Cain's Darkness (11 page)

She moaned, stroked him with her hand faster, and he groaned. Panting with the force to control himself and not come, Cain moved away quickly and stared down at her kneeling before him. Violet looked so gorgeous with her legs slightly spread and her pussy in view. Her breasts rose and fell from her breathing, and her lips were swollen and red from sucking on his cock.

“Get on the bed, Violet baby.” Running a hand over his mouth, he counted to ten to rein himself in. She moved onto the bed, and when she was seated and looked at him he said, “Open your legs for me, and let me see
my
pussy.” He was a fucking dirty bastard, but when she smiled he knew Violet had a dirty streak in her, too.

Chapter Fourteen

Violet wanted Cain badly, wanted to have him covering her, thrusting into her, and creating new memories with her to erase the bad ones. She didn’t hesitate to lie back on the bed, place her heels on the mattress, and spread her thighs open. The cool air drifted along her swollen, wet pussy, and she bit her lip as she waited for him to come to her. She could see him staring at her body, and didn’t need to hear words to know what he had to say.

“You’re perfect, so fucking perfect.”

She’d always loved her body before the rape, enjoyed her curves and thickness, even her size sixteen frame. Then after the rape she hadn’t wanted to look at herself in the mirror. She had seen someone about her feelings a year after the attack, and even spoken with someone not long ago because she was feeling detached with the feelings she had for Cain. But slowly she started to accept who she was, and what she had been through. This was her life, and she couldn’t change it. But being with Cain made her feel like she didn’t need to have shame or disgust inside of her. Violet felt free.

He took another step forward, and his erection was a hard rod between his thighs. When he was at the edge of the bed and his body heat coated her like a blanket, she shivered. Not from the cold, but from awareness. Before she could say anything he was moving on the bed and between her legs. He started licking a path between her breasts, over and over again until the flesh felt sensitive. It was pure, unadulterated torture. He ran his tongue over her nipples, and nibbled on the hard tips. Throwing all sane thoughts aside, she let her head fall back and closed her eyes. Her nipples were stiff buds, and when he ran his tongue over them in a hard, pressurized flick, her pussy walls contracted. This was enough foreplay, because there was no way she would live through any more.

“Just take me. Please, Cain, do it.”

A grumble left him, and she didn’t know if it was from excitement or frustration that she was stopping his actions. He was between her thighs and the hot, hard length of him pressed against her slit. Maybe she should have made him wear a condom, but she was on the pill, knew that he was clean, and she wanted nothing between them.

“You want me, baby?”

She nodded her response. Reaching between their bodies he aligned himself at her entrance. Violet thought he would ease their suffering and just shove right into her, but instead he pushed the head in slowly, and continued the same momentum. Her pussy stretched around his girth, and it made the whole situation hotter when he placed his hands by her head, lifted up slightly, and stared at where their bodies were connected.

“Your pussy is stretched so wide around me, Violet baby.”

The sight of him closing his eyes, of his biceps shaking from the force it was taking him to go slowly, had her lifting up her hips and causing another inch to slip into her. He growled low and snapped his eyes open.

“Goddammit, baby. You can’t do shit like that.” He audibly swallowed. “I need to take you slow or I’ll be a fucking animal with you, and I don’t want that. I want to cherish and enjoy every inch of you, every moment with you.”

God, she loved him so damn much, and had since she was a young girl. Then she just said it, used all of her emotions, her heart and feelings, and hoped that he could see he truth behind it this time. “I love you, Cain. God, think I love you more than life itself sometimes.”

He groaned, gritted his teeth, and then pushed the rest of his cock deep within her. Tears formed in the corner of her eyes when he bottomed out, and her back shifted up the bed from his actions. “I love you, baby. I think I’ve always loved you since that moment you came to the prison and told me about everything.” He cupped the side of her face. “You’re so fucking strong, such a little warrior.”

