Wrecked (Clayton Falls) (7 page)

The deeper I made the kiss, the more I needed from her. I touched her cheek gently, before letting my hand move to her neck and down to her chest. I cupped one of her breasts through her dress, wanting nothing more than to get rid of the material separating us.

She had the same idea. She pulled away, and gave me the sexiest look I’d ever seen. She took her hand off my shoulder and used it to untie the halter tie of her dress. The front fell down to her waist. I didn’t even think. I took off her strapless bra within seconds, dying to see what was waiting underneath. I was in heaven. Her breasts were exactly the way I’d been picturing them since I’d met her. Full but not too big. Perfect. I didn’t waste any time. Using my hands and mouth, I explored both.

She moaned again, pushing her hand under my shirt. She ran it up and down my chest. I made myself pull away from her long enough to take my shirt off. I needed more of her touch.

I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t hoped it would happen, but I didn’t actually expect it to. I thought she’d make me wait forever to have her, and I wasn’t going to push things any faster than she wanted.

I returned my lips to hers, needing to kiss her again. I shifted her so she was lying down, and then held my weight above her. I broke the kiss and pulled her dress down over her hips. I had to see all of her. She was wearing pink, cotton panties. I loved that they weren’t lacy or silk. They were real, down to earth, like her. She reached out and unbuttoned my shorts. She hesitated a moment before unzipping them, like she was nervous.

“We don’t have to.”

“I want to.” With more confidence, she tried to pull them off.

I got up to make it easier. “Let’s go to my room. I want our first time to be in my bed.”

She nodded, and I picked her up. She wrapped her legs around my waist as I carried her down the hall. I pulled back the covers, before laying her down on the sheets. Watching her lying there in my bed, almost naked, with her hair splayed out across my pillow nearly undid me.

“Aren’t you going to join me?”

“Hell yes.”

I sat at the edge of the bed beside her running my hand over her breasts and stomach and finally stopping right at her panties. I slipped a finger under the top and pulled them down. God, she was so gorgeous.

I took off my boxers and lay down next to her. “You are the most beautiful woman in the world.” I meant it.

She blushed. “You’d probably say anything right now.”

“No, I already have you naked in my bed. The work is done.” I smiled to let her know I was joking.

“Shut up and touch me.”

“Hmm, I don’t know…”

“Jake, I’m not going to beg.”

“You don’t have to.”

I kissed her, touched her, and explored her in every way I’d been dreaming of since I woke up. I reached into my nightstand, glad I’d picked up condoms when I got everything for dinner. I’d been afraid it would jinx me, but it seemed better than being unprepared. Ben hadn’t commented on that purchase either.

I positioned myself over Emily, ready to finally have what I’d been craving.

She looked up at me. “I’ve never wanted anyone the way I want you.”

“I feel the same way.” I didn’t wait a second more.

***

“You’re not actually planning on leaving, are you?” I played with her hair, trying to figure out what to call it. It wasn’t brown, but it wasn’t red.

“Is that your way of asking me to spend the night?” She ran a hand down my back.

“Yes. And if the answer is no, you should be prepared for me to beg.”

“You don’t have to beg.” She repeated my words from earlier.

“Good.”

“You’ve got a comfortable bed.”

“Do I?” I kissed her neck.

“Yeah. I like it.”

“You can join me anytime you’d like.” I moved my lips down just a little.

“That’s so generous.”

“I try.”

She leaned back to give me better access. “I can’t believe I did this.”

“Got taken in by my charm?”

She laughed. It was such a light and carefree sound. “Slept with you on our second date.”

“I take it you usually wait longer.” I hoped the answer was yes. I wanted this to be special.

“Uh, yes. Isn’t the rule at least three dates?”

“There are no rules. And even if there were, technically this is probably our fourth.”

“How do you figure?” She placed the palm of her hand on my chest.

“Our chats in the hospital should add up to at least a few.”

“No, they don’t, but good try.”

“Hey, you’re the one worried about rules.”

“There will be a third date, right?” She actually looked nervous.

“How about we agree on at least fifty right now.”

