The Kissing Booth (25 page)

‘I know,’ I said patiently, ‘but . . .’

Dad sighed heavily, taking off his glasses and pressing his fingers to closed eyelids. ‘There’s a “but”. Great. And just when I thought—’

‘He got down on one knee to ask me,’ I said. ‘I think he’s really sorry.’

‘Mm.’ Dad clearly thought otherwise. ‘That, or he’s only interested in one thing.’

‘Dad. Come on. It’s just a dance,’ I said quietly. ‘This doesn’t mean I’m like . . . I don’t know, back together with him, or whatever.’

‘The fact you agreed to go speaks volumes, Elle. Look, do what feels right, but just be careful. I don’t want you getting hurt. Or pregnant, for that matter,’ he added sternly.

‘Yes, Dad,’ I said, ever the impatient teenage daughter.

‘I’m serious, bud. You do what you want – do what feels like the right thing. I can’t stop you. But I really don’t think this
is
right for you.’

‘I don’t know what to do.’ I sighed and felt like I was seven years old again, not almost seventeen. So I did what any vulnerable little old girl would do – I hugged my dad. ‘I don’t know what to do.’

He hugged me back. ‘You’ll figure it out.’

‘I damn well hope so.’

He chuckled and pulled me up to my feet. ‘Look at you, Elle. When did my little girl grow up?’

I gave him a little smile.

‘You look gorgeous. And you’ll figure this all out, I know you will.’

‘He really does make me happy, Dad.’

He gave me a weary smile – one that suddenly made him look so much older.

I gave another half-smile in return and went back into the hallway, where Noah was waiting for me, looking a little nervous. I didn’t even realize Dad had followed me out until he spoke.

‘All right – well, I suppose if you’re taking my little girl to this dance I have to have some photos.’ He picked up the camera again and motioned for me to stand by Noah.

Feeling more than a little awkward, I shuffled over. Noah pulled me in close to his side, his arms going around me. I felt at ease in an instant. It was familiar. Nice.

Dad took a couple of photos and then said, ‘Now listen up. I’m not happy with this at all, but if it’s what Elle wants, then I’ll put up with it –
for now
. But you do anything – and I mean
anything at all
– to hurt her, and boy, you’ll wish you never stepped foot in here tonight. You got that?’

‘Yes, sir,’ answered Noah, sounding surprisingly sincere and polite.

‘All right then. You kids have fun.’

‘Bye, Dad,’ I said. I shot him an encouraging smile and he gave me a dubious shrug in return. I pulled the door closed, and Noah, his arm still around my waist from the photos, guided me down the driveway.

‘Wait,’ I said, stopping. ‘Does Lee know about this? Did you tell him?’

‘No. Why? Does it really matter that much? Tell him later.’ But he looked down at the ground when he said that last part.

‘Well, they’re all supposed to stop by, like, right now, with the limo . . .’

‘Text them and tell them you’ve gone ahead. Or something went wrong and you’ll meet them there later. I don’t know. Tell them you’re with me if you really want.’

‘I’ll say I had a make-up malfunction,’ I’d already decided, and texted Lee.

They’ve just left Dixon’s. Thanks for the heads up. Meet you there
.

That was the wonderful thing about my best friend being a boy: no condolences and no worried messages asking if I needed help or what was wrong. He just accepted it without question.

I felt horrible for lying to him, even if it was only via text. I had a horrible, ominous sensation in my gut that it was all starting again – the lying, the sneaking around, the backstabbing . . . And the worst part was that I was doing it all so willingly, without a second thought.

But I could hardly text him saying,
Don’t worry about collecting me, I’m going to the dance with Noah instead now
. Yeah, right.

I had to tell Lee to his face. Make him understand. Explain everything. That was the only way. No more lying. That was the least I could do now. He deserved more than a text, or even a phone call.

I wondered for a moment what Noah was doing when he went to the passenger side of the car. Surely he wasn’t going to let me drive? He barely let anybody touch his car without permission. Lee was almost as bad – he never let me drive his car either. (Seriously – one teeny tiny scratch on my dad’s car from a mailbox and I’m branded for life.)

But instead, he held the door open for me. It was such a gentlemanly gesture that I wondered if my eyes were working properly.

‘Thanks . . .’ I said, unsure, sliding into his car. He shut the door behind me before getting in himself, then pulling away and heading to the Royale. It was a twenty-minute drive maybe, and I had no idea how to fill that time without things being awkward between us.

