The Best Bride (12 page)

She reveled in the feel of being next to him. Every move was slow, not calculated as she might have thought, but savored. As if he had nothing more important in his life than this moment. As if he'd spent the whole day thinking about kissing her.

He wasn't as tall as Sam, but he was broader and she liked the way his size made her feel protected. Foolish needs, she thought, knowing that she was on her own. But for these few minutes it was enough to hold and be held, tempt and be tempted.

He sucked on her lower lip, the delicious sensations forcing all thoughts from her mind. He kissed her harder now, hungrily, the passion building between them. It was all she could do to stay upright and not sag completely against him. Her fingers had trouble holding on to the bouquet of flowers. His scent and warmth filled her body until she wanted him to be a part of her. He seemed to sense her need, moving even closer, tightening his arms around her as if he were as hungry for love as she.

Love.
The word echoed in her brain, the cold reality of its meaning doused her passion and she pulled back. She wasn't hungry for love. She couldn't afford to be. Passion, maybe. Sex—well, it had been a while, so probably. But not love. Never love.

She stared at the open V of his white shirt and watched his chest rise and fall in a rapid cadence that matched her own. Not love. Never love. Love makes you blind. You can't trust it. Ever. She'd learned that lesson the hard way. She'd loved Sam with all her heart, and he had betrayed everything she'd held sacred and special. There had been a hundred clues, but she'd missed them all.

Travis was just like Sam. He was a womanizer, a smooth-talking charmer who made a hobby of breaking hearts. So what if he claimed to practice monogamy? That was part of the trappings of his disguise. She knew what he really was.

She realized they'd been standing there, breathing heavily for several seconds. She half expected him to say something, apologize. But he didn't.

The worst part of it was that her body still tingled from the power of their kisses. Her breasts ached, her thighs felt trembly and weak, and her blood hummed with a powerful need that even the most rational of arguments couldn't quench.

She swallowed thickly, then forced herself to look up at him. The fire in his eyes burned hotter than she'd ever seen it. His mouth was still damp from her passionate kisses. She wanted to look down but didn't dare. She couldn't bear to see the proof of his need. She would think about how he would feel next to her, inside of her. It had been over a year since she'd made love, but some chilling little voice at the back of her head whispered this wasn't all about simply doing without. It was more about the man in front of her than the need within her body, and that thought scared her to death.

“I'm sorry,” she said, her voice shaking. “We shouldn't have done that. It's better if it doesn't get out of hand.”

He smiled then, a slow, lazy, satisfied and very male
smile. The skin on the back of her neck tingled and her breasts swelled painfully.

“What do you mean—‘it'?” he asked.

“You know. Our relationship.”

The smile turned into a grin. “I didn't know we had a relationship.”

His amusement fueled her temper. “You're right,” she snapped. “We don't have a relationship, and I would prefer to keep it that way.” She turned and started to walk away.

He caught up with her instantly and touched her arm. She wanted to pull back, really she did, but she couldn't. It felt too good to have him touch her. A bright danger sign flashed before her eyes, but she had a bad feeling it was already too late.

“Don't be upset,” he said, his thumb stroking her forearm.

“I'm not.”

He arched his eyebrows. Yeah, well she'd never been a very good liar. So what else was new?

“It was just a kiss, Elizabeth.”

She pulled free of his hand and continued walking down the hall. When she had turned the corner and was out of sight of the parlor, she raised the bouquet to her face and smelled the sweet flowers. Then she touched her free hand to her still-trembling lips. It had felt like a whole lot more than just a kiss to her.

“A
nd then there was the time the blood bank brought one of those mobile trucks. You know the kind. They stay for a few days and take donations.” Rebecca paused long enough to finish setting the silverware, then looked up and laughed. “He dated both nurses.”

“You're kidding?” Elizabeth asked. “Both. So much for monogamy, Travis,” she called, glancing back at him over her shoulder.

