Wanted (21 page)

“I
tried to find you.  I’m friends with 6 Vanessa Cartwrights on
Facebook.  Then I found Ness with a new red bug as her profile
picture.  I’ve never been so fucking happy to see that car again.  I
was waiting for your call.”

“I
wanted to see you.”

“I’m
so glad you’re here.”  His eyes roam all over my body like he can’t
believe I’m real.

“I’m
sorry Ness.  I’m sorry I let you walk away.  You needed me and I needed you.  I
just….after I saw Kim, I just couldn’t leave her alone.  I couldn’t work out in
my head how it would all work.  I just didn’t think.  I watched you walk away
and my heart just broke.  But it was too late.  You were gone.”

“I’m
here now.”  There’s an awkward silence between us as I sit there in my
underwear.  “Well?  Did you miss me or what?  Please put your
hands on me Ryan Jenson.”

He
stands up undressing in a matter of seconds and then jumps on the bed
straddling my legs.  He pulls my underwear down my legs while I pull my
tank top over my head. Gazing intensely at my bare body, he whispers “You’re so
beautiful.  I missed the fuck out of you Ness.”

“I
missed you too.  I’ve been fantasizing about you. It was hard lying in
your bed with your smell surrounding me.  I was so wet last night and I
ached for your touch so bad.”

“I
gotcha baby.”  He leans over me opening the dresser drawer, frantically
swiping through it.  “Son of a bitch, I don’t have any.”

“I
do, in my purse.”  I point to it on the counter. “Inside pocket I think!”

I
watch him rummage through the pocket of my purse and then his face turns ice
cold.  The warmth in his cheeks is gone and replaced with paleness.

“What’s
wrong Ryan?”  I sit up quickly and immediately notice the sparkle
reflecting on his face.

“What
the fuck Ness?!” He yells.

Shit.
 He wasn’t supposed to see that.

“I
was never going to say yes Ryan.  That’s why it’s in my purse.  I
took it off immediately.  It was never an option for me.”

“Was
this visit like a test?  If I didn’t measure up, were you going to marry
this guy?”

“No
Ryan.  I swear. It’s not like that.  I promise.  The answer was
and will always be no.”

“Does
he know your answer is no?”

“Not
yet.”  I say quietly.  “But I am.  I will.  I swear.”

“Wait,
were you with him?”

“No! 
Never.  I saw him once, just to talk and he surprised me with the ring.”

“Call
him today, Ness.  Today.  You’re mine.”

He
sets the ring on the counter, pulls the condom over himself and stalks over to
the bed pushing me down to my back.  I love this Ryan.  Possessive
Ryan.  The fierce look on his face sets my body on fire.  I’m so hot
for him.  I spread my legs as he climbs over me scooping under my knees
with his arms until he tilts my pelvis up holding my knees high above me. 
Kneeling between my legs he pulls me towards him until I can feel his cock
searching for my entrance.  I reach down and grab hold of him and stroke
him a few times before I pull him into me.  Holding my legs in a tight
grip, he slams into me hard and fast.  I reach my arms up above me head
and feel for the headboard.  Each time he thrusts forward, I push against
the headboard so he goes even deeper.  His movements are commanding and
controlled.  The sounds of our heavy breathing and our bodies slapping
together heighten all the other sensations flowing through my body that are
slowly building my orgasm. 

“You’re
mine Ness.  I’m not letting you go again.”  His eyes are intensely
fixed on mine.

“I’m
not leaving you again Ryan, ever.”  I promise in between breaths.

His
eyes leave mine and I follow them as he looks down at our joined bodies,
watching his cock get sucked into my body with my clenching muscles.  His
lips part slightly and he starts to pant as he slows his motions, enthralled
with watching our bodies connecting.  He lets go of one of my knees so I
raise my leg and rest it on his shoulder.  As he continues to slowly push
in and out of me, he takes his finger tip and toys with the tip of my swollen
clit.  Just the slightest touch causes my body to buck and a loud moan to
fill the silent space in the room.

“Does
that feel good, Ness?”

“Yes!”
I scream.

