With cool efficiency, she stripped away his breeches, determined not to notice the hard slabs of muscle across his ribs, the sinews in his thighs that traveled the length of his long lean legs. Easing him back on the bed, she pulled the sheet up to his waist.
"Now you," he said softly, drowsiness creeping into his voice.
"Not tonight. I can't stay with you tonight. Maggie is here. The servants would gossip." But in truth, she wished she could. Tonight he played the Wicked Earl, but drunk or sober, he was the most exciting man she had ever met. Her body ached for his touch, her heart ached just to be near him. He didn't love her, but he needed her tonight and she wanted to be with him. She wished she could climb into bed beside him, give his body the comfort the liquor had given his troubled thoughts.
"Shouldn't have gotten drunk," he said groggily. "Wanted to forget. Do you forgive me?"
She bent and kissed his forehead. "My lord, I would forgive you almost anything."
She started to turn away, but he caught her wrist. "Stay for a while." His eyes drifted closed, thick black lashes against the hard, carved planes of his face. "Just for a while ... even if we can't make love."
How could she argue? "All right, just for a while."
Half an hour later, he had drifted off to sleep. Elizabeth's eyes filled with tears just to watch him. He didn't deserve this. He deserved the home and family she had wanted so badly to give him.
But what about her? She couldn't walk down the street without people whispering her name. They jeered at her and turned away as if she had some sort of plague. It hurt to be treated that way. Dear God, it hurt so badly. She couldn't have imagined how awful it would be to be shunned completely from Society.
Elizabeth sighed and wearily rose to her feet. When she stepped out into the hall, Elias Moody was waiting, sitting on a bench beneath a gilded sconce in the corridor.
"He all right?"
"He'll have a pounding headache in the morning, but yes. For now he is all right." She glanced back to the room. "He wanted me to stay."
"And you wanted to?"
"Yes, wrong as it is, I wanted to."
Elias's weathered face held a world of understanding. "Stay, then. Before it gets light, I'll come for ye, see ye get home. No one will ever be the wiser."
Elizabeth bit her lip. It was a dangerous, scandalous thing to do. There was Maggie to consider, the gossip was already unbearable. Thinking of Nicholas alone in his big bed, it didn't seem to matter.
Elizabeth reached out and caught Elias's hand. "Thank you, Elias. You're a very good man."
"Our Nick—he's the one. Ye be good to 'im, lass. 'E needs a woman to love 'im."
She blinked but her eyes swam with tears. "I do love him, Elias. More than anything in the world."
"Go, then. Make 'im forget his problems for a while."
Elizabeth nodded. Returning to his room, she silently removed her clothes and slipped into the big bed beside him. Still fast asleep, Nicholas enfolded her against his naked body, wrapping her tightly in his arms.
Tears burned the backs of her eyes. She would be there if he needed her. It occurred to her how badly she had come to need him.
As promised, just before dawn of the following morning, Elias arrived with the carriage to take her home. It was late in the afternoon of that same day that Elizabeth changed into a simple gray silk gown trimmed with small seed pearls for her return to Nicholas's town house. She was determined to have the conversation with him she had intended to have the night before.
Elizabeth flushed to think of it, of the hours in the night when Nicholas had awakened and begun to make slow, sensual love to her. She had felt his need, and in some way he had sensed her own. They had come to a crashing peak, their bodies locked together, then drifted back to sleep, still as one. She had left him shortly before sunrise, returning home then sleeping later than usual, allowing Nicholas to sleep as well.
He would need it, she thought with a hint of amusement. By now he would be paying for his folly of the night before.
She arrived at the town house, Elias again in tow, as the sun broke free of the clouds, the steep stone steps leading up to the door still glistening with the last of the rain.
Pendergass showed her into the drawing room. "I shall tell his lordship you are here," he said, slipping silently down the hall.
Nicholas appeared a few moments later. "Elizabeth..." He said her name softly, his expression unreadable, but his long strides never faltered and in seconds she was wrapped in his arms. "You shouldn't be here," he whispered against her ear. "You shouldn't be anywhere near me. You shouldn't have come last night—I should have sent you home."
Elizabeth looked into his dear, handsome face. "I don't see what difference it makes anymore. The papers know the truth about us. By now, so does everyone in London."
