Authors: Mary Gentle
“This âZo-sheel,'” she eventually got the confidence to say, presenting a well-thumbed copy of what libretto details Paolo had passed on, with Xochitl's first verses circled. “Suppose she's not a slave-girlâor wasn't always a slave-girl?”
I'll listen to anybody at this point
. Conrad opened the books on South America that Tullio had fetched for him, and showed her engravings of the Aztecs in their native costumes, and the initial drafts of the first trio for Velluti, Sandrine, and Donna Belucci.
“What had you in mind?”
Her finger, with its well-trimmed but evidently chewed nails, underlined Cortez' first entry, and the description of the sopranos' warrior-women costumes. “He defeated their neighbouring enemy tribe, the
Amazons?”
Conrad pointed his pen at the globe Tullio had brought in from the secret museum, and tapped the continent of South America. “The Amazon River, see?”
Estella Belucci raised her pale eyebrows. “Geography's not your strong point, signore, is it?”
“I promise you, the Amazon River
is
in South America.”
“Yes⦔ Her smile gave warning of why managements might find her difficult. “But I think you'll find the Classical Amazons come from Greece.”
Conrad spun the globe to peer at Greece.
He wiped off three thousand years of civilisation and as many miles with a dismissive wave.
“Well, the Greeks were great travellers! Obviously America became the home of the Classical Amazons by the
time
of Cortez⦔
“Obviously.” Her smile lost out to ambition. Estella Belucci leaned forward where she sat. “Signore, you write here that audiences want girls in peril, not
warriors. But suppose it's both? âZo-sheel' might be an Aztec slave
now
because she's an Amazon warrior captured in battle and made prisoner!”
Leave it to a singer to make their part a priority. Butâ¦
“You know,” Conrad said, “that's a good idea.”
Tullio, letting himself into the cell in time to hear the last interchanges, grinned broadly. “Certainly is! Amazons always play wellâ's an excuse to have a woman with one tit hardly covered!”
Conrad muttered, “Philistine!” But having seen Estella Belucci out like a gentleman, he came back and scribbled a note in the margin.
On the eighth day, about the time the slanting sunlight on the opposite brick wall told Conrad it was mid-morning, the metal spy-hole in the door slid back, then forward; and there was an incongruous knock.
“Come in,” Conrad called dryly.
The guard pulled open the door that bolted on the outside. “You have a visitor, signore.”
His tone was sufficient that Conrad knew the visitor must be a woman. Self-conscious, he touched the stubble on his cheeks where Tullio had not yet been in to shave him.
Another of Spinelli's “borderline” voices for the Priestesses of the Feathered Serpent or the Amazon warriors?
“Show her in.” Conrad couldn't help smiling at the guard's one-male-to-another look.
If he only knew I
am
just interested in their voices!
“Here, signorina.” The guard held the door open for a woman in a blue morning walking dress and three-quarter coat, and a deep-brimmed fashionable bonnet, with three frivolous ostrich plumes curving over from the back.
The guard slipped out rapidly; clearly expecting a later gratuity.
The locks clicked as the door shut behind him.
Before Conrad could say anything, the woman pulled at her hat-strings and yanked the concealing bonnet from her head, dropping it down on his half-written page.
His chair squealed on the wooden floorboards as Conrad jumped up, staring at the face of Leonoraâonce Leonora D'Arienzo, since married, now Leonora Capiraso.
Conrad gathered his wits. He managed a bow.
And, although it stuck in his throat: “Contessa.”
“C
orrado!” She ignored formality. Her eyes were shining, beyond what might be accounted for by the weak sun reflected in at the window. The time that he hadn't seen herâevery sleepless night, every unprofitable attempt to lose himself in other women's companyâburned up as if it had never been. Her smile wiped it all out. She said, again, “Corrado!” and her perfect voice broke.
“I never expected to see you again.” Conrad realised, blankly, that it wasn't the best thing to say; that he had better have proclaimed he always knew they would be reunited. The truth spilled out of him like blood. “I hoped you were ill, or dead, or emigrated to the New Worldâ
some
reason why I couldn't find you!”
Pain came through too clearly in his voice.
“We might have been within twenty feet of each other, any time these five years! Except you would have been in a stage box, and I in the pit.â
Why did you leave me!
”
Her hand came up as if it would have touched his, but hesitated in mid-air.
Conrad startled out of the paralysis of her presence.
She won't be alone!
Her husband will be behind her on the stair
.
“You shouldn't enter this cell on your own.” Conrad could only speak in a whisper. “The San Carlo is as much a pit of gossip as La Fenice was. One visit to an unmarried man without your husband present⦔
“Oh, don't be foolish. My maid is only a few steps behind me.”
Her voice wasn't loud, but he heard those theatre-taught reverberations that meant she intended it to carry, and be overheard by any nosy guards.
“Our kind of people
do
visit the poor, and prisoners, and do good works.” Her voice changed pitch, so as not to be casually overheard. “I only have to mention it quite openly at church.
Everybody
knows di Galdi is a spiteful old man.”