Closing her eyes and baring her throat, she reveled in what she’d just heard from him. He started kissing her at the same time he slammed into her, over and over again, gradually picking up speed. Sparks of intense pleasure rocketed through her body. Her body kept moving up the bed, and so he placed a hand on her shoulder to keep her stationary.

“So. Fucking. Good.”

She forced her eyes open to watch the ecstasy morph his face. The sight of his muscles straining and tensing, the feeling of his hips thrusting back and forth, and of the gruff, almost unnatural sounds coming from him, had her orgasm rushing forward.

“It feels so good. I love you, Cain. God, I love you so much.”

“I know, Violet baby, and I love you so much, too. It just took my stubborn ass time to see it.” He breathed out, his words broken up and gruff.

He pushed into her again, slower this time, and pulled back out. But with each passing second he moved faster, harder, until sweat beaded their bodies, and he bottomed out in her pussy.

“I can’t hold off any longer, baby.”
He closed his eyes and groaned. “I’m
barely leashing in my control as it is.” He reached between their bodies and took her clit between his thumb and forefinger. Cain rolled the nub around until it became so engorged she knew she could come again from that alone. “Just give me one more, Violet, just one more, baby.”

She thrashed her head back and forth on the mattress, feeling the tremors of her arousal skate the surface. She was going to get off again, she just knew it. Grabbing his biceps, she curled her fingers into his flesh, and closed her eyes as pleasure washed through her. “Come with me, Cain,” she said breathlessly as her pleasure nearly consumed her and stole her voice.

“Not just yet, baby.” He pulled out of her and had her on her belly a second later. Before she knew what he was doing he licked a path up her spine, repeatedly doing this until she squirmed for more. Then he spread her ass, breathed out hard enough she felt the warm, humid air on her anus, and pushed up to look over her shoulder. For a second all they did was stare at each other, and then he leaned forward another inch, ran his tongue over the top of her ass, and groaned.

“Cain…” she said on a strangled moan.

“Let me make you feel good, Violet.”

She licked her lips and nodded, then rested on the bed again when she felt him run his tongue right between the cheeks of her bottom. Never had she had someone touch her back there before, let alone with a tongue, but the taboo action had her wanting more. Cain thrust his tongue in and out of her, and she couldn’t believe him doing something like that could be so pleasurable.

“You’re so soft and sweet.” He flattened his tongue and ran it along her anus. The sheet beneath her mouth grew moist from her increased breathing. Would she let him have anal with her? It wasn’t something she had ever done before, but also was something she wanted to experience with him alone. The only issue was he was a very large man, and the fear of pain without pleasure scared the shit out of her.

“I want you so damn badly, Violet.”

“Have me, Cain, every part of me.” She trusted him with her body, only wanted to have this experience with him. Was she frightened? Yes, she was, but only because it was something new. She knew it was Cain’s priority to make sure she wasn’t hurt, as he had told her and Fallina countless times. She trusted him with her life, and her pleasure.

“I only want to do this if you’re ready?”

She panted, closed her eyes and knew she didn’t need to think about it. “I want this, of that I am sure, Cain. I only want this with you, because I love you.”

“Fuck, baby, I love you so much, too. I’ll go easy and slow, make it so fucking good for you.” He licked her again and again. His hands tightened on her hips. “And when you want to stop, at anytime, you tell me and I’ll just hold you. I just want you, sweetheart.”

She nodded, and gripped the sheets tighter as her arousal grew. He palmed her ass, massaged the globes, and had her skin heating within seconds. Could she actually allow him to do this? The answer was simple … yes. It felt like things were moving fast despite the fact she’d known Cain nearly her whole life. But it felt right, felt good, and she didn’t want it to ever end.

“I have lube in the bathroom, in the medicine cabinet,” she said, but didn’t explain why she had a small sample. The truth was it had been a sample when she’d bought a small vibrator last year. Not being able to get aroused with other men, Violet had tried to pleasure herself, but only thought of Cain in the process. He moved off the bed without any questions, and when he returned the mattress dipped from his weight as he got back on it. Moments later he was back behind, her had her ass cheeks spread, and cool wetness slid down the crease of her bottom.

