Wanting You (8 page)

“Yes I'm very sure. I appreciate everything that you and your family has done for me.”

“Anything for you Tamia.” Then he captures my lips in a kiss that started out slow, then turns sensual. He puts his forehead against mine. “Get some sleep, and I'll see you in the morning.” He says stepping away from me.

“Night Kellen.”

He smiles then leaves.

CHAPTER 10

Home Sweet Home

Tamia

              We left the beach house at exactly 4:15 in the morning and head to the airport. Once we're in the air, I fall asleep in Kellen's arms I and don't wake up until we land at the Atlanta Airport. After gathering our bags from baggage claim, we rent a car and drive the distance to Alpharetta, GA.

Instead of going to my parent's house first, we head straight to the hospital to check on my dad. I'm standing at the nurses' station trying to get information on my dad, when my mom walks up to us.

“Tamia!” She says pulling me into a huge hug.

“Mom!” I say holding her tight. “How's dad doing?”

“He's doing so much better.” She says pulling away and looking in Kellen's direction with a smile on her face. “So you found yourself a white boy huh?” She whispers in my ear.

“Mom!” I say with a laugh.

“I'm just teasing honey. He is very cute by the way.” She says walking in his direction. “You must be Kellen! I'm Mrs. Smith, but you can call me Gail.”

“Nice to meet you Gail.” He responds with a smile.

“Have you been by the house yet?” My mom asks looking at me again.

“No, I wanted to see dad first. Can he have visitors now?”

“Of course, he's the 3
rd
door to the right. You can't stay too long because the doctor is on his way back to do more tests. It's a possibility he will get to go home tomorrow!”

“That's great, I hope he can go home. I'll be right back Kellen and mom be nice!” I laugh walking down the hall to my dad's room.

“Knock, knock!” I say opening the door.

“There's my baby girl.” My dad says with a tired smile. “How's my Tamia been doing?”

“I'm doing so much better daddy, now that I know you're going to be fine.” I say starting to cry.

“Sweetheart, come here. I am fine.”

I walk and take a seat beside my dad. “I know I just don't like seeing my dad in the hospital.”

“Well I'm sorry that I scared you and your mom. I just have to take better care of myself.” He smiles. “Your mom tells me you have a boyfriend.” He says changing the subject.

“Dad!”

“Don't dad me!” What's his name?”

“Kellen.”

“Kellen.” He says his name.

“And before you ask, he's white.” I laugh.

“Young lady, I don't care if he's blue! Just as long as he's treating you right.”

“He is daddy. Matter of fact, you'll meet him tomorrow when you come home.” I say kissing his forehead.

“Good, can't wait to meet him sweetheart.”

The door to my dad's room opens, and the doctor walks in.

“I guess I'll leave you with the doc. I'll get mom and I'll see you tomorrow. Get some rest.”

“Ok baby girl.”

I walk back to the waiting room, and when Kellen and my mom see me they walk my way. “The doctor is with dad. He looks good mom.”

“I told you he would be fine. Well I guess I will see you two later. Kellen it was nice to meet you.” She says giving him a hug. “Be careful going home.” She says over her shoulder, heading to my dad's room.

“Ready?” I ask grabbing Kellen's hand. He nods and we head toward the hospital exit.

~ ~ ~

After we leave the hospital, Kellen and I grab a pizza and rent a couple of movies from the movie kiosk. When we finally pull up to my parent's house, we unload the car, eat, I give Kellen a tour of my childhood home, then we settle down and watch a movie. We're cuddled up on the couch in the den watching a movie when my mom comes home.

“Hey you two. Have you guys eaten?” She says sounding exhausted.

“Hey mom. We actually grabbed a pizza when we left the hospital, there's some left if you want some.”

“No I'm good, but thank you.”

“So is dad coming home tomorrow?”

“Yes they will discharge him around noon.” She yawns. “Not trying to be rude you guys, but I'm exhausted and I'm going to head to bed. See you guys tomorrow morning.” Then my mom walks down the hall to her room.

Two hours later the movie finally ends. I turn and see Kellen fast asleep. I get up and cut the TV off, and head upstairs and make sure the guest room is ready for him. After making sure that he has fresh towels in his bathroom, I head back downstairs and make sure everything is locked up and make my way back to the den to wake him up, only to see him already awake.

“I was wondering where you ran off to.” He says with a lazy smile.

“You fell asleep on me, so I went upstairs to make sure you have everything you need in your room.” I say with a smile. “Come on let's get you to bed.” I say pulling him up from the couch, and I lead him upstairs.

“Why don't you take a shower and get settled in, I'm going to shower myself and I'll be back to check on you.” I give him a quick kiss and head to my room.

After I shower, I lotion my body, brush my teeth, and put on a pair of pajama pants and a tank. I quickly send a group text to Katie, Tasha, and Jay letting them know that my dad was doing really well, then I make my way back to Kellen's room. I lightly knock on the door then open it and find Kellen sitting on the bed tapping away on his phone in a pair of boxers.