He sighed. "Unfortunately, that is true." He pulled her into the drawing room, bent his head and kissed her. "God, you've only been gone for hours and it seems as if it's been days." He kissed her again, deeply, thoroughly. "Already I want you again." He nuzzled the side of her neck, his mouth warm against the pulse racing there. "Rand is here," he said between soft, feathery kisses."He and Sir Reginald. They are waiting in my study."
Elizabeth broke free and a flush rose into her cheeks. "You have a house full of visitors and we are in here kissing?"
The corners of his mouth edged up. "I suppose I should have told you. I was enjoying myself too much."
"You
are
wicked. It is one of the things I love most about you."
His smile seemed to falter. The knowledge that she loved him always seemed to make him uncomfortable.
In time it will be different
, she told herself, but it bothered her nonetheless. Taking her hand, he led her back through the drawing room door, and Elizabeth forced her thoughts in that direction.
"If Beldon is here," she said, "something must have happened."
Nicholas nodded. "A report has come in from one of the Bow Street runners. Apparently Viscount Kendall is not so lily-white in all of this as he would like us to believe." He shoved open the door to the study and the men inside came swiftly to their feet.
"Elizabeth," the duke said with a smile. "It's good to see you."
Sir Reginald greeted her with warmth, bowing over her hand. "A pleasure, Miss Woolcot."
"I didn't mean to interrupt. Nicholas was telling me one of the runners may have uncovered something of importance concerning the Viscount Kendall."
"That is correct," said the duke. "It appears Lady Ravenworth and Greville Townsend had been having trouble of late. As a matter of fact, according to the servants, the day of the murder they had quite a row, and it wasn't the first time."
"Yes," Sir Reginald agreed. "One of the footmen heard him making threats the day of the murder."
Elizabeth's heart leapt with hope. "Then Kendall may very well be the man who killed her."
"He may, indeed," Nicholas said. "Unfortunately, the man has a very tight alibi. He was seen by the tavern owner of the Swan and Sword and was supposedly there for several hours. Unless we can discover how he might have convinced the man to falsify the truth, we aren't much better off than we were before."
Elizabeth bit down on her bottom lip. It seemed every ray of hope had a dark cloud hovering above it. She looked at Nicholas. She had come to see him because she was determined to voice her suspicions about Oliver Hampton. Every possibility was important, but what would the other men think?
"You're frowning," Nicholas said to her gently. "If there is something you wish to say, Elizabeth, you certainly have leave to say it."
She studied his face, noting the weariness beneath his eyes, the lines of tension across his forehead. "Lord Bascomb came to see me."
"Bascomb? That whoreson had the nerve to accost you in your own home!"
"I didn't mean to upset you. I only mentioned it because ... I know this may be hard for you to believe, but..."
"Go on—what has Bascomb done now?"
"Perhaps he has murdered the countess."
"What!"
Rand leaned forward in his chair. "I realize this is highly upsetting, Elizabeth. We are all of us desperate for answers, but accusing a man of murder—"
"I know it sounds incredible. It was something he said." She frowned, shook her head. "No, not exactly what he said, not in so many words. Perhaps it was the way he said it. Whatever it was, it got me thinking."
Her gaze swung to Nicholas. "Nothing he has discovered about us has ended his obsession, my lord. If anything, he seems more determined than ever. He had poor Tricklewood beaten. His men broke Sir Robert's arm." She shifted her scrutiny to Rand. "Lord Ravenworth has always been the biggest obstacle in Oliver's path. I started to wonder how far he would actually go in order to get what he wanted. Perhaps murder isn't out of the question."
"He did that to your suitors?" the duke said, his expression incredulous.
"Yes. He told them I was already spoken for and they were to give no further thought to marriage."
"The man is a bloody outrage!" Rand thundered. He shook his head. "Still, murdering Rachael—it wouldn't make sense. He would have to have known Nick was going to see her and the purpose of his visit. There is no way he could have known that."
Nicholas frowned. "Actually, there is. He knew which room Elizabeth was staying in at Ravenworth Hall and exactly how to get his men inside the house. I thought his spy was one of the servants I left behind, but if it is someone I trusted, someone who traveled with us to London, it's possible Bascomb could have known."
"Good God, surely he wouldn't have killed the woman simply to get you out of the way."
"You're forgetting about his brother. Bascomb and I go a long way back. He hates me for killing Stephen. If killing Rachael would give him Elizabeth and see me dead, he just might do it."