“This is only mine, Violet.
You
are only mine.”

“I’ve never wanted it any other way.”

He leaned forward, gripped her chin to turn her head and kissed her on the forehead. “I’ll never betray you, baby, and I’d kill anyone that thought of doing so to you.”

God, he was so potent, so dominant and powerful, and he was hers.

“You ready for me?” His words were low, but filled with so much promise. She nodded, and that was all he needed, because in the next second he was placing the tip of his cock at her ass, and slowly pushing it in. The lube he used helped ease his way into her unused hole, but it didn’t stop the burning pain of his huge cock filling her. When he was past the tight ring of muscle it was like she opened up and he slid all the way in. She felt her eyes widen and her mouth part at having his cock deep in her ass.

“You still doing okay, Violet baby?” he asked in a strained voice.

“Yes, but I feel so full.”

He groaned at her words. His hands were vise-like on her ass, squeezing the mounds to the point she knew there would be finger sized bruises. She wanted his marks on her, wanted him to claim her like there was no one else for him. He pulled out slowly until just the tip was lodged in her ass, then pushed back inside just as agonizingly slow. He did this over and over, until she found herself wanting him to continue and fill her up with his cum. A look over her shoulder showed a hard mask on his face and sweat dripping down his defined, toned chest. Their eyes locked, and he increased his speed. Soon he was fucking her with measured, yet easy and slow thrusts, giving her time to adjust, but also giving her body this strange pleasure. This felt different from when he was in her pussy, a different kind of ecstasy all on its own now that she was somewhat used to the size of him.

The sound of their wet skin slapping together filled the room. The noise wasn’t off-putting, and instead had her pussy becoming soaked again, and her inner muscles clenching hard around him.

“Fuck, yeah. Do it again, baby. Squeeze my fucking dick.”

A wave of pleasure slammed into her, taking her breath and having her moan. She did what he said, and they both gasped in pleasure. She never would have thought anal sex could be so pleasurable. Reaching around her body and finding her clit, Cain pinched the tiny bundle of nerves between his fingers. Lights flashed behind her closed lids, and just like that she came again. Her body shook from the pleasure, and she took comfort in the all-consuming ecstasy that stole her very sanity, and that washed through her because of this man.

He placed his big hand on the center of her back and continued to push in and out of her. “Here I come, baby.” He came long and hard, shuddering behind her as he emptied himself. His words were sharp like broken glass, and another shiver wracked her already exhausted body. When he pulled out of her, she immediately collapsed on the bed, feeling exhausted and sated. Limbs feeling weightless, and her pussy and ass still clenching, Violet let a smile flitter over her mouth. When the bed dipped, and she felt Cain move off of it, she couldn’t even muster the energy to look at him. Then she felt him return and get back on the bed moments later. The feeling of a warm, wet rag being moved over her ass and pussy had her opening her eyes and glancing over her shoulder.

“How do you feel, baby?” He set the rag aside and lay beside her. When he wrapped his thick arm around her waist and moved her so she was on her side with her back nestled to his chest, she felt content and protected.

“I feel used, but in a very, very good way.”

His chuckle had low vibrations coming from his chest and moving through her back. Brushing away the hair from the back of her neck, he placed a kiss at her nape. “Go on, baby, get some sleep.”

Her eyes were heavy, she was pleasantly content in everything that had just transpired, and falling asleep in Cain’s arms was a godsend. Yes, this was what she had wanted from the moment she realized she loved Cain. Violet was finally getting her dream, even if it was wrapped up in leather, denim, and was the most dangerous person she knew.

“I love you, sweetheart.”

“I love you, too.”

He tightened his arms around her. “I don’t know how to be a good man. I don’t know how to be good enough for you, baby, but I’ll try. I’ll keep trying until the day I die.”

He’d already proved what a good man he was, but hearing him say it with so much love and determination had her closing her eyes and thanking the heavens things worked out the way they did.