“Hey.” I say closing the door.

“Hey.” He responds with a smile.  “I just text my mom and dad letting them know the status on your dad.”

“Okay, good. I sent a group text to everyone else letting them know also.” I say making my way to him, until I'm standing between his legs. He wraps his arms around my waist, then I put my arms around his neck and capture his lips in a kiss.

“What was that for?” He asks.

“That was a thank you for being here for me. This has been really tough.” I say sliding my hands in his hair, causing him to moan. “It means a lot to me that you dropped everything to be here with me. Thank you.” I say against his lips.

“You're welcome.” He responds, then I begin to kiss him again.

“Tamia.” He says pulling away. “We can't do this.” He says breathless. “If we continue this, I don't think I'll be able to stop, plus your mom is downstairs.”

I unwrap his arms from around me and walk to his door and lock it. I turn around and look at him, and I begin to slowly remove my pajama pants and tank until I'm naked. I walk back and stand between his legs.

“Tamia?” He says unsure of the situation.

I gently push him back until his back hits the bed, then I straddle him. “I want you to make love to me Kellen.” I whisper above his lips. He looks at me with lust in his eyes, then rolls us over until I'm beneath him.

“Are you sure about this Tamia?”

I nod my head yes and reach between us and start to push his boxers down his hips, then I use my feet to push them the rest of the way until they're all the way off.

“Tamia, are you on birth control?”

“Not yet.” I say shaking my head no.

“Do you trust me?” He whispers.

“Yes Kellen, I trust you.”

~ ~ ~

Kellen

My eyes flick back and forth over hers, looking to see if she was sure about her decision. After a moment I lean in and kiss her. Taking my time. I've waited for this day to happen, but I didn't realize it would happen today.

When I decided to come to Georgia with Tamia, bringing condoms was the last thing on my mind. I've never had unprotected sex and always used condoms. I know I was making a bad decision by not using one with Tamia, but lately I found myself losing my mind around her. I was also beginning to think that I was in love with her, but deep down I knew I did. 

I continue to dominate her mouth, then I pull away briefly to catch my breath. I start kissing my way down her body, and when I reach her breasts I flick my tongue over her left nipple before sucking it into my mouth, then I do the same to the other nipple. Releasing her nipple, I part her legs and slip two fingers inside her.

“Tamia. I'll try not to hurt you.” I say breathless.

“Mmmmm. I trust you Kellen.” She moans.

I remove my fingers and begin to stroke my already hard dick. I make my way back to her face and begin kissing her again. Then I position myself at her entrance and slowly push forward then I stop. I release her mouth and stare down at her. Gritting my teeth I push my hips forward and her hands fly to my chest, signaling me to stop.

“Are you okay?”

She nods yes and I capture her lips again, and thrust my hips forward, and begin kissing her thoroughly, muffling her cries of pain. I slowly continue to work my way inside her until there's nothing left of me to push in. I break our kiss and look down at her and see tears sliding down the side of her face. I lean forward and begin kissing her tears away, then I lift my head, looking down at her again.

Reaching up, Tamia pulls my head back down to her lips and begins to suck on my bottom lip while grinding against me.

“Tamia you feel so good sweetheart.” I say against her lips and start rotating my hips, causing me to go deeper.

“Aaaaaah!” She moans into my mouth. “I love you Kellen.” She whispers.

I stop moving and I look at her. “I love you too, Tamia.” I pull myself out of her and I turn her over until she's on all fours, then I enter her from behind. I grip her hips and begin moving inside her again.

“Shit Tamia.” I say through gritted teeth. “You're so fucking tight.”

Tamia turns and looks over her shoulder and begins to rotate her hips, causing me to fall forward on top of her, making her head hit the pillow. I run my teeth and lips across her shoulder and continue to make love to her.

“Kellen!” She screams my name into the pillow and I can feel her come. I begin to thrust harder inside her, and can't help but to love how she feels around me.

“Tamia!” I scream into her shoulder. 

I quickly remove myself, and I come all over her back, then collapse beside her.

After a moment of heavy breathing between us, I get up and walk into the bathroom and grab a washcloth and run it under warm water.

I return with the cloth and begin cleaning her back off, then I ask her to turn over and I gently part her legs and wipe between them. “Did I hurt you?”

“A little, but I'm alright. That's a part of it.” She says with a satisfied smile.

I fold the washcloth and sit it on the night stand and I lay on my back.

“Do you think my mom heard us?” Tamia asks straddling me and lays her head on my chest.

“Shit, I hope not.” I laugh and pull the covers over us.

“I'm so sleepy.” Tamia yawns.

“Me too.” I kiss her head. “Let's get some sleep.”

I close my eyes and begin rubbing Tamia's back, and I eventually fall asleep listening to her light snores.