Silence fell. Sir Reginald's voice broke into the quiet. "So now we have three possibilities. A thief who might have killed her for the rubies. Lord Kendall, who could have murdered her in a jealous rage. Or Oliver Hampton, who may have killed her with cold, calculating purpose."
Elizabeth said nothing, but a shiver ran down her spine. Nicholas reached out and drew her into his arms. "We'll discover the truth," he said gently. "We're learning more every day. We just need a little more time."
But time was running out and both of them knew it. Dear God, she was so afraid!
T
WENTY-ONE
I
am sorry, my lord, but it is my unfortunate duty to place you under arrest—in the name of the Crown—for the murder of your wife, the Countess of Ravenworth."
Nick stood frozen. Once before in his life he had heard those chilling words. He had tried to prepare himself, but in truth, he had never thought to hear them again. "I presume you have a good deal more evidence than you had when last we spoke."
Constable Evans moved farther into the entry, allowing the watchmen who had come with him to step inside as well. "It appears there is a gap of several hours in the time sequence you gave us, my lord." He lifted a busy eyebrow. "Perhaps you wish to clarify that error now."
Nick took a steadying breath. He had known this was coming, known yet prayed it would not. "The hours you are missing occurred when a wheel broke on my carriage. It took my coachman several hours to repair it. He, of course, can vouch for my whereabouts during that time."
"Your coachman. By that you are referring to one Jackson 'Light-fingered Jack' Fremantle—a convicted thief who has also been arrested on several counts of assault. I'm sorry, my lord, but Fremantle is hardly a viable witness. Along with that, there is also the matter of the argument you had with your wife on a previous visit. You neglected to mention that as well, or the threats that you made at the time."
Nick's stomach tightened. He had forgotten about the fight they'd had. Damn, he had tried so bloody hard to hang on to his temper. "I was angry. I said things out of hand. I didn't—"
"I'm sorry. That is a matter for the courts to decide. Now if you will please come with me—"
"Dammit, she had already agreed to the divorce! I had no reason to kill her!" The constable merely stood there. Nick closed his eyes, fighting for control. He released a shaky breath. "I'll need a moment to collect my hat and gloves, leave word for my sister and my attorney." Get a message to Elizabeth. He would have to find someone to tell her. What could he possibly say?
"Sir Reginald has already been informed," the constable was saying. "He will meet you at the prison."
Nick's stomach rolled.
Prison.
The word weighed him down like a heavy stone, and a chill sank into his bones. He had spent weeks in a cold cell in Newgate before he had been transported. Now he would face those dank, unforgiving walls again.
And this time he might not leave.
It took all of his considerable will to return to the foyer when instinct told him to run—to get as far away from London as he possibly could. Under different circumstances, he might have.
Elizabeth's lovely face rose into his mind. Elizabeth laughing at something he had said. Elizabeth holding him as he lay sleeping, her fingers stroking gently through his hair. He had wanted a life with her, wanted the children she could give him.
"Are you ready, my lord?"
Nick simply nodded. The constable's carriage waited out in front. He climbed in and settled himself against the cracked leather seat, fighting not to think of the grim days ahead, of the trial and its possible outcome. Instead he focused his thoughts on Elizabeth, on the way she had come to him that night in his bedchamber, the refuge he had taken in her arms, in her body. She had given herself to him totally and completely, and with such tender sweetness that for a few short hours there was no room in his heart for the worry that consumed him.
She was everything he wanted in a woman, sensuality tempered with innocence, softness infused with an underlying strength.
Elizabeth!
he silently called out to her. She was safe for the moment, tucked away inside the walls of her town house. But she couldn't stay there forever.
Was Bascomb behind Rachael's murder? If he was, who among those Nick trusted had betrayed him? And if Bascomb had killed her, what grave danger might Elizabeth be facing?
He thought of Maggie, saw her battered face, her torn and bloody clothes. In his mind's eye he saw Oliver in Stephen's place, his black rages and destructive need for possession. God's blood, what might a man like that do to a woman he was so wildly obsessed with?
On the carriage seat, Nick's hands unconsciously fisted. The fear he felt for himself suddenly paled in the face of the terror he felt for Elizabeth.
With a shaky hand, Maggie accepted the glass of sherry Elizabeth handed her then sank down on the sofa. "Thank you." She had arrived at her friend's house in Maddox Street, the carriage streaking up in front, Maggie in tears as she climbed the front steps.
