A Question of Upbringing (16 page)

‘I never noticed much money lying about.’

‘Stringham may not have been given an abnormal amount himself,’ said Widmerpool, irritably, ‘but his family are immensely wealthy. Glimber is a huge place. My mother and I went over it once on visiting day.’

‘But he is not coming in to Glimber.’

I felt glad that I had been supplied by Templer with this piece of information.

‘Of course he isn’t,’ said Widmerpool, as if my reply had been little short of insulting. ‘But there are all his mother’s South African gold holdings. That divorce of hers was a very unfortunate affair for someone so well known.’

I should have liked to hear more of this last matter, but, Stringham being a friend of mine, I felt that it would be beneath my dignity to discuss his family affairs with someone who, like Widmerpool, knew of them only through hearsay. Later in life, I learnt that many things one may require have to be weighed against one’s dignity, which can be an insuperable barrier against advancement in almost any direction. However, in those days, choice between dignity and unsatisfied curiosity was less clear to me as a cruel decision that had to be made.

‘And that thin, rather good-looking boy,’ Widmerpool
continued, ‘who used to be about a lot with you and Stringham?’

‘Peter Templer.’

‘Was he in the Le Bas affair too?’

‘He was out for a walk with us on the same afternoon.’

‘He did not have too good a reputation, did he?’

‘Not too good.’

‘That was my impression,’ said Widmerpool. ‘That he was not a good influence in the house.’

‘You and he were mixed up in the Akworth row, weren’t you?’ I asked, not from malice, or with a view to keeping him in order on the subject of my friends, so much as for the reason that I was inquisitive to know more of that affair: and, considering the way that Widmerpool had been talking, I felt no particular delicacy about making the enquiry.

Widmerpool went brick-red. He said: ‘I would rather not speak of that, if you don’t mind.’

‘Don’t let’s, then.’

‘I suppose Templer got sacked in the end?’ Widmerpool went on: no doubt conscious that he might have sounded over-emphatic, and evidently trying to bring some jocularity into his tone.

‘More or less asked to leave.’

‘How badly used he really to behave?’

He moistened his lips, though scarcely perceptibly. I thought his mixture of secretiveness and curiosity quite intolerable.

‘He had a woman before he left.’

If Widmerpool had been upset by the news that Stringham had played the Braddock alias Thorne trick on Le Bas, and more personally embarrassed by reference to the Akworth scandal, this piece of information, regarding Templer’s crowning exploit, threw him almost entirely off
his balance. He made a strange sound, half-way between a low laugh and a clearing of the throat, simultaneously swallowing hard. He also went, if possible, redder than ever. Took off his spectacles and began to polish them, as he usually did when his nerves were on edge. I did not feel entirely at ease with the subject myself. To help out the situation, I added: ‘I have just been staying with the Templers as a matter of fact.’

Widmerpool clearly welcomed this shift of interest in our conversation, enquiring almost eagerly about the Templers’ house, and the manner in which they lived. We talked about the Templers for a time, and I found to my surprise that Widmerpool knew Sunny Farebrother by name, though they had never met. He said: ‘A very sharp fellow, they tell me.’

‘I liked him.’

‘Naturally you did,’ said Widmerpool. ‘He can make himself very agreeable.’

I found Widmerpool’s remarks in this vein so tiresome that I was almost inclined to try and shock him further by describing in detail the various incidents that had taken place while I was staying at the Templers’. In the end I decided that those happenings needed too much explanation before they could be appreciated, anyway by Widmerpool, that there was nothing to be gained by trying to impress him, or attempting to modify his point of view. I told him that Peter was going straight into business, without spending any time at the university. Rather unexpectedly, Widmerpool approved this decision, almost in Sunny Farebrother’s own phrase.

‘Much better get down to work right away,’ he said. ‘There was not much money when my father died, so I talked things over with my mother—she has a wonderful grasp of business matters—and we decided we would do
the same thing, and cut out Oxford or Cambridge.’

By using the first person plural, he made the words sound as if there had been some question of his mother going up to the university with him. He said: ‘This effort to polish up my French is merely in the nature of a holiday.’

‘A holiday from what?’

‘I am articled to a firm of solicitors.’

‘Oh, yes.’

