Wray (14 page)

“I will be
,
Kim.”
Wray told her gruffly. “Always.” Leaning down, he captured her lips
in a gentle kiss, sealing his vow.

Kim sank into Wray’s kiss, letting the
knowledge of his love surround her. She knew there were still going
to be obstacles they needed to overcome. There were going to be
misunderstandings they’d have to work through, but as long as they
were together, she knew they could do it. Maybe the Goddess had
been right, maybe this
was
a new beginning… for both of them
and she knew exactly how she wanted to start it.

“Wray?” she whispered against his lips,
reluctant to break the contact.

“What
,
my Kim?” he
asked, nibbling on her lips.

“Show me how you pleasure a Tornian
female.”

“What?” Wray pulled away from her, shocked at
what she was asking.

“I want you to show me how you pleasure a
Tornian female. I want you to show me how I can pleasure
you
.”

“No
,
Kim.” He
immediately refused. “It’s too soon.”

“No
,
it’s not. Not
when it’s you and me.” She told him, rising to her knees. “I need
to know that I can be a female in the truest sense of the word,
that what stinky bastard did, didn’t destroy that, because if he
did, then he wins, and I won’t let him. I won’t let him control my
life or control my future. He’s not going to get the best of Kim
Teel.”

“Kim…” Wray put a gentle but firm hand on her
cheek, holding her steady as he stared deep into her eyes. He
needed to know she truly wanted this. That she understood what it
would mean.

“Please
,
Wray, I
want this, want you. I want to create wonderful memories of you and
me… together."

Knowing he could deny her nothing, especially
not when it was something he also desired, he told her.

“A female enters a male’s resting chamber
wearing only a loose covering that allows him to see her form.” He
watched her as he trailed a finger along the edge of her shirt,
letting it travel down the deep V of her breasts.

“She does?” Kim whispered softly.

“She does and then she allows him to open
it.” His eyes never left hers as his
fingers
skillfully freed the buttons of her shirt.

“What happens then?”

“Then, if the female is still agreeable, the
covering is removed.” Ever so slowly, so she could stop him if she
wanted, he slid her shirt off her shoulders and down her arms,
letting it pool around her legs. "Goddess
,
you are beautiful
,
Kim." He whispered
reverently, his eyes traveling over her lush form.

His hand trembled as his knuckle grazed the
heavy underside of a pale breast. Cupping its full weight in his
hand, he closed his fingers around it, squeezing slightly as he
rolled her nipple and watched it tighten in respon
se
.

“Wray!” Kim gasped as pleasure exploded
through her.

“Do you like that
,
little one?” he asked
,
already knowing the
answer.

“God
,
yes.
Please
,
Wray, the other one.”

Wray willingly gave her other breast the same
intense attention. Her response was breathtaking to watch. She’d
tipped back, exposing the graceful lines of her long neck. Her
breaths were coming in small pants as he pleasured her. Leaning
forward, he pressed a kiss over her rapidly beating heart.

“She then lays back and presents herself to
the male to be pleasured.” He said and felt her heart miss a
beat.

Slowly Kim lifted her face to look at him,
her eyes dark with desire. "She does?" she whispered.

"Yes." Wray replied, his eyes never leaving
hers. It would be up to her if they were to take this further. It
would always be her choice.

Kim's eyes searched Wray's, wondering if she
was brave enough to do what he was suggesting. Would she be able
to? She had never Joined with a male, even before stinky bastard
and he didn’t count. She’d never wanted to. She knew her friends
had thought that was weird, but she’d never gotten past the heavy
petting stage and now she knew why. She’d been waiting for
Wray.

In his arms she knew she was safe, knew that
if she wanted to stop
,
Wray wouldn’t force
her, would understand. He loved her. This massive wonderful male,
who could have any female he wanted
,
loved
her,
even knowing what had happened to her, even with all
her faults… it was all she needed to know to let herself lean back,
trusting him to keep her safe.

Wray stilled as he waited for Kim to decide
if they would continue or not. She had already allowed him to touch
her in ways no other female had. She’d already taught him so much…
given him so much with her gentle touches and kisses that he could
wait for as long as it took for her to be comfortable in Joining
with him.

When she seemed to be leaning away from him,
his hands instantly shifted to her back. When she continued to lean
back, his eyes widened at the realization of what that meant.

"Kim..."

"Show me
,
Wray," she
whispered.

Quickly shifting
,
Wray yanked the shirt from between them and tossed it behind her.
Rising to his knees, he finished lowering her unto their makeshift
bed.

Resting an elbow on either side of her, he
let his gaze travel down her body and lost his breath. She was a
Goddess. Her flame red hair sprayed out around her, the perfect
foil for her pale lush form while slumberous green eyes stared up
at him. Nothing in all the known universes was as beautiful as his
Kim.

Leaning down to kiss her Wray discovered for
the first time what it felt like to have a soft willing female
beneath him and stilled. Closing his eyes, he savored the feeling
of being truly trusted by a female, not just tolerated and felt his
eyes fill.

When he felt Kim’s gentle touch, he slowly
opened his eyes and found her watching him concerned. Bending down
so his chest pressed firmly against hers, he captured her lips with
a hunger he knew she would understand.

It took all Wray's control to end the kiss.
He had become addicted to kissing her, but right now was not about
his pleasure it was about her. Trailing his lips along her jaw, he
followed the curve of her neck and felt the rapid beat of her
pulse. She was so soft, so vulnerable like this, but he knew it was
desire that made her pulse race not fear.

Continuing his exploration, he slid further
down so his mouth could explore her bountiful breasts. Slowly he
worked his way up the generous slope of one breast pausing just
before reaching the summit. Kim’s ‘please
,
Wray’ was all the encouragement he needed to complete his journey,
claiming the peak by sucking it deep into the recess of his
mouth.

