City Lights (Satan's Sinners M.C. Book 1) (20 page)

"You’re always so ready for me. So responsive."

"Always, Baby."

"Turn around and bend over. Keep your hands on the wall." I give her a good hard kiss before I put her into the position I want. Once she is bent over with her hands on the wall, I line myself up to her entrance and in one hard thrust I'm in balls deep. "Shit, you feel good, Babe."

"Nico, so good." I start slamming into her, she is matching me thrust for beautiful thrust. She pushes off the wall bringing that sexy ass back on me. I run one hand up and down her back while gripping her hip with the other. "Yes, Nico right there. Fuck, don’t stop I'm gonna cum." I grip both hips, pounding into her as hard as I can, she starts screaming "Fuck! Yes! God, Nico! Yes!" A few more pounds and I'm right there with her growling into her neck "Mmm, Crazy Girl."

After we wash, we get out to get ready. Shit, I don't like the idea of this, and getting her involved in club shit. I put on a black button up shirt, with a beater on underneath, some jeans, and I wear my regular boots. I've never not worn my cut but I have to tonight. Zoey puts on a tight fitting red dress with black heels, and she pulled her hair up. "You look fuckin' amazing, Crazy Girl."

"Thank you. You look pretty fuckin' good yourself." I give her a smile and walk up to give her a kiss.

"Leave your cut here, we have to look like a normal couple."

"What are you trying to say? We aren't a normal couple?" She's looking at me with a straight face with her hand on her hip. Oh Shit, what did I just do? What do I say to that? Then she busts out laughing. I shake my head with a smile on my face. Her name fits her perfectly because she is crazy.

"I was just kidding, Baby." I start laughing then.

"Let’s go get this shit done. You ready?"

"As ready as I'll ever be." She grabs her purse and we head to my truck.

We make it to
Gremaldi's
in half an hour. We get out of the truck and make our way inside. I didn't exactly tell Hanger the truth about coming here. I'm really nervous as fuck being back here, remembering how the last time ended. The hostess greets us at the door and takes us to our table. We sit and she says your server will be right with you. Just like last time everything is the same her words, the atmosphere, the lighting, and the seating it’s nerve racking.

"You okay, Babe?"

"Yeah, I'm fine."

"Alright, Babe. Go time, I'll be back, be ready to move." He gives me a kiss and starts heading towards the wine room. He must be crazy if he thinks I'm just going to sit here by myself. I get up and walk in the direction he went, before I can turn the corner I stop because I hear voices. One is Hanger, the other has to be that Anthony guy. I hear Hanger saying "What do you mean you don’t have the key? You said you would be here waiting with the fucking key. If you set me up, I swear on everything I love, I will kill you." Then I hear Anthony "I didn't set you up Hanger. You have my word. Somebody must be down there with him." I wait until I hear their footsteps head down the stairs. Then a few seconds later I hear a gun shot. I start heading down the stairs, staying close to the wall, watching my steps, not knowing what I’m going to find or what really to do, I pull my gun from my purse and charge a round in the chamber. I drop the purse, it falls to the stairs. When I get down to the bottom, I find a guy with a gun shot through his forehead. I step over his dead body, stay hugged to the wall and peek into the room. I see Romeo in the middle of the room tied to a chair. He has blood on his face, and it looks like he has two black eyes. Then I see an older looking Italian man, this must be the uncle, Giovanna is here also, with Anthony and Hanger.

Hanger says "Just let him go." The uncle starts laughing "No can do. You see I'm going to take your club down, along with the Cobras."

"I won’t let you do that. You’re not gonna fuck with my club anymore."

"You think you can stop me, boy?"

"I ain't no fuckin' boy." I see Hanger go for the uncle, and Giovanna puts a gun to the back of his head. He stops and raises his arms in a surrender position while dropping his pistol.

This bitch did not just put a gun to my man's head. I call out her name "Giovanna." I must have surprised her because she turns her head to me. Taking the gun with her as she turns. I lift my gun, see my opening, aim and before I give it a second thought I pull the trigger. I hit my target, right in the middle of her forehead. There is a loud ringing in my ears. Her body flies back, and as she hits the cement floor, a puddle of blood starts to surround her. Oh my god! I just killed someone! I hear another gunshot it breaks me out of my shock. I look over to Anthony, as his gun slowly lowers, and his uncle is laying on the floor also dead.

I make eye contact with Hanger. He is watching me gauging my reaction. He walks over to me and says something but I can’t really hear him because of the ringing in my ears. I give him a puzzled look, he puts his face close to my ear and asks "You okay, Crazy Girl?"

