Winning Her Racy Heart [Racy Nights 1] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting) (11 page)

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Adison’s mouth roamed over her breasts, leaving tiny bites on her nipples, just the way she loved it. In between her legs, Noah’s middle finger was deep inside her pussy, rubbing her G-spot in a way that had her moaning loudly and writhing on the bed. When his tongue flicked her clit, she squirted in a wet, explosive climax that left her shaking and dizzy.

Adison climbed on top of her and nuzzled her neck as he plunged his thick cock into her swollen pussy. He lifted her legs over his shoulders, shoving deep inside her. The contractions of her orgasm went on and on as he fucked her mercilessly.

Noah straddled her chest and teased her lips with the head of his dick, slick with pre-cum. She wasted no time in parting her lips to take it inside. As he fucked her mouth, Adison kept up a steady rhythm inside her pussy.

The sound of thunder woke Kari up. She struggled to catch her breath, glancing around at the dark room. When lightning flashed, she sat up and hugged her knees. Thunderstorms in October…only in Indiana.

“It was only a dream,” she whispered into the dark. Disappointment settled over her like a shroud. It had been so vivid—so real. Her pussy was soaked and felt heavy, like she’d actually had an orgasm in her sleep. She wanted both men in her bed so badly at that moment, the temptation to text them each and give them the details of her dream was strong.

Before going to bed, she and Alexa had talked for three hours, debating all the pros and cons of Kari having sex with both Noah and Adison, and what it would be like to be involved in a ménage relationship. Alexa had no firsthand experience either, but she’d brought up many legitimate points. They also talked about whether Kari should tell them about the upcoming trial, and both had agreed that doing so would put them in danger.

They also agreed it was impossible not to expect some degree of jealousy from each man if Kari was to become physically involved with both. They’d already exhibited that, so there was no reason to assume it wouldn’t be magnified if the three of them were ever to find themselves in bed together. As for having an agreed-upon ménage relationship, both she and Alexa concluded that it would present obstacles no conventional relationship ever could, but that it would also take the sexual exploration possibilities to unparalleled heights.

As soon as they’d started talking about the kinds of things you could do in bed with two men as opposed to only one, the conversation disintegrated into laughter as each tried to top the other with erotic ideas. By the time they both declared they were too tired to stay awake, Kari had wiped tears from the corners of her eyes more than once from laughing so hard. Alexa had a way of making everything seem better, even when all she did was listen.

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Adison stopped by Wednesday after work to bring Kari and Alexa Chinese food. Alexa was delighted that he’d made sure hers had no meat. They sat in the shop and ate, and then Adison said he had to go to his parents’ house because his sister and brother-in-law had a new baby, and they were going to be there. He kissed Kari before he left, and he told her how much he was looking forward to Friday night.

Kari and Noah talked on the phone Wednesday and Thursday evening. Kari waited until Thursday to tell him Adison had asked if she wanted to see Maddox’s house the next night. She’d debated for two days whether to tell him and made a mental pact that if he mentioned seeing her Friday she would say something, but finally decided it wouldn’t be fair not to tell him, regardless.

“So, are you going then?” His voice gave her no indication of his emotional state at that moment.

“I would like to see it, Noah.” He didn’t speak for several seconds, and she thought she’d lost the call.

“Maybe I should go, too.”

Kari sucked in a breath as images from her dream floated through her mind. She wanted so badly to tell him the details. “Maybe you should.”

“May I ask you something personal, Kari?”

“Of course.” She tensed, waiting for it.

“Are you having sex with Adison again?”

“No.” Her answer was quick and firm. She swore she heard him sigh into the phone.

“Thank you for telling me, even though it’s none of my business.”

“Noah, I really want to see you again. I’ve missed you.”

“I’ve missed you, too. So much.” She could feel his sincerity through the phone.

“But you should know that I want to get to know Adison again as well.”

“I know you do.”

“I wish we could talk about this in person. Phones aren’t adequate for conversations like this.”

“Kari, we will. But for now I want you to know I’m not upset or anything. It’s not like I have a claim on you.”

“Thank you, Noah.”

“I’m going to be at Maddox’s tomorrow night.”