“Fifty?”

“Yeah, isn’t that a good number?” I kissed the back of her hand.

“And what happens after fifty?”

“We agree to another fifty, or a hundred, or well you get the idea.”

“You’re funny.”

“Am I?” I kissed her hair.

“Yeah.”

“You’re beautiful.”

“I’m not funny?”

“Oh, you are. But you’re more beautiful than funny.”

She picked her head up and kissed me.

“What was that for?”

“I just wanted to.”

“Does that mean I can do anything I want to do?”

“Haven’t you already?”

“Not everything, besides it’s been a few minutes.” I slipped my hand under the sheet so I could run my fingers over her stomach. “This is the first time I’ve had sex completely sober.”

She leaned up on an elbow. “Are you serious?”

“Completely.”

“I don’t know if I should feel complimented or worried.”

“Worried?”

“Maybe you just think you want me again because you’ve finally had sex without an alcohol buzz.”

“That’s definitely not the case. It’s you I want.”

“Maybe it’s a little late to ask this, but are we exclusive?” There was something so innocent about how she said it.

“Of course. I just promised you another fifty dates. Do you think I’m promising lots of girls that?”

“Maybe. I guess it depends on your stamina.”

I cracked up. “I’ll show you my stamina.”

“Uh oh. What did I just get myself into?”

“A sleepless night.”

The look that crossed her face was equal parts panic and excitement. I’d make sure the panic disappeared.

I didn’t want to wake up. Waking up meant facing real life—and leaving behind the fantasy world where I slept with a guy after a few dates and spent the night. I kissed Jake’s lips lightly before untangling myself from his arms. He groaned, said my name, and rolled over. I knew he had work, but I doubted he needed to be up at five thirty in the morning.

Dressed and ready to go, I decided to leave a note. If the real world me were writing it, it would have said something about needing to go. I decided to be fantasy world Emily for a moment longer.

Dear Jake,

I won’t question your stamina again.

-Emily

I left it on the nightstand next to his bed before letting myself out. It wasn’t until I was on the road that I let myself think back on my night. It was hands down the best sex ever, but it was more than that. I was falling for Jake, and I wondered how he was going to fit into my life. He was literally my dream man. It was like I’d conjured him up myself, and something about that scared me. It also made me mad. Why should I get a taste of something so good just to have to give it up? Why couldn’t I just have it last?

Sitting at a stoplight, I checked my phone. I had five missed calls from Mel telling me to call no matter what time it was. It was close to six, and she’d probably be getting ready for the gym.

“Em?” She answered on the first ring without even a hint of sleep in her voice.

“I just did something crazy.”

“The last time you said that, you gave your number to a patient. I’m guessing since you never called me back and went to see Jake last night, this is crazier?”

“I’m driving home from Clayton Falls.”

She made a tiny squeak, but tried to compose herself. Her voice was even when she finally spoke. “How was it?”

“Do you really want to know?”

“Yes. Not only am I curious if the heart throb from my high school is good in bed, I also want to know everything about you finally ending your two year sex drought.”

“It turns out there isn’t something wrong with me.”

“Wait. Did you? You finally had one, didn’t you?”

“Maybe.” I was glad no one was in the car to see my smile.

“Oh my god. Oh my god. Maybe all of those rumors about Jake were true.”

“What rumors?”

“His sexual prowess was pretty legendary.”

“Oh. That’s a buzz kill.”

“What?”

“Hearing about his reputation.” Obviously I knew he had experience, and I wasn’t a virgin, but I still didn’t want to think about it.

“It was high school, Em. You’re the one he was using it on last night. The real question is whether you’re going to let him do it again?”

“Maybe.”

“Why don’t you sound happier? Did I really just ruin it for you?”

“No, it’s fine. It’s just, what happens when I tell him about Noah?”

She didn’t say anything for a minute. “I don’t know. But you can’t assume it will be bad.”

“Well, it was worth it either way.”

“That’s good to hear. Life’s about taking chances. You took a chance and had a good time. If you get something more, it’s just icing on the cake.”

“You’re right.”

