The Summer He Came Home (28 page)

She closed her eyes and fought the hot and cold that claimed her body in waves.

What
the
hell
just
happened?

Maggie slept in.

When the sun began to rise in the sky, when those first golden rays cut through the dark Michigan night, she was dead to it all. She lay on her side, cuddling a large pillow in much the same way she’d clung to Cain every night that he was in her bed.

Her small bungalow was silent, and it wasn’t until nearly nine thirty that she rolled over and opened her eyes a crack. She winced, not used to the bright sunlight that shone into her room. She’d been so tired the night before that she’d barely managed to get her teeth brushed, had pulled on a T-shirt and bottoms and crawled into bed without closing the blinds. Considering a pervert had been in her backyard only a few days ago, not a smart move, but one she’d blame on exhaustion.

After Cain left, she’d done a lot of soul-searching, and she realized a few things about herself. Not all of it good.

Cain was right. She was using her past as a shield to keep him away. How could she not? Everyone who mattered to her had left, either physically or emotionally.

Then Dante had come along, and at first things had been great. Like a starving urchin, she’d clung to him for the love and emotional support that she’d lost. She’d fancied herself in love with him, had been blind to the monster that lived inside of him, and in the end he’d pounced on the bruised young woman she was and broken her spirit.

But he’d also given her something wonderful…a child to love and to take care of. A child to keep safe and happy. Michael was her reason for everything.

But what kind of example was she really? Hiding in Crystal Lake? Afraid to stand up for herself…to stand up for Michael.

She wanted to believe that she was better than that. She had to be better than that, or what was the point?

She’d lain awake for hours, and when she finally fell asleep a decision had been made.

Maggie rolled over, saw the time on the clock and shrieked, rolled over once more, and promptly fell out of her bed. She landed on the floor, and her head barely missed the corner of the bedpost.

Crap! They were going to miss the parade!

Her cell went off as she stumbled down the hall, and she skipped the bathroom, her bare feet shuffling along the hardwood as she headed into the kitchen. She’d remembered to plug in the damn thing the night before, at least, and it was working.

She didn’t have caller ID and hoped her disappointment didn’t ring too loudly when she answered and heard Raine on the other end.

“Maggie, where the hell were you yesterday? I called, like, twenty times, drove by your place, and you didn’t answer. You weren’t there.” Accusation rang in her voice, and Maggie winced.

“Raine, I’m sorry. My phone was dead.”

“Your phone was dead. Unbelievable.”

“I forgot to charge it. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t do that again. After everything you said the other night, I was afraid you’d packed up and left without so much as a good-bye.”

Michael appeared, sleep still in his eyes and his curls a mad-looking cap of tangles. “Hold on, Raine.”

Maggie kissed her son quickly and pointed to the bathroom. “Why don’t you go and shower now. We don’t want to miss the parade.”

His eyes lit up, and a wide grin spread across his face. “Okay. Can I grab a granola bar first? I’m hungry.”

She nodded. “You still there?”

“Yes.” Raine paused. “So, you sound like you’re in a much better place than you were the other night.”

“I am.”
Lord, you have no idea. “
Cain came by last night.”

“He did.” A hint of naughty entered Raine’s voice, and Maggie smiled. “Is he there now?”

“No, he was only here for five minutes.”

Maggie walked back to the living room and stared out the window. Cain’s truck still sat there. She glanced down at the keys on the small table. It had been real.

“Oh.”

Maggie smiled as she grabbed his keys and fingered the large black and silver fob.

“Are you going to tell me what happened, O’Rourke, or am I going to have to come by and shake it out of you?”

“He told me that he loved me.” Her words rushed from her in a whisper, and hearing them once more made it all the more real.

Silence greeted her confession, and after a few seconds, Maggie spoke again. “Raine?”

“Yes, I’m still here. What did you tell him?”

“Nothing. He didn’t give me a chance. He gave me the night to think things over. He wants me to be sure about how I feel.”

“And how do you feel, Maggie?”

I
love
him.

“Mom, I need to talk to you.”

Maggie’s smile fled when she glanced down at her son. His tearstained face looked up at her, and she felt her heart crack at the sight.

“Raine, I gotta go. I’ll see you later.”

Maggie tossed her cell onto the kitchen counter and scooped Michael into her arms. His small body trembled against her, and he fought to control the sobs that were burrowed inside him.

“Baby, what’s wrong?” She ran her hands along his cheeks and tugged gently so that she could look into his eyes. What the hell had happened in the shower?

A long, shuddering breath was released, and he was finally calm. One single tear glistened along his eyelash, and she kissed it away.

