Nick screwed up his face, as if I'd just asked him to solve a particularly difficult equation. âI was only at Lynx News once, on the Friday before . . . well, before I met you.'
âWhy did you go there, Nick?'
Nick chortled. âDon't play dumb with me, Hannah. You know very well why I paid a visit to Lynx News. I wanted to see John Chandler.'
âYour father.'
And the truth came out, in one breathless burst. âYes, my hotshot father who's too famous to see anybody unless they make an appointment first! That woman, Meredith whatever, she came down to meet to me, but said I couldn't talk to Chandler. She told me he was taping a show, but I didn't believe her. Then she asked how she could help. I didn't know how best to get the great man's attention, so I gave her a photocopy of one of Zan's letters to Mother.'
Nick had been leaning forward in his chair as he delivered his speech, but when it was done, he collapsed, melting into the upholstery.
âWhat did Meredith say when you gave her the letter?'
âShe asked who Lilith was, so I told her. She kept me standing in the lobby while she stared at the letter, people coming and going, swerving around us, and I'm feeling like a fricking salesman or something. After a bit, she told me she'd see to it that Mr Chandler got the letter, took my contact information, said Mr Chandler would be in touch, blah blah blah. Of course, he never called. Big surprise.'
Nick blinked rapidly, and I thought he might be fighting back tears. âI swear to you, Hannah! That's the first and only time I saw that woman. Until you told me just now, I didn't even know she was dead!'
Actually, I could believe that. By the time Nick was out of the woods, the story had left the headlines.
âMurdered? Jesus. That's terrible!' he said.
I finished my wine and set the glass down. âWhat will you tell the police when they show up?'
âJust what I told you.'
âAnd what if they say maybe you telephoned Meredith, asked her to come out and meet you on that day?'
Nick made a fist and pounded it lightly on the table. âNo, no, no, no! That simply didn't happen! I was totally at the Library of Congress. Somebody will remember seeing me there.'
He opened his mouth, took a breath and I thought he was winding up to tell me something else, but he slammed his lips shut instead.
âAt least we agree on one thing, you and I, Skip.' I raised my empty glass. âJohn Chandler is your father, isn't he?'
Nick simply nodded, not looking directly at me, but at the ridges and swirls on the textured wall, still absent-mindedly twirling his wine glass.
âWhat a pair!' I said, referring to Zan and Lilith. âHe's denying and your mother's not telling, but facts is facts is facts.'
âAmen!' Nick said, hoisting his glass. He raised it to his lips and emptied the remaining wine in one gulp, then slammed the glass down on the table. If there'd been a fireplace in the room, no doubt he would have dashed the glass against the hearth and shouted
Prost!
But Nick was in no mood for celebrating. âDo you know what it's like to be rejected? No father, an absentee mother, and a fossil of an uncle who squeezed every nickel until the buffalo pooped? Spending every Christmas with the families of friends because my mother was living . . .' He whipped his glasses off and massaged his eyes. âWell, I'm not going there.'
I could only imagine. I came from a close-knit military family that moved, together, all over the world. Even when our father was deployed, we stayed in touch with cassette-tape recordings sent back and forth through the mail. It hadn't seemed important when we lost the tapes in one of our many moves, but I would give anything to hear my late mother say âI love you' again.
At that moment, Nick looked so lost and vulnerable that my own motherly instinct kicked in, big time. I pictured Lilith's house as I had last seen it. Thanksgiving dinner hadn't been prepared in that kitchen for a very long time, perhaps not since the early pilgrims.
âDo me a favor, will you, Nick?'
âWhat's that?'
âLet me take you to dinner downstairs. It's an Indian restaurant. I've looked at the menu, and I think there's a chicken vindaloo with my name on it.' Holding my wine glass, I popped up from my chair and whisked his empty glass off the table. âLet me rinse these out.'
In the bathroom, I ran hot water into the glasses, swirled it around, then dumped it out, shaking off the excess drops over the sink. As I reached for a towel on the rack behind the toilet, I noticed scraps of paper on the floor. Neatnick that I am, I bent down for a closer look.
