A 30-Day Online Romance (36 page)

• Nov 12 3:19 AM
  

CAMILA:
Bye until
later.

• Nov 12 3:25 AM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
Let me get back to
work now honey.

• Nov 12 3:25 AM
  

CAMILA:
Are you in your
office?

• Nov 12 3:26 AM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
Darling,
c
an you call so I hear your voice for a
brighter day.

• Nov 12 3:27 AM
  

CAMILA:
Darling it's 3 am what do
you think?

• Nov 12 3:28 AM
  

CAMILA:
I will call when I am more
alert. I will be thinking about you every minute of the day. So,
please have a wonderful day, and a bright one
too.

• Nov 12 3:28 AM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
Yes.

• Nov 12 3:29 AM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
Ok
sweet.

• Nov 12 3:29 AM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
Go back to
bed.

• Nov 12 3:29 AM
  

CAMILA:
My love. Thank you very much
for this conversation this morning. I learned a lot about you, my
darling.

• Nov 12 3:30 AM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
You are
welcome.
Love and many kisses
darling:)

• Nov 12 3:30 AM
  

CAMILA:
Bye until
later.

Nov 12 12:33
PM

CAMILA:
Dear Christopher, I just
finished reading over the transcript from earlier today, and it
blew my mind how much we discussed and how much you opened up to
me. It was truly a lengthy, lovely, beautiful conversation. I hope
someday you will give me the opportunity to love you. - My deepest
wish would then come true.

• Nov 12 12:34 PM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
Wow,
oh.

• Nov 12 12:34 PM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
You are a sweet
woman.

• Nov 12 12:34 PM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
I was expecting your
call.

• Nov 12 12:34 PM
  

CAMILA:
Alright, I will call you in
a minute, but first, I need to catch my breath.

• Nov 12 12:36 PM
  

CAMILA:
Please, can we chat a little
longer here. I don't think I can handle hearing you right now. The
emotions are too intense right now.

• Nov 12 12:36 PM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
Ok baby, just call me
in an hours or 2 hours’ time ok.

• Nov 12 12:36 PM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
Cooking for the kids
now.

• Nov 12 12:37 PM
  

ALEXISCHRIS60:
Will chat later
honey.

• Nov 12 12:37 PM
  

CAMILA:
Ok. I may be out for a
while. Will keep check on the time.

• Nov 12
  4:47 PM
  CAMILA:
  Ok, honey, I am all set to chat. Hope I did not wake
  you.
  

• Nov 12
  4:48 PM
  CAMILA:
  The funeral went well, the family held it together all
  right.
  

• Nov 12
  4:49 PM
  CAMILA:
  If you want to go back to sleep, we can chat tomorrow,
  ok.
  

• Nov 12
  4:50 PM
  CAMILA:
  Alright good night. Sleep well.
  

• Nov 12
  4:51 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  I'm here now honey.
  

• Nov 12
  4:51 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Good that it went well.
  

• Nov 12
  4:51 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Are you just getting home?
  

• Nov 12
  4:52 PM
  CAMILA:
  Yes, just walked in. I was thinking of you the whole
  time.
  

• Nov 12
  4:54 PM
  CAMILA:
  I
  don't know if you are getting enough sleep with all these late
  night chats, hope you are.
  

• Nov 12
  4:54 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Are you just getting home honey?
  

• Nov 12
  4:54 PM
  CAMILA:
  Yes sweetheart.
  

• Nov 12
  4:54 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Yes, it’s all good because you are a great
  woman.
  

• Nov 12
  4:55 PM
  CAMILA:
  I
  sure hope that I can be a great woman for you, not just for
  myself.
  

• Nov 12
  4:56 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  I just wanted to let you know that I care about you now. I
  have a meeting which I have to meet up first thing
  tomorrow.
  

• Nov 12
  4:56 PM
  CAMILA:
  Wish you much success with that. Good
  night.
  

• Nov 12
  4:57 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  I will chat with you after the meeting ok,
  honey.
  

• Nov 12
  4:57 PM
  CAMILA:
  Please do that.
  

• Nov 12
  4:57 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Remember I care.
  

• Nov 12
  4:58 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Kiss and more kisses.
  

• Nov 12
  4:58 PM
  CAMILA:
  Thank you very much.
  