I did have one question I needed to ask, though.

‘What do we do, then? Just turn up there together and let everyone know we’re . . . we’re . . . whatever we are?’ I didn’t want to say ‘dating’ in case he didn’t think we were.

Noah sighed. ‘Look, I’m going to just lay it all down here, Elle. Cards up. I like being with you. I really care about you – more than I probably should. So . . . I don’t want to lose you again. I’m trying to make things up to you here, but I get it if you want this to stay . . . you know, casual or whatever.’

‘So . . .?’

‘So, what I’m trying to say here is . . . I guess it’s up to you.’

My heart was pounding so hard, I hardly heard the rest of what he said.

‘If you, you know . . . want to date . . . be a couple . . .’

I stared at him – from his eyes, which were focused on the stop sign in front, to his fingers, flexed around the steering wheel. He looked . . . well, there was no other word for it: vulnerable.

He’d told me why he never had girlfriends, only flings – because they didn’t want to date a guy who gets into fights. And I didn’t blame any of those girls. But . . . there was no denying it: Noah had a really, really sweet and caring side. Like showing up at my door tonight, and holding the car door open for me.

Lee is going to hate me for this
 . . .

But what I said was, ‘I have to talk to Lee first. I can’t just drop this on him.’

I didn’t say anything in so many words, but even so, Noah’s eyes brightened when he looked over at me. A smile – not a smirk, a smile – was tugging at the corners of his lips. ‘Really?’

I laughed. ‘Really, really.’

We both knew what my answer really was. But I needed to make sure I wasn’t going to lose my best friend over this. No guy, not even Noah, was worth that. And he understood I’d said I had to tell Lee first.

I didn’t get a chance to say any more, because he leaned in quickly to give me a quick kiss on the lips before the lights changed. It was way too quick for my liking, but it still made my heart go wild.

He reached over and his hand found mine, our fingers linking together. It felt so natural and easy, like we fit perfectly – even if everything about our personalities and habits would’ve suggested otherwise.

The rest of the ride passed mostly in silence. Except it wasn’t an awkward kind of silence, one where I wondered if I should make conversation. It was the nice kind of silence. The one where you just enjoy the company.

We weren’t too far from the Royale now. There was a little traffic, thanks to the fire truck, the two police cars, a bunch of limos, the town cars and the Rolls-Royce, and the two or three horse-drawn carriages – not to mention the people who’d turned up with their normal everyday cars.

‘The limos I understand,’ Noah said. ‘But the carriages? That’s just madness. It’s not like MTV are gonna be here. It’s a total waste of money.’

I laughed at that, having thought pretty much the same thing.

I smoothed out my dress and then took out a compact to touch up my lipstick. Feeling his eyes on me, I glanced over at Noah. ‘What?’

‘Nothing.’

‘No, seriously, what is it?’ I persisted, checking myself in my too-small mirror, wondering if maybe there was lipstick on my teeth now.

‘Nothing. You look great.’

‘Oh. Thanks. Hey, it’s weird how your tie matches my dress.’

He looked down at his tie, like he needed visual confirmation. ‘Well, yeah. I remembered you telling me your dress was green, and this was the only green tie I could find at the mall that wasn’t covered in palm trees.’

My reflection grinned back at me as I continued to check my makeup.

‘Honestly, Elle, put it away. You look gorgeous enough already.’

Gorgeous
 . . . I couldn’t stop smiling. ‘Really?’

‘Really, really,’ he chuckled. The traffic started moving, now that the limos had begun to disperse, and we crawled forward another few yards. ‘Oh, hey, look – there’s your limo.’

I craned my neck, looking over to where he pointed. A black stretch SUV limo was parked outside the Royale doors, and I recognized Lee instantly, with Rachel on his arm, and the others all climbing out after them.

With everybody in their masks, it was actually quite hard to tell who people were. You could easily mistake them for someone else. Plus, a lot of the boys wore plain masks that all looked really similar.

Maybe nobody (except Lee, of course) would recognize me and Noah together. Maybe I wouldn’t be surrounded by hordes of girls wanting to know why I’d turned up with Noah Flynn.

I kind of hoped we wouldn’t be recognized. It would make this night a whole lot easier.