"Oh my god! Hanger! I just killed someone. I'm gonna go to jail! I'm gonna spend the rest of my life in prison!" He grabs me, and pulls me to him.

"No you’re not, Babe. I killed that guard out there. We will be just fine. The guys will get this mess cleaned up. Yeah?"

"Yeah." Anthony has untied Romeo. "Romeo, are you okay?"

"Yeah. I'm good, Crazy Girl. Are you okay?"

"Yeah. I can't believe that bitch did this."

"I know, I'm sorry guys. She was so convincing."

Hanger says "We will deal with that shit later. Right now we need to get outta here. Hey, Pretty Boy? You know how to ride?"

Anthony looks to Hanger "Yeah I ride I got a 2002 Dyna Wide."

"Well, Good luck prospecting for the Satan's Sinners. You did alright.” Hanger calls Ghost, Demon, and Chasyr to come clean up. We walk back up the stairs. I grab my purse off the steps, pull out my clip, clear the chamber, replace the clip and put it back into my purse.

We get back to the clubhouse and let all the guys know what happened. They welcome in Anthony or I guess Pretty Boy now and we party hard.

It's been a couple of weeks since the situation at
Gremaldi's
. For the last week, I've been feeling sick. I go to Hanger's office door and knock. "Come in." I walk in and he is sitting behind his desk. When he sees it’s me, he leans back and pats his legs. I walk around the desk and sit on his lap. He wraps his arms around my waist, pulls me back against him, and he lays his head on my shoulder.

"What's up, Babe? You okay?" I start fidgeting with my hands.

"I don’t know, I feel like shit. Will you take me to the doctor?"

"What's wrong?"

"I think I might be pregnant, Hanger." He lifts me up and turns me so I'm straddling his legs.

"Really, Babe?"

"Yeah. I have been feeling the same way I did last time. So I want to go see. Plus, I'm late."

"Alright, Babe, let’s go." We go to his truck because if I am pregnant, I can't ride on his bike anymore. We get to the doctor's office about forty five minutes later. I fill out my paper work, and we sit until my name is called. When it's called they take us back to a room, they give me a cup, then show me where the bathroom is. I go in, do my business, and make my way back to the room. About half an hour later the doctor comes in "Hi, I'm Doctor Greene. You must be Zoey?"

"Yeah, I'm Zoey, this is my fiancé Hanger." She gives me a funny look when I say Hanger. I try my best to keep from laughing. She shakes my hand and introduces herself to Hanger.

"It's nice to meet you guys."

"It's nice to meet you too."

"So it looks like you came in today because you think you might be pregnant? They gave you a pregnancy test and I have the results." She pauses to look up at us, this is killing me. "Congratulations, you two. It looks like you’re going to have a baby." We look at each other and both of us have tears in our eyes.

I whisper "Hanger, we're gonna have a baby." Then the tears slide down my cheeks. He gets up, comes over to me wrapping his arms around me and kissing my forehead. "Yeah. Babe. We are." He kisses away my tears and I see a single tear run down his cheek. I reach up and swipe his away.

"I'm sorry to interrupt, but by the day of your last period. I’d say your about six weeks along." We both look to the doctor with smiles on our faces.

"Thank you, so much doctor Greene."

"Here is a prescription for prenatal vitamins and something to help with the nausea. I'll see you in a month."

Hanger takes my hand as we walk out of the office. He decides to drive for a while and I know just where he is taking me. We pull up to the hill. Hanger gets out and lays a blanket in the bed of the truck. He opens my door and helps me out. When we get to the back, he lifts me up, and puts me on the tailgate. He jumps up and sits next to me. We lay back looking up at the stars. He pulls me to him and kisses the top of my head.

"How do you feel, Babe?"

"I'm so happy Hanger. What about you?"

"God, Crazy Girl. I haven't been this happy since I made you mine." I smile at the memory.

"All of my happy days are with you, Crazy Girl. You have given me so much more then I could have ever asked for."

"I feel the same way, Hanger. I never thought I would have this. You have given me so much."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"You can ask me anything."

"How would you feel about moving out of the clubhouse, Crazy Girl?"

"What? Why? I like it there." I look up at him confused.

"I know you do, Babe. I've just been thinking, we can't live there forever and now that we have a baby on the way. I think it would be best if we bought a house."

"Yeah, I guess that's true. We have some time though. I'll miss everybody."

"I know, Crazy Girl. They will miss you too. I don’t want the baby there all the time. Normal days, and nights are fine, but we will have to have someone watch the baby when there are parties." I tell him "Okay." Then his phone starts ringing, he pulls it out. I can only hear his part of the conversation.

