The King's Bishop (11 page)

‘You’re the one she wants,’ Owen said. ‘She’s hungry.’

Would that it were so simple. ‘How do you know?
Oft-times when she’s wakeful she refuses to nurse. She wants to be held and walked. You can do that.’

‘You sing to her, too.’

‘You are the one with the voice of an angel.’

‘But I don’t know the songs you sing to her.’

‘She is not particular, Owen. It is our voices that comfort her, not the words. Now come round here. Pick her up.’

‘But you are up now.’

‘Owen …’

He rose with a sigh, shrugged into a linen chemise, picked up the squalling child. Gwenllian hiccuped, grabbed her father’s finger, and quieted to a feeble whimper. Owen began to walk.

Lucie, more awake now, propped herself up and smiled at the incongruities in the scene, Owen’s scarred face bent over the perfect face of his daughter, who looked no more than a doll pressed against his broad chest. ‘What keeps you awake?’

‘I have decided I cannot withdraw the captaincy from Ned. I put myself in his place and I cannot insult him so. Perhaps I was too hasty in offering it to him, but now I have and he shall not suffer from my hasty tongue.’ When Lucie said nothing, Owen glanced over at her. ‘You disagree.’

‘Ned would accept whatever you decide without question, Owen. But I knew you were set in this. I do not know why you pretended otherwise.’

‘You are angry.’

‘No. In truth, I merely tire of the subject.’ Gwenllian had been up most of the previous night with a mysterious complaint, and Lucie with her. She knew that her mood was partly lack of sleep.

‘I should not bother you with my problems.’

‘Of course you should. We are husband and wife. Your problems are my problems.’

‘You think he will come to harm. Or fail me.’

Remembering her dream, Lucie shivered and hugged herself. ‘I pray my fears are unfounded. Ned is a good man. He is our friend. All I said was that he would accept your decision.’

‘I know that he would. But it would be there between us, Lucie. Offered, then withdrawn. He would feel the sting. I cannot do that to Ned.’

‘Then you should not. Have I argued?’

Gwenllian chose that moment to register her complaint that Owen had stopped his pacing. ‘Hush, Gwenllian, hush,’ he murmured, gently rocking her as he resumed his pacing.

Lucie slipped back down under the blankets and fell asleep.

Come morning, Lucie clearly recalled her nightmare and wondered whether to tell Owen. If it was merely the outgrowth of her fears she should not, because Owen trusted her dreams and she did not wish to influence him by turning her own reasoning – however sound – into portents. Lucie took care to tell him only those dreams she truly believed to be warnings, answers to her prayers for guidance.

In the dream, Lucie stood on a hill watching Owen descend towards a burning village, his longbow ready. Lucie could hear nothing, not the crackle of the fire down below nor the whisper of the breeze that blew smoke into her eyes. And then, all of a sudden, sound engulfed her. She stood in the midst of a crowd murmuring and gesturing angrily. They did not appear to see her. Their eyes were fixed on the village, and now Owen and Ned, their clothes smudged and
bloody, their arrows spent, came out from the cloud of smoke that surrounded the village.

‘’Tis them,’ a woman said. ‘They be the ones, Father. They be the murderers.’

‘No!’ Lucie screamed. But the woman did not hear her. Lucie threw herself at the woman, crying, ‘It was not them. Owen went down to find Ned.’

The woman stared ahead, her arm outstretched, her finger pointed towards Owen and Ned. Lucie pounded the woman’s chest, tore at her hair. But the woman did not notice. How could Lucie touch the woman and yet the woman feel nothing? The woman pushed Lucie aside and began to move forward with the others. Lucie fell and was trampled by the surging crowd.

She crossed herself as she sat over her morning ale.

‘What is it, Mistress Lucie?’ Tildy asked. Owen was still abed, having slept only after Lucie had woken to give Gwenllian her early morning feed.

‘Remembering a nightmare is all, Tildy. You should have seen Owen last night, walking Gwenllian, cooing at her.’ Lucie smiled at the memory.

