BWWM: BEFORE I WAKE: A Bad Boy Billionaire Book Collection (African American Interracial Series) (361 page)

I pulled her down towards me and latched my mouth roughly back to her nipples as I grazed the taut skin with the sides of my teeth.

“Oh, Jack…you’re killing me,” she whispered in a sexy, raspy voice.

She rolled her hips and I almost lost it. My cock screamed for release and I bit back a loud moan. She glanced down in confusion when I lifted her off my hips.

“Sit on my face, baby. Please… I’ve gotta taste you…”

As soon as I get this damned brace off, the first thing I was going to do was start at her feet and kiss and lick my way up. For now I had to settle for what I could reach.

She straddled my head and I braced my hands around her hips and ass. I turned so that my mouth could find the soft inner part of her thighs. Her skin was hot and damp and tasted so sweet. I kissed and licked along the inner part of one as she moaned and squirmed and then I moved my head and kissed and licked the other.

I kept in mind that under that gorgeous skin of hers was a tangle of nerve endings and I took my time, teasing and tantalizing them as much as I could. She had her hands in my hair and she was trying to guide me to her center…but I didn’t want to hurry. I took long, slow, succulent licks as far down on her thighs as I could reach…and back up again.

She was even sweeter than I could have possibly imagined and at that moment, when I hadn’t even entered her yet, I knew that I wanted her to be the last woman I ever make love to. I wanted to keep her. I was so far gone at this point it wasn’t even fucking funny.             

I brought one of my hands around and began touching and teasing…letting my fingertips trace her mound and her outer lips in agonizingly slow circles. I wanted every one of her nerve endings lit up before I tasted her, and I was enjoying the hell out of myself. Each taste of her was a new sensation and each sound that escaped her sexy lips rolled through me like a raging inferno.

I gripped her right hip tighter and let my left hand rest on the ripe, firm curve of her buttocks. I squeezed there for my own pleasure and I reveled in the sounds of her breathing getting more ragged as my lips and tongue got closer to the inner folds.

Finally, at last I pressed a kiss into her glistening lips and let the sounds of her pleasure envelop me. I used my tongue and I parted those lips, flicking along her opening from bottom to top until I reached her swollen clit. I sucked it into my mouth and smiled  to myself as her hand clapped over her mouth. I could hear muffled sounds coming from behind her palm as I continued to suck and then lick and then flick and suck some more.

She was bucking her hips and grinding down into me. Her rough thrusts made it more difficult for me to keep my tongue on spot, but I just held her tighter and continued my torturous assault. Here I was getting face fucked by the woman of my fantasies. No complaints.

Suddenly I heard her whisper out my name and felt her arch her back as her head went back with it. She was holding my head as tightly as I was gripping onto her. As she rode the waves of her orgasm, I continued to softly caress her with my tongue. When she finally loosened her grip on my head, she laid me softly back into the pillow and still sitting on my chest, she looked down at my face.

“Jesus, Jack,” she whispered. “I’ve never felt anything like that.”

I grinned and lifted her with my hands, sliding her down so she was straddling my waist once more and then pulled her down into a kiss. My face was covered with her juices and she didn’t seem to mind, licking my lips and sucking my tongue into her mouth. Fuck! She’s so sexy.

I reached down to pull off my boxers underneath her and Amara moved my hands away gently.

“Let me,” she said, her eyes foggy with desire.

I watched her, looking so sexy as she slid down, pulling my boxers down over me, freeing my throbbing erection. I felt the tip of that sweet tongue reach out and swipe against it. She was straddling my legs now, not putting any weight at all on my injured side. I doubted that I would notice, but she was so sweet and careful.

I gasped and grabbed her head. She looked up at me and without any more warning, she plunged her mouth down over the top of my cock and took it all the way into her mouth. My legs were shaking as her throat constricted around it and then she pulled back, sliding her tongue gently along the underside of my shaft.

