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Authors: Eileen Cook

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Don't even bother trying to make it up to me. YOU ended the friendship. Someone who can be so disloyal is dead to me!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
 

I saw Anna looking around the physio gym from the doorway. I was in the back on a plinth. Sam had hooked me up to a TENS machine. It was supposed to help with the pain. I wanted to get completely off the pain medication. I figured I should have a goal as long as I was going to be sticking around the hospital. Dr. Weeks said there was no reason to believe that the low levels of drugs I was on would have any impact on my memory, but I wasn't sure. When the nurse delivered the tiny beige pills just before bed, I loved the warm fuzzy feeling they gave me. It was like being under a fleece blanket with a mug of hot chocolate. It smoothed out all the edges, made things feel soft. But that softening came at a price. Maybe my mind wouldn't let me remember if it was too easy. Without the pills, my life was sharp and jagged. Maybe I needed those edges to snag, to rip a memory free. I had to remember so I could prove I hadn't done it. I was running out of time.

Anna spotted me and wove her chair through the gym. She was keeping an eye out for Sam. He didn't like people to have their sessions interrupted. She rolled up next to me.

“When are you out of here?” Anna asked.

I glanced at the clock over the door. “Another twenty minutes.”

“Meet me up on the roof deck. I've got some stuff to show you.” She wheeled off without saying anything else.

Whatever she'd found couldn't be good news. She hadn't hunted me down to tell me my hair was looking great or that some hot actor or athlete was stopping by the rehab center to visit with patients and take pictures. I checked the clock again. Not even a full minute had gone by. If I tried to wait nineteen more, I'd explode. I peeled up the electrodes. I'd tell Sam I had a headache. He'd give me the face, but then he'd let me go. Technically I should be discharged anyway. The only reason I was still in the program was as a way to hide me from the Italian authorities. I could tell everyone on the treatment team felt awkward about the situation. I was taking up a bed that could have been used by someone else.

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