A shiver ran through Kari at the sound of his voice. It had the same low, sexy tone to it she’d heard on Saturday. “I’m glad, Noah. I want you to be there.”

“I’ll see you tomorrow then.”

* * * *

Noah barely managed to leave Chicago by three in the afternoon on Friday. His boss had hinted all morning that they might have to stay until after five to get through their agenda, and it was all Noah could do not to fake coming down with something and say he had to leave early. But Noah didn’t want to do that because Tim Johnson was a regular as Maddox’s club, and Noah would be caught in a lie if Tim were there tonight.

He raced down Interstate 65 toward home, his mind on Kari. He hadn’t been able to think of anything else all week. How could he have failed all those years to see the intelligent, fun person she was, living right next door to her? Granted, she’d hidden it quite well when she was a teen, but now that he looked back, it had always been there, underneath the giggling with friends and haughty mask she wore while walking through the halls at school.

He’d simply chosen to ignore it, because it was easier for him back then to label everyone and fit them neatly into the little mental slots he’d created. It gave order and structure to a life that was anything but behind the closed doors of his home. His mental filing cabinet had been one of the few things in Noah’s life back then that had made sense.

Buddy and Margo Tye had no secrets in Racy, unlike his parents. Everyone knew them, and everyone liked them. They’d raised five kids, and only Kari had left town. The others still lived within five miles of their parents’ home.

But now she was back, and Noah didn’t think people would find it that much of a stretch to discover she’d opened a sex shop—the town’s first, in fact. Kari always had gone her own way. But people had always liked her, and that hadn’t changed simply because she’d chosen to live in New York City for a while.

As Noah exited the freeway, he tried to recall some hint of Kari’s kinky side in high school but came up blank. She’d buried it, until Adison had peeled back the layers and exposed it. By the time Adison and Kari had become an item, Noah was hanging out with a rough older crowd from Indy, and he was lucky he’d never landed his ass in jail. Joining the Army was supposed to be his chance to make something of his life, but he’d fucked that up as well.

A country song on the radio about a woman in love with two men snapped his thoughts back to Kari’s confession that she’d fantasized about a ménage. He’d barely been able to form cohesive thoughts since hearing that. The images that had assaulted his mind were so sexy he’d begun to dream about them. Noah only wished it didn’t have to be Adison on the other end of that threesome.

Adison represented to Noah everything that was wrong with being introduced to BDSM at too young an age to understand it, combined with an already inflated ego because you’d grown up with good looks and confidence.

Noah had accidentally overheard a conversation years ago between Maddox and his uncle Russ. Russ was Ellis’s father, and Maddox and that particular cousin shared a birthday, so they’d grown up more like brothers. During the conversation Noah had overheard, Maddox and Russ had mentioned the time Russ had taken Maddox, Ellis, and Adison to a BDSM club in Chicago early one morning when no one else had been there. The owner was a good friend of Russ’s, and had allowed the teens to tour the club and ask questions.

Noah shook his head. It was one thing to give your kids freedom to explore their sexuality and find their own path, but someone should have taken Adison in hand and made sure he understood what BDSM was all about, not just paraded him through a club and let him have a look at bondage apparatus. Someone should have stepped up and been a responsible adult.

He pulled into town and drove toward his condo complex, debating whether to stop by Kari’s place first, but it was almost six. He barely had time to eat dinner, change clothes, and drive to Maddox’s. His heart raced in anticipation.

Kari knew he’d be there, but Adison didn’t. Would he be upset, or did he already know that he and Kari had been intimate? He’d never asked Kari if she’d told Adison, and it was too late now. It was also none of his business.

He’d show up tonight like he’d promised Kari, and then he’d let the chips fall where they may. It was Kari’s decision, at any rate. If he had to share her with Adison, so be it. As long as he got to inhale her sweet scent again and look into those amazing eyes. If he could hold her again, and make love to her, he’d be one happy man. Just being in her presence made him feel alive in a way he hadn’t for years.

He was in deep, deep trouble here, but he liked it. He liked it a lot.

