Wrapped in Silk (18 page)

“Alright, you sound serious. Are you alright?” Brody asked cautiously.

Emma set two plates on the table and sat across from him. She looked up and forced a smile.

“Brody where do you see yourself in three months,” she asked as he took his first bite of his
omelets, “Don’t answer that keep eating, I want you to just listen…”

Brody swallowed, “Emma I can answer.”

“No I don’t want you to, I want you to know some things. You asked me about the scar on my belly. I had surgery a few years ago. I have one ovary, and no uterus. I won’t be able to have any more children. Besides I am too old to anyway. I am overly protective of my daughter and always will be. I was not always an only child. I had an older sister that was taken at a shopping mall and never returned. I have extremely low self esteem, which means I will get fat again. I am just taking a step towards a career so I have no retirement. Frankly I have nothing to offer you and I want you to leave today and find someone who will be able to give you everything you deserve in life. I mean I would love to spend the day in my bed fucking you until neither of us could walk and then drop you off at the airport and kiss you goodbye knowing that what we had was amazing. We have been great rebound material for each other, but love? Brody love doesn’t last, not between two people who are so different,” Emma took a deep breath and chewed the food she had stuffed in her mouth.

She took a deep breath and sat back. Her head still hung low as she tried to avoid looking at him.
Okay Brody say something please say something, she thought
trying to will him to speak.

“Please say something,” she
finally whispered.

“Thank you for
breakfast, I am ready for you to show me your bed now,” Brody said, his voice was different than ever before.

He pulled her chair out and she stood unsteadily and he grabbed her waist. She walked up the stairs and to the end of the hall. When they entered
the room painted in soft rose he looked around and then back to her. His eyes went from dancing at the door to dangerous in the bedroom. She had not seen this look before and she wasn’t sure what he was feeling, she started to speak and his mouth crashed into hers.

He pulled away after his fast hard kiss, “You are done talking for awhile, you just fucking floored me down there. If I wasn’t leaving you for three weeks i
n just a few short hours I would fuck you until you where about ready to come. But you wouldn’t, I would not allow it after that shit down there. And that would continue until I couldn’t take it anymore and then you would suck me until I came in your mouth. I would walk out that door and you would be left here to wish I had not left or you chased after me. Emma your clothes are still on, get them off,” he growled and she jumped.

Holy fuck he is so hot and rude and why do I still want him so badly, she wondered
. Brody grabbed her shirt and pulled it over her head and next her pants. She stood still, her heart beating harshly like a wild bird’s wings against her chest. He ripped her under ware off and rubbed his nose in them and moaned.
Oh fuck me,
I think I am going to come right now she thought
and she squeezed her thighs together and moaned.

“Not yet Emma
you’ll come when I tell you to,” he said and took her bra straps off her shoulders and bit her neck and turned her around, unsnapped her bra and it fell to the floor, “Lay down, if this gets too intense let me know, bend over.”

Emma did as she wa
s told and he rubbed her sex, “All ready for me Em, good,” he slipped his finger into her gently and then harder until he heard her breathing change. She squeeze around his finger and he pulled it out. He flipped her to her back and she gasped. He avoided eye contact and pulled her up to sit kneeling down in front of her he spread her knees wide, he put two fingers into her mouth, “Suck.”

Emma obeyed.

He pulled his fingers away f
rom her mouth and slid them in her, she moaned, “Brody, please.”

“Quiet,” he said as he continued to pleasure her.

Emma looked down and saw his jaw clenched and the wild look in his eyes as he pulled his hand away and licked and nibbled and sucked between her legs. Emma was on the edge again and he stood up and kissed her.

“P
lease Brody,” she whimpered. He pulled her up the bed and kissed her hard and roughly kissed down her body until he reached her sex again and licked and tugged until again she was on the edge, he pulled away. And finally he looked at her, she had tears in her eyes and finally something snapped. His eyes changed to her Brody.

“Emma,” he whispered and took a deep breath.

Her tears started flowing and he kissed them away. Finally she breathed and kissed him back. He lay on top of her and gently eased into her and slowly, softly made love to her until they both came.

Emma rolled to her side putting he
r back to him. Brody sat up and pulled his pants up.

He sat on the edge of the bed with his elbows on his knees and hands in his hair, “I am going to take off.”

She let out a breath and sat up and grabbed her shirt, “I will walk you out,” she whispered.

“No need,” Brody said coldly.

“Fine,” Emma said and grabbed her clothes and quickly walked past him, dressing as she walked down the hall.

When he came down Brody heard her in the bathroom crying.

He knocked on the door, “You alright?”

“NO, I am not alright, but you can leave you proved your point to yourself, whatever the fuck it was,” Emma yelled.

She heard the door open and waited a few minutes and walked out with tears pouring down her face, she grabbed a tissue and blew her nose and screamed into her hands. She turned and he was sitting at the table with his arms crossed over his chest scowling at the ground.

Brody peered up and softly said, “I’m sorry.”

“For what?” Emma asked trying to get it together.

“Everything you have been through. Your sister, your shitty self esteem, that you can’t have more children. I am sorry you don’t believe me when I say I love you and that the past almost two weeks have left you still doubting what I tell you,” Brody quietly said.

“But not about what happened upstairs,” Emma gasped.

“No. I took control so you didn’t have to. I let you come and I should not have. If you were not spending tomorrow night with your ex I would not have let you. You would have been so worked up that all you would have thought about was how badly you needed me to
fuck you that none of your doubts would have mattered, so no. I told you to tell me if it was too much and you didn’t,” Brody stated unemotionally.