‘I do not necessarily propose to remain a solicitor all my life,’ said Widmerpool. ‘I look to wider horizons.’

‘What sort?’

‘Business. Politics.’

This all seemed to me such rubbish that I changed the subject, asking where he lived. He replied, rather stiffly, that his mother had a flat in Victoria. It was convenient, he said; but without explaining the advantages. I enquired what life was like in London.

‘That depends what you do,’ said Widmerpool, guardedly.

‘So I suppose.’

‘What profession are you going to follow?’

‘I don’t know.’

It seemed almost impossible to make any remark without in one manner or another disturbing Widmerpool’s equanimity. He was almost as shocked at hearing that I had no ready-made plans for a career as he had been scandalised a few minutes earlier at the information regarding the precocious dissipation of Templer’s life.

‘But surely you have some bent?’ he said. ‘An ambition to do well at something?’

This ideal conception—that one should have an aim in life—had, indeed, only too often occurred to me as an unsolved problem; but I was still far from deciding what form
my endeavours should ultimately take. Being at that moment unprepared for an
a priori
discussion as to what the future should hold, I made several rather lame remarks to the effect that I wanted one day ‘to write’: an assertion that had not even the merit of being true, as it was an idea that had scarcely crossed my mind until that moment.

‘To write?’ said Widmerpool. ‘But that is hardly a profession. Unless you mean you want to be a journalist—like Lundquist.’

‘I suppose I might do that.’

‘It is precarious,’ said Widmerpool. ‘And—although we laugh, of course, at Örn for saying so, right out—there is certainly not much social position attached: unless, for example, you become editor of
The Times
, or something of that sort. I should think it over very carefully before you commit yourself.’

‘I am not absolutely determined to become a journalist.’

‘You are wise. What are your other interests?’

Feeling that the conversation had taken a turn that delivered me over to a kind of cross-examination, I admitted that I liked reading.

‘You can’t earn your living by reading,’ said Widmerpool, severely.

‘I never said you could.’

‘It doesn’t do to read too much,’ Widmerpool said. ‘You get to look at life with a false perspective. By all means have some familiarity with the standard authors. I should never raise any objection to that. But it is no good clogging your mind with a lot of trash from modern novels.’

‘That was what Le Bas used to say.’

‘And he was quite right. I disagreed in many ways with Le Bas. In that one, I see eye to eye with him.’

There was not much for me to say in reply. I had a novel—
if Winter Comes
, which I had now nearly finished
—under my arm, and it was impossible to deny that I had been reading this book. Widmerpool must have noticed this, because he continued in a more kindly tone: ‘You must meet my mother. She is one of those rare middle-aged women who have retained their youthful interest in matters of the mind. If you like books—and you tell me you do—you would thoroughly enjoy a chat with her about them.’

‘That would be nice.’

‘I shall arrange it,’ said Widmerpool.
‘Et maintenant, il faut se coucher, parce-que je compte de me reveiller de bonne heure le matin
.’

In the course of subsequent conversations between us he talked a good deal about his mother. On the subject of his father he was more reticent. Sometimes I had even the impression that Widmerpool
pére
had earned a living in some manner of which his son—an only child—preferred not to speak: though, one evening, in a burst of confidence, he mentioned that his paternal grandfather had been a Scotch business man called Geddes, who had taken the name of Widmerpool after marrying a wife of that name, who was—so Widmerpool indicated in his characteristic manner—of rather higher standing than himself. There seemed to have been some kind of financial crisis when Widmerpool’s father had died, either on account of debts, or because the family’s income had been thereby much reduced. Life with his mother appeared to be very quiet and to consist of working all day and studying law after dinner most nights; though Widmerpool took care to explain to me that he deliberately took part in a certain amount of what he called ‘social life’. He said, with one of his rare smiles: ‘Brains and hard work are of very little avail, Jenkins, unless you know the right people.’

I told him that I had an uncle who was fond of saying
the same thing; and I asked what form his relaxations generally took.

‘I go to dances,’ said Widmerpool; adding, rather grandly: ‘in the Season, that is.’

‘Do you get a lot of invitations?’ I asked, divided between feeling rather impressed by this attitude towards the subject in hand and, at the same time, finding difficulty in believing that he could be overwhelmed by persons wishing to share his company.

