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Authors: Caitie Quinn

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Since I was working hard to not check out whatever site she was looking at these all these pictures on, I really had no idea, but I could guess.

“Auburn hair, blond streaks, glasses? Has that whole, I sail on the weekends, but I’m really just a JCrew kinda guy look going on?”
 

“Yeah, him. And probably the best looking guy I’ve seen in my life.”

“Oh. I haven’t met Best Looking Guy #1, but the other guy is Jenna’s boyfriend, Ben.”

“I really need to come visit you.”

“I’m so glad that where my personal tragedies couldn’t win a visit from you, the fact that I’m currently surrounded by hot guys does.”

“I’m shallow, but you love me anyway.”
 

“No pressure, but…” I’d never asked before and I couldn’t help but wonder how much of that was that I didn’t want to put her on the spot, how much was that I was afraid she’d say no, and how much was that I knew she’d rock the boat with Jason.

Somehow I’d never connected the fact that I knew she didn’t like him, and the two of them together for more than an afternoon would be a disaster, and the fact that it was him I was embarrassed by.

That’s not quite the right word. Not embarrassed. I mean, he was good-looking and smart and successful. Maybe I knew deep down that I would be embarrassed by being with him.

“Maybe,” I continued, “you could come visit?”

There was a pause on the other end and I knew she was thinking of a way to let me down lightly. I shouldn’t have asked. I knew better. I wasn’t the type of person people sacrificed for. Even my oldest friend. I knew better than to put someone on the spot like that

Finally, in a voice softer in more ways than one, Jayne answered, “I thought you’d never ask.”

“What?”

“Well, the two times I was there, Jason didn’t exactly love me and I didn’t want to put you on the spot where you felt you had to play referee or that you had to pick, so I figured you’d just…you know. We’d keep in touch and I’d see you whenever you came home.”

I closed my eyes and set my head down on the table in front of me, shocked and embarrassed by the truth I could hear in her words.

“I wish I’d known you felt that way.”

“Nah. You wouldn’t have been able to handle it while you were being
mentored
.” Jayne laughed on the other end of the line, breaking the tension. “But, honey, you’re a graduate now and we’re going to find you a professional.”

Ignoring the fact that her metaphor basically had me hiring a male prostitute, I was already mentally preparing for Hurricane Jayne to land.

FIFTEEN

Somewhere a phone was ringing.

It wasn’t my cell phone, so at first I was going to ignore it, but it just kept ringing. Then it stopped and started again.
 

I didn’t want to go all horror movie on myself, but…it was coming from inside the house.

Finally, I snuck into the kitchen—which was hard seeing as I could basically see the entire kitchen from my bed with the bedroom door open—and found a landline next to the fridge.

Should I answer it? Technically it was my phone now, but I didn’t even know there was a landline. Maybe it was someone who really needed to get in touch with Ben and if I didn’t answer it he’d never know his uncle three times removed who he’d never met before had died and left him a castle in Ireland.

Obviously, I needed to answer the phone.

Holding it to my ear as if it might explode, I almost whispered, “Hello?”

“Kasey?”

Someone knew my name. Maybe I had a stalker. That would pretty much round this week out well.
 

“Who is this?”

“It’s Max.”

My brain stalled out for a moment, first with,
Max who?
Then with,
Oh my gosh, Max calling me? He knows about the kittens.

Then sanity returned.

Well, as sane as I’d been lately.

“Hey, Max. What’s up?” Smooth.

“I was just calling to make sure you remembered to have the locks changed.”

I stared at the phone wondering what alternate reality I’d stepped into.

“Um, what?”

“You know the locks. How Ben said he wasn’t sure who had his old keys? As a woman alone, you want to make sure you know where all the keys are.”

“Right. It’s on the list.” And the list was the size of an old New York City phone book.

“How far down the list exactly is it?” He sounded suspicious. Like he didn’t believe there was a list or if there was that this wasn’t actually on it.

I bit my tongue and stopped the
Why is that your business
question from slipping out.

“Somewhere. It’s on there somewhere. But, then again so is buying food so I don’t starve to death, remembering to put clothes on when I leave the house so I’m not arrested, and to give up drying my hair in the bathtub.” I sucked in a breath¸ trying to keep my voice even. “You know, all that life stuff that keeps you from being dead.”

I thought Max would have a witty retort right away, but the phone stayed silent for a moment. I almost said, “Max?” but part of me was hoping he’d just given up, set the phone down, and walked away.

“I’m just trying to help.” He didn’t sound apologetic. He didn’t sound annoyed. He sounded like this was just a statement of fact.
 

I had a sad feeling that he’d call anyone he met one day previously to make sure she changed her locks.

“Thanks Max. But, I got this.” I wish I could say something like, I’ve been taking care of myself for years. But before the words came out of my mouth I knew they weren’t true. Even when I was taking care of my mom and her issues, she was at least enough of a parent to make sure I was fed and clothed and going to school. Her stuff was emotional balance. She wasn’t a crappy parent. Then four years of undergrad living in the dorms because it was easier and cheaper. Then off to grad school where I soon fell into the habit of following Jason’s lead.

Making a list would probably be a good idea. I scrambled around looking for a notebook. I had a feeling trying to keep it on my phone would crash the system.

“Okay.” He drew the word out and I knew there was more coming. “Have you sent a change of address form to the post office?”

“Max.
Really.
I got this.” All thoughts of fluffy kittens harbored in the safety of Max’s arms flew out of my head. Also, I added
update address
to the list.

