The Border Lord and the Lady (28 page)

“You love her,” Orva said quietly. “I can see it. You want her. I see that too. What is it that holds you back, my lord?”

“She values herself so highly,” he said. “I fear what would happen if I forced the issue between us. She would surely hate me.”

“Perhaps for a little while, or perhaps not,” Orva replied. “I have seen her this way before. When my lady dallies it is best for you to make the decision that you know she wants but cannot quite bring herself to make. Who knows whether your kinsman has been able to convince the king to give the Gordon laird the queen’s cousin. And who knows if he will even want this lass. You had best set your mark
firmly upon my mistress before the snows melt, if indeed you truly want her for your wife, my lord,” Orva advised him, and then she left him to contemplate her words.

The laird of Glengorm stood for several more long moments considering what Orva had said to him. The tiring woman had raised Cicely, and surely knew her better than even his ladyfaire knew herself. And she was encouraging him to do what must be done if Cicely was to be his wife. Winter was half gone, but there was still time. The day ended with a faint smear of color on the western horizon that indicated sunset.

The hall was warm, and filled with laughter as the two trestle tables below the high board were filled with the laird’s men-at-arms. The supper was served and eaten. The laird’s old piper, Owen, played, and to everyone’s delight Lord Grey and the laird of Glengorm danced among the crossed swords laid upon the stone floor of the hall, for entertainment. Finally the hall emptied but for Ian Douglas, who was seeing that the doors of the house leading to the outside were locked and barred for the night, and Cicely, who went about snuffing out the candles, extinguishing the hall torches, and seeing that the fire was set for the night so that it would burn low, but not go out.

She looked about the hall, pleased with what she saw. The stone floors were clean. The furniture was polished. The tapestry hanging over the sideboard had been beaten free of years of dust until the subject of its design was once again visible to the eye. Soon the two chairs of the master and mistress that stood behind the high board would have new tapestried cushions, for she had begun them just after Twelfth Night. Turning, she stared into the low fire. She was not quite content, but she was happy. Feeling his strong arms slip about her waist, she leaned back against him.

He bent down to kiss the side of her neck. The fragrance of white heather assailed his nostrils, and Cicely sighed. She was wearing a loose velvet gown called a houpeland that had a short waist and flowing sleeves with a high collar that had a slashed opening at her neck.
It was dull orange in color and went well with her pale skin and auburn hair. One arm still about her waist, Ian slipped his hand into the opening of her gown and past her camisia, cupping her breast in his palm.

He kissed her ear now, murmuring softly into it as he felt her stiffen, “ ’Tis time for this now, ladyfaire.” Gently, ever so gently, he fondled the soft globe of flesh. His callused thumb stroked the nipple over and over again until she sighed once more. Ian smiled to himself. Cicely might not know it yet, but she was more than ready to be loved. Removing his hand, he turned her about, kissing her hungrily. Her sensuous little mouth yielded, her lips parting to let his tongue forage within her mouth, a skill he had only recently taught her. Their kisses were heated and grew deeper, more passionate.

Cicely moved her hand to caress the nape of his neck, threading her fingers through his unfashionably long hair as he pulled her tighter against him. She could feel his hard body pushing into hers, his muscled legs, his strong torso. She pressed herself against him, the masculine scent of him filling her nostrils, rendering her almost dizzy with a sudden longing she had never before known, but recognized. How long had she wanted him? And why was her body suddenly reacting in so wanton a manner?

Then against her thigh she felt a thick ridge of hard flesh. Never had she been held so closely, or felt a manhood pressing against her. Cicely knew she should thrust him away now. But she didn’t want to, for that column of desire he exhibited excited her. For the first time in her life Lady Cicely Bowen was pierced with desire and overcome with lust. His tongue swirled about hers, and she moaned deep in her throat. Together they slid to their knees on the stone floor before the warm hearth.
“Ian!”
she managed to cry before his mouth took hers again in a wild, fierce kiss.

He pushed her back upon the floor, lying half atop her.
“Let me!”
he whispered hotly in her ear.
“Please!”
His hands pushed her gown, her chemise up.

