The Shadow of the Lynx (47 page)

“They’re dead,” said Nora.

“Minta, what can it be?”

I knew. I remembered the milk dripping on to the floor and Stirling standing by my bed.

“There was poison in my milk,” I said quite calmly.

“Of course it was meant for me.” Then I began to laugh and I couldn’t stop myself.

“I’ve a charmed life. First Maud … then you, and now the cats.”

She took me by the shoulders and shook me.

“What do you mean?” she demanded.

“What do you mean? Control yourself, for God’s sake. Don’t touch the cats. You don’t know what’s wrong. Let me help you back to bed. Remember the child.”

She drew me back to the bed. I was saying: “It’s all very simple, Nora. Someone is trying to kill me. There have been other attempts.

But I have a charmed life . “

She was very pale.

“I don’t believe it,” she said.

“I don’t believe it.” And said it as though she were trying to convince herself. And I knew what was in her mind. She had heard him say it. He had said to her: “I’ll find a way.” I heard her whispering to herself.

“No … no It’s not true.”

“Nora,” I said, ‘it can’t always miss, can it . not every time? “

“You’ve got to get away from … from here. We have to think about it. I can’t leave you here. You must come bade with me to Mercer’s. We can talk there … we can plan …”

I thought: Go with her She is the reason why he wants to be rid of me.

He wants Nora and Whiteladies. How can I go with her? But she had saved me once before.

“What will they say if I go with you?” I said.

“What will Stirling say?”

“We must save him … and you,” she answered. It was as though she were speaking to herself. It was an admission that the thoughts which were in my mind were shared by her.

There was a knock on the door. Nora looked at me in dismay. It was the maid again.

“The doctor is here. Miss Minta. I’ve brought him up.”

Dr. Hunter was immediately behind her and he came into the room.

“Lady Cardew suggested I pop in and have a look at you,” he said. He gazed at us both in astonishment.

“Is anything wrong?”

I left it to Nora to explain. I heard her say: “We’re very alarmed, Dr. Hunter. Come and look at the cats.”

She took him over to the window and he knelt down to look at Bella and her kitten. When he rose his face was ashen.

“What happened?” he asked.

They drank the milk which was intended for Minta,” said Nora.

“Were they poisoned?”

“It could be so.”

“What should we do?”

“I will take the cats away.”

“I was suggesting that I take Minta with me to the Mercer’s House.”

“That’s an excellent idea,” said the doctor. He turned to me and said.

“Get up and dress quickly. Go out of the house as though nothing extraordinary has happened. Go to the Mercer’s House with Mrs. Herrick right away and stay there until I come.”

So he left us, taking the cats with him; and I dressed hastily and, wrapping myself in my cloak, went out of the house with Nora.

One

I shall never forget that journey back to the Mercer’s House and the thoughts which crowded into my mind. Stirling was trying to murder his wife. That was what he had meant when he had said he would find a way.

Why had I not gone back to Australia months before? I should have gone as soon as he had married her.

Half my mind rejected the thought and then I kept thinking of that terrible day which was engraved indelibly on my memory when Jagger had caught me and fought with me and Lynx had come and shot him dead. He had killed a man because he had dared touch what he thought of as his;

it was not because of attempted rape. I would never forget the poor little maid Mary who had suffered through Jagger. That had been shrugged aside as of little importance. Stirling was the son of Lynx.

They were ruthless, both of them. They held life cheaply—that was, other people’s lives. Stirling had been determined to get Whiteladies and now that he regretted the great sacrifice he wanted to start again. He could only do this by ridding himself of Minta. No, Stirling, I thought. And Lynx, this is where your revenge has led us!

I had made Minta mount my horse and I walked beside it, leading it.

The poor girl looked as though she would collapse at any moment. No wonder! She had miraculously escaped death—and not only once, for I was sure that the crumbling parapet had been a trap for her.

I called one of the stable boys to look after the horse and took her into the house. We went into the drawing-room with its rosewood furniture and Regency striped wallpaper and sat looking at each other helplessly.

