loss. Jade had not only left the area, she’d somehow managed to block their connection in their dreams. It’d been the longest week in both
their lives, and Zack was seriously considering taking his lover home to Sesturia for a while. At least there they would have the love and
support of their families.
He sighed as he tried not to think of the woman who’d invaded his
heart. She’d been frightened the first time she’d met Mitchell in the hospital, and neither of them had been able to learn why. Zack had set the problem aside, arrogantly assuming that once the mating link
became stronger that they’d know. But it seemed that by not pressing
the point or asking her directly, they’d missed an important problem.
He felt certain that whatever caused her sudden, nearly violent
withdrawal was also the cause of her fear.
“I’m sorry,” Mitchell whispered for the hundredth time. He was
blaming himself, worried that he hadn’t controlled the enzyme well
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enough, that he’d somehow scared their woman away. The link had
been broken so completely that the enzyme wasn’t even producing in
Mitchell’s body anymore. Nothing highlighted their loss more than
that.
Zack heard the knock on the door and really wanted to ignore
their unwanted visitor, but a moment later the bell rang several times, and it pissed him off enough to get his ass out of bed. He kissed
Mitchell’s cheek as he pulled the blankets back into place and then
went to deal with their unwelcome guest.
But when he opened the door to Jed, his anger slid away, and he
invited the official leader of the Sesturian community on Earth into
their home.
Jed didn’t waste any time with small talk. “I heard about your
problems with Kayla’s sister, and I wanted to make sure that you
understood the situation.”
Understood the situation? What was to understand? Jade didn’t
want them. End of story.
Jed watched him closely for a moment, as if he was reading
Zack’s body language, or maybe waiting for him to say something.
Zack kept his mouth closed and his expression neutral. Jed may be the equivalent of a governor in his world, but he really didn’t have a clue what Zack and Mitchell were going through.
“The concept of a Taydelaan is probably more complex than
many of our people know. Your potential third isn’t just one person,
but rather a type of person,” Jed began, managing to shock Zack into
stunned silence in the process. Everything he knew pointed to a one
and only Taydelaan, not a choice. “It’s a combination of things that makes a Taydelaan a perfect match, but there is always more than one
person who would fit the description. It’s not a high number. It’s
something like one in half a million, but with six billion people on this planet, it means that there is a good chance that you will meet another woman who’ll be your Taydelaan.”
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“But we want Jade,” Mitchell said from the doorway. He leaned
against the door jamb, looking tired and beaten, but he held his jaw stubbornly.
“Jade has already closed her connection to you,” Jed said in the
type of voice Zack had heard on self-help commercials—kind but
firm. “If she wanted to be your Taydelaan, she wouldn’t have been
able to do that.”
Zack could feel Mitchell’s determination falter. She
had
been able to shut them out. It certainly wasn’t the actions of a woman willing to love them. “What if she’s just scared?” Zack asked, trying to deny
how desperate he must sound. “What if something in her past made it
difficult for her to accept our love?”
Jed considered his words for a moment and nodded slowly. “I
suppose that could be true. Fear can override some pretty strong
emotions, especially if memories intrude. Did you sense anything in
the partial link that you had? Any memory or trauma that could
explain her sudden withdrawal?”
Zack shook his head in frustration, but Mitchell pushed himself
off the wall and stood taller. “The day I met her,” he said, frowning as he tried to put into words what he’d felt, “she nearly freaked out when I tried to stop her walking away. I didn’t do anything that could be
considered threatening, but her reaction was well out of proportion.
She practically ran the length of the hallway when I let her past.”
“And after her…uhm…orgasm,” Zack added, glancing at Jed in
mild embarrassment to be discussing something so private with a man
who was virtually a stranger, “I sensed something about an ex-
boyfriend or ex-lover, something that left her feeling unloved.”
Mitchell walked into the room and wrapped his arms around Zack.
“I felt that, too,” he said quietly.
“Well, I think the best thing you can do is go after her,” Jed said
decisively. “Find out what she really feels. If she truly doesn’t love you, at least you’ll know for certain and can move on with your lives.
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And if she does love you, well I guess I’ll see you at the Joining
Ceremony.” Jed shook both their hands and left without any fanfare.
“Let’s pack some clothes,” Zack said, already mentally planning
their trip. Technically, Jade was only three hours away, so they could make the trip there and back in a day, but he had every intention of
parking themselves on her doorstep until she admitted the truth or
kicked them to the curb. Either way, he wasn’t planning on it being a short visit.
* * * *
Jade pulled her car into the driveway and rested her head on the
steering wheel, trying to find the energy to climb out of the car and into bed. Since leaving her men behind, she hadn’t felt the inclination to do anything. She only went to work because she couldn’t afford to
lose her job, otherwise she would’ve stayed in bed for the entire
week.
She caught movement out of the corner of her eye and looked
over just as the door was flung open. Jade gasped as a rough hand
grabbed her arm and tried to pull her from the car. The seat belt
jammed, and a male voice cursed before leaning over her and undoing
the clasp. Strong arms dragged her from the car and slammed her
back against the door panel.
“Where the hell have you been?” The familiar voice made her
cringe, and she really, really wished she hadn’t come home today.
“Duncan,” she said in a breathless, frightened voice even though
she was trying to hide her fear, “why are you here?”
“I need more money,” he growled as he kicked the car door closed
and dragged her to the front door of her home. “And I don’t like
waiting.”
