We Are Not Good People (Ustari Cycle) (32 page)

I staggered over and almost fell into him, taking him by the lapels of his jacket. I could smell the fabric burning. “We have to
try,
” I said, begging. I needed help. Fallon was
enustari.
He knew spells I’d never heard of. I thought of Claire, burned up, swelling like a deep-sea fish brought to the surface and exploding into power, then instantly vacuumed into Renar’s spell. I needed him.

He shook his head. “Mika Renar and Cal Amir, together, are too strong. If we could have disrupted the Rite before they began . . . Now it is too late.”

He was right, of course. Renar would be reciting the
biludha,
and Amir would be there to hurl death at anyone who might interfere.

I let go and stepped back. Mags was there to stop me from falling over. “Then fuck you. I’m going to see if I can’t stop the end of the world.”

Fallon sighed, then suddenly noticed he was on fire. With an almost amused-sounding Word, he snuffed the flames on his arm. He hadn’t bled again, but this time there was so much gas in the air, he didn’t need any fancy Fabrications. And the
biludha
wouldn’t notice a trickle of blood stolen away here and there. I wondered how big a spell you would have to cast on that gas to make a dent in the ritual. If I knew any big enough. “Those of us who know the art may survive, Mr. Vonnegan. I’ve deduced that the
biludha
does not, as your
gasam
proposed,
kill
everything
.” He looked up and his smile was awful. “Just
almost
everything. We
ustari
may survive. To fight on.”

Anger swelled inside me and for a moment I was able to stand on my own, shaking. “Fuck you
again,
you cowardly cunt. A dead world filled with
us
? Are you fucking kidding?”

I wanted to strike him. I sensed he would let me, that he wouldn’t put up any magical defense or punishment. That he
wanted
to be hit.

Sirens in the air. Too close for the fire department all the way out here. Police. I thought of the unmarked cars outside Hiram’s. Two dead detectives and a serial killer, I supposed, got all the resources you needed to follow even a couple of
ustari
out into the woods.

Fallon suddenly clarified. He glanced in the general direction of the sirens and nodded to himself. “Go,” he said. “
This
I can do. Go, and I will deal with the police.” I still shook with fury, still wanted to slap him. Then I deflated, and the rage leaked out of me, replaced by exhaustion. As Fallon moved past me, trailing his own black smoke from his singed arm, I spun and almost fell over again.

“Wait! Where’s the entrance? How do I get
in
?”

“I do not know,” he called over his shoulder. He was moving with an agility I remembered from my youth, tearing off his jacket as he walked. “I designed the
Artifact,
Mr. Vonnegan. Its entrance has been obscured.”

He stepped out of the room, and was gone.

“Fuck,” Mags muttered. I thought of Ketterly. Nowhere to be seen. The place was going nuclear, and the smart play was to get going. The smart play was to be anywhere but here. Go and set your affairs in order, if there was time. If there wasn’t time, at least you might hope that every step you took would equal one more second of existence when the ritual paid off. I could feel the level of energy swelling around us already—a quarter, half, three-fourths of the way through?

I spun around, eyes searching. The smoke clung to everything like slime. The roaring of the fire and nothing else. No shouting, no
screams. People were being used as spiritual batteries somewhere nearby, but the only proof was the buzzing of blood in the air.

I closed my eyes. Tried to imagine myself as Mika Renar. A century old. Paralyzed. A fucking red dragon in her lair, licking her eternal wound.

Paralyzed. The whole fucking house was stairs. You could cast a little and float around, sure, but what a fucking bother. Why not just be able to get wherever you wanted to go right from the room you did your business in?

Opening my eyes, I found myself alone in the burning room with Mags. “The study,” I said. “Has to be.”

We tore through the house. The fire was spreading. Mags sailed ahead of me even though he didn’t know where he was going. My lungs burned and my limbs were jelly. My muscles ached beneath Mags’s magical anesthetic. I sucked in smoke and coughed it back out, shambling along, trying to sync up the flaming, smoky house with my memory. We were coming from the opposite end of the house; Amir had walked me in through the front. We ran past the study door twice before I realized it. The door was as I remembered it: It looked like leather, black and studded. Not at all like a door except size and shape.