Nov 12
4:58 PM
CAMILA:
Bye dear.

• Nov 13
  4:13 AM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Hello honey.
  

• Nov 13
  4:16 AM
  CAMILA:
  Good morning my dear Christopher. How was your
  meeting?
  

• Nov 13
  4:20 AM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Good.
  

• Nov 13
  4:20 AM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  How was your night?
  

• Nov 13
  4:21 AM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Are you awake or still in bed?
  

• Nov 13
  4:29 AM
  CAMILA:
  I
  had a very good night, slept well. No, I am not in bed, up and will
  begin work soon.
  

• Nov 13
  4:32 AM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Oh, ok.
  

• Nov 13
  4:33 AM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Hope you are good.
  

• Nov 13
  4:33 AM
  CAMILA:
  Thank you. I am wonderful. How about you?
  

• Nov 13
  4:36 AM
  CAMILA:
  Let's chat later. What time is good for
  you?
  

• Nov 13
  4:39 AM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Ok, like 5 PM.
  

• Nov 13
  4:39 AM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  It’s 11 39 AM.
  

• Nov 13
  4:39 AM
  CAMILA:
  Just one second, please.
  

• Nov 13
  4:40 AM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Ok.
  

• Nov 13
  4:41 AM
  CAMILA:
  I’m
  back.
  

• Nov 13
  4:42 AM
  CAMILA:
  We will chat at 5 pm.
  

• Nov 13
  4:43 AM
  CAMILA:
  If you get time before 5 p.m., please drop me a note. My
  Messenger will be on.
  

• Nov 13
  4:49 AM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Ok honey.
  

• Nov 13
  10:14 AM
  CAMILA:
  I am available to chat w/ you now.
  

• Nov 13
  1:04 PM
  CAMILA:
  I
  am here now.
  

• Nov 13
  1:44 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Hello honey.
  

• Nov 13
  2:03 PM
  CAMILA:
  Are you still there?
  

• Nov 13
  2:13 PM
  CAMILA:
  I
  will catch up with you some other time.
  

• Nov 13
  2:31 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Hello honey.
  

• Nov 13
  3:45 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Hello.
  

• Nov 13
  4:02 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Hello.
  

• Nov 13
  4:03 PM
  CAMILA:
  Hello my darling.
  

• Nov 13
  4:04 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  How are you doing?
  

• Nov 13
  4:04 PM
  CAMILA:
  Absolutely great.
  

• Nov 13
  4:05 PM
  CAMILA:
  How was your day?
  

• Nov 13
  4:05 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Good, but stressful.
  

• Nov 13
  4:05 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  Honey, I want to sleep now. It is 11 pm
  here.
  

• Nov 13
  4:06 PM
  ALEXISCHRIS60:
  We’ll chat when I wake honey.
  

Sent on Thursday, Nov 13,
2014

Dearest Christopher, I am
so sorry that your day was stressful. I am wondering how well you
handle stress. Some stressors are good, while others are damaging
to one's health. I know you are sleep-deprived since last Saturday
when you returned from your trip. We have had many wee hours of the
morning chatting instead of sleeping, but I know we both loved
every single moment of time we spent together.

My feelings are getting
stronger for you now as an individual and not with just as a face
on those photographs, and that has brought me a measure of
happiness I did not feel last week. I want to keep on feeling your
love, and keep loving you. I want our love to intensify as the days
go by. My lack of trust in you has waned, so now we can continue to
move forward and plan for the future. I do not know what tomorrow
will bring us, but for today, I know in my heart that my feelings
of love for you are enduring.

If you do not mind, I
will keep writing. I know you will read them at some point. Every
man wants a beautiful woman by his side. That is what the world
promotes, especially here in the Hollywood scene. I do appreciate
the fact that -- that although you are attracted to the physical
beauty of a woman, you DO recognize that the inner beauty is far
more important. Eventually, that inner beauty shines throughout the
person.

As you know, in every new
or existing relationship or friendship, there are obstacles and
challenges to overcome. How we handle each of them determines how
successful the outcome. In our case, there may be many obstacles
and challenges i.e. language barriers, cultural differences,
preferences, any number of conflicts could come up, but it is the
willingness to negotiate that is important.  Taking one-step
at a time and working through them is crucial to making anything a
success.