The Glass Knot-mmf (25 page)

I
shut my eyes, lost to sensation, surrendered to my desire. I was theirs, they
were mine.

Suddenly
Nick pulled his fingers out and my taut hoop clenched. “You’re as ready as you’re
ever going to be, baby.”

Dropping
my head onto Josh’s shoulder, I gave a shudder of apprehension. I ceased all
movements and waited for the moment of penetration. Anticipation clogged my
throat, my chest was tight, my limbs tingled.

Josh
let out a deep groan, and squeezed his fingertips into my ass cheeks.

“Ah,
yes,” Nick said. “You’re balls are so packed, you better be careful, Josh.
You’re close.”

Josh
pressed his lips onto my temple. “So just do it already. Ah…ah…oh, be careful.”
He shuddered, his big body vibrating beneath mine.

Nick
was still busy with his fingers, stroking my perineum and, I suspected, the
base of Josh’s cock and his balls.

“Okay,
here we go, just relax, Laura, let me in.”

A
moment of panic seized me as the impossibly broad head of his cock butted up against
my small hole. Involuntarily, I clamped around him.

“Shh,”
he murmured, increasing the pressure. “Let it go, let me in.”

I
whimpered. This would be impossible. I was already so full of Josh’s cock, and
now that Nick’s was there, pushing forward, I remembered just how damn big he
was. “Oh, no, I don’t think I can…”

“Help
her, Josh,” Nick commanded.

Josh
began to move beneath me. My G-spot and clit came back to life. White-hot darts
of pleasure and the need for more raged through me.

“It
only hurts for the first bit,” Josh whispered into my hair. His breath was hot
and tingly on my scalp. “And then it will be fantastic.”

Nick
pushed forward, but he didn’t gain entry.

“I,
no, I…” Oh, God, they were going to fill me to bursting point. I couldn’t do
it. I wanted to. I wanted nothing more than to have the two men I was in love
with inside me, fucking me, driving me to orgasm. But I wasn’t that woman. I
couldn’t do it.

“Laura,”
Josh said. “Look at me.”

I
managed to raise my head, even though my neck felt weak and my skull heavy.

“Just
bear down a little, it will help. On my count of three, bear down and take a
deep breath.”

The
intensity of his gaze gave me strength. I
could
do this. Josh was here,
he was going to help me the way I’d helped him that night in Marbella.

“One…
Two… Three.”

I
pushed down with my abdominal muscles and sucked in a deep breath.

Nick
took full advantage of the moment and eased the crown of his cock through my
tight band.

But
no matter how much preparation or how much lube he’d applied, nothing could have
prepared me for the scorching stretch of delicate tissue.

“Oh,
oh, oh,” I gasped.

Josh
froze, as did Nick.

“Oh,
yeah, I’m in,” Nick said, his hands smoothing over the tense globes of my ass.

Josh
reached up and clutched the sides of my face. “Good girl, now relax some more
and he’ll deepen his entry.” He lifted his head to kiss my slack mouth. “It
will start to feel so good then,” he whispered, “I promise.” He nipped at my
bottom lip.

It
already felt good. Sinful and primitive, carnal and wild, but also good. So
fucking good, and hot, really damn hot.

Nick
sank a little deeper. Coherent thoughts disintegrated. This was all about need
and pleasure. Three becoming one.

“Oh,
yeah, you’re gripping my dick so tight you might snap it,” Nick groaned.

Inch
by torturous inch he rode into me. Dragging on hidden, never-before-stimulated
nerve endings and creating a friction that could only be described as electric.

Josh
groaned. “Ah, fuck, Nick, I can feel your cock now.”

“Yeah,
we’re both in, next to each other. But still, a little bit…more…ahhhhhh.” He
reached full depth and dropped down over me. His weight only just held, his
wiry pubic hair scratching the cheeks of my ass.

We
all stilled.

I
was stuffed full with hot, hard dicks. We couldn’t get any closer. I couldn’t
take any more.