The Naples gossip circuit working full-time
, Conrad deduced.
The door didn't open again. He wondered if there was in fact a maid. Or if, well-warned, she lurked in the passage outside to give word of any approach.
That means Nora truly intends to speak to meâ¦
Leonora Capiraso, Contessa di Argente, sat down without invitation on the cell's other wooden chair. She began coolly to remove her gloves.
A sudden consciousness of the physicality of her hands encased in warm
leather, which she loosened finger by finger, made him take refuge standing behind his high-backed chair, so she should not see evidence of his desire.
Not looking at him, she said, “I need to explain why I left Venice.”
“I looked for you.”
And that's all I'll admit
. No need for her to know how I walked all the alleys and little bridges, how I went into every church from the Basilica to the smallest chapel, hoping for the miracle of finding her attending Mass.
She regarded him, suddenly fearless. “You'll think less of me.”
Contradictory emotions choked him.
“I didn't sleep.” Her hands hovered, lifted from her sides, as if she would have touched him but didn't dare. “For the first yearâI never slept the night through unbroken. Bad dreams. Nightmares. Roberto thought I was illâ”
“I don't want to hear about âRoberto'!”
She nodded as if that were a reasonable request to make.
“I wasn't ill,” she said simply. “I missed sleeping by your side. Your breathing. Your warmth.”
Pain and loss met together in him, and made cruelty. “Evidently you didn't miss it enough to come back to me. Or not to leave me in the first place!”
“I had to!”
Conrad dug his fingers into his palms until he was sure they must bleed.
I can't say “I've missed you,” “I love you
.”
Not yet. Not until I know why you're here now. Not until I know
â
“Why did you leave me in Venice?”
She turned her head, giving him only her perfect profile and a perceptible shiver.
“We were very Bohemianâ” Her attempt at a social smile visibly fractured. Conrad saw her expression became pure honesty. “How daring I felt, to be singing at La Fenice every night, and spending every day with my lover in Venice. I warned you I was only a provincial girl from Castelfranco Veneto⦠And coming home to that apartment house, by the bridge with the cats⦔
“Smelly beasts.” Conrad wondered if he should have sounded more sentimental, but her mouth turned up. “I remember watching those cats from our window.”
They had ranged from wild veteran Venetian mothers and dusty warriors, to stick-thin fluffy black kits, moving as if they ran on stilts. After love, he would lie shoulder to shoulder beside Leonora in the heated afternoon, watching between scarlet-painted shutters, and giving the beasts stories more melodramatic than the most outlandish libretto.
“You made up names for each of them,” he remembered.
Years since I thought of itâthat we were so happy we could be shamelessly silly
.
“â¦All the ugly ones had the names of
prima donnas
.”
“Of course!” Leonora wrinkled up her nose at him, instantly turning a lady in her late twenties into a gamin adolescent.
It hit him like a punch deep into the gut. He felt as if his throat bled, getting the words out. “To see you like thatâin the Palaceâwith no warningâ!”
“I had no idea what it would be like to see
you
.” Moisture glinted in the corners of her violet-shadowed eyes. “I couldn't speak, couldn't think.”
“You let
your husband
speak for you.”
“My husband isn't here to speak for me now.” What had been a glimmer of light swelled, and shimmered on the lower lid of her eye.
The tear did not fall.
“I didn't have a contract after La Fenice. I'd been writing to impresarios, but all they could offer was a lot of travelling and small roles⦠St Petersburgâ¦one in Buenos Aires⦔ She twisted at one of her discarded gloves. “Roberto had been backstage between acts every night.”
“I stayed away from backstage because you asked!” Conrad hated the rough neediness of his tone. “On the pretext that you needed to concentrate for your performances.”
Anger choked him.
Leonora spoke so quietly that he had to rein himself in to hear her, over the pounding of blood in his ears.
“I didn't notice any of the other men there, but I noticed himâoh, don't look at me! You were so happy, so cheerful, likeâlike sunâand he was the dark to your fairâ”
“Enough of the poetry.” Conrad cut through her rapid words. Rather than look at her, he began pacing. “Did you sleep with him?”
“I didn't want toâ”
“But someone held a pistol to your head. I understand.”
His bitterness was a dizzy satisfaction to voice at last, seeing out of the corner of his eye how she flinched.
“Is that what I needed to do to keep you, Nora? Look miserable every moment and pine over you?”
He found himself with clenched fists.
I did all my pining for you afterwards
.
“Was he sad like Mister Lord Byron? So unhappy that you just had to crawl into his bed and comfort him? Did he have some tragedy in his lifeâ”
“Roberto said he knew people.”
Her voice was a shock, so flatly commonplace that Conrad stopped and turned, looking down at her.
Her lips compressed for a moment. “His family were aristocrats, rich, they had influence⦠And that wouldn't have mattered, butâI'd seen so many young women with good voices missing their chances, ending up as provincial singing teachers at the very bestâ”
The depth of contempt in her tone sounded surprisingly masculine.
“Roberto told me he could speak to impresarios he knew; that his family were on the opera boards of more than one townâ”