“I’m sorry, Mommy. I was in the shower and started to think about how much I was going to miss Tommy and this house”—he shuddered and pointed outside—“the birdhouse out back, and Cain…and I got really sad.” He wiped his eyes. “I’ll even miss Shelby, and she poops all over our grass.”

“Oh Michael, I’m so sorry. Honey, I did a lot of thinking last night.” She tightened her arms around him and drew him close to her chest. “It would be wrong to leave right now, to run away and start over because we’re afraid of…your dad.” Maggie struggled to breathe as a wash of emotion flooded her. “I don’t want us to live in fear.”

A hiccup escaped from Michael, and a tremulous smile crept over his face. “We’re gonna stay in Crystal Lake?”

She kissed him, gave him a big hug, and didn’t let go. “I can’t think of any other place I want to be.”

Maggie cradled Michael’s face in her hands and stared down into his dewy eyes. “Cain told me what you saw.” Her lip trembled, but she refused to cry as her thoughts turned to the past. She forced herself to speak. “I want you to know that what happened between me and your father wasn’t healthy, and I’m so sorry that you had to see some of that ugliness.” She searched his eyes and felt him stiffen. Dante had never reached out to his son. Never touched him the way Cain did.

“What if he finds us?” Michael whispered.

Maggie stared at her son, at the classic lines that defined his features. He was very much like Dante, and he’d grow into a handsome man one day. Thank God, he’d never inherited the mean streak and blackness that lived inside her husband.

Just thinking about Dante made her sick. He represented so much that was unfinished in her life. So much that she’d run from. She glanced at the clock. She’d deal with that mess, but first, a parade.

“Don’t worry about that. Today is football and Cain’s concert, okay?” She kissed him once more, her hands lingering on his shoulders as she steered him toward the fridge. “I think you need to eat some breakfast while I shower, and then if we hurry, we’ll make the parade before it reaches the end of Main Street.”

Michael’s face lit up and he nodded, his curls bobbing and the one that she loved straying over his brow. He pushed it away impatiently. “Awesome! And then we’re going to go to the football game, right?”

She smiled and headed toward the shower. “Yes, so dress appropriately.”

Maggie had the fastest shower of her life, though she was careful to make sure her legs—among other things—were shaved and smooth as silk. She towel-dried her hair and left it to hang in long waves. She didn’t have the time or inclination to straighten it. Besides, Cain loved the wild look, and today, for him, she was all over that.

A light gloss on her lips and a bit of mascara and she was good to go. She pulled on a pair of boy-short undies and then slipped a light, airy halter dress over her head. It had been an impulse purchase a few weeks earlier, a markdown at the Dallas Boutique, which was a small shop downtown.

Maggie loved the feel of it and twirled in a circle, letting the skirt swish around her legs, the hem stopping just above the knee. The warm green color complemented her dark hair and the light tan she’d acquired over the past few weeks.

She felt beautiful.

An image of Cain flashed before her eyes and filled her with such a gentle wave of longing and need that she paused. Her heart pounded, and her chest was tight, filled to the brim with so many things—excitement, possibility.
A
future.

She glanced up and caught sight of herself in the mirror. Slowly her hand rose, and she pushed several strands of hair away from her face. Was it the light streaming in from the window that made her eyes so luminous and her skin glow?

Her fingers fell to her lips, and she smiled a full-bodied smile full of happy. The lightness she felt
inside
was visible in her reflection.

Maggie leaned in closer. Nah, it wasn’t the sunlight. She was in love. Totally and completely in love.

She glanced at the clock once more. “Michael, we need to leave, or we’re going to be late.”
And
I
need
to
see
Cain.

Her flat white sandals were beside the bed. Maggie slipped her feet into them and angled her foot so that she could see them better. They weren’t fancy. They were old, well made, and comfortable. She shrugged and grabbed her purse from off the dresser.

Maggie glanced into her son’s bedroom on her way down the hall, but it was empty. His pajamas were strewn across the floor, and several books lay scattered about as well, which was odd. Michael was a neat freak, just like his mother, but she supposed the excitement was too much.

She smiled. She’d tidy it up later.

“Michael, make sure the back door is locked, all right sweetie?” Her son was near the kitchen, his back to her, his body decked out in sports attire—purple, green, and white. “Hurry up, babe. We don’t want to be late.”

He made a weird sound and turned, his face so pale that his freckles stood out like cinnamon dust. His eyes were huge saucers, and his fists were clenched to his sides, where they trembled uncontrollably. Instantly her internal antenna erupted into a scream, one so loud that she winced, though her gaze never left her son.

He opened his mouth, but nothing came out.