Goddess
,
how
wonderful was it to feel her respond to him this way, to know she
not only enjoyed what he was doing but wanted more. Licking and
kissing his way across her ample chest
,
Wray made sure not to miss a single inch before he journeyed up her
other peak, giving it the same attention as its twin.

Silently vowing to return
,
Wray was finally able to force himself to leave this
new
ly
discovered area and journey on to
the more familiar.

Kissing his way down her quivering stomach,
his arms slowly lifted a long, pale leg over each shoulder, opening
her to him.

This was
not
the way he had pleasured
Adana. Adana would present herself on the edge of his bed, opening
herself to him in such a way that he would touch as little of her
as possible.

That’s not what he wanted with Kim. He wanted
her draped over every part him. He needed it. He craved her touch,
wanted it on every part of his body, as he touched every part of
her.

Carefully his thumbs moved through the silky
curls that hid her female secrets and was shocked to discover they
were already soaked with her juices. Parting them, he found her
female nub plump and glistening, begging him to taste it. Confident
in his ability to pleasure her this way
,
he lowered his mouth only to have her jerk at the unfamiliar
touch.

"Easy
,
little
one
," he whispered softly, his hot breath
bathing the sensitive area as he looked up at her, "
N
o more than you are willing to give, my vow." Feeling
her slowly relax, his mouth returned to her nub and discovered what
heaven had to taste like. It was sweet and succulent... beautiful
and brave… it was Kim.

While his tongue swirled around her nub, he
slowly sunk a thick finger into her hot channel. When she groaned
and raised her hips silently begging for more, he slipped in a
second finger and immediately felt her tight channel soften around
them, accepting the intrusion.

Slowly he pumped his fingers in and out of
her slick channel discovering and exploiting all those secret
places that brought her pleasure. His mouth and tongue licked and
sucked her nub until it was plump and engorged, ready to be
plucked.

"Wray..." Kim cried out as his fingers rubbed
that special spot she didn’t know she had.

Lifting his head
,
Wray could see how close she was to finding her pleasure. “Release
for me
,
Kim.” He ordered gruffly as his
fingers rubbed that special spot again and lightly pinched her nub.
"Show me how much I pleasure you."

“Wray!” Kim screamed as every part of her
body responded to his command and exploded.

Kim lay on her back, panting as she stared up
at the stars.
‘My God
,
he made
me see stars
,
’
s
he thought
. S
lowly she began
to realize it wasn’t stars she was seeing, it was the luciferins,
sparkling down at her as the aftershocks of her release traveled
through her system.

She had been worried she wouldn’t be able to
do it, to open herself up completely to a male and she hadn’t.
She’d opened herself up to
Wray
and with him she found she
could do anything. He was her strength. He made her feel beautiful.
With him it was as if nothing bad had ever touched her and never
would again. He was so gentle and yet so strong. He was always
honest with her, letting her know how much he wanted her, but that
he would never force her.

When he laid her down and surrounded her with
his massive body, she should have been terrified but she hadn’t
been. Instead, she’d felt safe and protected. In his arms, she knew
no harm would ever come to her.

Wray slowly worked his way back up Kim’s
body, enjoying how soft and pliant it had become with her release
while enjoying the fact that he was the male who had given it to
her. She was everything he had ever hoped for in a female but had
never known was possible. Rising above her, he knew that now he
would make her his completely…

Kim’s breath caught as she felt Wray move up
her body. His bare skin felt so good it brushed and rubbed against
hers. Everything he did felt good. When she felt something nudge
between her spread thighs, she stiffened.
W
hen it pressed harder,
she
found herself whimpering.

“Kim…” Wray’s voice had her eyes searching
for his. “It’s alright
,
my Kim.” He said
and she felt the pressure ease as he quickly moved to her side,
making sure he didn’t touch her.

“Wray?” She gave him a confused look, then
suddenly realized what had happened. How could she have been so
stupid! “Oh God! I’m so sorry
,
Wray!”

“You have nothing to be sorry for
,
Kim.” Wray said. He refused to let her know how
disappointed he was that she was not ready to Join with him, how
hard it was for him to move away.

“I do.” She said sitting up. “I don’t know
why I acted like that. I knew you expected…”

“Nothing. I expected nothing.” He told
her
,
shifting slightly away from her. “I
told
you I would take
nothing you weren’t
willing to give and I meant
it
. You are
not yet fully recovered. It was wrong of me to pressure you.”

“You didn’t pressure me
,
Wray. I’m the one that pressured you. I really
thought I was ready, that I could handle it.” Kim couldn’t believe
she’d done that to him and put an apologetic hand on the back he’d
turned to her.

“Don’t!” he said harshly, jerking away from
her. “I am not fully in control of myself.”

“I…” Kim’s voice caught, unable to hide the
hurt his flinching away had caused her, but after a moment she
looked at him,
really
looked at him. He faced away from her,
his head down, shoulders hunched. His back was slick with sweat and
his hands were clenched on his thighs. His entire body trembled…
and as shocking as all that was, it wasn’t what had her speechless.
What had her speechless was the size of his cock bobbing angrily in
time with his ragged breathing.

Unconcerned about her nakedness, Kim moved so
she was facing him, her knees just touching his and waited for him
to look at her
. W
hen he didn’t
,
she placed a gentle hand over his fisted one. “I’m
sorry.”

“You have nothing to be sorry for, little
one.” He said through gritted teeth.

“Yes, I do. I…”

“It was too soon, Kim and I knew this. It is
my responsibility to see that you are cared for and I did not.”

“I wouldn’t say that.” She ducked her head,
trying to catch his eye. “I’d say you ‘cared’ for me just fine. If
fact
,
I loved the way you ‘cared’ for me.
Will you let me care for you now?”