Wolf's Den - A BBW Shifter Romance Novel (42 page)

“Dutch, I need to get out of here,” I told him when I called him after I got home from work.

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“I just need to see you and get out of my apartment. Can we go out?” I asked and wondered if he could hear the desperation in my voice.

“Yeah, sure. I’ll be there in half an hour. What do you want to do?” he asked.

“I want to ride. That’s all,” I answered. It was getting cooler in the evenings so in addition to my black jeans and long sleeve t-shirt, I wore a light jacket. Dutch showed up looking like I’d hoped. Tight blue jeans, a red t-shirt with a half-naked girl all but humping a bike on the front and a leather jacket.

“What’s the matter?” he asked when I hugged him tightly.

“Nothing, I just missed you,” I lied. I did miss him but there was so much more. I didn’t want to tell him. I felt foolish for all of my negative thoughts. I just wanted to be with him.

“I missed you too,” he said and led me out to his bike with his hand on the small of my back. I strapped on my helmet and straddled the bike. Everything melted away and I slipped my arms around Dutch as we sped off into the evening. I didn’t know where we were going and I didn’t care. I just wanted to ride and feel right again.

We rode out into the flatlands beyond the city and into the night. God, I loved this. I could do this every day. The rumble of the motorcycle, the wind in my face and the exhilaration of the road gliding by beneath my feet. Finally, we pulled off the highway and parked. It was nowhere special, just a wide spot in the road. Dutch leaned against his bike and I fell into his arms and buried my face in his chest. He wrapped his strong arms around me and I felt safe.

This is when I loved his silence. He didn’t talk, he just held me for as long as I wanted. I felt sexy and wanted again. I felt free. I let Dutch hold me, soaking up the feelings and hoping they would overwhelm all my fears. That’s what they were, fears. I knew that and I hoped coming to that conclusion might help me dismiss them.

“We should eat,” Dutch finally said. I realized I was hungry as soon as he said it.

“Yeah, I’m famished,” I said looking up at Dutch. He had a strange look in his eyes as if he could read my mind and knew everything I had been thinking. I didn’t want him to know. I didn’t want anyone to know. This was all so amazing and I was ruining it by overthinking things. I didn’t want anyone to know how foolish I was being.

We rode back towards the city and found a lousy looking pizzeria. I looked at Dutch as we got off the bike wondering what he was thinking. He chuckled.

“Trust me,” he said. The inside of the place didn’t do much to alleviate my concerns. It was dark and dingy, not dirty really but not exactly clean either. There were four tables and a counter. Behind the counter was a big, round man with a bald head and a handlebar mustache dressed in a white apron.

“Dutch, how are you?” he asked in a vague Italian accent.

“Good, Louie. How about a couple of pies and beers?” Dutch said.

“Anything for you and the lady,” Louie said and held his big meaty hand out to me. I took it and Dutch introduced me.

“This is Shauna,” was all he said. I tried not to read anything into that fact I wasn’t introduced as his girlfriend but I failed miserably. Louie took my hand and kissed it.

“Nice to meet you. The works?” he asked us. Dutch told him that would be fine. We took seats at a table and a few moments later, Louie brought us two draft beers and then went in back to make our pizzas leaving Dutch and I alone.

“What are we doing, Dutch?” I asked suddenly and part of me regretted it.

“How do you mean?” he asked.

“You and I, what are we doing?” I reiterated.

“I’m not sure what you mean, Shauna,” he said. I thought better of pursuing my question. Honestly, I didn’t want to know. I was afraid his answer wouldn’t be the one I wanted.

“Nothing. Don’t worry about it. I’m just being silly,” I said. I was being silly but I couldn’t make myself stop it. Dutch glared at me and for a moment, I thought he might try to get me to talk but he didn’t. I put on a smile and sipped my beer. Louie brought our pizzas and I was thankful for the distraction. They were personal sized and they smelled heavenly.

“This is really good,” I said after the first slice of my pizza.

“I told you to trust me,” Dutch said I could have sworn he meant it in a broader sense.

“I know. You were right,” I replied. Louie checked on us and we both raved about the pizza to his delight. He humbly accepted the compliments and then left us alone. We finished, or rather Dutch did. I couldn’t eat all of mine but I wanted too. We let dinner settle as we sipped our beers.

“I’m going to be gone for a couple of days,” Dutch said suddenly.

“For what?” I asked.

“I have to deliver a bike. I’d ask you to come, but it’s a long drive and I figure you have to work anyway,” he said. He was right. I probably couldn’t get away from work.

“I’ll be home Friday. We can go out, maybe with Locke and Sheila,” Dutch offered. I nodded. I wasn’t looking forward to being alone with my thoughts again. I had to find a way to get past all this but sitting around my apartment for two days wasn’t going to help. Dutch, as if he could hear my thoughts, said, “Maybe you and Sheila should go out. Something tells me you could use a friend,” he said.

“That’s a good idea,” I told him. I was sure he wasn’t just saying that. He knew something was up with me.

“Good,” he said. That helped. He knew something was wrong and he was trying to help me. I smiled at him and he smiled back.

“I need you, daddy,” I said. Sometimes I could just sense how Dutch felt about me. I wished he’d just say it but right then, I was going to take what I could get. Dutch cocked an eyebrow and my pussy tingled. My desire was almost as good at banishing my demons as Dutch’s embrace or riding on his Softail. Dutch threw some money on the table and out we went. I eagerly climbed onto his bike and slid my arms around him, one of my hands grabbing the hardness in his jeans.

Dutch pushed his bike harder than usual. I could feel his eagerness. The rumble of the bike and the exhilaration of speeding down the highway went right to my loins. My pussy was warm, swollen and wet. I wanted Dutch to go down on me, to take me and fuck me silly. Little did I know that he had other ideas. I knew Dutch liked to take control, and I loved to let him, but tonight he was going to take it to another level.