Blessed Mother!
Cicely knew she should push him away. If he had her maidenhead of her she was lost! Did she love him? Could she marry him?
Blessed Mother, help me decide,
she cried out silently. But no immediate answer came. His fingers caressed the soft inside flesh of her thigh over and over again until she thought she would scream. It felt so good, and she wanted to know what came next.

A single finger brushed up her slit, then pressed past her nether lips, causing her to gasp with surprise. He explored the wet flesh slowly, and then his finger touched the tiny nub that lay between those nether lips. He began to play with it, his fingertip teasing it until Cicely was squirming. Her eyes were tightly shut, so she did not see Ian watching her face as he brought her to pleasure, but her eyes flew open as she experienced it, and she blushed as he smiled down into her face.

“Was that nice, ladyfaire?” he asked her softly.

Wordlessly she nodded, her eyes closing again as he kissed her once more. And then she felt him probing her carefully, inserting a single long finger into her body. She tensed once more, but he murmured softly against her mouth, reassuring her, and Cicely relaxed. The finger moved within her, and she whimpered as once more he brought her to pleasure. She actually made a distinct sound of satisfaction. Opening her eyes, she looked up into his face and saw the passion there. It was too late now to forbid him. But Cicely also realized she didn’t want to enjoin him from what she knew must come next. She realized to her surprise that she wanted it every bit as much as he did.

Reaching up, she touched his face with her fingertips but said nothing.

He groaned, and briefly buried his head in her shoulder.

“You mustn’t stop now, my lord,” Cicely heard herself saying.

“You should be my bride, and we should be in our marriage bed,” he replied, realizing he meant exactly what he was saying, yet he had begun this sweet madness.

“The moment would be lost, my lord,” Cicely told him. “Do not lose it for us.” Then she pulled him back down into her arms and kissed him passionately.

He kissed her back, hungrily, again and again. His cock ached and was as hard as iron, and there was only one place to soothe it. Mounting her carefully, he positioned himself, his hand guiding the burgeoning manhood to the narrow opening of her sheath. He rubbed himself against it several times.
Dear Jesu, don’t let the pain I give her be too great,
he prayed silently. Then he began to push himself into her virgin’s body.

Pulling her head from his, Cicely pressed her lips tightly together as she felt the head of his male member just enter her. As he moved forward she felt as if she were being impaled upon a large pole. She whimpered as he carefully moved himself back and forth several times, helping her to grow used to his invasion, and Cicely did feel her body beginning to ease. “It feels nice,” she admitted shyly to him.

“There is more to come, ladyfaire,” he warned her softly, and then before she considered his words, Ian thrust deep into the girl beneath him, stifling her cry of amazed pain with his mouth. Then he lay quiet a moment, and felt her tears upon his cheeks. He kissed those tears, and licked them from her face. “I have had your virginity of you now, ladyfaire, and it will not hurt again,” he promised her. Then he began to move on her, slowly at first, and then with more rapid, quick strokes of his manhood.

The sharp burning had come as a surprise, but then, no one had ever discussed the intimacies of coupling with her. Perhaps Orva would have had Cicely been a bride. But she had been too eager, and now it was done. But as his cock flashed smoothly back and forth Cicely began to feel intense delight. The pain was quickly forgotten, and without even understanding what she was doing she found herself wrapping her legs about his torso so he might delve deeper into her. It was done with an instinct as old as Eve’s. She sighed, and then as the intensity grew she clutched at him, gasping as it burst over her, and
she was filled with a satisfaction she had never contemplated.
“Oh, Ian!”
she cried out to him softly.
“Oh, Ian, yes!”

The sweet sound of her voice caused his creamy tribute to burst forth. With a groan of utter pleasure he rolled away from her, saying,
“Oh, ladyfaire, yes!”

They lay upon the stone floor beside the hearth for what seemed some length of time until Cicely’s terriers awoke, and came to nuzzle and yap at her. Quickly she pushed her gown back down and sat up. She didn’t know which way to look, for she was suddenly shy with him. Standing, she said, “I should go to bed, my lord.”

The laird jumped to his feet. “I will go with you,” he told her, taking her hand.

