Vampire Vacation (14 page)

“Those are the best, one of my personal favorites. They’re called ‘bedroom adventure gear’ on the website. Wedges and ramps, cubes and cylinders. All covered in washable fabric. Oh, and the buckles are the best part—a gentle way to restrain your partner.”

I point to the left of the door, drawing his eye to the various attachments and blindfolds hanging on pegs.

“You’ll find the cuffs and straps over there on the wall.”

“But what are the shapes for?”

I hand him the picture books I’d ordered as well, hanging in a wall folder.

“The shapes put your lover into position, giving him or her support for different angles and won’t kill their back during the act. Let’s face it—we may be undead but most of our lovers aren’t!”

Antonio chuckles as he looks around, his eyes flitting from item to item in rapid succession, cataloging them for future use.

“What’s that big chair-like thing?”

“It’s called the Esse, kind of a chaise lounge built for comfortable sex positions.”

“I’ve never heard of this stuff before. Did you get it all here in Alaska?”

“No, we’re pretty much hours from anything. You must have noticed that on the plane ride up. I do a lot of Internet shopping. The shapes came from liberator.com.”

I need to continue on with this mini-tour and wrap things up. The ladies should be arriving any moment.

“Over here,” I gesture to the right of the door, “is the light panel. Helpful to set the right mood in the room. The stereo system’s next to it; instructions are printed alongside. Across the room and to the right,” I point to draw his eye to the far wall with a door, “is the bathroom and showers. You’ll find towels along with shampoos, soaps and lotions. Over to the left,” I point again, this time to the opposite wall across the room, “you’ll find a massage table, complete with various oils.”

“You really have thought of everything, haven’t you?” he says with an anticipatory gleam in his eye.

“We tried, but trust me, I always think of something to add to each room in the off-season. I think the fun part is the shopping online.”

Antonio quips, “I think the fun part will be trying it all out.”

A knock on the open door brings our heads back around.

“Hi, Vivian. Tommy asked Michelle and me to come up.”

My smile is big and welcome to the lush blondes standing in the doorway. Both are wearing tight workout gear to fit into the ambience of the surroundings a bit better. I introduce them all to each other and note that Debi, the one who greeted me, has an additional outfit draped over one arm.

“What have you got there?” I ask.

“Just in case our guest wasn’t dressed in comfortable clothes, I brought a pair of shorts and a t-shirt for him to change into.” Debi holds the shorts up for display and the open seam in the crotch gapes to reveal an access point that would be hidden when worn.

Antonio’s eyes glaze over at the sight and an air of lust starts to fill the room. Glancing down at his own more formal attire and back up to the items in her hand, he nods.

“What a great idea, I’ll take those and go change.”

He accepts the offered garments and saunters off to the bathroom. I bet he won’t forget to fold up the clothes he discards. That man is too tight. Let’s hope tonight can ease him a bit.

I wait until he’s behind the door before speaking to the women.

“He’s not quite himself right now. This could be very intense. You both okay with that?”

Both ladies have eager, happy looks on their faces and nod with enthusiasm.

“I need you to keep him here all night. He had a reaction to the vamp blood in the bar and he shouldn’t be around the other guests ‘til at least noon tomorrow.”

“Got it,” Michelle says.

“Call room service for food to keep up your strength and drink lots of fluids.”

Michelle smiles at my motherly attentions. “No worries, Viv. We know the drill. It’s not our first time.”

“Panic button bracelets on?”

Rolling eyes greet me this time. “Yes,” they both respond in unison.

The bracelets have only been used twice in our twenty years here, but they were definitely needed in those instances, both of which still give me nightmares on occasion. I pat the matching call bracelet I always keep in place, assuring myself in my nervous state that things are okay. I don’t like leaving Antonio, high on my blood, exposed to the ladies like this—but it’s the best option and I’ve got to stick with it.

“Alright, ladies, I’ll leave you to your evening of fun.” I exit the room without a backward glance and hear the door close and lock behind me. If anything happens to Michelle and Debi, I’m going to kill Antonio. I don’t have time for more of his crap.