"What's up, Gunner?"

"What the Fuck?"

"Yeah, I'm on my way." He hangs up the phone and looks over at me. I'm looking at him, I know something is wrong. "What happened?"

"We gotta go, Babe. The Italians retaliated. They shot up the clubhouse."

"Oh God. What? Is everybody okay?"

"No, Babe. They’re not. Chatty's gonna need you. They got Ripper. He didn’t make it."

"Oh my god, no. Hanger, please tell me you’re joking."

We are in the truck heading back. "Hanger, please tell me it's not true." I think about Chatty and the tears just start pouring out.

"I can't do that. Babe."

We walk into the clubhouse and everyone is frantically running around. Chatty is screaming in Gunner's arms. Hunter comes up "Hanger, fuck man! They just came to the gate and started shootin'. Chatty's god damn hysterical." Zoey runs over to Chatty taking her from Gunner and he walks over to me. Hunter dismisses himself so Gunner can fill me in.

"They retaliated against us. We need to have church now." I walk up to Chatty giving her a hug as I say "I'm so sorry Chatty."

"Hanger, why would they do this?"

"Well, I think it has something to do with when we had to get Romeo."

"What am I gonna do?"

"You’re just gonna need time, Chatty."

"He was my life. I can't be without him."

"You will get through this, with time. I promise you we will get revenge on the ones that did this."

"I know you will Hanger and when you do you kill those fuckers. All of them." With that I kiss Zoey on the forehead and head to church. I walk in and slam the door.

"
So they fuckin' retaliated. Now we lost a damn good brother."

Gunner speaks up "We gotta get a new plan in motion. Take out all of them."

"
Yeah, I'll call Snake. We'll make our plan of revenge."

Hacker says "If we are gonna take them out, we gotta make sure we get all of ‘em."

"Yeah or it will be war until one of us has no one left."
They all give me a nod. This probably isn't the right time for this but it's gotta be dealt with. "
Romeo, it has been a couple of weeks since Gremaldi's. I gave you time to heal up, but now we need to vote on what happens with you.”

"Okay, Hanger, I understand. I just want to say that I'm so sorry for everything. I didn't mean for any of this shit to happen. I thought she loved me and was being true to me. Fuck I’m so sorry."

"Alright. So, I don't want to lose another brother and he has been prospecting with us for a while. I understand that most cases this would result in death, and after tonight… I don't want to have another one. I also know what it feels like to be in love and so do you Writer. I know how that can change and affect your thinking. What I’m voting is to let him keep prospecting but he will go back the bottom. He won’t be allowed in church. He won’t know any club business. He will pretty much be on bitch duty cleaning, driving, grocery shopping, laundry, that kinda shit until I decide otherwise and I feel we can all trust him again. All in favor raise your hand."

Everyone raises their hand, I was almost worried it wouldn’t go over so easy, but it's settled. "Thank you guys so much for giving me another chance. I won’t let you down again I swear." Everybody nods.

"
Now, I wanna talk to Gunner alone. Church dismissed, everyone get the fuck out and get this place cleaned up
." Everyone walks out and I turn to him. "How do you feel about that vote?"

"Shit, Hanger. Fuck man, I don't know, that pussy must have been good for him to forget the rules."

"Yeah, that's what I was thinkin'. Shit, Crazy Girl's got the best pussy I ever had and I don't tell her shit about club business. Fuck, she even had to go with us to get his ass out."

"Crazy Girl's here with you though, he thought she was gonna leave her family to be here with him."

"That's true. I hate to put him back at the bottom but fuck that shit can't happen again."

"Yeah, I know. Sorry to interrupt you and Crazy Girl with the call. I knew Chatty was gonna need her though for this shit."

"It's fine. You did the right thing. Today we found out we're gonna have a baby."

"Really? Congratulations Brother."

"Thanks. Gunner, it always seems like once shit goes good something always fuckin' happens to fuck it up."

"That's about right. Hanger, how the fuck is Chatty gonna get through this? She watched him die man?"

"I don't know, she's pretty tore up about it. She gonna need time and a lot of it. What happen?”

"He was out at the garage. Was heading back to the clubhouse when they pulled up. He tried to take cover, but he didn't have enough time. The bullet hit him in his chest. Chatty started screaming and ran outside. They just left after that. She dropped to the ground and held him until Bear was able to pull her away from him so we could look over his body to see if there was anything we could do but it was too late."

"Fuck. Let’s get back out there and help get this mess cleaned up. God damn, I'm gonna fuckin' miss Ripper.''

