City Lights (Satan's Sinners M.C. Book 1) (22 page)

I'm screaming his name into the air, and he is growling out mine into the crook of my neck. He rolls to lay beside me and pulling out of me on the way "Damn, Babe. Maybe I should keep you pregnant." I look at him shocked about to slap his arm, when he raises his arms in surrender. "I was kidding, Crazy Girl. Mostly." We both laugh. We stay out on the hill and watch the sunset before we decide to head back.

It's been a few days since we found out we were having twin girls. I couldn't be more excited. I can't wait to finally see my beautiful little girls, hold them in my arms, and have them sleep on my chest. Zoey is getting bigger all the time. I love it. I'm so glad she doesn't get sick anymore and that she's not as tired. Now, though the sex is crazy, she fucks like a goddamn porn-star, along with those porn-star tits. I was only half joking about keeping her pregnant. Seeing her like this is sexy as fuck, although she would kill me if I didn’t give her a break, but I know I’m going to want her pregnant again.

I'm not comfortable leaving Zoey anymore, the doctor said women can go into labor earlier when they are pregnant with twins. So instead of me going to the Cobras' clubhouse, I had Snake come out here this time. I'm standing at the gate with Chasyr when he rolls up. I motion to Chasyr, to let him in. He parks his bike, I walk over to wait for him, and once he’s off his bike we head back up to the clubhouse. When we are inside I walk to Zoey, she’s at the bar, and givin’ her a kiss I ask. "You good Babe? You need anything?"

"No I'm good Baby." I nod and then we head to church. I am having all the guys meet with us, we already have our plan. We just need to decide when it's all gonna go down.

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Alright, guys you all know Snake. We need to discuss when we wanna take those fuckers out."

Gunner says "I say we go in right now."

Bear says "We can't just go in right now, Gunner. We gotta get the other chapters out here first. Then we do it, the more guys we have the better and easier it will go over."

"Alright, guys quiet down. I want to give it some time. Let’s let things settle down more, maybe they will think we aren’t going to retaliate against them. I cannot leave Crazy Girl right now. I say let’s give it six months and hit 'em when they least expect it."

Snake says "Hanger, I don't think we got another six months. My club can't take much more of a hit. I don't think yours can either. What if you sat this one out? Some of your guys come with me and my guys, we have the other chapters come in too. We take 'em out?"

"I don't know, Snake. I mean don't you think I should be there?"

Gunner says "Nah, Prez, we know what you got goin' on with Crazy Girl. So let us do this. I’ll take lead with our guys."

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Alright, Gunner. If you’re sure about this. I'll let you start handling it."

"You got it, Prez."

"Okay. So is that everything?"
Everyone gives me a nod. "
Let's get the fuck outta here."

I'm walking Snake out, all the guys behind us. I look over and see Zoey talking to Jacey. What the fuck is she doing here? "Jacey, what are you doin' here?" She turns to look at me and her eyes go big. She’s got a shocked expression on her face, looking at me and all the guys behind me.

Then I hear Snake whisper "Jacey?" I look over to where he is, and he starts walking up to her, he's looking at her. I mean he's really looking at her. "It's you?" Jacey shakes her head and looks over to Zoey. "Oh My God! I can't do this. I’ve got to go. Zoey, I'll see you later." I can see the panic on her face. She goes to get up, but in a flash Bear is there. Grabs her arm and doesn’t let her get up. I don’t know if I’ve ever seen him so pissed off in all the years I’ve known him.

He looks at Jacey then over to Snake and asks "Snake, how the fuck you know Jacey?"

"Umm... I think she should tell you that."

"What the fuck are you doing here? How you know Snake?"

"I came to see you. To talk to you. There’s something I need to tell you."

"You wanna talk to me now? It's been months since I’ve seen you."

"Please, Bear just... I gotta explain a lot of shit to you." She gets up and turns to him. Oh fuck this isn't gonna be good. He looks at her and then sees her stomach. She looks like she’s about to fuckin' pop, she’s huge. I see the rage in his eyes turn to something altogether worse. Some level of rage and anger I don’t think I’ve ever seen.