“Nora,” she asked me, ‘what do you think of it? “

I couldn’t bear to talk of my suspicions, so I said that the cats might have died of some strange disease. There were mysterious illnesses among animals of which we knew very little. She started to talk about animals she had had when a child and some of the things which had happened to them.

But we were noi in inKing of what we were saying. I said I would make some tea and she said she would help. It gave us something to do and all the time we were trying to work out some plan. She must stay with me, I said. I couldn’t bear her to be out of my sight. I was terrified of what might happen to her.

There was about her a surprising indifference. She had been greatly shocked by what had happened so perhaps that was why she gave that impression of not caring. I was desperately sorry for her. She was going to bear Stirling’s child and I had been envious of that, but I was overcome by a desire to protect her.

We drank the tea. It was now past midday. At Whiteladies they would be wondering where she was, although one of the maids had seen us leave and I had murmured something about Mrs. Herrick’s coming over to the Mercer’s House with me.

It was one o’clock when Lucie arrived. Her hair was disordered by the wind; she had evidently come out hastily when she had discovered that Minta was not in her room and she had learned where she was.

As she came into the drawing-room and saw Minta her expression was one of relief.

“Oh Minta, my dear, I wondered what had happened.”

They embraced and Lucie said: “Why didn’t you say you were going out?

I thought you were in your room. “

“Nora came to see me and I came over with her.”

“But you’ve had no breakfast. You’ve …”

“We were rather disturbed,” I said.

“We found the cats dead.”

“The cats … what cats?”

“Bella and the kitten,” said Minta.

“They were lying on the floor near the window … their bodies stiff and odd-looking.” Her lips trembled.

“It was horrible.”

“Cats!” repeated Lucie, bewildered.

“Dr. Hunter took them away,” I explained.

“Do please tell me what all this is about.”

I didn’t want her to know. I thought: There’ll be an enquiry and they’ll find out. Oh Stirling, how could you! As if I could love you after that!

Minta said simply: “I don’t think the doctor wanted us to talk about it yet.” She turned to me.

“But it will be all right to tell Lucie.

Lucie, the milk which was in my room , . I didn’t drink it. “

“What milk?” said Lucie.

“There was some milk sent up. You told Lizzie to bring it, didn’t you?”

“Oh yes. I remember ” I didn’t drink it. I knocked it over and the cats drank it. Now they’re dead. “

“But what has this to do with the milk?”

She spoke in such a matter-of-fact tone that my fears abated a little and relief came to me. I thought: We’re imagining things . both of us. Of course the cats’ death had nothing to do with the milk!

“So the cats are dead,” went on Lucie, ‘and that has upset you. I did hear that some of the farmers were putting down poison for a fox that’s raiding the fowl houses. Bella’s constantly roaming about. “

I looked at Minta and saw the relief in her face too. ” Lucie went on to stress the point: ” What did you think the milk had to do with it?

”

“We thought there was something wrong with the milk,” I said, ‘and that because they had drunk it . “

Lucie looked puzzled.

“You thought the milk was poisoned But who on earth … Really, what’s happened to both of you?”

“Of course that’s the answer,” I said.

“The cats were poisoned by something on the farms. It stands to reason.”

“Is that tea you have in that pot?” said Lueie.

“I could do with a cup.”

“It’s cold, but’ ll1 send for some more.”

“Thanks. Then I think we should go back, Minta. You want to take greater care of yourself. What odd fancies you get I’ I rang for tea and when it came and I was pouring out we heard the sound of carriage wheels and Mabel came in to announce that Dr. Hunter had called.

“Dr. Hunter!” said Lucie.

“What’s he doing here?”

I told Mabel to show him in. To my astonishment, Stirling was with him. Lucie rose in her chair and said: “What is this?”

The doctor said: “I’ve come to talk to you and what I have to say should be heard by all. I should have witnesses. I should have said it all before this happened.”

“Is it about the cats?” demanded Lucie.

I looked at Stirling but I couldn’t read his expression.

“itie cats were poisoned, said the doctor.

“Something they picked up at a farm?” I asked, and there was a terrible fear in my heart.