She frantically searched through her bag, trying to find her keys
with shaking hands. She knew from bitter experience that when he
was like this the slightest thing could set him off. She swallowed
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nervously as her fingers finally wrapped around the house keys. She
tried to fit the key into the lock, but he grabbed them from her, undid the lock, and pushed her inside ahead of him. For a crazy moment she
considered shoving the door closed in his face, but she knew he’d
quickly find a way in and his resulting anger would bring far more
danger.
“Money,” he reminded her as she stood dumbly in the hallway,
wondering how the hell she’d ever considered herself in love with this man.
“I don’t have much at the moment,” she said truthfully. Hell, she
could barely keep up with the day-to-day bills lately, and thanks to
this man, her savings were nonexistent.
“Well then,” he said, taking a menacing step closer, “this visit is
not going to go well for you, is it.”
“Duncan,” she said, trying to sound reasonable instead of scared
to death, “I gave you everything I had last time. I can’t give you what I don’t have.”
“Fine,” he said, sounding really pissed off, “I’ll take your
mother’s jewelry.” The only thing of any real value in her mother’s
jewelry box was her engagement ring, and she’d fight tooth and nail
before she handed it over to this asshole.
“It’s never going to stop, is it?” she asked, finally realizing that he would always be back for more. After the last time, she’d thought it
was over, that he’d finally taken everything of value and would never be back. Obviously, she’d been wrong.
He laughed at her, his golden good looks and bright smile belying
the beast within. “Well that depends, darlin’,” he drawled as he
stalked closer, “on how quickly you can get them pretty jewels for
me. I might stop if you ask really, really nice like.”
The look he gave her had her heart hammering in her throat. She
could barely breathe. Panic wrapped her gut, squeezed tight. She
knew what came next.
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Chapter Eight
As Mitchell slowed the car so they could find the correct house,
Jade’s fear slammed into them like a sledgehammer. Momentarily
stunned by the link’s reconnection, Mitchell stopped in the middle of the street and glanced over his shoulder at a small, tidy house. He was certain that’s where Jade was, but he couldn’t identify the source of her terror.
He put the car in reverse and backed up to park the car out front of
Jade’s home. A quick glance at the letterbox confirmed the house
number Kayla had given them. As he stepped out of the car he felt
Jade’s sudden spike in terror. She wasn’t frightened of them. She
wasn’t even aware they were here. Something, or someone, inside the
house was the reason for her fear. Terrified for her, he didn’t bother knocking. Just burst through the front door.
Mitchell dragged the man away from her, his fist landing on the
man’s jaw before he could even consider the implications. Zack
moved to help Jade. She still had her jeans on, but her shirt had been ripped in two.
The man groaned, pushed himself to his feet, and growled in
irritation. “Who the fuck are you?” he yelled. “Get the fuck out of my house.”
Mitchell turned to Jade, trying to understand what the hell was
going on. Kayla had said this was Jade’s house, that she lived alone.
Mitchell saw the man’s swift attack just in time to counter it. Off
balance, Jade’s attacker fell awkwardly into the wall.
“Your house?” Mitchell asked as he stood over the man
aggressively. “Explain to me how this is your house.”
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“Simple, that whore,” he said, pointing to Jade, “is my wife, so
this is my house. Now get the fuck out of my house.”
“Jade?” Zack asked the woman in his arms. “You married this
asshole?”
“Divorced him, too,” she said defiantly.
“Oh, look how brave you are now,” the man said as he pushed
himself upright and took a step closer. Zack moved to stand between
Jade and her ex-husband. The man smiled mockingly at Zack’s
protective stance. “Don’t worry, slut, when they get tired of your
constant nagging, I’ll be back to finish what I started.” He laughed as he stepped out the door. Mitchell wanted to follow him out and finish what he’d started with his fists. But Jade’s fear still called to him, and he moved to wrap her and Zack in his arms.
“I’m sorry,” she said as reaction set in and tears started to fall.
“I’m sorry that I hurt you. Th…thank you for coming to help me.”
* * * *
Jade couldn’t seem to stop the tears. She’d never felt more alone
than she had when Duncan had been tearing at her clothes. If Zack
and Mitchell hadn’t chosen that moment to come through the door,
she had no doubt that her ex would’ve followed through on his
threats. He’d done so before. She shuddered at the filthy feeling the man’s touch had left behind.
“I need a shower,” she managed to sob through the unstoppable
tears.
“Baby,” Zack said as he held her carefully, “you should report this
to the police first. You’re already bruising around your breasts and
stomach.”
She glanced down at her chest, almost surprised to see the
circular, finger-shaped bruises. Adrenaline still pumped through her veins and seemed to be masking the pain.
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“I don’t want to involve the police,” she said as embarrassment
slid through her. She should’ve reported him the first time he raped
her, but she’d always felt particularly ashamed that she’d invited that man into her life in the first place. Explaining her stupidity to officers of the law just seemed too humiliating. Duncan had been threatening
and demanding money from her for years, and that just wasn’t
something she wanted to explain in minute detail.
Mitchell nodded as if he’d heard every thought in her head.
“We’ll protect you,” he said in a strong voice, “but what happens
to the next woman he chooses to harass?” Guilt warred with
embarrassment even though she knew going to the police was the
right thing to do.
“All right,” she said, trying to swallow her misgivings, “I’ll report him to the police. I never should’ve married the asshole in the first place.”
“Why did you?” Mitchell asked.
“I don’t remember,” she said honestly. “I was tired of being alone,
could hear my biological clock ticking, and wanted a family. I guess I didn’t see the man for what he really was until it was too late.” She shook her head, disgusted at her own weakness. Had she been so