“I
was
monogamous. The first one didn't work out, and her friend wanted to comfort me,” he said from his seat on the floor at the edge of the big dining room. It was one of the few rooms he'd actually bothered to furnish. The rosewood table and hutch had once belonged to his mother. She'd left it behind, along with everything else when she'd left him and his brothers. Their father hadn't wanted the set. Both Jordan and Kyle lived in apartments. Craig had
told him to take it because his three boys would destroy the beautiful pieces in a matter of days.

“Travis, it's your turn to move,” Mandy said impatiently. “Hurry, 'cuz I'm winning.”

“I'm hurrying,” he told the little girl. He rolled the dice and counted out the squares with his marker. Mandy crowed when he landed on a chute that carried him almost to the bottom of the board. “Guess you're going to win, huh?”

She nodded vigorously, her blond braids bouncing on her shoulders. She grinned. “Mommy, I'm winning. Come see.”

Elizabeth turned in her chair and looked down at the game. “Very good, sweetie.” She gave him a quick glance. A tiny spot of color stained each cheek, but she didn't turn away.

Travis was glad. He'd barely had time to recover from his obvious and somewhat painful reaction to their kiss when Rebecca had arrived for dinner. So far he hadn't had the chance to make sure Elizabeth was all right. He told himself he hadn't meant to kiss her, but he knew he was lying. He'd been thinking about it ever since her first night here, when he'd briefly touched her lips with his. He'd wanted to know if the heat between them was real or imagined. The still-burning scars reminded him the heat was plenty real. Their kiss had only made him want more.

Which was, he acknowledged, an obvious problem. He didn't want to get involved with Elizabeth for several reasons. Not only was she a guest in his house, but he knew better than to risk it all with someone like her. She was the kind of woman who believed in commitment and forever. He didn't know how to do that. If he was honest with himself, he didn't have what other men had to make
something special last. Four generations of failed relationships couldn't be argued with.

But the kiss had been tempting. He only wished he'd had a chance to ask Elizabeth if everything was okay. But Rebecca and Mandy were in the room. If that wasn't bad enough, his friend was taking perverse delight in telling Elizabeth a string of stories about his supposed conquests with women.

“What about that trick roper you dated?” Rebecca asked.

Elizabeth's eyes widened. “A trick roper. I don't think I want to hear about that one.”

Travis shook his head. “That happened about six years ago. Long before you'd even heard of Glenwood,” he said, turning to Rebecca. “You're repeating gossip.”

“I know. Isn't it terrific?” She walked over and patted his shoulder. “I love this guy. He is the ultimate male weapon against women. One look and they go weak in the knees.”

He rolled the dice and moved three places. Mandy rolled and won the game. She laughed with delight, then leaned forward and gave him a big hug. He held her close. Funny how both Abbott women got to him. Elizabeth made him want dangerous things, while Mandy made him feel a fierce need to protect her. And a longing to be more. He would give his soul to be a decent father to some kid. She planted a wet kiss on his cheek. Deep in his chest, he felt a sharp stab of pain piercing his heart.

“You're the best, Travis,” Mandy said.

“I rest my case.” Rebecca headed for the kitchen.

Mandy scrambled off his lap and followed “Becca,” as she called the other woman. He glanced up at Elizabeth still sitting in her seat watching him.

“I took each of the nurses out once,” he said, wondering
why he was defending himself. She wouldn't believe him. No one ever did. “I don't think I even kissed the second one good-night.”

“Sure.” She smiled.

“The trick roper was an old friend. I'd known her in college. You know people make up a lot of stories about me and my brothers. They think we get a lot more—” He hesitated, searching for a polite word.

“Action?” she offered helpfully.

“It wouldn't have been my choice.”

God, she was beautiful. The skinny straps of her rose sundress showed off her tanned shoulders. The long line of her neck made him remember how she'd tasted when he'd kissed her there. Her mouth was perfect, pulling into a wide smile. It was her eyes that always got to him, though. There was a wariness in her expression that seemed out of place. Was it that Sam guy who had made her cautious? What had happened in her life? What was the big secret? Hell, a man could go crazy thinking about it.

He rose to his feet and took the chair next to hers. “A lot of people assume my brothers and I get a lot more action than we do. Part reputation, part circumstances.”