A telltale stain darkened the front of his shorts, and her eyes dropped to the small puddle on the floor. The scent of urine hung in the air. He’d wet himself.

Her son was terrified.

Her fingers loosened and her purse slipped from them.

“Michael…” she whispered. “No.”

But she knew. Hadn’t she been expecting this? Wasn’t playing with fire dangerous?

A shadow moved behind him.

Her voice trailed into silence, and for a moment she thought that maybe her heart stopped beating. She felt like she’d been punched with Thor’s hammer, and it took everything inside Maggie to keep it together and not lose it in front of her son.

“What are you doing out here, Maggie? In this small town of nothing. Raising this boy without my influence and doing a piss-poor job, if you don’t mind my saying.”

A tall form slid into view. Dante looked at his son in distaste. “Shouldn’t the little bastard be toilet trained by now?”

The man’s chiseled features were model perfect. Straight nose, high cheekbones, and classic jaw. The dark eyes and skin, mingled with midnight black hair, added an edge that he liked to exploit.

It was July Fourth, hot as hell, and he was dressed in black slacks and a long-sleeved V-neck shirt. The cut was tailored, expensive, and emphasized his lean but powerful build. One he worked hard to maintain.

He smiled then, and the handsome face disappeared. It morphed into the monster she remembered, and Maggie hated the fact that the fear inside exploded into something paralyzing.

In less than a minute, he’d managed to transport her back in time. Back to that dark, desperate place she’d been running from for the last year.

And she feared that this time there’d be no escape.

The clock ticked in slow, methodical time.
Tick…tock…tick…tock…

It echoed from the kitchen, and for a moment, it’s all Maggie heard. There wasn’t room for anything else inside her head—her thoughts disappeared, all emotion stopped.

She had no clue how long she stood there like a zombie, but eventually the clock faded and she became aware of many things.

The labored sound of her lungs as she inhaled quick, shallow breaths.

Michael grinding his teeth—a nervous gesture he hadn’t done in over a year.

The contents of her purse scattered all over the floor.

The heavy smell of Dante’s cologne. The smell of fear.

And the absolute silence from outside, which was the most terrifying sound of all.

She was alone. There was no one else. All her neighbors had gone to the Independence Day parade downtown. Not even Luke’s dog, Shelby, could be heard, and usually a strange vehicle was more than enough to set the dog barking madly.

Maggie glanced toward Dante. He was staring at her, watching her closely, his dark eyes glittery with a frenetic energy that was off. Her stomach heaved as a slow smile spread across his face.

In that moment Maggie knew that if she wasn’t smart, she wouldn’t be leaving this house alive. She had a child to protect, and right now that’s all she focused on.

Dante didn’t say a word as she crossed to Michael and grabbed him close. Her son shook and clutched at her fiercely as he whispered near her ear.

“I’m sorry I let him in…I thought it was Cain.” His voice was so small, so full of remorse, that Maggie had to take a minute to push back the tears that threatened.

Be smart.

Her only thought and concern was Michael. Dante would never let him leave, and she knew she needed to get him out of the house. If anything happened to Michael…

She cleared her throat and gently tugged his fingers from her shoulders so that she could look into his eyes. “I want you to listen to me and do exactly what I say. It’s important.” At his nod she continued. “Go to your room, and you know those big headphones that I’m always yelling at you to turn down?”

She saw the confusion in his eyes, and when he would have glanced back to his father, she grabbed his chin. “I want you to put them on and listen to your music as loudly as you can. Turn the volume up and just…listen.”

Would he know what she meant? The headphones were outside in their small shed, where she’d banished them a few days earlier. He could get them…if he climbed through his bedroom window. The screen could easily be knocked out.

“Can you do that for me, Michael? Find your headphones?” Her grip tightened on his shoulders. Oh God, she needed him to understand. She needed him to escape.

She turned Michael before Dante had a chance to speak to him and pointed him toward his room. “Go.” She bent down and kissed him quickly before whispering, “You know where they are.”

She watched her son hesitate, and everything inside her screamed so loud that she winced.

“You heard your mother, boy. Go to your room. She and I have unfinished business.”

Michael stumbled and then ran the rest of the way. Maggie didn’t breathe until she heard his door slam shut.

And then she turned to face her past.

Dante’s eyes narrowed as he glanced around the home she’d made. “So, this is where you’ve been hiding out.” He gestured toward the living room. “It’s a dump.”

She shook her head, though the denial died on her tongue as he moved closer.

“What was that?”

Maggie flinched, though she didn’t move.

“You don’t agree?” He cocked his head and studied her for several moments, slowly moving over every inch of her body. When his eyes returned to hers, she began to panic. They were black with anger, hatred, and something else.

Something insane.

