Authors: Chris Jordan
complex, vastly enriching the tribe.
“Man was always smart, had big ideas to help his people,
but he had to be the top dog, no matter what. Got away with it,
too, until his crazy temper ended up killing his own children,”
Fish tells us. “Tribal council finally decided they didn’t have
enough to prosecute—or more likely didn’t have the stomach
for it—so they deprived him of his office, took back his land,
and banished him. Which, the way they think of it, is worse than
the death penalty. From what I heard, Ricky thinks so, too.”
The news that my daughter’s kidnapper was responsible
for the deaths of his own small children hits me like a body
blow. It explains his delusional beliefs—communing with
dead children—and his spiral into ever-increasing violence,
but it surely does not bode well for Kelly’s survival. The man
gets away with arson and manslaughter at the very least, and
is then haunted into a killing madness. A psychiatrist might
theorize that Ricky Lang wanted to punish Edwin Manning
for the way he doted upon his own son. Or maybe he really
did believe that Manning could force the tribe to take him
back. Whatever his motives, however twisted by grief and
guilt, it’s obvious that in Ricky Lang’s world a stranger’s
child doesn’t count for much.
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Never give up, Shane says. I’m trying to hold on to that
as we rocket through the swampy wilderness, bumping and
banging as Leo Fish punches the airboat over slick shallows,
mere puddles, gunning the five-hundred-horsepower engine
until it screams. The engine and the raging propellers are con-
tained in a wire cage directly behind the raised seat where
Fish sits like a mad king clinging to a throne, both hands on
the rudder stick.
Shane in the seat beside him, grinning into the wind, no
doubt with bugs in his teeth. Bringing up the rear, the small
square boat Fish is towing. It flails around in the black wake,
twitching and jumping like a thing alive.
The wild run seems like it lasts forever—fear slows the
clock—but when Fish finally kills the engine and glides up
on a piece of dry grassland, forty minutes have passed.
“Not bad,” he announces, hopping down from his throne.
“Covered near twenty hard miles in less than an hour.”
“We’re here?” I ask, stomach in knots and ears ringing.
No idea where “here” might be, barely able to distinguish
land from sky.
Fish looks at me, shakes his head. “We’re still a ways
from where we’re headed, missy. This as far as the airboat
can take us.”
Missy? I’m not sure if that’s a term of endearment or one
of contempt. Not that it matters. Teaching Leo Fish how to
act civilized is not my problem. He could drag me along by
my hair, caveman style, if it leads us to Kelly.
What he’s dragging, however, is not me but the little
square-sided boat.
“What we call a pan,” he informs us, loading rifles, ammo,
a push-pole, and fresh-water jugs into the little boat. “Every
waterman got to have his pan.”
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Fish puts a rope over his shoulder and marches forward,
pulling the boat over the damp grass.
“I could help,” Shane offers.
“Not much, you couldn’t,” Fish says. “You follow along
as best you can.”
Take that, Mr. Big FBI Man. Shane rolls his eyes but does
as instructed, shortening his stride so that he’s pacing me
rather than the reverse. The ground beneath us is damp under
the grass and my running shoes are instantly soaked. Mos-
quitoes seem not the least repelled by the bug spray Fish
provided, although in truth the dive-bomber buzzing in my
ears is even more maddening than the actual bite. The only
thing that keeps me from slapping at them compulsively is a
notion that I’d have to slap myself unconscious to escape.
“You always lived out here?” Shane wants to know as we
trudge along.
“Happened sort of gradual,” Fish says over his shoulder.
“Always hunted and fished, everybody did. For some years
I did some guiding, living off the tin canners.”
“Tin canners?”
“What we call the tourists. All that guidin’ finally decided
me away from town, you might say. Now I’m so used to bein’
outside that I’d rather not be inside.”
He stops, eases his small boat or “pan” into a little creek.
The water so black I’d have easily mistaken it for solid ground.
“Best you come aboard first, missy,” he says, offering a
gnarled hand.
“We can’t all fit in that little thing,” I point out.
Fish laughs, which startles me. Hadn’t thought of him as
the laughing type, but it’s actually quite a good laugh, makes
him sound human. “Missy, I’ve had as many as a dozen
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sizeable gators on board. Most every one of them outweighed
you.”
“What about Shane?”
“Him? Oh he’s a bigg’un, but he ain’t no more than three
gators’ worth.”
There are no seats, so I have to sit on the floor or the deck
or whatever they call it, instantly dampening my butt.
Thinking if Kelly and I manage to survive this, I’ll celebrate
by taking a long hot shower. Hours long. We’ll wrap our-
selves in soft robes and lounge about in air-conditioned, bug-
free rooms, eating fancy hors d’oeuvres and watching TV
until our brains dissolve into mush.
Pure fantasy, but it helps me keep going. Helps keep me
from screaming.
Shane clambers aboard, all arms and legs, and is instructed
to crouch in the middle, to keep the boat balanced. My knees
end up against his back. Once Three Gator Shane is in
position, Fish jumps sprightly on board and shoves us away
from hard ground, using his pole.
He remains standing, relaxed and perfectly balanced as he
deftly works the pole, pushing us through the water. Looking
up, a few dim stars illuminate his gaunt face. He’s smiling to
himself, really smiling, and it finally dawns on me that despite
his gruff way of talking, Leo Fish is actually having a good
time. He gets a kick out of leading ignorant strangers through
the world he knows so well. He’s not so much a people hater
as a solitary man, and not without his own brand of dry humor.
“You mentioned alligators,” I say, trying to sound casual
as I cling to the sides of the little boat. “Any around here, by
any chance?”
Fish looks down at me and grins. “There might be one or
two,” he says. “Best keep your hands inside the pan.”