Each piece was a ragged one-half inch square. I scooped up a handful and examined them closely. âWaiting for' was written on one scrap; âI dream' on another; âVenice we' on a third. I recognized the handwriting. It was Zan's.
The scraps were from a photocopy, not an original letter, I noticed with relief. When I checked the trash can, I found thousands more bits which, had they been put together, would chronicle Zan's love for a beautiful young woman named Lilith. Leaving our wine glasses sitting on the edge of the sink, I picked up the trash bin and took it out to Nick. âWhat's this?' I asked, practically waving the bin under his nose.
Nick smiled ruefully. âThat's what Hoffner and I had our little disagreement about.'
âPhotocopies of your mother's letters?'
âYeah. Before the crash, he had the originals, but I felt uncomfortable about that, so he made copies. For security, he said. He gave me back the originals. That's why I was carrying them that day.'
âI'm puzzled. Why did Hoffner want the photocopies? They're not his letters.'
âWell, I hired him to find my father, so I guess he figured he needed copies of the letters in order to do his job.'
I shook the basket. It rustled like a cheerleader's pompom on homecoming night. âWhy did you tear the photocopies up? I'm assuming this is your work.'
He shrugged. âI don't need them. I know who my father is, and that's all I wanted to know. Whether he'll ever get around to acknowledging me or not doesn't change that fact.'
âYou said there was a disagreement between you and Hoffner.'
âHoffner was pissed. He had some hare-brained idea that Chandler . . . Well, never mind.'
âPlease, Nick. Go ahead. I'm interested.'
Nick seemed to be gathering himself together. With the business end of his cane, he repositioned his footstool. Then, using both hands, he lifted his braced leg and rested it on top of the stool. That done, he leaned back, looking considerably more relaxed than when I first entered the room.
âThis is how it went down,' he began. âHoffner showed up to take me to physical therapy. He noticed that I'd taken the photocopies out of his briefcase and torn them to bits. He totally flipped out. Swore like a trucker â fuck this, screw that â then walked out, slamming the door behind him.
âWant to know the truth?' he continued.
Of course I did.
âHoffner ordered me to chill out. Said there was more money in bleeding Chandler than there was in the measly amount we might get out of the Metro settlement. He was planning to blackmail my father. Hoffner wouldn't call it that, of course. He was always running on about manning up, taking responsibility for one's youthful mistakes. That's a good one! And this is my favorite: making it up to me financially, all those years of struggle without a father. Yada yada yada.' Nick laughed out loud. âHoffner's a big-time bullshitter, once he gets going. Anyway, I told Hoffner that I didn't need to be compensated for being deprived of a father in my formative years. I wrote Hoffner a check for what I owed him, and told him to fuck off, so he did.'
âWhere is Hoffner now?' I asked, growing increasingly uneasy.
âDo I look like somebody who gives a shit?'
Nick rose to his feet with difficulty, supporting himself on the cane, his hand clutching the brass knob, knuckles white, his arm trembling. âCome on, Hannah. Now that I'm up, didn't you mention something about chicken tikka?'
âVindaloo.'
âWhatever. Grab those wine glasses and let's roll!'
TWENTY-FIVE
T
he vindaloo was still burning its way though my small intestine when I got home around eight.
Paul uncurled from his spot on the sofa and rose to meet me. âSo, I graded exams today. How was your day?'
I gave him a peck on the cheek, then dragged him down on the sofa to sit next to me. âIt's all coming together now, Paul. It was Hoffner who had Zan's letters. Although I can't prove it, I think he called Meredith, arranged to meet her somewhere, told her he wanted money to keep his mouth shut about Chandler's love child, something went wrong and she died. Hoffner panicked and gave the letters back to Nick at the Library of Congress, figuring if he didn't get caught with the letters, no problem.