This was for the best. Between the dream and Jenna’s matchmaking and Jayne’s encouragement to rebound, I hadn’t realized I’d been weakening. But, just when I started to think Max wasn’t such a bad idea, he called a phone I didn’t even know I had to remind me what a controlling guy was like.

“You know what though?” I asked. “Thank you for calling. It was really nice and a good reminder.”

“Reminder?”

“I’ll see you around. Have a good one.”

Before he could ask any more questions or give me any more safety initiatives about how to live my own life, I hung up.

Guy, gone.

And that’s how he was going to stay.

SIXTEEN

The next day, after breaking my back unpacking—and yes, getting the locks changed and emailing the post office—I packed up my laptop and headed over to The Brew to get some work done.

Ah, free wifi. The mating call of every self-employed startup on the planet.

“Back again, Mocha?” Abby looked at me in what I assumed was supposed to be a welcoming expression. “Still wearing those yoga pants everywhere, huh?”

I bit my tongue. It was going to be swollen by the end of the week if I kept having to deal with all these opinionated life-runners. I may not be ready to tell them to leave me alone, but at least I wasn’t letting them shove me around any more.

“Abby. Lovely to see you. You’re looking fresh as a daisy. Yes, a mocha would be great. I’ll just put my work over by the comfy chairs and be back when you’re done with my drink.” I gave her my super big smile. “Then we can just skip whatever today’s lecture would have been.”

Flashing her a syrupy smile, she rolled her eyes before I pivoted to head toward what I had decided was My Chair. Pulling the coffee table closer, I laid out my to do list and the list of potential people to contact about jobs. I needed to update LinkedIn, but I sure as anything wasn’t going near Facebook knowing Jason was bad mouthing me there. Why bother?

The whirl of the coffeemaker brought a smile to my face and I considered where I was going to find more clients just so I could afford to work here.

I paid for my drink, ignoring Abby as much as possible and settled into work.

Domain name, check.

Domain email contact form, check.

Price sheet, check.

Website set up sketched out, check.

LinkedIn profile created, check.

See, this wasn’t so hard.

I also had several people I needed to contact right away. It wasn't exactly stealing clients, but it was staying in touch. Not that it mattered. I knew the people who would have hired my old company, Brockman, weren’t the same ones who would take a chance on a one woman start up. 

Basically, a message saying that I was free and if they knew someone who was looking to hire a boutique shop to do specialized work, I would love to speak with them.

If I couldn't sell myself, I wasn't much of a marketing person, was I?

I was wrapping up my final draft of the press release when a slight body dropped into the chair across from me.

"I was hoping you'd be here." Jenna waved to John and started building a small office around her with a laptop and note cards and post-its and note cards and...basically everything but her desk.

"Tree still in your office?" Which, now that I was getting to know her, that made so much more sense and wasn't surprising in the least bit.

"Nope. The tree is gone, now I just need a roof and wall." She pulled her wallet out and headed toward the counter to order. When she got back, she propped her feet on the edge of the battered table and looked me over. "How goes the new company?"

"Not bad. My website went live and I’m about to email all my contacts to let them know I'm a free agent."

"Nice. Any bites already?" Jenna looked so hopeful, I almost hated to try to explain to her that I was basically one failure away from eating Ramen.

"Not yet, but I haven't sent out most of the mailing. I've only changed my LinkedIn, and it's early. I'll send the press release after lunch when people are back but their morning stuff is off their plate." 

"Ooohhh. A plan. I love it!" 

Abby walked Jenna's drink down and plopped it down in front of her. "You know, this isn't a wait service situation. Feel free to not make me walk over here."

"Abby, the six feet isn't bad for you. And, you could have just shouted at me if you didn't want to walk it over."

Abby rolled her eyes again, set the drink down and wandered off as if Jenna hadn't just reprimanded her. I was beginning to think that was Abby's version of a smile.

"So,” Jenna dove right in as I set up, “have you looked at my website yet? Do you know what you'd do?"

I'd actually spent the night before looking at it and reading her books’ reviews on Amazon to get a feel for not only how she saw her books, but how her readers saw them.

"Yup. And I have a few questions I'd like you to answer before I move forward." 

I handed her my client questionnaire that was basically a tuned up version of the one I'd created for Brockman. "This will help me know what your vision is if you have one, how open you are to something new, what your limitations are, and where you may not know you need help. Skip the budget questions."

"Why am I skipping the budget question?"

"You're obviously on a separate payment plan. I'm willing to do a complete overhaul for you for a discounted amount so you can be one of my portfolio sites." I named a price I thought was probably fair for everything she'd done for me and would still make my time worth it with the portfolio option.

"Kasey, that's not even half of what I paid to have the site created in the first place."

I tried to keep my disgust off my face since her site wasn't worth twice what I was charging her to begin with.

"We'll build into this a payment structure for updates and maintenance. Not to worry, you'll be paying me for years to come to manage this for you if you don't get an assistant."

That was my plan. To construct a company that was more than just a design studio. I was building a one-stop partnership where the care and management of your marketing assets were key, so a small business didn't need to grow their marketing department. Not to mention, I’d have a constant flow of business.

"That sounds good." Jenna paged through my printouts. “I mean, every time I had a new book come out it was like pulling teeth to get the site updated. I'd like to find someone who I could depend on to make sure things are seamless."

"That's me. Seamless."

"Perfect. And, you can tell me all about it tonight at game night."

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