Back at my apartment, all the negative thoughts, the silly fears, were gone. I was naked before we made it to my bedroom. I crawled onto my bed and waited for Dutch to join me. He didn’t, however. He didn’t get undressed other than shedding his leather jacket. Instead, he went to my dresser and rifled through my drawers. I watched curiously as he opened one drawer and then the next. Then he found what he was looking for and came to the bed with two pairs of pantyhose and a pair of my panties.

I was about to ask his what he was up to but Dutch simply said, “Trust me.” I nodded, suddenly scared like I was the first time with Dutch. The night he took me to the edge of orgasm and left me there wanting before he made me suck his cock until he came all over me. Dutch rolled me over and began to bind my ankles with one pair of hose. Then he pulled my arms behind me and once he had my wrists secured, he stuffed the panties into my mouth and wrapped the other leg of the pair of hosiery around my head trapping the panties in my mouth.

He rolled me over onto my back, at least as far as I could go with my hands bound behind my back. I was terrified and as excited as I’d ever been. Dutch seemed pleased with his work and the thick ridge snaking down the leg of his jeans proved he was enjoying what he saw. I had no idea what he had in mind, but somehow I knew it would be frustratingly perfect.

Dutch pushed my legs into the air above my body and then he began petting my pussy. It felt fantastic but I wanted so much more. Soon, however, his fingers moved south and he began gently rubbing my anus. My eyes went wide and Dutch smiled as he saw that I understood. My pussy wasn’t going to get much, if any, attention tonight. Tonight, my big, round ass was on the menu.

“You have toys? Lube?” Dutch asked. I nodded and looked towards my dresser. Dutch got up and quickly found what he wanted. The vibrator I’d used to try and chase my strange attraction to the biker with the sexy blue eyes away the first night I met him and a bottle of clear lube. Dutch came back to the bed, still dressed, and tossed his find on the bed. Suddenly and aggressively, he went down on me, his tongue and lips zeroing in on my ass instead of my swollen mound.

I squealed despite myself, though it was muffled behind the makeshift gag. I’d played a little down there, but I’d never had a man do what Dutch was doing. His hands grasped the back of my thighs and pushed them further into the air exposing my wide ass so Dutch could really go to town. Holy fuck! It felt amazing and I felt my pussy well up and leak down between my ass cheeks. Soon Dutch had his tongue wedged inside me and he wiggled it as I moaned and writhed beneath him.

Dutch’s fingers kneaded my succulent thighs as his tongue brought me to places I’d never dared venture. My breathing was deep and ragged and my eyes were wide with shock and wonder. I wanted to scream, I wanted to express what I was feeling, but I couldn’t. Not really with my panties stuffed into my mouth. This was so incredibly dirty, exciting and even a little frightening. In short, I loved every moment.

Then Dutch got to his knees and one hand massaged my backdoor as the other began working at his jeans. “Daddy’s going to fuck your big sexy ass but you’re not going to come until this weekend when I get back,” Dutch said as he freed his long, hard erection. I moaned and whined, begging Dutch to reconsider. That wasn’t right, it wasn’t fair, but it was the most delicious thing I’d ever heard. Dutch laughed an evil little laugh and then spanked my pussy.

I jumped and screeched behind the gag. Oh my God, I was truly at Dutch’s whims. I was bound and helpless and it was strangely liberating. I could just enjoy as Dutch had his way with me. I didn’t have to take responsibility for anything that happened, I didn’t need to worry about pleasing Dutch. I could just let go and let things happen. Dutch retrieved the bottle of lube and poured way too much onto my ass and then onto his cock. Suddenly, a thick finger invaded my ass and it sent sensations through me like electricity.

“You like that? You like it in the ass, Shauna? You want daddy to fuck you hard and leave you begging?” Dutch asked and I nodded vigorously. Then Dutch slid his finger past my resistance and the slight pain was lost in the deep pleasure. Dutch removed his finger and replaced it with the vibrator, fucking me slowly with it as it buzzed away and drove me crazy. As he did that, Dutch slipped his cock between my thighs and let it rest on my bare mound. That was just mean!

I could see his cock laying there, tempting me, and I swear my pussy actually quivered with need. However, the toy in my behind was almost enough to satisfy the want...almost. Dutch fucked me deeper and deeper with the vibrator. My head screamed I couldn’t take it, that it was too much, but it wasn’t long before Dutch proved my fears wrong. As he pumped the buzzing toy in and out of my ass, Dutch took his cock and began slapping my pussy with it.

If I could have spoken, I would have called him a bastard. The beautiful son of a bitch was driving me mad, tormenting me as he had his way with me. Then suddenly, the toy was gone and his cock moved to replace it. I went stiff, my mind telling me his broad shaft could never fit inside without ripping me in half. Dutch took the opportunity to slap my pussy and then gently caressed my swollen, wet mound with his fingers.

“Relax,” was all he said as his cock began to invade me. I tried to slow my breathing and settle down. It was difficult. I was so worked up, thrilled and scared out of my wits. My pussy ached for attention, something I was sure it wouldn’t get. Dutch didn’t afford me any opportunity to get my head around this. It was coming hard and fast and I’m sure that was by design. Keeping me unsettled just added to the fun.

“You ever passed out from getting fucked? You ever cried? I mean just sobbed uncontrollably after getting worked over by a big cock?” Dutch asked and his cock pushed beyond my resistance and filled me completely. I shrieked, though it was muffled, and my eyes went wide. I couldn’t answer the questions, but the answer was no. Is that what he wanted? I was only mildly surprised that it was exactly what I wanted.