‘He’s a good father is the Captain. He worries if Gwenllian as much as frowns. Talks to her whenever he’s near her. Mine was nothing like. I think he looked at me for the first time when I was grown. Saw this mark I’ve had on my face since birth and said, “What’s this, girl? Did you fall?” ‘Tildy touched the red birthmark that spread across her left cheek. ‘But the Captain is different. He’ll fret all the while he’s gone that Gwenllian will forget him.’

‘Owen worries too much.’

Tildy shrugged. ‘There’s no changing a man’s nature. The Captain is just a worrier. ‘Tis naught to be done about it.’

No changing a man’s nature
. Lucie wondered. Had Ned steadied, as Owen thought? ‘Some say a man is changed by love. You would disagree?’

Tildy rolled her eyes. ‘Women marry rogues believing that. I hope I’m never so daft.’

When Ned’s company had arrived in York, Don Ambrose had left them to stay with his fellow Austin friars in their house on Lendal. He would join the company once more for the journey to Rievaulx. Or would he?

Don Ambrose read through the letter he had just received, dropped it, stared off across the cloister. Sweet Heaven, he had been right. He sat quite still, staring at nothing, considering what he must do.

For surely this letter was a sign that God had not forsaken Ambrose. Had it been delayed one day, it would not have reached him before he departed York. It must be a sign from God that he might still save himself.

No time to lose; he snatched up the letter. He must speak to Archdeacon Jehannes at once.

Owen leaned on the counter, watching Lucie attack a dried root with mortar and pestle. ‘Would you like help, or are you doing away with someone?’

She looked up, startled. ‘I did not hear you come down.’ Her hair was slipping from her kerchief. There was a dusting of powder on her nose where she must have rubbed it.

With a soft cloth Owen wiped her nose, kissed it. ‘Want some help?’

Lucie pushed the work towards him. ‘You are welcome to it.’

He bent to it. ‘What was your dream last night?’

‘Last night? Something about a fire. Can’t remember.’

Owen glanced up, caught Lucie biting her lower lip. ‘About Ned, was it?’

Lucie shrugged. ‘Thank you for last night. I needed sleep.’

‘I told you I should not leave.’

‘It cannot be helped, Owen, and there’s an end to it.’

Owen studied her with his good eye. She hugged herself and turned to study the wall of jars. ‘A nightmare, it was. Tell me about it.’

Lucie shook her head. ‘I was just dreaming my worries, Owen. The dream meant nothing.’

Jehannes looked up from his work with poorly hidden impatience as Harold stood aside for Don Ambrose. There was much to do before tomorrow’s departure. Letters to write, last minute orders to give Harold. ‘
Benedicte
,’ Jehannes said.

‘
Benedicte
,’ Ambrose replied.

Jehannes motioned the friar to be seated. ‘You are prepared for tomorrow’s departure?’

Ambrose leaned forward, pressing the table with his fingertips. ‘It is of that I wish to speak, Father. I pray you relieve me of the mission. I would remain in York.’

Holy Mary, Mother of God. ‘You would remain in York? Why is that?’ Jehannes had not guessed that Ambrose was of a nervous humour, but there was no denying the beads of sweat standing out along the friar’s receding hairline. And he did not face Jehannes directly, but up through his lashes.

‘Forgive me, but I cannot say, Father. I assure you that I mean to harm no one in this.’

Cannot say
. That made the cause clear. ‘Your
superiors object to your support of William of Wykeham, I presume. They took their time protesting.’

Ambrose’s eyes widened in surprise and dismay. ‘Oh no, no, they have nothing to do with my request.’ He dropped his gaze to the fingers that pressed down on the table. ‘It is a … personal matter, Father.’

Jehannes sat back, steepled his hands. The man appeared to be lying. An Austin friar had no personal business. And the Austins hated rich pluralists like Wykeham. His sweat and his indirect look were not signs of nerves then, but deceit. Well, he would not have it. If Jehannes had to swallow his pride on the King’s business, so did the friar before him, and all the friars in his house if that was the truth of it. ‘I am sorry, but I have my orders, as you do yours. The King chose you to accompany us. I have neither the time nor the inclination – you have given me no motivation, you must admit – to release you and find another. You ride to Rievaulx tomorrow. If you do not, you shall be guilty of a grievous sin.’