The doctor said: “I think I’d better begin at the beginning. This goes back a long way.” He drew a deep breath.

“I am to blame for a good deal.”

“Don’t you think you ought to consider very carefully what you are saying?” asked Lucie gently.

“I have considered for a long time. This makes it necessary. I am going to tell the truth. I am going to tell what I should have told long ago. It was when Lady Cardew died that it started.”

“I don’t think you should say this, doctor,” said Lueie in a very quiet voice.

“I think you may regret it.”

“I can only regret not having confessed before.” He did not look at Lucie.

“Lady Cardew was not really ill. She had had a disappointment in her life and brooded on it. She came to terms with life by practising a kind of invalidism. It is not unusual with some people. I gave her placebos from time to time. She would take her doses and believe herself to be helped by them. They were in fact nothing but coloured water. Then she died. I should have told the truth then. She died of taking^n overdose of a strong sleeping draught. This particular drug was missing from my dispensary, and I believed I had given it to her in mistake for her placebo. I should have admitted this, but instead I wrote on her death certificate that she had died of a heart attack. She had always thought that she had a diseased heart. Her heart was in fact strong. What I did was unpardonable. I was ambitious. In those days I dreamed of specializing. To have admitted that I had mistakenly given a dangerous drug in mistake for a placebo would have ruined my career. I might never have been able to practise again.”

“You are a fool,” said Lucie sadly.

“You are right.” He looked at her mournfully.

“I would advise you to stop this silly tirade which will only bring you to disaster,” she went on.

“At least it will bring me peace of mind. Because
did not give her the wrong drug. It was someone else who gave it to her … someone who came to my house when I was absent, bringing wine for my housekeeper and drinking with her until she was insensible and then going to my dispensary and taking the drugs.”p>

I think the doctor has lost his senses,” said Lucie.

“I had,” he replied, ‘but I’ve regained them now. “

Can’t you see that he is mad? ” she demanded of Stirling.

“It doesn’t seem so to me,” said Stirling.

“I refuse to listen to any more,” said Lucie. That’s if you’re going on, Dr. Hunter. “

“I am going on to tell everything, right to the end, right till today when I discovered that two cats died of the same drug which killed Lady Cardew.”

Lucie stood up.

“You are mad, you know,” she said.

“I know how the drug was obtained,” said the doctor.

“It was in exactly the same way. Mrs. Devlin has admitted that you came with whisky this time. A little gift for her? Should we try a little tot?

And she sat there drinking until she dozed and then you took the keys and went to the dispensary, just exactly as you did on another occasion. She has told me that she remembers it happening before. “

“I won’t stay to listen to such nonsense,” said Lucie.

“I shall call another doctor. I shall tell him to get a strait-jacket and bring it here right away.”

She stood at the door looking at us. Minta stared at her incredulously. The doctor’s expression was unfathomable. I fancied there was a certain tenderness in it “Lucie,” he said, ^you need care.

”

She had gone. We heard her running down the stairs and the slamming of the door.

The doctor went on: “It’s not a pleasant story, but I have to tell it.

It’s the end of everything for us both . but at least another murder must be prevented. ” He was looking at Minta.

“Thank God it didn’t happen this time. You see, I was strongly attracted by Lucie and asked her to marry me. If she had … I believe all would have been well. But she had an obsession. It was the great house, the title. She had known great poverty as a child. She feared poverty and longed for security. She was educated by an aunt who was stern and showed her no affection, and she became a teacher. It was a precarious living; she was always in danger of losing her post and being thrown on to an overcrowded market. She was overawed and impressed by the grandeur of Whiteladies.”

I looked at Stirling and I knew he was thinking of Lynx.

“I think she was fond of me in the beginning. I believe she would have married me, but she was helping Sir Hilary a good deal and she realized how much he had come to depend

on her. She saw the possibilities and was excited by them, and so this obsession was born. Lucie is a woman of great determination but the desire to possess Whiteladies unbalanced her mind—and she was tempted. Once she had taken one fatal step she was set on her path. In murdering Lady Cardew she had become a criminal and there was no limit to what she was prepared to do. “