The
heat flowing from our bodies was sizzling. The raw scents in the air—need,
sweat, the pungent smell of sex—filled my nose. The sounds, tight gasps
for air and uncontrolled whimpers, were all highly erotic swirling into my
ears.

“You’re
so perfect,” Nick whispered. “You’re so perfect for us. We love you so much.”

“I…I
love you too,” I managed. “Both of you.” I stared down at Josh’s stormy eyes.
“Now please, just fuck me.” I twisted my neck “Both of you. Fuck me. Now.
Hard.”

A
feral growl rolled up from Nick. “Okay, baby. You asked for it. But remember,
no one comes until I say so.”

He
pulled out a little and pushed back in, small tentative movements. The first
few strokes stoked the fire, increased the heat, but then the filling, the pressure
took control. Animalistic instinct claimed us.

“Oh,
yes, that’s it,” I cried, pitching back for more of Nick and shunting forward
for more of Josh. I was aware of their steely shafts and rounded glans gliding
over one another, the thin membrane between pussy and rectum bombarding me with
new sensations, extraordinarily sexy stimulus. “I can feel you rubbing against
each other, inside me,” I gasped. “It’s…it’s incredible.”

“Tell
me about it,” Josh groaned. He sounded like he was in agony but I knew it was
the opposite end of the spectrum to pain. His ecstasy-filled expression and his
lusty, wild eyes told me that.

Nick
was breathing hard behind me. He was upright now, holding my hips and sinking
deep each time I rode shallow on Josh. A perfect in-out rhythm which kept me
full of cock and all my nerves relentlessly stimulated. I panted for breath,
almost sobbing with the exquisiteness of the closeness we’d achieved. I’d never
felt so adored, so protected, so utterly spoiled.

But,
like a shooting star, my orgasm had blasted to within reach and could not be
ignored. “Oh, Nick, Nick, please. I can’t hold off, I…”

“Soon,”
he ground out. “Soon, wait until I say.”

I
whimpered. It was an extreme kind of torture not being allowed to come when it
was hovering. I wasn’t sure how good I would be at obeying or if my body would
betray me and do its own thing.

“Not.
Going. To. Last,” Josh moaned.

I
dropped my head, devoured him in a scorching, desperate kiss. He matched my
tongue, thrust for thrust. Arched his hips wildly, forging his cock into me
harder than ever.

“Yes,
oh, yes. Now,” Nick shouted, his voice laced with blissful anguish.

He
upped the speed, steaming in and out of me. The rhythm changed, so they were
both deep as deep could be at the same time then pulling shallow, almost out.

I
could no longer kiss Josh. All I could think of was the climax building within
me, about to explode. It was so big, so powerful, and I feared whether I would
survive its violent release. Covered in sweat, starved of oxygen because of my
own desperately shallow breaths and stretched, filled beyond belief, I was
completely overcome. But I adored every single thing about it, every second,
every sensation.

Nick
shouted and groaned our names, his hands on my hips like pincers, shunting me
back and forth. Josh bucked upwards, his cock thumping into my G-spot and his
pubic bone unrelenting on my clit.

Having
both men fuck me at the same time had turned me into a mass of aching desperation.
I felt delirious, feverish, my body barely my own and then, suddenly, it was
there. My pelvis took over. Every nerve and quivering muscle climbed that last
step to orgasm and froze. Mind-altering bliss consumed me. The moment of
waiting, waiting for the release was so exquisite, but at the same time so intimidating,
its raw power so huge I thought I might split apart completely.

“Oh,
Jesus, I’m coming,” Josh groaned. “Ah, fuck.”

“Me,
too,” Nick cried. “Ah, yeah, me too. Baby, come with us.”

My
pussy creamed, wept, spurted and added to the copious moisture already filling
me. Heat radiated onto the thin, stretched membrane separating their dicks, cum
sloshing and mixing in my pussy and filling up my rectum.