Ambrose pressed his hands together. ‘Then please, Father Jehannes, allow me to accompany you to Fountains. Send someone else to Rievaulx.’

Jehannes was a patient man, but today was not the day to try him. ‘You do not wish to cross the moors, is that it? Rievaulx has been situated in the moors since the conception of this mission. Why did you not protest before?’

The friar’s hands kneaded each other. ‘It is not the moors. Truly.’ At least now he looked Jehannes in the eye. ‘I pray God you heed me. I must not travel with the company to Rievaulx.’

‘So it is the company to which you object. Any particular person? Or the lack thereof?’

Ambrose sat back, obviously seeing Jehannes was
losing his patience and realising that he must answer the question with care.

‘Well?’

Ambrose shook his head. ‘I cannot explain. If I am wrong I might slander an innocent soul.’

A most revealing reply. Jehannes guessed that the friar objected to Ned Townley, having been poisoned against him in Windsor. ‘The men have been carefully chosen. I shall accept no objections. You are dismissed. God go with you, Don Ambrose. And if you do not ride with the party to Rievaulx on the morrow, you shall answer to the King.’

The prior of the York Austins shook his head at Don Ambrose. ‘And no wonder the Archdeacon refused to grant your request. In the name of our prior provincial so shall I. A personal matter, indeed. The King chose you and you must obey. It will benefit our order to have a member in Wykeham’s household, a man with the King’s ear. I cannot in truth think of a reason you might give that would change my mind, save divine intervention. And I am sure you would admit if you’d had a vision.’

‘I have had no vision.’

‘Then you must go, Ambrose. God grant you a speedy and safe return.’

Ambrose bowed his head. Safe. He would make sure of that. It was up to him now.

A
lice did not wish to dine in the great hall, but the King insisted. ‘Two days you have closed yourself in. Enough. The girl chose her fate. Your brooding changes nothing.’ Artfully applied paints and powders concealed her sleepless vigil, careful dressing gave her colour and shape, but only Alice herself could force her spirits. Her mourning need not be concealed; the court expected it, encouraged it. But her anger must be laid aside with her private face. A difficult discipline.

Someone had placed Alice beside the privy councillor. A sly comment on their being the King’s toadies? She did not smile at the thought. Wykeham smelled of incense and sawdust as usual; but he was making more of an effort with his attire of late. Tonight he had forsaken his clerical robes for a discreetly colourful houpelande. The King would make a courtier of him yet.

They spoke little during the meal, but as Alice rose to leave, Wykeham rose also. ‘May I escort you, my lady?’

How might she refuse politely? ‘You must not leave on my account, Sir William.’

‘I beg your patience. You afford me an excuse to leave early.’ The sensitive mouth turned up at the edges in a smile not cheerful but meant to reassure.

Alice bowed slightly. ‘Then I would be honoured.’

He said nothing until they were outside and Gilbert had gone on ahead of them to tell Alice’s new maid her mistress was on her way. Then Wykeham turned to Alice. ‘Forgive me for broaching the subject when it is still painful, my lady, but I must know your thoughts on your maid’s death.’

Alice squared her jaw, forbidding tears, and took a deep breath. ‘You are right, it is a painful topic. I grieve for Mary as I would a sister. But that was not your question, was it?’ The torches surrounding the courtyard created moving shadows. It was impossible to read Wykeham’s face. ‘What are you asking me?’

Wykeham dropped his chin to his chest, pressed his long fingers to his forehead. ‘Do you believe that she fell into the river, my lady?’

She saw where this led, but wished to force Wykeham to state his suspicion clearly. ‘How else would she get into the Thames, Sir William?’

‘Was she likely to despair of finding her lover and jump into the river?’

‘No.’

Wykeham raised his head, gave one nod. ‘I thought not.’