She took a sip of the sherry, hoping it would steady her nerves, somehow help to ease her fears. "I still can't make myself believe it."
Elizabeth sat down on the edge of a chair, her face as white as the lace on her navy blue gown. "Where ... where have they taken him?" Her voice sounded strained, the words thin and distant, as if they came from far away.
"Newgate, I suppose. Marshalsea and King's Bench are debtor's prisons. They took him to Newgate before." Maggie took another sip of sherry, holding on to its fortifying warmth, brushing the tears from her cheeks. Crying wouldn't help Nick. She wasn't certain what would.
"When did they come for him?"
"Early this morning. I wasn't yet out of bed. He was gone by the time I dressed and arrived downstairs."
Elizabeth stared off toward the window. "We have to go to him. We have to make certain that he is all right."
Maggie pulled a handkerchief from the pocket of her pale peach morning gown, dabbed at her eyes and blew her nose. "Sir Reginald was to meet him. He'll pay the garnish, see that Nick is given a cell on the master's side of the prison."
Elizabeth's eyes swung to hers. Maggie noticed how hollow they looked, yet deep inside, the light of determination seemed to burn. "I'm going to see him. Then I'm going to find a way to prove that he is innocent."
"How? What can you possibly do that my brother and Rand aren't already doing?"
"I'm not sure but there has to be something."
Maggie shook her head. "I don't know, Elizabeth ... I just feel so useless. I'm terribly worried about him. And the gossip ... it's been so awful. I don't. . . I'm not certain how much more I can stand."
The green of Elizabeth's eyes seemed to sharpen as they focused on Maggie's face. "You're not saying what I think you are? You're not thinking of returning to the convent?"
Maggie glanced away. Andrew Sutton's image appeared in her mind. It faded away as he had faded from her life and a sharp ache rose in its place. "I'm not certain what I am thinking. My thoughts are so muddled, I hardly know what day it is."
Elizabeth strode toward her, reached out and gripped her shoulders. "You listen to me, Margaret Warring. I don't believe for a moment you belong locked away in a convent. You have too much to offer, too much to give. Nicholas said you wanted children. You can still have them, Maggie. The right man won't care about the scandal. The right man will care only for you." Gently, she shook her. "And you have your brother to think of. Nicholas needs you. You can't just abandon him."
Maggie shivered as a tremor ran through her, accompanied by a flicker of shame. "I know. It's just that sometimes ..."
"Sometimes it just seems so hard."
She nodded. "Yes. Sometimes it just seems so hard."
"You can't run away, Maggie. You can't give up your dreams a second time."
Maggie stared out the window, caught a glimpse of blue sky, heard the call of a newsboy hawking the morning paper, the laughter of children playing on the porch next door. Elizabeth was right. Maggie had run from her troubles before but the cost had been higher than she could have imagined! This time she would stay and fight for a life in the world outside, even if it meant living that life alone.
Setting the glass of sherry down on a marble-topped table, she rose slowly from the sofa. "My carriage is still out in front. I shall inform Elias and Theo that we are in need of their escort to the prison."
Some of the tension eased from Elizabeth's slim shoulders. "I won't be a moment. I'll get my wrap and meet you in the foyer."
Maggie watched her leave and wearily turned to the door. For weeks she had reveled in her newfound freedom, so caught up in the excitement of the social whirl she had missed as a girl she hadn't understood her own heart and what it was she really wanted. A home of her own. A husband and family to love. Now that she had lost the chance for those things, she realized just how important they were.
It was too late for that, but as Elizabeth said, there was her brother to think of. Nicholas needed her as he never had before. Maggie straightened her shoulders and started to the door. No matter the cost, this time she would stay and face the dragon.
Nick leaned back against the rough gray walls of his cell in Newgate prison. Outside the sun was shining, yet it was icy fold inside the damp, thick-walled chamber. He was quartered in the master's side of the prison—being an earl and a man of considerable wealth did, after all, have its advantages.
But the threadbare rug did little to warm the cold stone floor. The battered wooden chairs and scarred oak table hardly equaled the comforts of home. The lumpy corn-husk mattress on its woven hemp frame had provided little solace against his restless slumber of the night before.
" 'Tis good to see ye, Nick, me boy." The men shook hands, Elias trying to be cheerful. "I was 'ere yesterday, but they wouldn't let me in. I brung yer lady and yer sister. They said we couldn't see ye until ye were settled in."