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isn’t one of them. His job often takes him to one E.R. or
another, and he always has pretty much the same reaction:
amazement that there are so many good people dedicated to
helping those in trouble. Granted they’re getting paid, and
sometimes they’re grumpy or incompetent, but the overall
thrust of the deal is about helping.
Plus he likes nurses. Okay, Roof likes anything in skirts,
but in his opinion, nurses are top of the heap. For instance
there’s a leggy E.R. nurse here in Naples who sets his old
heart to beating double time. Come to raising his blood
pressure, she’s better than push-ups. He’s looking around—
gal by the name of Suzy Queenan—but Suzie Q. isn’t around.
Probably not on duty at this godforsaken hour of the night.
Oh well, maybe next time. Roof gets right down to it, ap-
proaches the desk and asks for the duty police officer by
name. That same duty officer, as he well knows, already
having gone off shift.
“Got a call from Officer Morris Kendall, alerting me to
the presence of a certain person. By that I mean patient.
Young fella from my home town, his ailing momma wants
me to check to see that he’s okay.”
A few moments later he’s ambling along, directed to a cur-
tained area in the far corner of the E.R.
“I’ll be damned if it ain’t Roy Whittle himself,” Roof says,
grinning around the curtain. “What you doin’ in here, Roy?
Gettin’ some shut-eye? Sucking’ up on the free morphine?”
Roy, heavily bandaged about the throat, stares at him with
dull eyes. The detective is joking about morphine, but evi-
dently the young man has been dosed with some sort of pain-
killer, seems to have numbed him out considerable.
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“Can I help you, Officer?” a pretty little Latino LPN
wants to know.
Roof introduces himself, tips his uniform hat. “This young
scamp is my cousin Roy. Second cousin is more like it, but
you know how it is in Glade City. Heck, a man’s lucky if he
ain’t his own grandpa, ain’t that right, Roy?”
The nurse smiles nervously—rural inhabitants having a
certain reputation in the big city of Naples—says to call if
he needs anything, and then hurries away, as if afraid of what
his next friendly joke might be.
Roof approaches the hospital bed, lowering his voice a few
decibels, and generally cutting the crap. “Here’s the thing, Roy.
You show up with a piece of steel wire in your throat, dropped
off by your dopey brother, that attracts my interest. Officer on
duty tells me the wire they pulled outta your throat looks like
it mighta sorta maybe come off a five-gallon bucket. That make
sense to you, getting accidently stabbed by a bucket?”
Roy closes his eyes, doesn’t even bother shaking his head.
Looks to Roof like he’s got way more problems weighing on
him than a throat wound, however painful that might be.
“Thing of it is, folks have been inquiring about you, son.
Official kind of folks. Could you be involved in some way
with Ricky Lang? Was you at that old airstrip when a body
got burned, and an airplane, too? Questions like that. I been
telling ’em you’re a good man, Roy, because I believe that
to be true, more or less. Tonight it’s considerable less. Person
driven to protect himself with a bucket handle, that might be
because alls he’s got is a bucket. That make sense to you? A
bucket like you might provide a person was he to be kept
prisoner, and not have access to a proper toilet. That what
happened, Roy? You went to fetch the man, or maybe it was
the girl, whoever it was managed to stick you with a piece
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of wire? Huh? Because they tell me you’re lucky to be alive.
Missed your carotid artery by a whisker.”
Roof pauses, looks around, carefully places his hand over
Roy Whittle’s right wrist. The boy feels about as weak as a
fresh-drowned kitten.
Roof gives him a little squeeze.
“Figure with your esophagus all swole up you’d have a hard
time screaming,” says Roof, keeping his voice friendly in tone
and barely above a murmur. “Nothing wrong with your hearing
though, is there? My concern ain’t you, because you I can have
arrested anytime. My concern is that brother of yurn who likes
to torture creatures. He run away practically soon’s he dropped
you off. So my question is, where’d he go? Is he off huntin’
the one did this to you? Huh? And where’d that be, exactly?
Best tell me, son. Best tell old Roof everything you know.”
Poor boy wants to scream but he can’t.
13. Say Your Prayers
Never before has Kelly Garner dreaded the sunrise. Not
that she’s usually up that early but still, when it does happen
her heart always stirs with warmth, even if her eyes are bleary
from an all-nighter. Probably because it triggers memories
of childhood confinements at various treatment centers.
There were a few bad nights, nurses and doctors hovering,
when the prospect of witnessing another dawn seemed
unlikely. So she’s keenly aware, despite what her mom may
think, that each new day is a precious gift.
Kelly knows the monster man is close. Hasn’t dared rise up
for a look lately, but her sixteen-year-old ears register every-
thing. The squish of a heavy foot coming up from the damp
grass. The faintest clink of something metallic—a knife or gun?
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He’s out there, waiting patiently. Waiting for her to make
a mistake, give herself away. Waiting for the sun to rise,
when it will be easier to find them.
Seth remains feverish, quaking uncontrollably, but he’s not
yet delirious. He understands the consequences of making a
sound, and has kept silent, communicating, as best he can,
by touch. They cling together, not daring to so much as slap
away a mosquito. Kelly wondering if it’s possible to be bitten
to death, to actually be bled dry by mosquitoes. They’re both
so swollen with bite marks that the bugs are having trouble
finding fresh spots.
Kelly takes great care not to put any pressure on Seth’s
swollen arm. There’s a limit to how much pain he can stand
without crying out.
Best thing, she decides, go somewhere far away in her head.
Somewhere that gives her hope, makes her feel strong. For
Kelly that somewhere is in the left-hand seat of Seth’s brand-