"Yeah, we all are. He was one hell of a brother."

We get out to the bar, Zoey has taken Chatty to her room. I make sure everything’s cleaned up and head to our room. I pull my phone out of my pocket and call Snake.

"Yeah, Hanger?"

"Yeah, the fuckin' Italians shot up our clubhouse tonight. We lost a brother."

"Fuck. Why?"

"It was retaliation. We had to go in and get Romeo a few weeks ago. They were holding him hostage."

"Shit, who did you lose?"

"Ripper."

"Fuck, I'm sorry man. When can you come up so we can get a new plan going?"

"Yeah, I'll be there tomorrow."

"See you then." As soon as I hang up with Snake, I call Bones.

"What’s up, Hanger?"

"Hey, just need to let you know, we got shot up tonight by the Italians. We lost Ripper."

"Shit I'm sorry. He was a damn good brother."

"Yeah, he was. I'm gonna meet with Snake tomorrow and we are going to put a new plan together. This shit can’t go on anymore."

"Okay, give me a call."

"Will do."

I fall asleep knowing she will be with Chatty all night. My Crazy Girl is a damn good Ol’ Lady. She will do anything for me and this club. She keeps showing all of us that, with the way she steps up for us. First, the way she handled herself with the whole Romeo situation and now how she’s being there for Chatty. Damn, I love her.

The next morning I get up and get ready to go on the run. I find Zoey and tell her I'll be gone for most of the day. She's gonna be with Chatty anyway. So I give my Ol’ Lady a kiss, tell her I love her and go to my bike.

I get to the compound and go to Snake's office. After he tells me to come in I walk over and sit in the chair across from his desk.

"So, what do you wanna do, Hanger?"

"I wanna take all of those motherfuckers out."

"Have you talked to your other chapters yet?"

"I talked to Bones last night. I'll call him again today when we are done. I was thinking what if we gave it sometime, let everything settle. Then go with the same plan as we had just at a different time."

"Sounds, like it might work. Get ahold of me when you wanna do it. We will be there whenever you are ready."

"Yeah. So how's the gun business?"

"It is shit. It will stay shit until we take them out. Then it'll go back to normal. How's your business?"

"Same." With that I make my call to Bones. Letting him know what we decided. Then I ask him if he will call Texas and fill them in on the plan. Even though the plan hasn’t really changed I still have to give them a heads up on everything. Once the calls over I stay a while longer until we have covered everything. I head out to my bike start it up. Then go home to my Ol’ Lady and my club.

It's been a week since Ripper was killed. I've been with Chatty a lot, helping her get through this as best as I can. I can't even imagine having to live without Hanger. She's just so sad all the time. I'm trying to help her but I just don't know what else I can do or if there is even anything that I can do. I make her food but she doesn't want to eat. I run her showers, she doesn't want to get out of bed, I try to talk to her but she just lays there staring at the wall. I guess the only thing I can do is just be here for her. She has become one of my best friends and I hate that she is hurting, it makes me hurt for her. When she lays in the bed and cries, I climb in behind her, hold her to me and I cry with her. I've had my sister and Jacey come see her but they haven't been any help either. Nobody knows what to do for her, I just hope she pulls out of this soon.

It was a few days after he died, I was holding her in bed when she asks "Crazy Girl, what am I gonna do?" While sobbing, it about broke my heart to hear her so fragile.

"I don't know, Chat. I'm trying to be here but I don't think it's enough."

"It is. I just keep remembering what happened."

"You want to talk about it?" It takes a few minutes then she lets out a deep breath.

"I was in the bar, Ripper was in the garage working on his bike. All of a sudden there were gun shots, I dropped to the ground, and the guys started pulling out their guns to shoot back. I waited until I didn't hear any more shots fired and I ran to the door, opened it and the driver sped away, but when I looked out to the yard.” A sob broke from her throat. “There he was just lying there, I couldn’t tell if he was breathing. There was so much blood, Crazy Girl. I just ran out there, grabbed him, and pulled him so he was laying in my lap. He was still breathing but it was so shallow, I started screaming for somebody to help me, to help him. He said my name and I looked down to him. He was smiling at me, as he lifted up his arm, but he couldn't make it all the way, so I leaned down and put my cheek in his hand. He said ‘You have always been the prettiest girl I have ever seen. I love you more than you will ever know, but you have to go on now and be happy. Live your life baby. I love you.’ Then I watched him take his final breath and I kissed him for the last time."

"Oh, Chatty. I am so sorry."

"How do I go on without him? He was everything to me."

"You just need time, Chatty." Then we both cried some more.