"What the fuck?" He yells, there is a vein popping out in his neck, the man’s going to bust a blood vessel.

"Bear listen. Please, just listen to me?"

"No. You fuckin' listen, I don't see you for how fuckin' long? Then you come back fuckin' lookin' like this." He motions with his hands to her body. Her eyes fill with tears. Where before her face was filled with panic, and fear, now she just looks sad. I don’t think I’ve ever seen anything but attitude from Jacey to see her look sad and fearful is completely new.

"Bear."

"Who have you been fuckin' Jacey? Huh? Who'd you let up in that sweet pussy of yours? Wait. Hold the fuck on. How the fuck do you know Snake?"

Snake takes a step forward and says "Bear why don't you calm down."

I put my arm across Snake's chest as I say "You need to stay out of this Snake." He looks to Jacey and gives me a nod.

"OH MY FUCKING GOD!" Jacey starts to scream and doubles over grabbing her stomach. Zoey slowly starts walking up to her like she doesn’t want to get in the middle of Jacey and Bear but she’s concerned for her friend.

"What’s wrong Jacey?"

"It hurts! God it hurts so fucking bad! I think my water just broke."

"Oh God, Jacey. How long have you been having contractions?"

"I don't know? I started having some back pain last night, then today, I've been hurting all day."

"Shit, Jacey you should of went to the doctor."

"I know. But I wanted to come here and talk to him first." She has tears pouring down her face now as she points to Bear.

We all look down, and sure enough there’s a puddle on the floor. Great.

Bear then says "Jacey, just tell me who the fuckin' father is."

"You! Bear, it's your baby! STUPID!"

"What?! How?"

"I haven't been with anyone but you. This is your baby. GOD YOU ARE SO FUCKING STUPID!" She screams, doubling over again in pain. "FUCK." She's trying to control her breathing.

"Why would you keep this from me? And you Crazy Girl.” He points at Zoey. “This is what you were hiding?"

"I'm so sorry, Bear. I was just trying to do what she wanted. I kept telling her over and over again to tell you. I'm sorry."

"Don't you dare blame Zoey for this, it was my fault. I didn’t want to tell you."

"We'll deal with that later. Jacey, how do you know Snake?"

"I can't deal with that right now. Bear! I'm in labor. I promise, I will tell you everything just not right now. Please."

"I'm done with the games, Jacey. I'm done with your fuckin' lies. Why the fuck did you keep it from me?"

"Because I'm fucking scared, Bear." She starts sobbing even harder, he takes the steps to close the space between them, and his arms go around her.

"Hell, Lil Mama. What are you so scared of? Don't you know I would of been here with you through this?" She puts her head against his chest holding her stomach.

"I'm scared of what I'm feeling for you and all this shit." She moves her hand around the club and all of us. "I've seen what people go through, and everything I've been told."

"I don’t know what that has to do with us or any of this. But, Lil Mama, you think this don't scare the fuck outta me too? I ain't never had feelings for a woman before, this shit's all new to me. We got a lot of talking to do, but right now you gotta have my baby. Let's get you to the hospital."

"I'm not gonna make it to the god damn hospital now. I gotta have this baby here."

"What?"

"Doc, can you deliver the baby? I need you to do it. The contractions are really close and I feel like I need to push."

Doc walks up "Alright, Jacey, let's get you to Bear's room." He goes to take her hand, but Bear slaps it away and grabs her hand instead. Then the three of them head towards Bear's room then I hear. "Doc, you are not putting your head anywhere near my woman's pussy." I can’t help but laugh because I would feel the same way.

"First of all I'm not your fucking woman! And second, yes he is. You don’t know how to fucking deliver a baby? He's getting this fucking baby outta me, NOW!"

"Fuck, your still trying to be fuckin' difficult about this?"

I look at everybody and they are all as speechless as I am. I look to see Snake has made his way outside. I wonder how the fuck they know each other.

"Crazy Girl?" She’s looking down, fidgeting with her hands. "Look at me. Now." She raises her head and I see the tears in her eyes. "That's what you was keeping from me?"

"Yeah, I'm sorry Hanger. I was just trying to do what she wanted. I know it wasn't right but I felt it wasn't my place to tell."

