The Lost Trucker (The Trucker Saga) (11 page)

   “The thing that upsets me the most is…” I brace myself for Ryder to get up and spit on me because of what I am about to tell him.

  “Go ahead babe. No judging here.” He says with a hint of lust and desire in his eyes but I can tell that he is not lying. He is an open book to me it seems, but am I the only one he is like this with?

   “Well, it was about 11 months ago. Beau and I had been active. Ya know, sexually active for a few years at this point and nothing ever happened so we didn’t think anything of it. Well, I missed my period one-month and Beau freaked out. I didn’t really pay attention but he ob
viously did, so we went to the teen clinic in Montgomery and had a test done. I was pregnant Ryder. I was gonna have Beau’s baby.” I started to cry again and I could feel Ryder rubbing circles in my back.

   I started to calm down again but was still taking in the comfort of knowing that Ryder was right here and I was safe. “Well, after we found out that we were pregnant. Beau started to change; he wasn’t calling as much and just became really distant. I had set up meetings with my doctor to see how the baby and I were both doing but Beau missed those. I went by myself because I have too much damn pride to let anyone know.

  “I was about 2 and a half months along when I found Beau and Peggy Sue. I was so hurt and so mad at Beau for what he was doing to our family. I had no idea what to do anymore. I was in college, I was working part time and not making a whole lot of money. I wasn’t about to ask my daddy to raise my child. So, I had to do what I thought was best.” I look up at Ryder because I want to see his eyes when he realizes what I have done to my baby. “I am not a good person, I gave up on a child that I created out of love because I am too much of a pussy to face my life.”

  
I start to cry even harder. I start to hyperventilate, I lean up from where I was leaning against Ryder and start to take deep long breaths in and out. This is easy to do because every time I inhale all I can smell is Ryder and he is the perfect combo of man, diesel and something sweet. Like his cologne has a hint of sweetness to it. Whatever it is, he smells amazing.

 
“Faith, babe. You need to slow your breathing way down. Babe, focus on me. Look into my eyes.” He reaches over and puts his hand on my chest and then grabs my hand and puts mine on his chest. “Now, feel my breathing and focus. In and out, in and out. Slowly and deeply.” He is taking breaths in and out while waiting for the appropriate time.

   
“I killed my baby Ryder. I will never get that guilt out of me. And to see
her
,” I snarl as I think of
him
, Beau, fucking Peggy Sue. “To see
her
pregnant and him look happy about it is like a slap in the fucking face. I mean how am I supposed to feel? This is the man that I planned a life with my whole life.” I lean back into him and start to cry again, sooner or later I need to stop crying.

    “Faith, look a me.”  He puts two fingers under my chin and tilts my head up slightly but I am still looking downwards. “You are amazing, beautiful and you are not a killer.  You did what you ha
d to, what you thought was best not what someone else thought you should do.  I see life as a deck of cards and you deal with each one you have been dealt with but on that occasion you were given the joker.”

   He is so genuine, unique, charming and quite the listener and he knows just what to say and when to say it. He makes me feel so… me, the person I left Mobile to find…me.

       “So you don’t hate me or think I am a bad person?” I ask him almost in a whisper so frightened of what his answer is going to be.

      He leans in and whispers in my ear, “I could never hate you, ever Faith. I may not like you
..”

      What! I look at him confused and I see a gleam in his eye and a dimple from one side.

       I open my mouth to say WTH he beats me to it. “I may not like you for letting me fall in love with you. You need to believe me when I tell you that ‘you’re it’ babe.”
Did he really just say that he loves me? OMG!

       And with that his hand goes from the top of my head fol
lowing down one section of hair, which leaves me with goose bumps from the top of my head to the tip of my big toe. He curls a piece of my hair round his finger looking past me.

       “Ryder…” I say as my voice quivers a little bit, I clear my throat a little.  “Let’s move ‘us’ up a notch.”

        He looks at me and right there in that moment his eyes sparkled and the look was a look of pure unadulterated love.

*****

       I chew my bottom lip, he leans on his elbow as we come face to face, getting closer I close my eyes he kisses my bottom lip so softly then sucks at it gently making my toes twitch. His soft mouth now covers mine, I kiss him back softly and slowly.

      
“Oh, Ryder.” I moan. He instantly deepens his kiss with such soft passion, he circles my lips with his tongue before plunging it into my mouth. I can taste the sweet mint with a hint of beer from earlier. His fingers twirl my hair then move to cup my face; I mirror his softness and passion and gently stroke my fingers down his face feeling every contour of his jaw-line.

     
My fingers trail slowly towards and over his Adam’s apple he groans into my mouth and pulls me onto him our lips never parting. I sit up. He puts his hands on my hips then runs his fingers up the side of my body lifting my arms up into the air, then strips my top up over my head.

     My breathing turns heavy making my breasts look fuller in my lacy balcony bra. I lean down and start to kiss his jaw line towards his neck then we roll over so he is now straddling me. With a flash of those dimples and a raised eyebrow I lift his tee over his head.

     Giggling I lay back and he stares at me as he leans in. I close my eyes for the kiss and we roll around the blanket our legs and arms entwined, our lips molding, our tongues tickling, licking teeth, nibbling.

        “Stand up and drop your shorts babe.” Ryder says from his spot on the blanket looking up at me with such need and desire.

          I do this slowly, teasingly bending down my full breasts nearly popping out my bra. He takes a slow breath in through his teeth when he realizes that I am not wearing any panties.

       “Did you do that on purpose babe?” He asks me with that sexy ass grin that I love so much.

       “Maybe, why?” I continue to shimmy myself out of my shorts.

