A 30-Day Online Romance (34 page)
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Authors: Alyse King
Tags: #romance, #love, #relationship, #dating, #marriage, #online dating, #love relationship, #in love, #online relationship, #online romance
Nov 11
3:08 AM
November 11
11/11,
8:19am
Christopher Alexis:
Hello.
ALEXISCHRIS60:
12
noon.
Nov 11 3:08 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
11/11, 10:42am
CAMILA:
Hi dear, I am back
again.
Nov 11 10:44 AM
[email protected]
:
Are you home yet?
Nov 11 10:44 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Yes dear, how are
you?
Nov 11 10:45 AM
We can begin to chat
now.
Nov 11 10:45 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Ok, what are you
doing now honey?
Nov 11 10:45 AM
CAMILA:
I am going to devote some
time to chatting with you now.
Nov 11 10:46 AM
CAMILA:
Let me know when you need to
get your cooking and cleaning done so that I may
go.
Nov 11 10:48 AM
CAMILA:
You must be tired now so we
will chat later.
Nov 11 10:53 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
I will text you when
I get everything done.
Nov 11 10:53 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Ok.
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Hello
Nov 11 4:07 PM
CAMILA:
Hi dear, are you
there?
Nov 11 4:14 PM
CAMILA:
Well, have a good night.
Catch you whenever.
Nov 11 6:00
PM
Christopher While He Slept
CAMILA:
Dear Christopher, last night
you said it would be best to build a strong relationship before we
meet. Yes, I know that. That is the best and only way to go for
this to work. So far I don't know you any better than I did 2 weeks
ago. I asked you many questions that's important to me to know, but
you have not replied to any of them. I am in love with some
photographs on a Facebook Page. I don't know who that person is. I
think of that person when I go to bed at nights and when I get up
in the mornings. That's all that is on my mind and in my heart for
the past two weeks. I really need to know who that man really is. I
don't want to waste any time loving some delusions or someone who I
may never meet. That's why when I ask you questions, I am really
hoping to get answers from you. That is what a building a good
relationship is all about. I am not on social media for the hell of
it. I have never had any interest in doing this kind of thing. I am
doing this because I am hoping that you are really that man in
those photographs. Something about him struck my heart and moved me
to want to be in his arms, to be with him for as long as it will
last or even forever. Somehow, I am not getting anywhere with this.
I need to know more about this particular man and not just any man.
I can get plenty of those but don't want any of them. I need to
feel a passion that I never felt before from this person. You are
not giving any of that to me. The first question you asked me and
the first answer I gave you, was trust. I need to feel that trust.
I need you to give me something worth holding on to, something that
I would want to pursue and capture it. I want that mad, crazy
passionate feelings for that special someone. That someone would be
that man in those photographs. There are too many blank pages, too
many open spaces that I cannot connect any dots to get to know who
you really are. Please allow me to continue with this tomorrow. My
deepest regards.
Nov 11 10:21 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Hello.
Nov 11 10:22 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
What questions did
you ask?
Nov 11 10:22 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
I don't seem to
understand.
Nov 11 10:22 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Hello.
Nov 12 2:05 AM
Christopher
CAMILA:
Dearest Christopher, you do
seem puzzled. Ok, last week you asked me if my heart was with
anyone. I replied to you that I did not know how to answer but that
I would tell at a later time. So here: My heart is fully tied to a
photograph. I am falling in love with a "photograph," for God’s
sake. I have protected my heart throughout my life because I did
not want to feel the pain that comes with a broken heart. Now, I
could be very well be headed down that path. All that I am asking
from you is to please tell me - let me know who you are, what kind
of person you are. I want to fall in love with the man that I am
chatting with, but I have to know for sure if you are that person
in the photograph. I am not a foolish woman. This is just a common
sense, logical thing to do. Certainly, you would not want a foolish
woman in your life? Then please understand. Please read my letter
to you above again.
(CAMILA’S COMMENTS: I
PLEADED WITH HIM EVERY STEP OF THE WAY TO TELL ME THE TRUTH
REGARDING HIS IDENTITY BUT HE CONTINUED TO BE DECEPTIVE)
Nov 12 2:06 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
I get that Camila but
that is me on the photographs and I have nothing to
hide.
(Camila comments: Oh gee
Christopher like I believe anything you are saying.)
Nov 12 2:07 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
What you seen on the
photos is what you will get but you should understand that we need
trust and understanding in this so please let us play it
mature.
(Camila’s comments: Right
Christopher. Don’t believe you one bit)
Nov 12 2:08 AM
CAMILA:
Christopher, you know that
but please understand that I do not know that.
Nov 12 2:08 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Yes, that is what you
should know honey.
Nov 12 2:08 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
I'm not into
games.
Nov 12 2:09 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
I just need a woman
that can trust me.Nov 12 2:09 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
If there will not be
no trust then I am out.
Nov 12 2:10 AM
CAMILA:
And you make me very happy
to hear that. But, I am trying to tell you that I need more to
trust that.
Nov 12 2:10 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
You know that you are
real and I am real so please let us be our self and let our trust
out.
Nov 12 2:10 AM
CAMILA:
I just
don’t.
Nov 12 2:10 AM
CAMILA:
Sorry.
Nov 12 2:10 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
What more do you
need? I have already showed the more I can give.
Nov 12 2:11 AM
CAMILA:
I just do not want this
blindness to destroy my heart.
Nov 12 2:11 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
We can just be
friends if you can't trust this.
Nov 12 2:12 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
I need true love as
well but this is all me and my sons.
Nov 12 2:12 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Your heart won't be
destroy darling.
Nov 12 2:12 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
That is my
promise.
Nov 12 2:12 AM
CAMILA:
I truly hope that I can
trust that promise.
Nov 12 2:13 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
You have to if you
wish for our good.
Nov 12 2:14 AM
CAMILA:
If you hurt me I will find
you somehow.
Nov 12 2:15 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Why will I hurt you?
For what?
Nov 12 2:15 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Everybody needs
happiness and understanding and that is what I want for
myself.
Nov 12 2:16 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
You are a beautiful
woman which I respect in all ways so having you in my life will be
so beautiful.
Nov 12 2:17 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Please let us
understand each other we could be the next
couple.
Nov 12 2:18 AM
CAMILA:
Ok, I see you are
trying.
Nov 12 2:20 AM
CAMILA:
I just want to feel
something for you - exactly what I am feeling when I look at the
photographs. But I am not feeling anything.
Nov 12 2:23 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Then you should
because I am always feeling some things for you
too.
Nov 12 2:23 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
I can tell the kids
about you.
Nov 12 2:25 AM
CAMILA:
Please don't get your kids
involved with this. They don't need to know about your love life
yet.
CAMILA:
Perhaps, they have seen
their dad dated before - who knows - that could disappoint a child
- if women come and go in your life. Surely, they are missing their
mom greatly.