He
continues to barely rub at it, watching my body react as he plays.  He
picks up his pace both with his thrusts and his finger.  I toss my head
back and grab hold of the sheets, arching my back, preparing my body to
explode.  I’m overwhelmed with the intensity of my pending orgasm.  I
move my hips trying to get more of him, desperate for a release.

“Ryan! 
Oh God, I’m so close.  Make me come.”

He
reaches out and pinches my nipple hard and then pulls it taut.  A sharp
pain shoots down through my belly and travels down between my legs.  He
watches me closely, waiting for that exact moment he knows everything will come
together like the grand finale of fireworks. Just as the pain radiates between
my legs, he presses on my clit and pounds into me hard as both the pain and
pleasure come together. My body convulses as I feel him swell inside me causing
my pussy to hold tight to him. He grunts loudly digging his fingers into my leg
as he comes. 

”Ryan!” 
I scream.  “Oh God.  I need something.  Please!” As my body
shudders and I continue to writhe, I feel desperate for something more to take
me over the edge. I feel him pull out of me and remove the condom and then he
pushes me over so I’m lying on my side.  My legs are limp like
noodles.  He quickly lies behind me, pressing up against my back, one arm
wrapped around my tummy.  His cock is already erect again. He rubs his length
up and down my drenched pussy, lubricating himself and then drags it up and
pushes the tip slightly into my ass.

“Ryan! 
Oh God, Oh God!”

“I
gotcha.  Just tell me to stop if I go too far okay?”

I
nod my head frantically and push my ass into him, feeling his thickness stretch
me.  He presses his hand on my tummy holding me to him as I push. 
“Ahhhhhh…..”  It hurts.  My eyes start to water.  I almost stop
because the pain is too much but then I wait until I adjust a bit and try to
move again.  He lets me control how far I can take him in so I move
forward, feeling him sliding out of me until I feel the tip and then push back
again.  I know he’s nowhere near all the way in but it’s all I can
take. 

“You
okay Ness?  Can I move?  I need to move, baby.”  He pants in my
ear.

“I’m
okay. Take me Ryan!”

He
starts to move in and out at a fast pace but only sliding his head in and
out.  I can hear him grunting behind me.

“God,
I love you Ness.”

I
can’t speak.  My eyes are rolling and my toes are curling.  I’m
almost there.  He pushes a bit further and stops to let me adjust but I
feel completely frantic to fall over this edge so I wiggle so he’ll keep
moving. Tears are rolling down my face. I claw at his thigh behind me and push
back a little more, taking more of him in.

“Oh
shit, Ness.  I’m gonna come. It’s so fucking tight.”

He
pulls almost all the way out slowly and just as he pushes back in a little
deeper, he moves his hand down my belly and presses two fingers on my engorged
clit. 

“Oh
God Ryan!”  He sucks hard on the back of my shoulder as I finally fall
over the edge, hard.  I scream out until there is no more sound.  My
throat is raw.  He withdraws from my body and I immediately feel empty and
crave the fullness again.

“Good?” 
He asks, pulling the sweaty hair off my neck so he can kiss me there.

“Oh
God, Ryan.  I can’t move.”  I can’t breathe either.

“Do
you hurt?  Want me to take you to the shower?”

“I
just need a few minutes.”  I breathe out.  My body is completely
motionless. 

Ryan
gets up and kisses my temple.  “I’ll be right back.” He makes a quick trip
to the bathroom and then climbs back on the bed with a warm wash cloth, wiping
gently between my legs and then gently dabbing my behind.

“You
okay?” He says lying behind me, rubbing my arms up and down.

“I’m
good. So so good.”  I turn my head towards him, smiling weakly at
him.  I’ve never felt so utterly exhausted in my entire life.  I feel
drugged.

We
must drift off to sleep because when I wake, Ryan’s face is between my tits
with a pool of drool there.  His arm is flung over my belly and his leg is
tangled with mine.  I trace his tattoo as he sleeps and smile when I
relive this morning’s sexcapades in my head, still feeling sore but so
completely satisfied. 

“Afternoon
Ness.”  He whispers into my chest, drawing invisible hearts around my
belly button.