It had no handle. It was shut tight and didn’t move when Mags put his shoulder to it. Fucking
ustari
. Nothing was simple enough that it couldn’t be replaced by a fucking spell. Another rolled-up sleeve, another slice for Mags, and two words and a shoulder later the door burst inward, knocked off its hinges. Mags only had one way. Loud.

The study was empty. It was thick carpet and the huge ebony desk and the bookshelves. Exactly as I remembered it, without the dried-out mummy and the delectable illusion.

The bubble of energy was so huge, the hairs on my body were standing up, crackling. There was pressure in my ears, like I’d just taken an elevator on a fast ride.

The room had the same sealed feeling I’d experienced before. Like
the walls were thick and soundproofed. Like the whole space had been poured from a molten state into a mold, the walls continuous. Like we were deep underground.

I paused. Deep underground.

I spun and looked at the door. Huge. Four feet wide, eight feet tall. Studded. Black. Not exactly wood.

“Give me a bit of gas, Mags,” I said. My voice was a croak. Every muscle in my body ached.

Mags started to do it without hesitation. Just flicked out his blade and raised his arm. At the last second, I turned and grabbed his wrist.

“Wait,” I said.

I closed my eyes. The whole place was a fucking generator. There was so much gas in the air, I could cast anything. I felt it, grabbed on to it. Took some of the excess that was spilling out, muttered four syllables. Felt the warm breeze of power trickle through me. Not enough to be noticed by Renar under the circumstances. Behind that trickle, Jesus fucking Christ, a fucking
ocean.
I could feel it trying to roar in, fill me with light and rot, energy and death.

I opened my eyes. Could see the runes on the door, glowing clearly. I ran my eyes over them, knowing what I’d find. A portal. You stepped in on the first floor of the house, you stepped
out
somewhere else entirely. Teleported. Could take you anywhere in the world as long as the creator of the portal could physically travel to the other location to lay down the runes.

Renar was in a wheelchair. She wouldn’t want to bother with stairs, or a ramp, or an elevator, if she could create a portal and instantly be a few hundred feet below. You walked through a doorway on the first floor, you stepped into a study deep underground. It was elegant.

I turned around again. The room looked the same. I stepped over to the nearest bookshelf. Reached up for one of the leather-bound books. Titles in faded rusty blood. My hand came up against what felt like a glass partition.

There were no books. No shelves. It was all an illusion.

I felt for the cloud of power surrounding us, like a nearby star blowing a solar wind against us. Spoke a few words, felt the resistance of a really strong, well-crafted Glamour, something beyond what I normally encountered in my Trickster life, beating idiots like Ketterly at their game. I tried again. Eight Words. Ten. Fifteen. I kept probing it, piling on more, drawing more and more gas in a thick, invisible thread. Siphoning Renar’s
biludha
for myself.

It was glorious. The power was incredible. Like sunshine flowing through you. Life itself—literally. The lives of people being crushed like bugs nearby, squeezed dry, fed right into me. It was nauseating. I retched, my whole body shuddering. It was wonderful. Like the purest drug in the world poured directly into me, lighting me up. I wanted to puke. I wanted to dance. I was a parasite living in the universe’s bowels, and I was getting fat on death.

Twenty-two Words, and I felt the Glamour break apart.

I opened my eyes and we weren’t in a study anymore. The huge ebony desk and red chairs were still there, but the bookshelves were gone. We were in a small cave. The walls were rough rock, sharp and jagged. A single flickering lightbulb hanging from the ceiling gave us the only light.

In front of me was another door. Steel. Not fancy. It looked charred and blasted, as if created by applying lightning bolts to something primeval, a lump of metal from the ground. It had a simple mechanism. There was no magic keeping it locked. It was just a door that had been hidden by simple magic.

I reached out and found the handle was warm under my skin.

I pulled it open, and the room filled with shrieking.

27.
THE SHORT, ROUGH TUNNEL HAD
been just tall enough for me to crouch in, so narrow I thought Mags might not be able to squeeze himself through it. It was dark, but plenty of light bled from
the other end to make it navigable. After a dozen feet, I’d ducked under a rough sort of lintel and into a tiny space with no roof.