Having touched every mind on the resort, I can find anyone at any time with only a little concentration on my part. The ease in which I could end a life is a dark, heady elixir always calling out to me. Pulling back from that desire is a constant battle.

Best to keep my mind off of it and head over to the bar. I’ve done all I can here and the rest will be revealed in time.

Now, I wonder what Drew and Olivia are up to?

Rafe, Antonio is locked in with Michelle and Debi in the gym.

Good, they are smart lasses. They’ll do fine. I can feel your worry but relax
—
they’ll be okay.

I hope you’re right. I’ll never forgive myself if he starts to
project something dark to them right now.

Surprise colors Rafe’s next thoughts.
Are you doubting the blocks you put in place? Was his young mind that much of a challenge?

No, that’s not it. I’m off tonight. Like something’s right under my skin and I can’t settle down.

I enter the gentlemen’s lounge to find it empty. Pushing open the carved door to the bar, conversation rushes to greet me.

Could be dead Jean Pierre. The situation would rile up anyone.

Yes, I’m sure you’re right. Asa will be arriving tomorrow morning. It’ll be nice to dump this on someone else.

Looking to the bar, I meet Charlie’s eye. He jerks his head to the nightclub, anticipating I’ll want to know where Rafe is without any sign from me. He’s right, but isn’t aware that I already know where Rafe is through our connection.

Rafe’s response to my comment about Asa sounds incredulous.
Is this some kind of a miracle? You’re actually going to let someone help you? That’s huge, babe.

Yeah, yeah, stuff it. I’ll wait till I meet him to make my decision final, okay?

Striding across the threshold, I slip in to the dark, strobe-lit room, easing the heavy door shut behind me. The music thumps a steady techno beat overlaid with flashes of lyrics from other songs. This particular tune sounds like a mixture of
Cotton-Eyed Joe
and
Me So Horny
, accompanied by the throb of a computer-generated rhythm.

Out on the dance floor, bodies gyrate and bump with wild abandon, as hands grope and lips linger on necks. Ten or so people occupy the parquet dance space, and several groups line the wall standing near tall tables. The smiles I see and the laughs that reach my ears indicate they’re all having fun.

Rafe raises an arm to catch my eye and I angle over to his bar-height table in a corner. Joining him, I look around the room trying to spot Olivia and Drew. I find them cozied up on the dance floor bumping and grinding to the beat.

“Olivia still has her clothes on,” I point out. “That’s a good sign.”

“Yeah, it’s half-past midnight now and the crowd is starting to get hopping. I wonder how long the clothing situation will last?”

“Should we step in and have him back off now that Antonio is out of the picture for tonight?”

“No, I think we should leave them be for a few more minutes. She looks like she’s enjoying all the attention. She needed it.”

I agree. The poor thing looks as happy as a wallflower in middle school getting asked to dance for the first time. Antonio is an ass. To have such a gem offered to him and not share blood with her. Either he’s just plain stupid or incredibly selfish, I can’t decide which yet.

Drew senses my attention on the two of them and looks up to catch my eye. I give him a nod, motioning my head toward the door back into the pub. He nods back and angles Olivia towards the exit with a smile and a hand on her lower back.

Leaning in to Rafe, I whisper, “Let’s go, love. I’ve changed my mind. I want to end our stay here on the fun floor and enjoy some time alone together back in our suite.”

Rafe gives me a stern look as he moves around the table to leave.
You’re going to touch Drew tonight, aren’t you?

If you know everything already, why do you bother to ask?

Why now? Can’t you let it go for another time?

No. Something is off and I need to know what. Would you rather I snuck out to his cabin in the wee hours of the morning while you were sleeping and told you about the encounter later? Your choice, babe.

He gives me a nasty look. Can’t say I blame him. I know I’m being bitchy.

Rafe’s voice sounds angry in my head.
Now what kind of choice is that? Of course, I want to be there. Drew’s an unknown element with everything else we have going on right now. No matter how tired I am from this damn long night, I would never risk your safety.