“Of course I am. Now I need to hit the gym. Call me later?”

“I will.” I hung up and pulled into my parking spot. As much as I wanted to push away the negative thoughts, I couldn’t this time. But at least I’d have the memories.

I rolled over, ready to pull Emily back into my arms. Instead of the beautiful girl I expected, all I found was an empty bed. I felt the anger before I even processed it was happening. She wasn’t the first girl to slip out on me, but she wasn’t just some girl. She was Emily. And that hadn’t just been random hook up sex. It was something more, whether she knew it or not.

Before I could get too mad, I saw the piece of paper on my bed stand. I assumed it would just be a thank you for a good night kind of thing, but it was so much better.
I won’t question your stamina again
. I laughed after reading it aloud. If it were possible, I’d finally met a girl with the same sense of humor as me.

I glanced at the clock. It was seven a.m. I picked up my phone and texted her.
You haven’t seen anything yet.

I held my phone, hoping for an answer, but I eventually gave up. I didn’t let it worry me. Her note let me know she was coming back. That was enough of a start.

I jumped in the shower and got ready for work. Although my dad threatened to make me go in with him at the crack of dawn, he didn’t care as long as I got there by eight. I made it down to the marina by a quarter to eight, and poured myself a cup of coffee before heading out to work on a Grady White that had been giving us trouble. I’d been taking over a majority of the annoying maintenance work since Ben started working on fishing tours. Strategically, it was a really smart move for him. Clayton Falls got its share of tourists, and we even pulled in some of the Wilmington visitors, but it just meant more menial crap for me. That day, the work didn’t bother me as much as usual. It was hard to be in a bad mood after the night I’d had. Even the humidity couldn’t remove my grin. It was hot for so early in the morning, but that happened in North Carolina in August. I pulled off my t-shirt, already sweating after only a half hour outside.

“What’s up with you?” Ben dropped in just as I’d finished fixing the engine. He always did have impeccable timing when it came to avoiding things he didn’t want to do.

“What do you mean?”

“You just look different.”

“Different?”

“Yeah. I’d say you looked drunk, but you’re not that dumb. Dad would kill you.”

“I’m not drunk. I haven’t touched a drop.”

“Then who’s the girl?”

I smiled. “That’s your next assumption?”

“There’s no other explanation.”

“Emily.”

“Emily? Why does that name sound familiar?”

I grabbed a towel and wiped off my hands. “It was the name of one of the nurses at the hospital.”

He grinned. “You’re doing your nurse?”

“She’s not my nurse anymore.”

“Only you, man. Only you could get a girl when you were barely conscious.”

“Yeah, I’ve got the touch.” I laughed it off, but I didn’t like talking about Emily like she was just some girl.

“Did you spend the night with her?”

I didn’t want to discuss it with him, but I figured talking about a girl other than Molly might help smooth things over. “Yeah. It was uh…unexpected.”

“She’s definitely cute. I wouldn’t have pegged her as your type, but what do I know?”

“My type? She’s gorgeous.”

Ben smiled. “Defensive much? I agreed she was cute.”

“She’s a hell of a lot more than cute.”

“She’s hot. Okay, is that what you want to hear?”

“You hate saying it. You hate saying that about anyone but Molly, don’t you?”

He shrugged. “She blinds me. I waited five years for her. I don’t even see anyone else.”

Any other time I might have given him a hard time about it, but not after what had happened.

“Are you going to see her again?”

“Definitely.”

“How do you plan to date a girl when you can’t drive?”

“I have no clue, but I’ll figure it out.”

“I’m sure you will. You always seem to manage.” He punched my arm before heading inside.

***

I was equal parts dreading and looking forward to starting as the coach. On one hand, I’d really missed football. On the other hand, I had no clue what I was doing. Either way, I was out of time. My first practice was about to start.

I paced nervously as I waited for the guys to come out of the locker room. It was really weird to be on the other side. I took a deep breath, wishing I’d spent more time coming up with a speech or something. They’d probably expect one on my first day.

“Need some help?” I turned at the sound of the familiar voice.