“Oh fuck…” I breathed out as she did it again and again. “Oh baby…fuck…”

My fingers flexed tighter in her hair as she ran her tongue along the underside of my cock and I felt her small hand wrap around me. She began pumping me with her fist as she sucked on the head of my cock. I felt her thumb and forefinger on the base of my shaft and every so often tracing my sac.

My thoughts scattered and I thought I would lose my mind…I was in overdrive. She sucked repeatedly on the tip of it before I couldn’t stand it any longer. My hips had a mind of their own and I reared up to ram my shaft back into her mouth.

I held her there for a few seconds and fucked her mouth until I knew I had to stop or I’d never make it inside of her. When I pulled her gorgeous face up she was smiling at me. Those beautiful dark eyes were filled with lust and mischief and I pulled her back up to straddle me and covered that sexy mouth with my own.

While we kissed I reached down between us and lined my thick cock up with her slick opening.

“Is this okay baby?” I whispered into her mouth.

She moaned her approval and I began to slowly enter her. Fuck! She felt so good, so wet and warm and inviting. I couldn’t go slow anymore…I lifted my hips and pushed myself the rest of the way into her and we both gasped.

Her velvet folds wrapped tightly around me and fit me like a glove as I began to pump into her. She fell into a rhythm with me, pushing her hips up and down as our bodies slide together. We were both moaning and I had to pull her back down into a kiss to muffle our sounds. This was the most excruciating pleasure I’d ever felt in my life and I never wanted it to end.

I ground into her over and over as the heat built to almost intolerable levels and the tension inside of me threatened to snap. I let out a grunt that was too loud but I was on the edge and my body was filled with a thousand pricks of tingling pleasure.

“I’m so close baby,” I whispered against her ear.

She nodded furiously. She was ready too. I tightened my grip on her sexy ass and began driving up into her at a frenetic pace. I slapped a cheek and she bucked against me with loud moan. My enthusiasm spurred her on and she returned my thrusts with violent ones of her own, burying her pretty mouth in my shoulder to drown out her screams as she rode me.

Each time I pounded into her I ground against her swollen bud until suddenly I felt her tense against me. I held her tightly against me as we both came. She mewled into my neck and I groaned into all of that glorious hair spread out across my face. I had literally never felt anything like it.

Our sweaty bodies were tangled up for what seemed like hours before she pulled her head up and looked at my face.

“That was…so amazing,” she whispered, still breathless as she stroked my temple.

I smiled back. “Amazing… awesome... the best...”

She collapsed back into my chest and we lay there again for a long time as I played with my fingers and traced down her spine leaving goosebumps along the skin I touched. Suddenly she started to giggle with her face still pressed into me.

“What’s so funny?”

“Us,” she said, “Like two kids trying not to wake your mom and dad.”

I chuckled too and said, “And Caroline is something else when she’s mad....”

She stifled a laugh and pressed a kiss at the center of my chest. I finally felt like I’d found what I’d been looking for. Somewhere deep inside of me I knew there was still one piece of truth standing in our way…but I had no idea how to tell her.

She lifted her head, her eyes sparkling with warmth. “I’m going to fall in love with you too.”

AMARA

It was a late December afternoon and Jackson and I had spent the day together getting his beach house ready for Christmas. We’d taken care of business and now we were in the middle of taking care of… well, each other…

Jackson was leaning back into his recliner with his feet up as I bounced up and down on his cock. I made a lot of noise, but there was no one here but us and it felt so fucking good. I loved the way his big hands held my hips as I rose up and down on top of him. He let his own hips rise and fall in tempo with mine. It was hard and fast and I fucking loved it.

He tugged on me suddenly and sucked one of my breasts into his mouth as he began to nibble on my hard nipple. I increased my pace, taking his slick cock to the center of me each time.

“Oh fuck! Jack, I’m coming baby!”

“That’s it, come for me.” I glanced down in awe. His blue eyes were darker now, somehow changing hues when we were together like this. His words rumbled against the breast he still had in his mouth. The heat and the vibrations of it egged me on and my body went tense just as I felt his cock swell inside of me.