“You look like a whore in that dress, with your tits nearly hanging out. Is that what he likes? The bastard you’ve been fucking?” His words lashed at her, but she kept her eyes lowered.

“Lift your dress up.” His voice was flat.

She glanced up as everything inside her stilled. “Dante, I don’t…” Fear clogged her throat as his lips drew back in a feral snarl.

He took a step toward her and squared his shoulders, his hands fisted into deadly weapons at his side. “Lift…your…skirt.”

She stared at him in silence. What game was this?

But then what did it matter? She’d do whatever it took to protect Michael. To give him enough time to escape.

Maggie fixed her eyes onto the pulse at his neck and let her hands fall to the soft material at her hips. Carefully she gathered the material into bunches and slowly pulled it upward until the hem was near her crotch.

“Don’t stop now.” His voice had changed. It was thicker. Darker. She recognized the tone, and it made her sick.

She closed her eyes as she tugged the hemline higher, until her underwear was bare to him.

She broke out in a cold sweat as the old fear—that all-consuming, paralyzing fear—stole over her once more. Her teeth started to chatter. She was so cold. It was well into the eighties and her house wasn’t much cooler, yet she felt as if she were standing in the middle of a frozen wasteland.

Suddenly he was behind her, his breath against her neck, and she nearly doubled over as a wave of nausea rolled through her stomach.

His fingers gripped her arms, and he pulled her back so that she was flush to his long length. He was aroused—she felt his erection against her back and wanted to scream. Wanted his hands off her. Wanted the smell of him out of her body.

“You never dressed like a whore for me.” His hands crept around and he grabbed at her breasts roughly, pinching her nipples through the cotton until she whimpered. “Never wore sexy panties or went braless.”

He ran his tongue along her neck, and she bit her lip, trying her best to keep quiet. She knew the more she struggled, or screamed, or cried—the more excited he got.

“You never wore your hair down or smelled this good.”

Dante seemed to forget that he was the one who’d chosen her wardrobe. Her hairstyle. Hell, he was the one who’d bought her undergarments.

“Do you fuck like a whore now, Maggie?”

His touch made her skin crawl, and it took everything inside her to remain pliant in his arms.

His hand slipped inside the halter top of her dress, and she wanted to die as he ran his thumb over her nipple. As he cupped her breast and squeezed it brutally.

His mouth was near her ear. “I’m going to fuck you, Maggie. Once more for old time’s sake, and then I’m going to take my son, and you will never see him again.”

Dante’s words set off something inside of Maggie—like a pin had been pulled, releasing a rush of emotion. Even though it was the wrong thing to do—she needed to stay calm for Michael—she began to struggle. She kicked and tried to bite his hand, but she was no match for his strength.

He clamped his hand over her mouth and dragged her down the hall toward the back of the house. Toward her bedroom.

She stopped struggling as they passed Michael’s closed door, and though her mind was circling fast, she was losing hope that she’d find a way out.

He yanked on her hair, and she yelped as he threw her onto the bed. Dante was breathing heavily, and the weird fire in his eyes—the one she’d noticed earlier—was brighter, more frantic.

Maggie pushed her hair from her face and stared up at him, her chest heaving as she tried to calm herself.

Dante glared at her and flexed his fingers. “On the floor.”

“Dante, you don’t have to do this.” Oh God, he was going to rape her, and there was nothing she could do to stop him. He’d beaten her in the past, but he’d never forced himself on her.

She was going to be sick.

“Get on the floor.” His hand was on his belt, and she glanced around the room wildly. “And bend over like the bitch you are.”

She froze, and for a moment nothing happened.

Then he growled like an animal and grabbed for her foot. Maggie kicked toward him and tried to scramble away. She didn’t see the fist flying, and when it connected to the side of her skull, for a few seconds she saw stars.

“Mommy!”

Michael’s terrified cry ripped into her soul. Dante turned toward her son, his fist raised, his body thrumming with violence.

Maggie reacted on instinct and grabbed the glass vase full of tulips that was on the nightstand by her bed.

“Michael, run!” she screamed.

Michael’s little white face stared at her in horror. “Run! Now!”

He turned and darted back down the hall, and when Dante would have run after him, Maggie swung the vase with all her might.

She hit him near his shoulder and knocked him off balance, but it wasn’t enough. And as she scrambled forward—her only thought to get between Dante and Michael—he slammed his fist into her stomach.

“You goddamn bitch!”

And then she was on her back, gasping for air.

“You never learn. I wouldn’t have to do that if you would”—he bent over her—“just fucking listen.”

He flipped her onto her stomach and hoisted her hips into the air. “It’s time I taught you a lesson.”