        He doesn’t respond he just stands to meet me we get entangled in a kiss, I run my hand down his chest lightly going over his nipples that I realize are pierced which is hot as hell and makes me a little bit wetter.
If that’s even possible!
I think to myself, I am so goddamn wet that I think I am actually dripping.

        My hands reach up without me realizing it and I pinch his nipples, he sucks in a faint breath. “Holy fuck babe, you’re gonna get it for that.”

        I just snicker not realizing what I am in for. My hands continue up his chest to his shoulders that are so muscular and broad. I grab his face and bring it down to mine. I kiss him gently as I run my fingers up to his hair and bury them deeply into it. He instantly deepens our kiss and I let my hands drift back down towards his navel circling his belly button and down to his shorts I feel how rock hard he is.

         He is pulsing to get out of his shorts, I fondle for the button to help free his stiff hard on. His shorts fall to the ground.
“Hmmm, commando. Great minds do think alike.” I say to him as I kneel down on one knee followed by the other whilst my hands are stretched up and I bring my fingernails gently down his body.

I lower my head and caress and lick his thighs, groin and balls with my lips and tongue. With one hand on his ass and the other holding his dick my tongue licks up and down from the tip to the base of the long hard shaft. I can't help but groan while I do this, sending vibrations through his dick. I wrap my mouth around it after teasing him and I gently suck going up and down whilst my hand twists around and up and down in time with my mouth. He tastes so good.

“Oh, shit Faith.” He groans as he grabs the back of my head and pulls me forward a little bit faster. “You’re gonna be the death of me.” He says as he pulls me up from my delightful meal.

       He lays me down and stands over me taking in every single inch of me. “Close your eyes babe.”

       He tells me in a demanding tone I love and it makes me feel so hot, my clit growing larger I could feel it pulsing! 

        I did as I am told and I closed my eyes. The heightened sensuality not knowing where he is or where he is going to touch me is so unbearable but so tantalizing.  Should I be scared or nervous? Not really sure but I am gonna roll with it.

        I feel his tongue on my breastbone making figure 8’s round each breast getting closer and closer each time until…. Nothing!
WTF! Where did he go? Should I look?

        I am too afraid to open my eyes then he takes my arms and puts them above my head and something cold and tight goes round them it gives a little so I can presume it might be his shirt. 

        His hands rub over the tip of my nipple. “Hmm, feels so good. I have been wanting to do this since you ran into me in the diner.” He says in a deep sexy voice that my core instantly responds to and makes my clit throb more. His hands run down my body one on each side, down the contours of my groin my inner thighs to the tips of my toes. 

       
His warm tongue licks my big toe then between my toes, and up the bridge of my foot.  It tickles but affects me in places that feel so good and I am wanting so much more.  He raises my leg and his tongue slides along it, he kisses my knee and continues upwards planting soft wet kisses up my thigh and his fingertips reaching for
my other leg.  He raises both legs up and out so I am open to him and anyone that decides to wander up on us.

        “Oh, Faith you look so hot and wet, ready for me to take you, all of you.” Bending my knees up to my chest his fingertips
clamp each nipple and he is licking my groin then kissing me. 

         Just one lick straight up my pussy and over my clit and
I nearly cum, I raise my ass up.

        “Hold on, you can’t cum just yet. I haven’t said you could.”
What the hell does he mean I can’t come yet?

        His stern, serious tone just makes me want to cum even more! “I can’t….” I try to say to him.

        “Shhh Faith, I want you quiet until I say.” He says bluntly.

     Oh my sweet lord.
What have I gotten myself into this time?
I am fighting an internal battle here between my head; my heart and my god damn body! One is going to win soon!
You aren’t this person Faith! Stop this!
My brain screams at me.
You’re falling in love!!
My heart laughs at me. And my body is screaming out
you want him! You know you do! So FUCK HIM!!
My body as a whole is a traitor!

     
He does it again licks me right there and I breathe very sharply almost a whistle.  He slides a finger into my wet, horny twat and pulls it out then in, out and in and out again.

       He puts his fingers to my mouth and says “Lick and taste how good you are. Taste what I have been craving since the first time I tasted you. I have been thinking about this pussy, Faith.” I lick and moan.

        He moves. “On your hands and knees!” I do as I am told again, his voice is so domineering yet sexy.

        He kneels behind me between my legs and spreads them out. The next thing I hear a ‘slap’ I feel the sting on my ass cheek “Ouch” I say as I try to scoot away from him but he just reaches under my hips and brings me back to him. 

        “Shh Faith, what did I tell you?” he slaps me again, then I can feel his hard cock it’s touching me at my entrance, he strokes my back but all I can focus on is his cock and how much I want it inside me! 

          He thrusts up to me. “Want some of this? Want my hard cock inside your wet pussy?” I nod.

          He slaps my ass with his hard on. He lies down and pushes his feet through my legs until they are level with my hands. He groans and I know he is loving the view he is getting of my ass, “Sit.”

           I go to sit and he positions me onto the tip of his hard dick, then he slams into me leaving me weak and ready to buckle. I sit on him and as I am going slowly up and down his length I give a little wiggle of my hips and I cup his balls. 

     His hand reaches forward and he starts clamping my clit with his fingers, I move faster and faster I can feel my breasts harden. “Let go Faith, let me have you, all of you NOW!” 

      He slaps my ass and with that my tummy tightens, my juices flowing I can’t help it. I scream and climax round his hard cock, he slams into me again and one last final hard time before I feel him pulsate inside me and we are throbbing together.

*****

     We lay on the blanket looking up to the ¼ moon and the stars our arms and legs locking and fitting like a glove.