Guilt clawed its way into his chest. "Elizabeth and Maggie were here?" God's breath, that was the last thing he wanted.
Elias shrugged. "There's no holdin' the two of 'em back, once their minds is set. Mad as hornets they were, but the guards said no women, leastwise not yet. Even money couldn't sway 'em. Just bein' obstinate, I suspect, throwin' their weight around."
"I'm glad they were turned away. I don't want them here." Especially not Elizabeth. Not yet. Not until he was ready.
"They'll come. There'll be no stoppin' em."
"I'll stop them, I'll tell the guards not to let them in. I'll—"
Elias gripped his shoulder. "They need to see ye, lad. 'Specially yer lady. She loves ye. She won't rest till she knows yer safe."
Nick's insides clenched.
She loves you
. Each time he heard the words, something tightened inside him. He didn't want her to love him—not now—not when the cost was so dear.
"I suppose you're right. Once they're reassured, I'll forbid them to come." Elias looked askance at that, but Nicholas ignored him. "I presume Elizabeth is somewhere safe?"
"Took 'em both to 'Is Grace's. Man's got an army of footmen, if 'e needed 'em—which, like as not, 'e wouldn't."
Nick felt the pull of a smile. The women were safe with Rand—that was certain. He was strong as an ox, a champion boxer at Oxford, and stubborn enough not to quit, even when he was down.
"In the past several days, I've had time to do some thinking. Elizabeth believes Oliver Hampton may be behind Rachael's murder. There is a chance she may be right."
Elias just nodded. " 'Twould make an odd sort of sense."
"If it's true, then there must be a spy and it is one of the people I trusted, one of those who accompanied us to London: Edward Pendergass, Theo Swann, Mercy Brown, or Jackson Fremantle."
"It could be me, ye know."
Nick just smiled. "But we both know it isn't."
"Nay, lad, 'tisn't me. You're like a brother to me, Nick. Ye stood by me in prison, took a floggin' for me when I was too sick with the fever to survive it. A man don't forget a friend like that. I'd sooner cut me 'eart out than do aught to 'urt ye."
"What about the others? I consider all of them friends. It's hard to believe any of them would betray me."
" 'Tis Jackson, I'm thinkin'. 'E were a friend of Theo's, come to ye lookin' for work, but 'e ain't really one of us. And 'e's got a weakness for the coin in a man's purse."
Nick nodded, having thought that same thing. "Jackson drove me to Rachael's. He knew I was going to see her again the following day. He could have told Bascomb. As a matter of fact, he could have done something to the wheel on the carriage. Perhaps the reason he pulled so far off the road was so that no one could verify my story."
" 'Tis Jackson," Elias said coldly. "The bloody bastard's turned traitor. When I get me bleedin' 'ands on 'im, I'm gonna pound the life from 'is worthless 'ide."
Nick squeezed his friend's shoulder. "No, Elias—if we're right about this, the last thing we want is for Bascomb to know we're on to him."
Elias's mouth thinned in grudging agreement. "All right, we'll leave 'im be—for now. And don't ye worry about yer lady. Ye can trust she'll be safe with me."
"I know she will." Nick gripped his friend's hand a final time. Elias left the cell and the door slammed shut with a hollow ring. It was the echo of the years ahead, he thought, the echo of scandal and whispered accusation—even if he were lucky enough to escape the hangman.
Another day passed. Nick sank down on the hard wooden chair, ignoring the cold in the cell. Sir Reginald had sent a number of books, but his mind was not on reading. Instead, he stared up at the small barred window, yearning to feel the sunlight, missing Elizabeth, knowing he would miss her for as long as he lived.
In the last few solitary days of his confinement, he had faced a painful truth. The dream he'd had of marriage to Elizabeth was exactly that—a fantasy that could never be real
Rachael's murder had destroyed whatever slim chance they'd had of being together. Ironic, he thought. By dying. she had freed him and at the same time shattered any chance he'd had of making a life with Elizabeth.
At least not the sort of life she deserved.
Nick rose and began to pace the cell, thinking about her. knowing that even if he were acquitted, the scandal would remain. His conscience said he was destroying her life for his own selfish purpose. He wanted her. Needed her, he admitted. But now he was suspected of murder. He could no longer think of himself. He had to do what was best for Elizabeth.