“Yes,
yes, yes,” I screamed as they both sank to the hilt, balls deep, their cocks
pulsing and throbbing.

The
sounds of our combined shouts of ecstasy echoed around the room, within my head
and settled in my soul.

For
here, at Barn View, was where I belonged, with these two men who had stolen my
heart and given me so much in return. We were united, physically, emotionally
and spiritually. What we had was so special, so unique, and celebrating our union
in this erotic, trusting way was the perfect method of expressing our love.

Josh
reached for me, cradled my body against his. I was still spasming with aftershocks,
and he absorbed my tremors and gasps, mixed them with his own.

Nick
leaned over me, his cock still buried deep in my ass, lying almost next to
Josh’s. His breaths were coming hard and fast, his hand fisting the pillow by
Josh’s ear.

None
of us spoke, all lost to the moment.

Our
first moment of coming together as one.

Nick

Two
years later

“Smile
everyone,” I called. “Maddie, this way.”

Our
beautiful baby daughter looked up at me, as did her mother and my husband. I
clicked away, catching their happy faces and way the sun had created golden
speckles on the red picnic blanket they sat on. “Perfect, that’s it, one more.”

Maddie
lifted her rattle and gave it such a vigorous shake her whole body wobbled.
She’d just learned how to do that and gave a gappy smile of delight. I sat down
on my haunches and took a new string of pictures.

“That’s
enough, Nick,” Laura laughed. “Come and eat something and stop wearing out my
zoom lens.”

Reluctantly,
I switched off the camera and sat next to her. “I just don’t want to miss any
of these precious moments.” I put the cap over the lens and set the camera
aside.

“I
know how you feel,” Laura said, reaching out and touching my cheek.

As
usual, just a simple affectionate gesture from her had my heart swelling and my
cock stirring. It seemed I fell more in love with my wife with each passing
day. The commitment ceremony we’d had performed a year ago had brought us
close, now we were even more so.

“Try
this, it’s great,” Josh said, handing me a slice of pork and pickle pie.

I
took it with a smile. “I love these lazy summer days when there’s nowhere to go
and nothing to do.”

“I
can think of plenty to do,” Josh said with a wink as he glanced down at the slight
bulge in my combat shorts.

A
lingering, heated look passed between us. So many years together afforded us
the luxury of being able to communicate without words, especially when it came
to sex.

Maddie
squirmed on Laura’s lap then reached out to me with her chubby little fingers.
I passed her a tiny bit of the crust from my pie.  She wrapped it in her
fist and scrabbled toward Josh.

“Dada,”
she said, in her high-pitched baby voice. “Dada.”

“What
you got, honey?” Josh said, scooping her up, his big hands making her look even
smaller. “You got something yummy for me?”

She
pushed it onto his lips, and he made a silly munching sound that generated giggles
from Maddie and Laura.

A
feeling of warmth spread in my belly. These two females made me complete. I
never thought that would be the case, but loving Laura, far from enslaving me,
which had been the case with Cheryl, it had set me free, allowed me to be the
man I really was. A man who had been trying, for years, to accept that who he
loved and desired was regardless of their gender, it was all about the person.
Not only that, and what we’d all found out, was that there was so much capacity
in our hearts for love. Convention says that we must only love one person
sexually, one partner. But we, the Kendals, all love one another, body and
soul, unconditionally, eternally. Our ties a tight, strong knot of everlasting
love and respect.

Because,
it seemed, the more love you gave the more you received, and I for one felt
blessed to have discovered that fact before I was an old man. Blessed and also
incredibly fortunate that Josh had seen the way forward for us and helped me on
my journey. Finding Laura, was, for both of us, a highlight in our
relationship.

“Dada,
Dada.” Maddie squirmed in Josh’s arms. Her limbs wriggling against his bare
chest as she twisted to be free.

He
carefully placed her on the blanket. Instantly she scrabbled over Laura’s legs
toward me.

“Some
for me too?” I asked, plucking her into the air.