“Come with me!” I yelled out in a breathless voice. His grip tightened on my hips and his teeth clamped down on my nipple as we both came to a screaming orgasm. I was screaming, literally and I continued to ride him until we were both spent. He let go of my breast and I collapsed down into his arms.

“Ugh you’re so good.”

He laughed. “You’re the one on top baby. So far it’s been all you…and I can’t even imagine it being any better.”

We laid there panting and holding each other for a while. I couldn’t help but think how excited I was about Christmas coming in only a few days.

Jackson and I had shopped together for Nala and he’d gotten her a special doll that even the infamous Becky didn’t have. His mom and Roger had Nala today. They’d taken her shopping and to see Santa Claus. It was so wonderful to be a part of this loving family. I loved this man and I thought my heart would burst with joy…and Nala adored him too. He was so good to us and I sometimes forgot what my lonely life felt like.

“I’m going to get some water baby. You want some?” He shifted us so he could stand, playfully slapping my naked butt as he did. I smiled at him and watched his muscles flex as he pulled up his boxers and hobbled to the kitchen.

“Yeah, but I’ll just drink yours.” He laughed. I had a habit of saying I was fine and then eating or drinking whatever he had. It had become a joke between us. He went to get the water and I glanced over at the pile of mail on his end table.

My eyes fell on something that looked like legal paperwork. Feeling guilty…but curious, I leaned in and took a look. I scanned it casually but before I reached the bottom of the first page I realized that it was a contract…for a fight in... New York City?

“Hey babe do you…” he stopped as he crossed the room and saw what I was looking at. His eyes widened in surprise and he sat the glass down slowly.

“Are.. are you... fighting again?”

He came towards me cautiously, his eyes scanning the ground. What the hell was going on? I stood up and fished my clothes off the floor.

“Listen baby, this fight is… I’m going to be ready, okay? It’s not until May and I’ll be in top shape by then and...”

“What the hell? You told me no more fighting. Yo
u
lie
d
?” I tugged my clothes on roughly, struggling to keep from losing it.

He looked so gorgeous and s
o
guilt
y
. “I haven’t fought a single day since I’ve met you Amara and that’s the honest truth. But this one here baby?” He motioned to the papers.

“It’s a huge deal - like a huge fucking deal. Johnny Banks is a top promoter and Santos is one of the best trainers around… I have a shot at th
e
heavyweigh
t
title baby…”

“Yo
u
lie
d
to me Jack.” Couldn’t he see what this was about?

His voice strained. “How could I tell you? I couldn’t stand the thought of losing you…but baby I want this so bad. I need this! I’ve gained the weight and I’ve been lifting with the guys...”

“You had surgery in early September, Jack. May will be barely nine months after your surgery. You’re going to get in a cage with another animal who might snap…” I choke on the words, my anger reaching an all time high as it boiled over the edge.

“And for what Jack?! A  gold belt? Please don’t do this.” I knew I should just walk out but I wanted to give him a chance to make me understand… or change his mind.

His jaw was hard and his eyes pleaded with me. “This is my shot baby…I need you to understand that
I
hav
e
to do this. It’s not about the belt… There are other...”

“I’ve put my trust in you. I let myself and my daughter fall in love with you and you’ve been lying to us all along. I’ve never felt so betrayed in my life. We are supposed to be working towards the SAME goal. The one where you heal and make a full recovery so you can go on with your life. Remember?” My chest pounds with pain and I turn away so I don’t have to look at him.

“Baby…please listen…”

“The only thing I’m willing to hear is that you’re not going to do this. Otherwise... I’m walking out that door.” Surely he won’t let me walk away. I knew how much he cared about us. He’d told me how much he wanted this...

I heard a ragged intake of breath.“I can’t tell you that,” almost in a whisper.

I finished buttoning my blouse and slipped on my shoes as my vision blurred with fresh tears. As I picked up my purse and keys I headed for the door. I paused with my hand on the knob.

“I should have trusted my instincts. It was a mistake to get involved with you. I can’t believe you would hurt me this way. You had me and Nala…why… why isn’t that enough?” And with that I left.

There was nothing more to say.