“Wow,
I slept for a long time.  I needed that.  Feels good.”

“Anytime,
you need that again, you just let me know.”

“Shut
up!  I was talking about sleep!”  I say shoving him off of me
playfully.

“I
love you.” He says pecking me on the cheek.

“I
love you too.”

“I
have a surprise for you.”

Never
in my life will I ever find a more perfect woman for me.  Fuck me! 
This morning blew my fucking mind.  Well, more than my mind.  I’ve
been with tons of girls.  I’ve done many different things with them. 
One of them asked me to take her ass so I did.  She had done it before and
preferred it.  I had never.  I was drunk off my ass and don’t remember
any of it.  With Ness, it was so intimate.  She trusts me and I love
her for that.  I love that she doesn’t question anything I want to do with
her.  We are explosive together. 

Finding
that ring in her purse tore me up.  I want to be that guy for her.  I
know I can.  We may not have history like she did with James but we have
something else.  Passion.  Something neither of us has had
before.  The ring never left my mind though.  As soon as we showered,
I handed it to her and asked her to make the call. 

I
felt Vanessa deserved some privacy while she called her ex to break the news to
him that she will not be marrying him.  Ever. 

She’s
in the bathroom and I’m standing outside the door.  Luckily it’s a short
conversation because I am ready to bust the door down and have a few words with
the dude if I have to.

The
door opens and I stumble back.

“What
are you doing?” She says snickering.

“Nothing,
just wanted to make sure you didn’t need a tissue or “something”.  I say
sarcastically.

“I
don’t need a tissue.”  She says amused by my antics. 

“So? 
What’d he say?”

“He
doesn’t want to take no for an answer.”  All amusement I felt a moment ago
gets knocked out of me.

“What?”

“Ryan. 
Don’t look at me like that.  I was with him for six years.  He
deserves more than a three minute conversation over the phone while I’m in my
boyfriend’s bathroom.  He just needs time to accept that we’re together.”

I’m
being such a jerk.  “I trust you Ness.  You trusted me with Kim and I
have no reason to act like a jerk.  I love you.”

“Thanks
Ryan.  I love you and only you.  Now that that’s over, where’s my
surprise?”

“Well,
here’s the thing.  We will be gone for a few days, at least.  Do you
want to call your Mom or something?  Is there something you have to get
back to?”

“No,
nothing I can think of.  I’m all yours! I will call my Mom though or
she’ll worry.”

After
a quick phone call to her Mom and a little packing, I take Vanessa to my FJ and
help her in the passenger seat.  After I settle my bags in the back, I
jump in the driver’s seat and turn to her with a black scarf in my hand.

“What
is that?”  She asks with wide eyes.

“Well,
I was reading your kindle…..just kidding, I don’t want you to see where I’m
taking you.”  I tell her, wrapping it around her eyes.  She doesn’t
even flinch. She trusts me completely.  “I love you Ness.”  I say
kissing her covered eyes.

“Awww. 
I love you too. So where we going?”

“Ha.
You will know when we get there.”

We
drive about ten minutes before we hit the dirt road.  She knows. Both
hands come up to cup her mouth.  “Ryan.”  She whispers.

As
soon as I stop the truck, I run around to the passenger side to let her
out.  I take both of her hands and guide her to where I want her to
stand.  Standing in front of her, I remove the scarf and watch her eyes as
they roam all around the property.  Her eyes stop and fixate on something
and concern washes over her.  I turn to look at what grabbed her
attention.

“It’s
sold.”  She says sadly.

“Yep. 
Sure is.”  I shake my head. “Poor bastard.  I bet he didn’t realize
the entire inside is covered in that horrid dark paneling and that the water
turns cold after only 5 minutes and that some young girl was abducted here and
handcuffed in the bedroom and the handcuffs…still… remain…”  I drop to a
whisper.

She
looks at me trying to figure out what I’m up to.  Then her eyes brighten
and her hands smack against her mouth again. “The title stuff!  You bought
it!”