Emma gasped, “Why would you do that to me when you say you love me?”

Brody raised an eyebrow, “You are not allowed to act pissed Emma, you were ending it down here.”

“So why are you still here,” Emma asked trying to use the same detached tone he had used with her, “Do you need to fuck me
senseless again?”

“If that’s what you want, but no I wanted to say I was sorry,” he said
coolly.

She could see the bulge in his pants growing,
shit why do I still want him, because I love him, because he rocks in bed, because he is still here she thought.

“Fine I will be upstairs waiting to be fucked again, even though that is a nasty word!”

When he walked in the room she was sitting on the bed in a t-shirt looking down. Brody climbed in behind her and sat against the head board and grabbed her and pulled her between his legs and held her, she relaxed and leaned back into him.

“After we made love Emma this is what should have happened, I should have held you. I don’t regret taking you to the edge over and over, but I do regret not ending it like this, I was pissed.” Emma didn’t respond but she put her hands on his
knees. “Em what happened with your sister?” he asked softly.

“She was kidnapped and killed,” Emma said in a straightforward tone.

“My God I am so sorry,” Brody kissed her head.

“Ya me too,” Emma sighed.

“And your surgery,” he asked quietly.

“Cysts and the fact he wouldn’t have more babies. I couldn’t deal with the pain knowing it was not going to be rewarded with a bundle of life,” she laughed softly.

“Em I don’t need to have a child,” Brody whispered softly in her ear.

“That’s not a decision you should make in an hour or two. You will be a great father someday Brody, London adores you
, I know you’ll be such a wonderful father,” Emma felt tears building in her eyes again.

“You
’re beautiful Emma, you should see you the way everyone else does, you should never worry about what you look like. The day I ran into you my breath was taken away immediately, you left me breathless,” he kissed her again. “You are more than I could have ever imagined, I wish you knew how deeply I feel for you. So as far as me wanting more Emma, you are my more, I love you.”

“Please
, I won’t hold you back, right now, even after your nonsense here earlier…” Emma began.

“
You liked it, tell me it was awful Em…” Brody nuzzled into her neck.

“I like you Brody, I love you and want you to
be happy without resentment. I love you enough to let you have everything you deserve without me holding you back, I hope you understand that,” Emma took a deep breath trying not to cry.

“Not going to happen, stop your nonsense or I will fuck you senseless Em,” he lightly bit down her neck.
Emma moaned, “You liked me being in control Emma?”

“I didn’t like how detached you seemed. It was like you left me, where did you go
?” Emma asked.

Brody took a deep breath, “Skirting the question Emma, did you like it?”

“Yes I did,” she whispered.

“Good to know, might we do that again. If I promise to stay with you, not act so detached.” Brody’s hand rubbed across her shirt and the other down her sex. “Hmm I guess that’s a yes. Oh Emma you are going to love this, trust me. I am going to take you right to the edge and I promise not to let go, you trust me Em?” Emma turned and looked at him. He looked like a kid on Christmas morning and his excitement made her hot and anxious all at the same time
, she shook her head yes and he watched her eyes widen. “Perfect, I am going to need a few things.”

Brody stood up and opened her closet and grabbed three scarves, he looked back at Emma and winked. Her heart was pounding and her mouth watering as he took off his clothes and stood naked in front of her. His legs where long and muscular and his ass should be the front cover of his next album. It would be a number one hit even if not one song was on it. He grabbed his
iPhone out of his pocket and plugged it into her Bose on her nightstand. He looked at her and bit his lips pondering a thought and then grinned devilishly and raised an eyebrow. Emma giggled.

“Emma don’t you dare laugh,” he warned her.

Brody gently tied her arm to the headboard and kissed her and tied the next.

“Close your eyes,” he breathed and kissed her. Emma was tied and blindfolded when she heard the music start. She giggled when she heard Nine Inch Nails start, until he bit down on her very alert nipples and pulled them almost painfully away from her body, she whimpered and
immediately felt the pain and pleasure shoot between her legs from just that.

Brody’s fingers lightly skimmed over her breasts and she breathed heavy
, he teased her with his hands the entire song and she was about ready to make him stop. Her breathing was heavy and she was already wet when Zeppelins Whole Lot Of Love filled her ears and she tried to relax, she felt her legs spread, and his tongue crashed into her and she yelled out his name. She realized immediately that the more intense the music got the more intense her pleasure was,
Damn he is good my music man she thought and enjoyed his slow, pleasureful, torture.
Damn this is a long song and she was ready and wanted to come so badly. Cold Play Paradise started and he stopped and moved back to her breasts.

“Hey Music Man,” she whimpered “I need you inside me please,”
she felt him pull away and the door closed, “Fuck,” she said and stomped her foot. Her feet both quickly were raised above his shoulders as he once again used his impressive oral skills to bring her to the edge. “Brody please, please,” the music changed and it was Blue Love, he lowered her down and she yelled out his name and she came hearing his voice. She felt her arms release and she sat up and went to remove the blindfold and he gently grabbed her hands and slide behind her and took it off. She turned her head and looked at him, he kissed her and lifted her onto him, her back to his chest, as he helped her move up and down his massive erection he muttered her name and said over and over, “I love you Em, forever.”

“Oh Brody, I love you,” she said
and turned so he wouldn’t see her cry. She moved up and down him with urgency and need. He tried to slow her but she wouldn’t, they both finished together. Brody laid down and pulled her onto him. His song was repeating and he was holding her tightly. She turned and buried her head into his chest. He felt her tears and tilted his head to look at her.