We drew up to the hotel, where a valet was waiting to park the car. I got out, but not before Noah had rushed around to open the door for me. I hadn’t even noticed him put his mask on; it was a black one with gray metal studs on the top edge, and it covered at least half his face.

The valet took the keys from Noah while Noah put an arm around my waist and guided me up to the doors. I could feel people looking at us already, trying to figure out who we were. And we weren’t even inside the ballroom yet.

There was a knot in the pit of my stomach and I could hear my breathing getting a shallower.

‘Calm down,’ Noah whispered in my ear, his breath tickling my cheek. ‘It’ll be fine, I swear.’

‘Oh, I really hope you’re right . . .’

Chapter 23

A SMALL QUEUE
of people lined up with their dates, waiting to have their photo taken under the magnificent flower archway against the wall of the ballroom. Noah guided me into the queue, and I shot him a smile. Looked like I would be getting photos with my date after all.

The delicate crystal chandeliers gave the room a warm glow, throwing sparkles off the gold that lined the walls, the pillars, the ceiling. The marble floor was splashed with shadows of dancing people. The ceiling went up in a high dome, and there was a bar against one wall. Small round tables with white tablecloths and flower arrangements stood around the sides of the ballroom, and the band was set up on a low platform at the far end.

In short, it was perfect. Unbelievably, flawlessly beautiful. I was pretty proud of myself for suggesting the flower arch for the photos, since it looked so romantic.

‘It’s amazing, don’t you think?’ I said to Noah with a grin.

‘Yeah,’ he agreed, looking around like I was.

‘Next?’ the photographer said, and we moved into his spotlight. I stood there a little awkwardly, aware of people looking at us. Of course, they were really only watching because we were having our photo taken. In thirty seconds the focus would be on the next couple. But right now, I was just waiting for someone to cry, ‘Oh my gosh! Elle and Flynn?’

‘Hey, relax,’ he breathed in my ear, making me jump a little.

‘Sorry, I’m just a little . . . on edge.’

He smirked that gorgeously sexy smirk. It relaxed me a little. So I turned to face the photographer, and Noah stood behind me, both arms wrapped around my waist and my arms wrapped over his. I smiled into the lens and the flash was almost blinding, then—

‘Next?’

And we were no longer the center of attention, just like that.

‘You thirsty?’

‘Uh, y-yeah.’

‘I’ll go grab some drinks.’

‘Okay.’

He’d barely left my side for a full four seconds when the other Flynn brother was right in front of me.

Crap. Had he just noticed me with Noah? Had someone seen us come in together? I mean, he didn’t look mad, but . . .

He slid my mask up off my face. ‘Shelly, you’re here.’

I smiled. ‘Hey, Lee.’

‘Make-up malfunction all sorted?’

I breathed a sigh of relief inside. He hadn’t noticed . . . ‘Yeah, thanks. Everything’s great now.’

‘Awesome. So, uh, are you going to come sit at our table or stand here on your lonesome?’

I wavered. ‘Lee, I kind of need to tell—’

‘Is that Elle?’ Someone spun my shoulder around and a masked blonde girl grinned at me. ‘I thought it was you! Nice dress, by the way. Hi, Lee. Listen, Elle, there’s a problem with the food, and Tyrone asked me to come find you. Something to do with the vegetarian option and a nut roast . . .?’

‘No, no, we said no nut roast because Jon Fletcher’s got a nut allergy.’

‘Yeah, I know. But Tyrone said to come find you.’

‘I wasn’t in charge of the food, though.’ I hadn’t been; I just helped out a little.

‘I know,’ she said. I was almost sure it was Kaitlin I was talking to, since her voice was a little nasal. She sounded even more nasal now that she was irritated. Yep, definitely Kaitlin, I decided. ‘But Tyrone asked me to find you because Gen’s freaking out.’

I sighed. ‘Sure. Okay.’

‘Great! Okay, go through that side door near where the band is playing, and there’s a door to the kitchens about halfway down the corridor.’

‘Lee, I’ll be back in a sec. Don’t disappear, though – I have to tell you something,’ I said.

‘Sure thing.’ And he disappeared into the crowd.

I followed Kaitlin’s directions and, after a couple of wrong doors, found the kitchen, where Tyrone and Gen were arguing partly with the chef, but mostly with each other.

‘You should’ve specified if there were nut allergies . . .’ the man was saying angrily.