The floor was polished black stone. It glowed with a dim bluish light.

It was a small space, and it was crowded.

Mika Renar was in her ancient wheelchair, slumped to one side as if someone had dropped her into it carelessly, then not bothered to right her. Cal Amir stood across from her. They were
both
chanting, speaking the
Biludha-tah-namus
rapidly.

Between them, lying on a narrow platform made of the same stone as the floor, was Claire.

She was conscious and terrified. Her eyes were locked on me. She lay stiff and still, as if kept there by an invisible force beyond the chains around her. She didn’t look like she’d been tortured or beaten in any way. She didn’t look
good,
either.

The screams were a wall of sound pushing down on us. I looked up, almost expecting a black disc of solid noise. From the tiny compartment I was standing in, Fallon’s hellish architecture spiraled upwards, widening as it went. Women, all of them blurred copies of Claire in height, hair, shape, and general palette, were chained to the walls of the corkscrew and had been for some time—by all appearances decades, centuries, approaching forever.

They were maddened, spectral things, formerly women.

The ones nearest were just dirty and terrified, but as I looked up, they got worse and worse. By the time I’d scanned the third level, they were ghosts, jibbering and raving. Screaming, I had the feeling, because they’d been screaming for so long, they knew little else anymore.

Seeing them all together in one place, in uniform physical condition, I realized they not only looked alike, they all looked like
Mika Renar
. A Mika Renar with dark hair, a Mika Renar from eighty years ago, but Mika Renar nonetheless.

With a passing resemblance to Cal Amir, too. With magic on your side, anything was possible, and I thought of Renar’s spectacular, erotic
Glamour, and decided maybe I’d figured out why it was so good, so practiced.

I looked higher. The Fabrication stretched up and up. Widening and wrapping around. About halfway up to the darkened canopy of bedrock above us, the girls were on fire.

It was a blue-green fire. The Fabrication twisted up and away, wrapping around itself, each circle of the thing reaching higher up into the rock. The girls were chained in place, the ones near the top dark. Dead. Burned away by the ritual, every bit of them used to fuel it. As each one began to burn, she fueled the next step. As each one caught fire, the one next to her began to scream and kick even harder. Uselessly.

It leaped to the next one in line every few seconds. When it did, the girl would stop screaming for just a moment and tense up as the universe closed its grip around her and started to squeeze. Then she would flare up, too bright to look at, and I would feel the invisible sun of power swell.

A dry wind whipped at me, swirling through my clothes and tugging at me in different directions every moment. A crazy, impossible wind. The noise wasn’t so bad, I realized—but everything sounded muted, like cotton had been stuffed deep into my ears. The screams, the wind, all of it far away but right there next to me. And Renar’s and Amir’s voices clear and loud, like they were standing next to me.

Above, there was darkness. Pure, inky black. The light from the sacrifices didn’t make any mark on it. The three figures near me at the bottom of it seemed tiny. The Fabrication was as tall as a skyscraper, embedded here underground. I wondered how much blood it had taken to build it.

“Fuck
me,
” Mags shouted in my ear. As if I needed to hear it.

I looked back. Renar hadn’t moved, but Amir had turned to glare at me, his face a bizarre mix of worry, anger, and twitchy puzzlement. I supposed I’d been left for dead or something. Not dead. Left for
harmless
. That Amir hadn’t begun casting on me told me instantly that they were vulnerable. They couldn’t pause in their recitation.
The pent-up energy of all that blood being burned up was held in place with their Words. Even a microsecond of hesitation would release it, and we would all go boom. So they couldn’t cast against
us
.

I caught Amir’s eyes. Smiled at him.

As if he’d been practicing the move in front of a mirror, the tall, immaculate bastard looked away, shut his eyes, reached into his jacket, and produced an automatic pistol. Swung it around towards Mags and me and fired five times, rapidly.

We both hit the floor. The floor hit me back, and pain exploded throughout my whole body, sinking deep into my bones. I let out a strangled cry and curled up like a pill bug. Two more shots made me roll randomly until I slapped into a wall. Fucking guns. It was such an accepted fact that you couldn’t beat
enustari
with a gun, you forgot to fucking
try
.