âNow I find out from Nick that he'd made photocopies of some of the letters. Hoffner had a fit when Nicholas destroyed them. Why?'
âThat's easy, Hannah. Because he still needs them, that's why.'
âThe only thing that makes sense is that Hoffner planned, or even still plans, to blackmail Chandler. Nick even suggested that in a not so subtle way.'
I was playing with a loose thread on Paul's ragged sweater, the one he kept rescuing from the Goodwill bag, when something occurred to me. âI'm going to call Jud Wilson.'
âHannah, it's too late.'
âRight,' I agreed. âAnd I don't have his cell. I guess it can wait until tomorrow.'
Paul's arm snaked around me. âCome here.' He kissed me and said, âYou taste like curry.'
âVindaloo,' I said. âExtra spicy.'
âOoh, hot kisses.'
âYou should experience it from my side.'
The next morning, I called Jud, left a message saying it was important I talk to him. In five minutes, he returned the call.
âJud, did that guy on the LC tape, James Hoffner, ever show up at Lynx News?'
âNot that I'm aware of. Why?'
âIs there any way to reach Chandler, other than through you?'
âSure. If you have his private number. Or his cell.'
âWhat if you didn't have his private number? How would one reach him?'
âDunno. Wait until he left the building and corner him, maybe. Or . . .'
âOr, what?'
âGo through his wife.'
âWhere's Dorothea today, do you know?'
âMrs C. is always out and about. Sometimes hard to pin her down. Right now she's flitting around town trying to wheedle donations out of businesses for a vintage hat party and jewelry sale that'll take place next spring.'
âDo you have Doro's cell?' I asked, starting to panic.
âNope. I can give you the home phone, though.'
âJud, I'm going to try to track Doro down, but I really, really need to talk to John. It's important. Can you put me through?'
âSorry, Hannah. Would if I could, but he's out of the office today. Off the radar.'
âDamn it. Where?'
âI don't have a clue. When he called this morning, he said he had some sort of family emergency.'
âDid he say what?'
âHe rarely does.'
âDo me a favor. Call his cell and leave a message. Tell him James Hoffner is on the loose and he's in a bad mood.'
âSure.' Jud took a deep breath, puffed it out into the receiver. âYou think
Hoffner
killed Meredith?
âOf course. Don't you?
TWENTY-SIX
I
was having a gorgeous, rejuvenating early-morning soak in a tub of lavender bubbles. I had just tipped a mug of coffee to my lips when my iPhone rang, vibrating like an electric shaver on the edge of the sink. I set the mug down on the bathmat and fumbled for the phone.
âHannah, it's Lilith Chaloux.'
âLilith, how are you?'
âI was wondering if you are free today. I need some moral support.'
âWhy?'
âThat man, James Hoffner, keeps calling and bothering me. Nick must have given him my number, damn it.'
âHoffner's a creep, but what can we do?' Quite likely, he was a blackmailer and a murderer, too, but what good would it do to share my suspicions with Lilith? It could only alarm her further.
âHe says he has a proposition to discuss with me. I don't want to discuss anything with him, but he says it will be to my advantage. He's coming over today. Wouldn't take no for an answer.'
âWhy don't you simply leave, Lilith? Go shopping at the Queenstown Outlets for the day? I'll be happy to join you.'
âThat will only delay the inevitable. He doesn't give up easily.'
Lilith had hit the nail on the head. I pictured Hoffner in his green pickup truck, engine idling, waiting at the intersection of Taylors Island and Deep Point, watching for Lilith's Toyota to appear in his rear-view mirror. âDo you want me to call the police? Say he's harassing you?'
Lilith drew a quick breath. âIt's not harassment yet. Besides, I'm just getting back on good terms with my son, and I don't want any setbacks in that department. Hoffner seems to have Nicholas's ear, so, as much as I dislike the man, I don't want to alienate him.' She paused for a moment, the air on her end of the line filled with the babble of a television. âI've never approved of the people Nicholas likes to hang out with and I don't suppose I will start to approve of them now.'