The Turnaround (17 page)

Almeda nodded. “And how has life turned out for him?”

“He was at the hospital delivering food. He lost a son in Iraq.”

“Awful,” she said.

“He owns a diner downtown. He carries the scar Charles gave him, but other than that, I don’t know much about him. I didn’t stay with him long enough to find out. He was uncomfortable, like anyone would be. I came up on him quick.”

“What did you see in his eyes?”

“I saw good.”

“Why, Raymond? Why would you seek him out?”

“I had to,” said Monroe.

Almeda offered her hand. He took it, a tiny tangle of bones.

“I suppose I understand,” she said.

“Couldn’t be an accident that I crossed paths with him. I pray at night for my son, knowing that I’m still unclean inside. I can’t
be
like that anymore.”

“Will you talk to this man again?”

“I left the door open. It’s on him now.”

“You should include your brother if the man wants to take it further.”

“I plan to.”

“It was him who suffered most.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Is that all?” said Almeda.

He hadn’t told her everything. He didn’t want to worry her over James.

“There’s nothing else,” said Raymond Monroe, cutting his eyes away.

DEON BROWN was in the living room of his mother’s house, alternately sitting in a chair and pacing the floor. Since the night before, he and Cody had managed to off most of the weed they had bought from Dominique. Their day was spent talking on their disposable cells, setting up meets, making deliveries in parking lots, garages, houses, and apartments, and collecting money. The balance of the ounces they had not physically unloaded had been committed. The transactions had been quick and successful, and they had each pocketed over a thousand in cash in less than twenty-four hours. Deon should have been happy, but he was not. He was tired of hanging with Cody, whose mouth did not stop, even when he was high. Cody had just about gotten on Deon’s last nerve.

He had come to his mother’s to find some peace, maybe have dinner with her, watch television together, talk. But to Deon’s annoyance, Charles Baker had been in the house when he’d arrived. Deon had heard Baker upstairs, raising his voice at his mother, and her sharp objections and replies. And then Baker’s voice, louder still and frightening, ending the argument with intimidation and aural force. Silence after that for a couple of minutes, followed by a rhythmic squeaking sound, which was the mattress springs being worked on his mother’s bed. Deon wanted to leave out the house, but he could not. He wasn’t about to abandon his mother to low trash like Charles Baker. Baker was on top of his mother, thrusting, the mattress squeaking and the legs of the bed lifting and hitting the hardwood floor. Deon rubbed at his temples and paced, but he did not leave.

The house grew quiet. Deon heard his mother’s door close up on the second floor, and soon Baker came downstairs. He stood at the foot of the stairs, tucking his shirt into his slacks, and nodded at Deon, now seated again in a cushioned armchair.

“How long you been here?” said Baker.

“A while.”

“You heard us arguin, then.”

“Sounded like you were doing most of it.”

“Your mother’s emotional. Women be like that.”

“Is she coming down for supper?”

“She needs to rest now,” said Baker with a vile grin.

“You’re not stayin the night, then,” said Deon. It wasn’t a question.

Baker held his smile and kept his eyes fixed on the boy. He didn’t like to be talked to this way, but he would allow it to pass.
I’m done with that dry hole, anyway,
he thought.
Why would I want to stay?

“I’ll be sleepin at my group home tonight,” said Baker. “But I need to get over to Thirteenth and Fairmont, to see a friend. Can you drop me?”

“I was just leaving myself,” said Deon, happy to get this man out of his mother’s house.

Deon drove the Marauder east, Charles Baker beside him. Night had fallen, and the glow of the instrument lights colored their faces. Baker looked at Deon, filling up his space under the wheel though the seat had been pushed far back.

“You got some size on you,” said Baker. “What you go, two fifty?”

“Round that.”

“You ever play football?”

“Never.”

“You runnin to fat now. All them Macs and that slope food you be consumin. You need to watch yourself,’cause, lookit, you starting to get some titties on you like a woman.”

Deon kept his eyes ahead, braking and coming to a full stop at one of the many four-ways now on 13th.

“The way you built,” said Baker, “wouldn’t take long in a weight room to get you swole. When I was liftin, I was a beast.”

When you were in prison,
thought Deon.