When we reach the soundproofed door connecting the club and the bar, Rafe pulls it open for me to enter ahead of him. I try to sway Rafe to understand my desires.

Can’t you try to see my side? How I don’t want to have the mystery of him hanging over my head any longer? I need to mark him off as a suspect and yet I still wonder at the sincerity of his request to join us. Why? He doesn’t know us from Adam, for crying out loud.

Get on with it already! You’re going to do as you please anyway.

I turn to face Rafe as we walk through the bar and give him a beaming smile. As long as we’re both clear on my touching Drew, I can refrain from a sharp-assed rejoinder to let him have the last word.

“Thanks, hon, you’re the best.”

“Uh-huh.”

Drew has escorted Olivia ahead of us and they are already moving into the gentleman’s lounge. Rafe and I follow, giving Charlie a goodbye call as we head out for the night. The new guests and off-duty employees are all still in party-till-you-drop mode. After twenty years of non-stop dark in the winter, a gal can go with a little normalcy in her schedule. After all, we do have a business to run.

Have I told you tonight that those leather pants fit your heart-shaped ass like a glove?

I hear the smile in Rafe’s thoughts and know our disagreement is in the past. One of the best things about Rafe is he doesn’t hold a grudge against me. We bicker, we snark, we occasionally have knock-down drag-out fights, but I know he’ll never let me down.

By the time we get to the next room, Drew’s already saying his goodbyes to Olivia. By her flushed and rosy-cheeked appearance, it’s safe to say she had a great night with him and is still leaving with all her blood intact. Good for him. He managed to do the job and leave her blood for Antonio to take another time. I’m impressed in spite of myself.

Olivia turns to leave and sees both Rafe and me approaching.

I address her before she gets a chance to go first. “Good night, Olivia. I look forward to our tea tomorrow morning.”

“I’m excited about it as well. And good night to you both, too. This is one of the best evenings I’ve had in a long while.”

“Glad to hear it, my dear.”

Olivia heads out the double doors leading back to the stairs, leaving Rafe, Drew and me alone in the lounge.

“Well, Drew, mission accomplished, and I have to say, I’m impressed.” I reach my hand out to shake his in a congratulatory gesture, and Drew extends his own in response. Rafe tenses beside me, watching us both carefully.

Drew’s cool clasp over my warmer Were-blood-infused hand sends my mind racing into the pool of his hidden wants and desires. On the surface of the swirling mass of thoughts, I see a cool blue thread snaking in and around a larger, darker, writhing nest. The cool blue reflects the desire Drew shared with us both earlier. Touching on it, I see his request to join our seethe appears forefront in his mind and it was an honest one. What hides beneath it?

I stare into his brown eyes while plunging deeper into his private thoughts. I must get to that darkness and unearth it for what it truly is, and propriety won’t get in my way.

Reaching in, past the surface desire, I delve further into that nest of twists and turns. Pain reaches back through our connection and grabs my heart like a vise. The crushing strength of anger mixes in with grief and hate. Bleak, dark solitude and the loss of a spouse trigger a chain reaction in my own mind.

Pictures of a beautiful, brown-haired woman overlay a buried memory of my first husband. Her pale, freckled skin appears ripped and torn, so like my Aidan’s. Body parts are scattered in a bloody mess of death and destruction. The shock of seeing this death in Drew’s memories, wrapped around his desires, is like nothing I’ve ever encountered.

The waste of life and the despair of the moment freeze me in place. I can see what he wants above all else! I know intimately what that desire is. I have felt it myself in the past, and the pain I initially experienced in our union is nothing compared to what’s fully inside him.

A sharp smack reverberates up through my body and the brown eyes are ripped from my vision, but my hand still holds Drew’s. A small cry reaches my ears and I feel a wetness course down my cheeks. The pain pulls me in and I know I must let go of his hand, but I can’t seem to do it.

Our entire exchange takes place in only a second or two. It ends abruptly when Rafe pushes Drew back from me to break our connection. The force of Rafe’s thrust drives the slight vampire across the room and crashing into a wall. Drew’s back on his feet in a moment and striding back toward us, with his hands held out in supplication.