She tucked a loose strand of hair behind her small ear. “Are you trying to make me feel sorry for you?”

“No, I'm trying to make sure we're still friends.”

“I would think you have so many women in your life that one more wouldn't matter.”

He leaned close to her, stopping only when their arms brushed. He was pleased that she didn't move away. “I'm not talking about women in general. I'm talking about you. Friends?”

She glanced at the tablecloth. He couldn't see her expression, so he sweated it out. He hated that it mattered what she thought.

“I'm not a jerk, Elizabeth. I'm not what everybody says.”

“I know.” She bit her lower lip. “You're a nice guy.”

He winced.

“You are!”

“Great.”

“You want to shake on it again?”

He'd rather kiss on it, but hey, he would take what he could. Her hand felt small and delicate in his, but it was her smile that just about knocked him from his chair. She grinned up at him then leaned forward.

“So tell me the real story about the trick roper.”

* * *

They had barely sat down to dinner when the doorbell rang. Travis threw his napkin on the table. “I'll get it,” he said, rising to his feet.

He walked to the front door and pulled it open. He grinned. “Austin, come in.”

Austin Lucas strolled into the hallway and paused. He sniffed the air. “I smell dinner.”

“You hungry? Louise left plenty.”

His friend shrugged. “I wouldn't say—”

“Travis, who is it?” Rebecca called.

Austin raised his dark eyebrows. “Sorry. I didn't know you had company.”

“It's not what you think.” Travis grabbed his friend's arm and steered him toward the dining room. Austin let himself be pulled along, but Travis knew his heart wasn't in it. Austin didn't go out of his way to be sociable.

“Look who I found on the doorstep,” he said. Elizabeth and Mandy both looked up expectantly. Rebecca rose to her feet and smiled, even though she couldn't see who was behind Travis. He stepped to one side and let Austin precede him into the room.

He raised his arm to Austin's shoulder, as much to show affection as to keep the other man from bolting. Austin didn't do crowds.

“Austin Lucas, this is Elizabeth Abbott and her daughter, Mandy. They're staying here while Elizabeth recovers from a bout with appendicitis. Next to my brothers, Austin is my oldest friend in Glenwood.”

Elizabeth stood up and held out her hand. Travis watched her sharply, waiting for the inevitable reaction. She said hello and smiled at him, but that was it. Interesting, he thought.

“And you've already met Rebecca,” he said.

Rebecca nodded several times. “The committee meeting on town support for the home. You were there.” She paused. Her brown eyes widened. “I mean, everyone was there, weren't they? All the people in the town.” She paused. “Not all of them, of course, but a good many. Not just you.” Color flared on her cheeks. She smiled tightly. “Good to see you. Again. Here, that is.” She reached for her water glass. Her fingers slipped and she knocked it over on the table. “Oh, no. I'll just—” She motioned helplessly toward the rapidly spreading pool of water. “I'll get a cloth.”

“I'll help,” Elizabeth said and followed her into the kitchen.

“What's gotten into her?” Travis asked no one in particular; then he glanced at his friend.

“Don't look at me. This is only the second time I've met the lady. She was a lot like this at the meeting, too. She must have dropped her pen a hundred times.” He shrugged.

Elizabeth came back alone with a couple of dishcloths. She mopped up the spill. Travis waited, but Rebecca never reappeared.

“Have a seat,” Travis said.

Austin shook his head. “I just came by to tell you that I'll be here for the football game.”

“Great. But really, there's plenty of food.”

“You're having dinner with two beautiful women. I don't want to get in the way.”

“You wouldn't be.” Travis meant it. In the past several minutes, Elizabeth hadn't even given Austin a second glance. Good news because his friend's reputation with women rivaled that of any of the Haynes brothers. Austin topped Travis by at least three inches. He'd been described as handsome as the devil himself. Between his self-made fortune, his solitary ways and the gold hoop earring Travis and his brothers never tired of teasing him about, he drew women like a shell game drew suckers. So Elizabeth was somehow immune to the infamous Lucas charm. Too bad he couldn't say the same about Rebecca.