“We should wed, if you still wish it,” Cicely said softly.

“
If
I should still wish it?” He looked astounded by her words.

“I have proved wanton, my lord, and you have had the best of me. Do you still wish to wed such a girl as I’ve proved to be?” Cicely asked, blushing deeply.

Ian Douglas burst out laughing. “Cicely,” he said when he had once again regained control of himself, “I have been trying to get you to the altar for several months now. I finally decided the only way you would agree to marry me would be to seduce you as thoroughly as I could. I love you, ladyfaire. I have wanted you for my wife since the first day I saw you over ten months ago. I have not changed my mind. With your permission I shall speak with Ambrose in the morning.”

“It does not disturb you that I am wanton?” she asked him, surprised.

“Cicely, I want you to be wanton, but of course only with me. Now let us go to bed. I want to see you naked, and I want to kiss every inch of you before morning,” the laird told the blushing girl.

“You have twice now called me by my name,” she noted.

“I think now, perhaps, I have the right to do so,” he responded as he led her to the staircase, followed by the two terriers, who bounded gaily along ahead of them, and waited expectantly by the door to
Cicely’s bedchamber. But the laird decided he would not permit them inside her room this night. Barred, the two little terriers began to yap and howl outside of her door.

“Let them in before the whole house knows what we’ve been about,” Cicely pleaded with him, laughing.

“I’ll not share the bed with them,” he grumbled.

But the terriers seemed to understand that their residence in their mistress’s room now depended upon their good behavior. Admitted to her chamber, they immediately lay down before the hearth and went to sleep.

Twisting the key in the lock of the bedchamber door, the laird turned to Cicely. “May I undress you?” he asked her softly, and she nodded. He turned her about and unlaced her gown, drawing it down so that it puddled about her ankles. Beneath it she wore a soft linen camisia with long sleeves that came to just below her knees. He had earlier undone the ribbon at the camisia’s neck, and so he bent to gain the bottom of the undergarment and lifted it off of her. For a moment he held the crumpled garment in his hand, staring down at the blood upon it. He had had no previous doubts, but this certainly proved without a doubt that Cicely had been a virgin. He dropped the camisia to the floor and stood silent for a moment, admiring the graceful curve of her back as it swept down from her neck to meet the perfectly matched twin halves of her buttocks. Her shapely legs were bare, for she wore no leg coverings in the house.

“Why do you not speak?” Cicely asked him shyly.

“I am admiring how beautiful you are in form,” he told her, and, pushing the plait aside, placed a warm kiss at the nape of her neck. He slid his hands about her to take both of her breasts in his hands. Fondling them, he whispered in her ear, “Would you like to undress me now, ladyfaire?” Then he kissed the ear, nipping at the plump lobe.

“I’ve never seen a naked man,” she told him.

“You had brothers, did you not?” he asked.

“My stepmother would not allow me to live in the same house with her,” Cicely told him. “I rarely saw them, and usually only from a distance. When I found them places at court I was surprised to see that had I not been told they were my half brothers I should never have recognized them at all.”

He was surprised to learn this. They had not spoken of her family but for her father, and girls always admired their fathers. “If you have never seen a naked man then we must remedy this lack in your education,” he told her, spinning her about to face him. Then he laughed, for her eyes were closed. “Open your eyes, Cicely. I am not yet naked.”

“But I am,” she said. “It’s easier to be naked with you when I don’t have to meet your gaze, Ian.” Then she laughed. “I am being a fool, aren’t I?”

“Would it ease your natural modesty to be told how beautiful you are both in face and form, my ladyfaire? I have never seen so perfect a woman as you,” he responded.

Her blue-green eyes flew open. “I am pleasing to your eye?”

“You are more than pleasing to my eye, ladyfaire,” he said softly, kissing her.

Cicely began to undress him. In his home the laird wore a long-sleeved shirt and breeks, beneath which were a chemise and drawers. They were simple country garments. On his feet he had a pair of house slippers, but no hose. Cicely drew each piece of his clothing off slowly, carefully. But as curious as she was, she was still too shy to look too closely at him.