“I don’t understand. What happened to her?”

Strong arms slip down to lift me up from my kneeling position on the rug; the smack I felt must have been my knees hitting the floor.

Rafe’s voice booms out from above me. “What did you do to her?”

Drew stops in his tracks, not coming any closer. “Nothing, I swear. She held my hand.”

Rafe picks me up as if I weigh no more than a child and cuddles me close to his chest. Whimpering sounds reach my ears again and I think they’re coming from me.

Rafe slips into my pain-filled mind.
What did you see? What is he hiding?

I speak aloud, my mind a confusing mess of thoughts at the moment. “He desires revenge… He wants to kill the one responsible for murdering his wife.”

Drew draws in a sharp intake of breath. “What’s she saying? Is she talking about me?”

Rafe turns to leave the room, still holding me in his arms.
Let me get you away from him. Hold on for a few more minutes.

Drew’s voice follows as Rafe’s powerful strides take us toward the stairs. “What happened to her? Will she be okay?”

The blood, Rafe. All the blood. So much hate…

Rafe ignores him and I close my eyes to the blackness and sink into peaceful oblivion.

The softness of our bed
enfolds me as Rafe lowers us both to the mattress. My eyes flutter open and I feel like I’ve gone twenty rounds with Mike Tyson. I’m not so sure I was victorious in the last encounter and the old wounds the experience re-opened have left me raw and shaken.

“Are you ready to talk yet, Dria?”

Give me a minute. Can you hold me for now?

Strong arms wrap tighter around my slender frame and the warmth of his body starts to sink into my own. Thoughts I had hoped long buried are now front and center in my own mind. My first husband, Aidan, and I were married in our small village in Ireland. We were both sixteen at the time and we had four years together before a horrible monster came to our home.

I did not know
it
had been watching me for weeks while I cared for our farm doing chores. The night the blood-crazed monster came in and tore Aidan limb-from-limb in front of me haunted my every hour for years to come.

The shock of his death fought side-by-side with the need to survive, and I was preoccupied with both for the years I was held captive in that sick bastard’s seethe.

“Are you thinking about Mikov again? I can see the hate in your mind. It’s glowing red and dark.”

“Yes, I am. Sorry. Drew’s wife was killed exactly like Aidan and I wasn’t expecting that punch to the gut.”

“Understandably so. If you had seen that coming I’m sure you wouldn’t have touched him.”

My head hurts, like one of the migraines from my time as a human. Only this one is brought on by the flood of pain and anguish rekindled in my mind, not from the constricting blood vessels in my brain. I snuggle deeper into my mate’s thick-muscled chest, pressing my face in.

“Mmph… “

I don’t really want to talk about what happened, but I’m betting Rafe won’t let this go. Most guys hate to talk about feelings. While I wouldn’t say Rafe
loves
to, he won’t ever back down from a task just because it’s an unpleasant one.

He continues on, hoping to draw some words out of me. “Mikov is dead, dear. You saw to that long ago. That bastard and his followers deserved everything you did and then some.”

I let my silence be my answer of agreement. We’ve gone over most of my past numerous times. I’d rather block the pain back away in my brain. I nuzzle Rafe’s neck. The smell of his blood coursing below the surface of his flesh reminds me of love and power all wrapped up in one. My tongue snakes out to lick the side of his throat, right below his chin.

Distraction can be the best form of coping, also called denial, and Rafe’s usually easy to convince. But it’s not working this time, though. His hand travels up and down my back in a soothing manner but my warm, wet attentions are doing nothing to dissuade him from this conversation. Damn, he can be quite single-minded at times.

Oblivious to my ministrations, he probes further. “No chance any of them survived to keep recruiting new vampires as they did with you, is there?”

My head whips up from my comfortable spot. “No! Why would you even suggest that? Of course I killed every last one of them. Unfortunately, revenge is never the reward one hopes it to be.”

“It never is.” Rafe’s quiet for a second and I know he’s recalling his own battle with seeking revenge for the death of his wife and baby daughter. Neither of us is unfamiliar with extreme violence in our past.