“I
did.  Remember my trust?  I negotiated with Landon.  I bought it
with everything as is and he gave me a deal as long as he could borrow the
place every once in a while.  It’s worth every penny.”  I smile at
her.  I fell in love with her here and I plan to marry her here one
day.  “Come here.  I want to show you something else.”  I
practically drag her to the back of the cabin.  I feel like a little
kid. 

“Ryan! 
It’s beautiful!”  Now that it’s almost spring, the lake is glistening
under the sun’s rays.  The meadows are colored a vivid green and scattered
with wildflowers.  The mountains create a wall behind the meadows making
it feel like our very own paradise.  I bought a small used fishing boat
that’s floating in the pond and not far from the pond sits a small tent for two
and a fire pit.  Ness has a huge smile on her face and she starts jumping
up and down. She looks all around one more time and bounds into my arms,
swinging her legs around me.  “I love you Ryan Jenson.”

“I
love you too.  Come here, let me take you inside.”  I drag her behind
me and open the door to the cabin and step aside to let her walk in.  I
brightened up the dark drab paneling with a coat of paint. It’s a neutral earth
tone that brightens up the place but still keeps the warmth.  I replaced
the card table and chairs with a chestnut wooden table that resembles a picnic
table.  It fit the décor.  I replaced the one person arm chair with a
leather loveseat recliner.  Last but not least, I replaced the twin bed
with a king that nearly takes up the entire room.  I replaced the twin
headboard with the same metal one in a king sized and the handcuffs are
dangling there.

“Ryan! 
When did you do all of this?”

“Over
the weekend actually.  This is where I was.”

Her
eye brows scrunch on her forehead so I smooth them with my thumbs. 
“What’s with the face?”

“You
didn’t know I was coming.”

“I
wasn’t going to give up, Ness.  I did all this for you and only
you.”  I pull her head to my chest and pull at her long strands that have
grown in the last couple of months.  She wraps her arms around me tight
and places a soft kiss on my lips.  “Thank you Ryan.  I’m so happy.”

After
we grill up some hot dogs for dinner, we decide to take a hike around the
property.  I show her the property lines because you can’t see with the
trees but the cabin sits on three acres and it goes on and on.  I want to
build a dream home on this property one day when Ness and I are ready to get
married and start a family.  It’s the perfect place to raise a
family.  During our hike, we discover we have a lot in common.  We
both love hamburgers and watermelon.  We both love hikes but hate
skiing.  Neither of us have been fishing but want to.  I knew she was
scared of spiders and now she knows I’m afraid of snakes because one slithered
across our hiking path and I screamed like a girl and hid behind her.  We
both love Colorado and want to stay.

When
we return to the cabin, we head right to the shower. We’re both hot and sweaty
and covered in dirt.  I wash Vanessa like I used to, taking advantage of
running my fingers along every single curve of her body.  I missed this so
much.  She does the same for me and we continue to caress each other’s
bodies tenderly.  I cradle her head in my hands and take her lips into my
mouth.  I don’t feel the need to ravage her but I just want to love
her.  Admire her.  Adore her.  Worship her.  I have never
felt this kind of emotion for anyone.  I don’t care if I’ve become a
pussy.  I love her. I dip my head and suck the water off of her skin above
her full breast as she leans against the shower wall.  I take her other
breast in my hand and massage it softly.  Her pink nipples perk up, the
water choosing a path as it flows like tiny rivers down her body.  She’s
beautiful.  She lifts her hips to me, her body begging me to fill
her.  I lift her knee and press against her, my dick slipping right in. 

“Shit
Vanessa.  You feel so good.  Shit!”  I pull out
immediately.  “I forgot.  I’m sorry.  No condoms.” Shit, I can’t
believe I did that.

“It’s
okay.  I’ve been back on the pill for a while.  I want you to.” 
She stares up at me with her big green eyes.

“Ness,
I haven’t been with anyone since I met you.”  I see a faint smile cross
her lips. “Were you worried about Kim?”

“Yes.”

“Nothing
happened.”

“I
know. She told me.”

“What
about James?”

“No
way.”  She says.  I say a silent thank you to the Lord above because
I was afraid she might have had a weak moment with him.  I didn’t want to
ask and it was killing me. 