Widmerpool was evasive on this point, and muttered something about invitations being ‘just a question of getting on a list’. As he seemed unwilling to amplify this statement, I did not press him further, having myself a somewhat indistinct comprehension of what he meant: and appreciating that the relative extent of his invitations, as for anyone, might be, perhaps, a delicate matter.

‘I don’t get much time for games now,’ he said. ‘Though once in a way I make a point of going down to Barnes, and driving a ball into a net.’

I was, for some reason, conscious of an odd sense of relief that he should no longer consider himself compelled to undergo those protracted and gruelling trials of endurance against himself for which he still remained chiefly notable in my mind. Driving a golf ball into a net presented an innocuous, immensely less tortured, picture to the mind than that offered by those penitential exertions with which I had formed the habit of associating his hours of recreation. This mitigated strain became even more apparent to me later on, when we used to play tennis, though his old enthusiasm was still quite strong enough.

Tennis at La Grenadière—or rather in the grounds of a ruined nineteenth-century mansion in Renaissance style situated about a mile and a half away on the outskirts of the town—was certainly of a kind to give small opportunity
for a parade of that feverish keenness which had made the sight of Widmerpool playing games at school so uncomfortable to watch: although, so far as possible, he always insisted upon a high standard of athletic formality being observed whenever we played. The tennis-court was, however, the stage for him to reveal to me quite another side of his character: an unsuspected strength of personality and power of negotiation. This was in connexion with the rupture of relations between Monsieur Örn and Monsieur Lundquist, both of whom, as it turned out, took their game with seriousness at least equal to Widmerpool’s; in spite of the comparatively unprofessional circumstances in which these contests were held.

The several hard tennis courts in this garden, which had been taken over as a park by the municipality, had never been properly kept up since becoming public property; so that in the course of time the soil had receded from the metal bars that formed the lines of demarcation, leaving solid boundaries that protruded so far above the ground that it was easy to catch one’s foot in them when running about the court. If the ball hit one of these projecting strips of metal, it might become wedged beneath, or fly off at an unexpected angle; accordingly counting as a ‘let’. Both of these types of ‘let’ took place with fair frequency, somewhat slowing up the cadence of the game, and making it hard to play with the concentration with which Widmerpool liked to approach all forms of sport. In addition to this local impediment to rapid play, neither Berthe nor Suzette were very proficient at the game; and they—with Paul-Marie and Jean-Népomucène, also beginners—always had to be worked into the fours.

Being no great performer myself, I rather enjoyed tennis played in these leisurely, at times undoubtedly eccentric, conditions; but Widmerpool was perpetually
grumbling about ‘the game not being taken seriously’, a complaint that was, from his point of view, fully justified: although he was himself in no sense a good player. If he could possibly manage to do so, he would try to arrange a ‘men’s four’, which usually resulted in one of us partnering a Scandinavian; and it soon became clear that, however much Monsieur Örn and Monsieur Lundquist might be able to cloak their mutual antipathy in the common intercourse of everyday life, their hatred for each other on the tennis court was a passion far less easily curbed. As it happened, a ‘men’s four’ was not so simple for Widmerpool to contrive as might be supposed, because Berthe and Suzette were inclined to resent having to play in a four with Paul-Marie and Jean-Népomucène—another instance of excessive insistence on dignity defeating its own ends, for in that manner the girls would have gained practice which they greatly needed—and also, a more potent reason, because there were at best only four tennis balls; one of which had a gash in its outer covering which adversely affected the bounce. These balls not uncommonly became mislaid in the thickets of the garden; and, although Paul-Marie and Jean-Népomucène were themselves not above playing a single with only one ball (provided this were not the damaged one), the rest of the party looked upon a couple of sound balls as a minimum; and preferred, if possible, to have the use of all available. Sometimes either Berthe or Suzette was
‘souffrante’
, and wanted to sit out for a set or two. This rarely occurred to both of them on the same day, so that, as it happened, competition between Monsieur Örn and Monsieur Lundquist, although each occasionally played against the other partnering one of the girls, took on its most violent aspect when both were engaged in a ‘men’s four’: a ‘single’ between them being, naturally, unthinkable.