Kari stood in front of the full-length mirror in her room. She still had no idea what to wear to Maddox’s club tonight. She could barely think straight. She’d never been this nervous about going somewhere with a man, not even the first time The Sir had taken her back to his apartment.

This was different than all the clubs she’d been to with him. It was different than the first time she’d had sex with Adison. That had started out with him tying her up with scarves and spanking her. They’d been laughing so hard it was a miracle it had progressed to sex at all. Kari didn’t know Adison was already experienced in both bondage and sex until several months later when he told her about all the visits to clubs in Chicago, courtesy of Ellis’s father.

But she wasn’t going to think about any of that tonight. She’d promised him that she would put the past behind them and get to know the person he was now, and that’s what she intended to do. The fact that Noah had promised to be there as well sent a fresh wave of desire through Kari. She had no idea how this was going to end up, but she couldn't wait to find out.

She asked Alexa to help her choose an outfit that would be appropriate for a fetish club but wouldn’t be too revealing, since Kari didn’t know who would be there. Adison had explained that the regulars at Maddox’s house wore everything from street clothes to nothing but a trench coat. Maddox didn’t insist on a dress code, but most people came in leather or PVC.

Kari and Alexa finally chose a hot-pink, short PVC pleated skirt, thigh-high, shiny black boots, and a corset with brocade insets that matched the skirt color. Under the skirt she wore her favorite pair of lace panties, adorned with butterfly designs, and tied in the back with tiny ribbons. She decided against stockings because she’d never liked the way they felt inside boots. It was a cold night, but she only expected to be outside long enough to get in and out of Adison’s car.

Alexa stepped back to survey the complete outfit. “We should take a picture of this and blow it up for the shop wall. We’d sell the entire outfit to anyone who came in.”

“Oh sure. Just what I want, Alexa. The entire town of Racy seeing me half-naked in PVC and brocade.”

“But it’s perfect. Sexy but not slutty, and it says ‘I’ve come here to play.’”

Kari turned sideways in front of the mirror. “It says I’ve come here to fuck.”

Alexa laughed. “Well, isn’t that what you’re hoping for?”

“Yes. I don’t know. Yes. Oh shit, Alexa. How the hell am I going to handle this?”

“Hey, it’s okay. You don’t have to do anything except play, you know.”

“I know. It’s just that I can’t stop dreaming about fucking both of them. It’s insane! I come in my sleep, for heaven’s sake.”

“Lucky you. I’ve never done that.”

“Alexa, you’re missing the point.”

Alexa rolled her eyes. “No I’m not. I just wish you’d calm down and go with it. You’ll be in a safe place tonight. You and Noah have already had sex, and you did with Adison a long time ago. But you don’t have to have sex with either of them tonight if you don’t want to. I’ve heard Chase talk about the club as well. No bad shit goes on there. Maddox wouldn’t allow it.”

“Chase? I knew you’d been seeing Luke, but Chase too? Is there something you want to tell me?”

Alexa gave her a sly smile. “Nothing to tell yet, and stop changing the subject. Kari, I love you. You know that. But you have to let go and have some damn fun already, girlfriend. You’ve been through hell lately. Now is your chance to enjoy the attentions of two really sexy men, who both obviously want you. Stop trying to complicate it, and just enjoy it.”

Kari gave her best friend a hug. “Message received, loud and clear.” She released her and glanced around the room. “Now, should I bring toys, or would that be too obvious?”

* * * *

Adison knocked on the door of the shop at five minutes to seven. Kari had put her winter coat on over the corset and skirt, but Adison whistled when he saw the boots. “Can’t wait to see the rest of that outfit.”

She smiled and got into the front seat, placing her bag at her feet. She’d decided not to bring toys, and instead had brought along street clothes and a hairbrush—just in case. As they drove, Kari glanced around at the interior of the car. “This is really nice, Adison.”

“I like it.”

She debated for several minutes whether to mention Noah and finally decided that it was best to be up-front with both men. “I talked to Noah yesterday. He mentioned that he’d stop by the club tonight.”

Adison didn’t say anything for a few moments, and Kari wondered if she had made a huge mistake. This wasn’t going well already, and they’d been gone from the shop for less than ten minutes.