“Anyway,” said Baker. “You and your boy just don’t do enough physical shit. That’s all I’m sayin. Young boys be like that today, though. Your Tubes and Your Space, the chitchat rooms and all that bullshit—y’all just don’t use your muscles anymore. Me, I
use
my muscles. The ones in my head
and
in my back.”

Deon accelerated as he hit a gradual incline, the Flowmasters growling beneath the Mercury.

“Course, with all that money you got, I guess you don’t feel the need to be getting physical. I’m talkin about real work, going out there, scrumpin and humpin.’Cause you and Cody, y’all are flush. Am I right?”

“We’re doing fine,” said Deon.

“What, you two made a couple thousand, more than that, in the last day alone?”

“Something like it.”

“And me emptyin bedpans and scrubbing the shit stains off of porcelain, for what? Couple hundred dollars a week? How you think that makes me feel?”

“What’s your point?”

“What’s my
point
. You funny, you know it? My point is, I been in your mother’s world for a little while now, and I been good to her. You’d think that her son would want to return the favor and do something for the man who done right by his moms. Give Mr. Charles a little taste of that good thing you and your boy got.”

“We’re set,” said Deon.

“But I’m not.”

“What I’m trying to say is, we had our thing going before you came along, and we’re not lookin to grow it. I’m happy where we at.”

“You don’t look too happy. I mean, I ain’t seen you smiling all that much. You on them mood pills and shit, but you don’t seem all that joyful to me.”

“I’m straight.”

“What about the white boy? He happy, too?”

“You’d have to ask him.”

“Yeah, I’m gonna do that.’Cause Cody, he seem like the ambitious type. More than you.”

“Where you wanna be dropped?”

“I said Fairmont. We got a few more blocks yet.” Baker drummed his fingers on the shelf of the dash. “I guess you just can’t see it. You don’t have that vision thing.”

Deon did not ask Baker about what he could not see.

“I don’t even want to be around no marijuana,” said Baker. “I’m not lookin to get violated on some drug charge. And if I did try to get involved in the, uh, mechanical part of the business, I would just fuck it up.’Cause I am no good at that detail work. Truth is, I don’t know a thing about movin weed. But I do know human nature.”

“What you gettin at?”

“First time I got a look at your friend Dominique, I saw a straight bitch. I got some experience in identifying those motherfuckers real quick.”

No doubt,
thought Deon.

“I’m sayin, you put me in a room with little Dominique? I’m gonna negotiate a better deal for y’all real quick. Get those profit margins up. That’s the role I’d play for y’all. I’m not boastin about it, either. I can do it.”

“Dominique got people,” said Deon.

“What kinda people?”

“He got a brother who’s fierce.”

“Shit. They got the same blood runnin through their veins, don’t they? I ain’t sweatin.”

“We’re good the way we are,” said Deon.

“You’re gonna be stubborn, huh,” said Baker jovially. “Okay. Fuck it, young man, I don’t need nothin from you, anyway. My ship’s about to come in real soon. You gonna be askin
me
for loans.”

“We’re here,” said Deon.

“Pull over.”

Just before Fairmont, Deon cut the Mercury to the curb and let it idle. Two blocks up ahead, at Clifton Street, young white people in business clothes were walking over the crest of the big hill running along Cardozo High School, coming up from the Metro station toward their condos and houses.

“Look at that,” said Baker. “They think they can just move in here. . . . They don’t even know where they at or what can happen to’em. Walkin all confident and shit. They think they gonna take over our city.”

“Thought you grew up in Maryland,” said Deon.

“Don’t correct me, boy,” said Baker, his face old and grim in the dashboard light. “I don’t like it when you do.”

“I didn’t mean nothin.”

“I know you didn’t, big man.” Charles Baker forced a smile. “Thanks for the ride. I’ll catch up with you soon, hear?”

Deon Brown watched Baker walk west on Fairmont Street, his collar casually turned up, his hands swinging free. Deon drove east, then swung a left on 11th Street and headed uptown.

Charles Baker went to the middle of the block, a strip of row houses with turrets, and cut up a walkway to the front of a building that held multiple apartments. He stepped into the foyer and pushed one of several brown buttons set beside pieces of paper fitted behind small rectangles of glass.

A voice came tinny from a slotted box. “Yeah.”