Keeping
my eyes locked on hers, I press her back up against the wall lifting her knee
and slide back in slowly.  Feeling every bit of the glorious friction as
our sensitive skin slides against each other.

“God
damn.  You feel so good.  I’m not gonna last long.”

We
push and pull at each other trying to get as close as we can.  She dips
her head and bites at my hardened nipple, causing me to groan and push into her
harder.  She throws her head back hanging onto my neck.  I have one
hand holding her leg around me and the other flat against the tile wall next to
her head.  She moans with every thrust as I push deeper and deeper into
her.  We both open our eyes as I lean my forehead against hers feeling the
deep connection between us.  We touch our lips together as our bodies move
together, breathing into each other’s mouths.  As our bodies tense, I
watch her eyes flutter closed as we come together silently. 

It
isn’t an explosive orgasm but it is by far the most intense.  It’s
emotional.  We stay joined breathing each other’s breath and then she
opens her eyes.  Without words, we express our feelings for each other
through our eyes.  I kiss her forehead and pull out of her and then turn
the water off.  Taking her hand, I guide her out of the shower.  We
dry off and climb into our new king bed, using about a quarter of the space as
we tangle ourselves together.  She cuddles close to me, breathing her
sweet breath in my neck as we both drift off. 

I
wake the next morning shivering.  I miss her body heat.  I flop my
arms around looking for her but I can’t find her.  I hear a crinkle as my
hand hits her pillow.  I pull the piece of paper towards me, rubbing my
eyes awake before I can read it.

The fish bite early

The
fish bite early?  Fuck!  I jump out of bed and throw on my boxers and
slide across the floor in my socks as I run towards the front door.  I
swing it open and round the corner towards the back of the cabin and freeze
taking in the scene before me. 

Holy
hell. 

Vanessa
is standing in those damn fishing boots. Only the fishing boots. 

“I’ve
been waiting for you!  You have to get up early to get a bite.”  She
winks at me.

I
do not know why my feet are not moving.  I know my mouth is open wide
enough to catch flies though.  I stalk over to her in my boxers wiping the
drool off my face.  Her smile is brighter than the sunshine.

“I
hope none of your neighbors have binoculars and I’m also very glad that
mosquitos aren’t abundant in Colorado.” She giggles.

“You’d
be eaten alive, you’re so sweet.”

“Why
don’t you have a taste, then?”

I
have to shake my head to make sure I’m not dreaming.  She reaches over and
pinches my hip, reading my mind.  What happens next fucking blows my
mind.  She steps into the pond in those fucking knee high boots and bends
her ass over the boat.  Fuck!

“Fuck
me Ryan.”  She says over her shoulder. 

I
pull my boxers down, grabbing her hips and thrusting into her without
warning.  She’s always ready for me.  So fucking wet.

She
pushes back as I push forward. We literally rock the damn boat. I feel like
pounding on my chest because I feel like a fucking King as I drive into her and
hear her satisfied screams.

“More
Ryan!”  That’s her code word.  She’s quite insatiable, my little
queen. I suck my thumb into my mouth, soaking it with my spit and then slowly
push it past the tight pucker in her ass.

“Yes!” 
She screams. I practically come right then.  A few more pumps into her and
I push my thumb in a little further and she clenches all her muscles.  She
lets out a loud keening sound that echoes over the mountains.  Fuck! 
I explode.  My semen shoots deep into her. I still until I catch my breath
and then wrap my hands around her waist pulling her up from the boat.  We
both collapse in the pond, screaming and giggling from the shock of the
freezing water. I pull her up to her feet and swing her into my arms, carrying
her to the cabin.  Her teeth are chattering and her skin is breaking out
in goose bumps.

After
a quick warm shower and breakfast, Vanessa and I decide to actually fish. 
We pack a little cooler and paddle the boat out to the middle of the
pond.  The pond is huge, more like a lake.  I have no idea if there
are actually fish in the lake but we eat, drink, laugh, and swim
together.  I’ve never felt so alive and excited about our future.  I
have so many questions to ask her.  I don’t want her to go back
home.  I want her to stay with me.