"Babe, you kept something from me that had to do with my brother."

"I know, Hanger. She’s one of my best friends. I'm sorry. It won’t ever happen again, not even for her."

"Alright, Babe." I walk up and give her a good hard smack on her ass. "It better not happen again. You don't keep shit from me. Yeah?"

"Yeah."

"How does she know Snake?"

"I have no idea. She's never said anything about him."

I look around and see Romeo. He’s standing over by the bar. “Hey Romeo,” he looks over at me. “What you need, Prez?” I give him an evil smirk. “Get this mess cleaned up.” Every now and then we hear Jacey scream, and curse at Bear.

Forty five minutes later Bear and Jacey have a beautiful baby boy. After the baby was born, we rushed them to the hospital. They were both good and healthy. They named the baby Kellen, he weighed in at 8 pounds even and 20 inches long. I think Bear and Jacey are gonna be just fine. They got a lot to deal with before they figure it out.

I'm over the halfway point of this pregnancy now and I am so ready for it to be over. I'm huge, I look like a freakin beached whale, I waddle like a duck, and I think my ass grew it's own zip code. Hanger tells me all the time how sexy I am, but I just don't feel sexy anymore. I can't wait to be able to wear my clothes again.

I'm about to go over to see Jacey and Kellen. He's about two months old and the cutest baby I have ever seen. He's looks like Bear with Jacey's eyes, he's got dark hair and a lot of it. He has these chubby cheeks and fat rolls on his legs, he's just so adorable it makes me want these babies out even sooner.

I walk, or waddle I should say, out to the bar and see Hanger sitting with Bear. "Baby."

"Yeah, Crazy Girl?"

"Will you take me over to see Jacey?"

"Yeah, let's go." He helps me into the truck, fuck I can barely get in this damn thing. We pull up to her house and he helps me out.

"Okay, thank you for bringing me. I'll call you when I'm ready for you to come get me. I love you."

"Alright, Babe. I love you too." He leans down giving me a kiss, while making sure to rub on my belly. After I started showing that's what he started doing all the time, he says it's to let them know that their daddy loves them. I think it's so cute how this rough biker does the littlest things that are so sweet. God I love this man.

I go up to the door and ring the bell. She comes, opens the door for me, holding it open wide so I can fit.

"Hey, Zoey. How are you doing?" I make my way to the couch and sit down, already tired from just that little walk from the truck to the couch.

"I'm okay. How are you?"

"I’m good, really good. What do you mean okay?"

"Well, I'm fucking huge, I waddle, and look at how big my ass is." I start to get tears in my eyes.

"Hey, it's okay, all that is normal, Honey. You will be back to normal in no time. You remember how big I got."

"Yeah, I guess you’re right. Hanger tells me all the time how sexy I am. I just don’t see it."

"He can see it, that's all that matters."

"Yeah, I guess you’re right. I got my next doctor appointment in a couple of weeks."

"Yeah, then you will start going weekly."

"I know. I hope it makes it go faster. I'm ready to see these little ones.” I say while rubbing both my hands on my belly. “How's Kellen doing?"

"He's really good, getting big so fast, he's napping right now. So how is everything else going?"

"It's going good. Since we told my parents what we are having, my mom hasn't stopped buying baby stuff. God between them and Hanger, these girls are gonna be so spoiled." We both laugh. "Oh, he bought us a house."

"What?"

"Yeah, when we went to tell my parents about the girls, after dinner Hanger walked me to our house."

"What do you mean he walked you?" She has a confused look on her face and an eyebrow cocked.

"Well, you know that house down the street from my parents that I always loved. He asked my dad to help him find a house, and my dad told him about that one. He bought it."

"No, shit? What does it look like on the inside, do you love it?"