“It’s your boy Charles.”

There was a long silence. “So?”

“I was on your street. I just thought, you know, I’d say hello.”

Baker imagined that he heard a sigh. Perhaps it was the hiss of static coming from the speaker. He couldn’t tell.

A buzzer sounded, and Baker opened the unlocked door of glass and wood. He passed through a short, clean hall and up a flight of stairs to a second-floor landing, where he knocked on a door marked with stick-on numbers.

The door opened. A big man with a barrel chest, dressed in blue Dickies work pants and a matching unbuttoned shirt, stood tall in the frame. His white T-shirt hung sloppily over his belly. He held an open can of Pabst Blue Ribbon beer in one meaty, calloused hand. His eyes were large and a bit bloodshot. His hair was unkempt and unstylish, a medium-length natural.

“What is it?” said the man.

“That how you talk to your old partner?”

“You want somethin. Otherwise you wouldn’t be here.”

“I just wanna visit. But I can’t do it out here.”

“I gotta be up for work tomorrow.”

“Shoot, I got a big day, too,” said Baker. “Can I come in?”

The big man with the barrel chest turned his back and walked into the dark apartment, the sound of a television loud in the room. Charles Baker entered and closed the door behind him.

The man sat in his favorite chair, a recliner, and took a swig of beer. It spilled some and rolled down his chin and onto his shirt. The man wiped at the wet spot, near a white oval patch with his name stitched across it in script.

“Ain’t you gonna offer a man a beer?” said Baker.

“Get one,” said the man.

“I
knew
you were my boy.” Baker stepped toward the refrigerator in the apartment’s tiny kitchen. He had no trouble finding it. He’d been here before.

James Monroe sat in the recliner and stared ahead, the light of the television flickering in his black eyes.

Fourteen

A
LEX AND Vicki Pappas sat in their living room, nursing glasses of wine, red for Alex, white for Vicki. He had told her about their son’s day at work, and of Johnny’s gift for interaction with the customers and help. She said that Johnny’s presence in the store was going to be good for their relationship, that it would help bring them closer together. He had been prepared to argue the point, but in all honesty, he had to agree. He did like having Johnny there. And having him in the shop was going to be good for business, too.

Alex then told her about the man who’d visited him at closing time. She listened carefully and asked some questions but did not seem particularly interested in prolonging the conversation or invested in the subject. The incident had happened years before she’d met Alex. To her, it was an abstract event that had happened to a boy she did not know and had little to do with the man she loved and had been married to for twenty-six years.

“You don’t think this is some sort of scam, do you?”

“It’s him,” said Alex.

“I’m asking you, is this an extortion thing?”

“No. He had a nice way about him. I don’t think it’s anything like that.”

“Will you call him?”

“
Should
I?”

“Honey, that’s up to you.” Vicki shrugged and got up out of her chair. “I’m bushed. I’m going to bed.”

She leaned in and kissed him on the mouth. He gripped her hand and held the kiss.

“Good night, Vicki.”

“
Kah-lee neech-tah
.”

After he had poured out the rest of his wine, Alex went to the family’s computer station off the kitchen and got on the Web. He first searched the archives of the
Washington Post
and found several articles related to the incident, from the initial reporting of the crime in metro to the conviction announcement, eighteen months later, in the spring of 1974. He had read most of these articles at the time, had even kept a few of them, suspecting that he would someday want to revisit them, but he had thrown them out a year into his marriage, hoping that with the birth of his first son, that chapter of his life had been closed.

His recollection of that period was as hazy as the incident itself. He had not gone to the funeral of Billy Cachoris. At the time of Billy’s burial, Alex had been hospitalized at Holy Cross, and then there were the two reconstructive surgeries in the fall. His stay at the hospital was one druggy, painful day after another, his only entertainment a high-mounted television set, which strained his good eye, and his clock radio, which his parents brought from home. He listened to Top 40 because he could not get the progressive stations he favored in his room, and the playlist mocked him. “Rocket Man,” “Black and White,” “Precious and Few.” Songs that had been playing
that day
. Songs that they had joked about only hours, minutes before Billy had been killed. Introducing each song, the disc jockey on PGC would announce, “Nineteen seventy-two, this is the soundtrack to your life!” And Alex would think,
What a laugh.