just smiled like a child and Ethan kept going. “So I was here and the epiphany, or the moment just before the epiphany was I was feeling so alive and blessed, my mom had just came in and we had talked for a while about jovial and deep things and then I sat here hearing the waves, the coffee in my hand and feeling so good. What my mom had been talking about was the soul contract. She said to me, get in touch with it. You can find out lots of stuff she told me, you know about life, your desires, your purpose, what is going to happen, even when you’re going to die. She called it the angel blueprint. The angel within, she said, was the soul and the blueprint was the contract.

“It sound
s very trippy and intriguing, but that is you, isn’t it?”

“
So when I sat here in my bedroom thinking about it all. I knew it was important and I should get in touch with my soul contract and find things out. And as I sat here, I had a crystal in my hand, a candle alight. I could feel my angel, Bella really close to me, I could feel her love, it was so deep and light and she gave me those tingles on my body. I could see the rocks edge from here out my balcony door and that picture froze with the feeling. It looked beautiful, like I had seen it before, before I lived here. That picture said a lot to me, it was like the universe was telling me a lot through the picture. It was the feeling I got, and it all made sense to me. And when I saw the crystal in my hand, the edge of the rocks from my bed, the sound of the waves crashing and Bella just shining her light, sending me love I decided to call the soul contract that…Crystal Bella.”

“Wow,
” she said. It went quiet, blissfully quiet. “Crystal Bella, I love it.”   

~~~~

A little later Elisabeth knocked on the door and came in.

“Hey Ethan
, hi Kali I’m just going out for the day so might see you for dinner if you’re home then.”

“Okay
, mom, cool, thanks for the dinner last night.”

“
It’s okay, sweet heart.”

Th
en she looked at Kali.

“L
ovely to meet you.” She gave her the biggest smile and then looked at Ethan, “doesn’t she look gorgeous in the morning?”

“I know.”

Then Elisabeth was off to do her thing.                                         

Kali said she was
jumping into the shower and Ethan said he would meditate. So Kali got up and went to the bathroom.

Ethan sat there meditating
and decided he needed his crystal that he often held when he did it. It was the same crystal he was holding when he had his epiphany. He had left it outside on the balcony upstairs so he popped out and grabbed it from the table on the balcony and then returned inside. As he came back he saw Kali just outside the bathroom wearing a shirt. Ethan went up to her to give her a hug and she had a really shy, nervous look on her face.

She was not expecting
Ethan to come by and he had caught her going from the bathroom to the cupboard in the hall to grab a facecloth.

“Ethan
,” she said with an almost concerning look on her face, “I’ve got no pants on.”

It was slightly unusual as they were on the cusp of being totally intimate, or the moment prior, so the boundaries were fluid like. It ma
de Kali shy but it was also Ethan holding her. That mix with him, her, this home, their love, and the spontaneous nakedness of it all just flowed as the soul does, and the spirit of them both just opened up to what was meant to be.

As Ethan hu
gged her he could feel her naked body under her shirt. He still had the crystal in his right hand and they moved together. He kissed her and then his hand went between her legs and he touched her for the first time. It just flowed, like it was meant to be. She was up against the wall as Ethan touched her and she was at one with the rhythm. She was making her noise again, again it was raw. It felt so good for them both to have this spontaneous sexual connection. She was wet and just as she came she grabbed Ethan’s hand and placed it perfectly where she needed it to be as she orgasmed.