"Yes, I love it. The house is almost two thousand square feet, it has four bedrooms, three bathrooms. You know the whole outside is red brick, with white pillars on the porch. When you walk in the walls are painted white, so I can change them if I want, and it has a built in fireplace that burns real wood not a gas one. The living room has vaulted ceilings and throughout the house is all hardwood and tile flooring. It has an open floor plan, so you can see the dining room and kitchen from the living room. My favorite part is the kitchen it has granite countertops, they are a light brownish color and it has all stainless steel appliances. All the bedrooms have walk-in closets, the master suite is huge with a bathroom built onto it. That bathroom has a marble Jacuzzi tub, with tiles on the walls, it makes it look like stone. Tile flooring and it has his and her sinks, with a granite counter top that matches the flooring and the tub. The outside though is something else. It has a huge fenced in yard so the girls can play out there when they get older, with a patio, and grill area."

"Oh, Zoey, that sounds amazing."

"It is. We are moving in this weekend. I'm gonna miss all the guys though."

"I know you will but you can still go see them anytime you want. You know that."

“I know. So how are you and Bear doing?"

"I have no fucking clue." I cock my eyebrow and look at her. “What do you mean you have no clue?” I should of known what her reply would be before it even came out of her mouth.

“Just because we have a baby together doesn’t mean we are together.” The look on her face I know there’s something else there, but she's so secretive about everything. One day I'll find out what it is, if it's the last thing I do.

"Have you talked to Chatty?"

"We talk on the phone I keep her updated on the pregnancy. She seems to be doing okay."

"That's good I miss her."

"Me too." I stay a while longer, I get to feed and hold Kellen, and she’s breast feeding and bottle feeding. Then I call Hanger to come get me.

We are in the room waiting when the doctor comes in. "Hi guys how are you?"

"We are good. I'm ready to have these babies." She chuckles.

"I bet you are. Are you having any problems?"

"No."

"That's good. I need to talk to you about a few things."

"Okay." I'm getting really nervous and I can see Hanger is too.

"Don't worry, Zoey, the babies are fine. But because you have had a miscarriage, I want to take some precautions just to be on the safe side. I would like you to be on bed-rest from now until we schedule a C-section. I think a C-section would be our best bet."

"Why do I need to have a C-section?"

"It is just a safety precaution, Zoey. I feel that’s the safest way for you to deliver. To get both babies out with the smallest amount of risk."

"Okay, set it up then." Hanger is the one who answers.

"Okay, so it will be set for one week before your due date. You will check into the hospital in labor and delivery at 5 am and we will do it at 8 am. Now remember if you start to have any pain you need to come in, to get checked. They could decide to come earlier and we will do a C-section then as well if that’s the case as long as birth hasn’t progressed too quickly."

"Okay, Doctor Greene. Thank you."

"You’re welcome, Zoey. I'll see you next week, if you go into labor before the set date get to the hospital immediately and call me. It doesn’t matter what time it is, I will meet you there."

"Okay, see you next week."

I walk out feeling a bit overwhelmed. Hanger takes me out to our spot on the hill. The ride there is quiet. Once he parks he turns to me and takes my hand "How do you feel, Babe?"

"I feel overwhelmed and a little scared."

"Crazy Girl, I know it's scary but everything will be fine."

"Hanger, the babies will be here in three weeks."

“I know, Babe. We got our house, and I’ll make sure everything is ready before then. Come here, Crazy Girl." I lean into him and put my head on his chest, he kisses the top of my head and we stay to watch the sun set over the city.

We got all moved into our house with the help of all the guys. I had Hanger and the guys do some decorating too, now we have a nursery, it’s covered in pink and zebra print my favorite. When it got done Hanger said “Fuck, the next time I get you pregnant it better be a fuckin' boy.” I couldn’t help but bust out laughing at him. They also did maroon walls in the living and dining room. The furniture in the living room is dark brown and it looks great and the dining room set is dark wood. I also got all the furniture we would need for the rest of the rooms in the house. We turned one of the bedrooms into a playroom for the girls, for when they get older.

I've been on bed-rest for a week now, just within a couple days I was bored out of my fucking mind. I think I complained too much and that's why Hanger bought me a kindle. Wait until Jacey and Ever gets here and I tell them what I've been reading. I hear a knock on the door "Come in." Yay, they are finally here seems like forever since I’ve seen other people.

"Hey, Zoey, how are you?"

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I'm fucking bored out of my fucking mind."

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I bet." Ever
says while laughing.

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Oh my god, you guys gotta hear this.
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