The Best Bride (10 page)

“No fever,” he said, “but you should stay in bed for the rest of the day. The last thing you need is to land yourself back in the hospital.”

“I know.” She picked at the bed cover, then looked at him. He'd shaved that morning, but the shadowy darkness of his beard highlighted his strong jaw. He had dark eyes framed by thick lashes. A firm mouth that was threatening
to curve into a smile. Nothing in his expression reminded her of the questions he'd asked that morning. Yet that conversation sat in the room like a rather large intrusive elephant.

“I'm sorry,” she said.

His expression hardened, and his mouth pulled into a straight line. “You don't have to apologize.”

“I
want
to. You've been very kind to me.”

“This is a full-service community.”

She chuckled, then clutched her side. “Travis, don't make me laugh. It still hurts.”

“Okay, I'll be serious.”

He leaned closer, bracing one hand on the far side of her body. She wanted to reach up and pull him close. She settled on inhaling the scent of his body. He smelled like a fall day, with a hint of musk thrown in for temptation.

“Tell me your secret,” he said softly.

When she'd first met Sam she'd thought she'd loved him with her whole heart and soul. He only had to look at her to make her want to be with him, next to him, touched by him. She'd learned later that her feelings for Sam Proctor were more about the newness of a physical relationship than anything else. But it had already been too late. She'd committed the ultimate foolish act and fallen in love with him.

Nothing about Sam's practiced charm had prepared her for Travis's lethal combination of strength and concern. It would be so easy to lean on those shoulders she admired, to tell him everything. But to what end? Once he knew the truth— She couldn't even bear to think about it.

“I can't.” She met his gaze and held it.

“You won't.”

“Yes. I won't. Please don't ask me again. I don't want to have to lie to you. I haven't done anything illegal. It's
a silly little secret, but it's mine to keep. If telling you everything about my past is the price for staying, then I have to leave.”

He studied her a long time. His gaze swept over her face, stopping at her mouth before dipping to her throat and returning. He reached up and touched her cheek, much as she'd touched Mandy's. But his caress was anything but maternal. Her stomach tightened and her breasts tingled in response.

Before she could say anything, or think about touching him back, he reached down for the comforter folded up at the foot of the bed. He pulled it over her and smoothed it in place. Then he leaned down and brushed his lips against her forehead.

“Go to sleep, darlin',” he said, and stood up.

She watched him leave the room and close the door quietly behind him. Her eyes burned with unshed tears. It would be so easy to let Travis into her world, she thought sadly. So easy to try to believe again. If she had the strength and the words, she would explain that it wasn't so much about him. Sure, she couldn't risk trusting a man again, but worse, she couldn't trust herself.

“Y
ou're nervous,” Travis said, taking off his Stetson and sending it across the family room. It landed neatly in the center of a writing desk on the left side of the window.

Elizabeth sank into the leather sofa and rolled her eyes. “Number one, if you keep doing that hat toss trick to impress me, I'm immune.”

“Liar,” he said as he crossed the room.

His khaki uniform, slightly wrinkled from his day at work, made his shoulders look broader and his legs longer. His wide black belt emphasized his trim waist. And yes, she had been lying. The nightly toss of the Stetson got her heart racing as if she'd just climbed three flights of stairs.

He settled on the sofa and grinned. “What's number two?”

“Number two is I have nothing to be nervous about.”

“Double liar.” He leaned closer, resting his weight on

his elbow. His perfectly trimmed mustache outlined the
teasing curve of his mouth. “I've made tougher women than you swoon with my cowboy hat, and while there's no reason to be nervous about having dinner with Rebecca, you are. I can see it in your eyes.”

She opened her mouth to deny his statement, then closed it. He was right; she
was
nervous. “Okay, just a little.”

He sat up straight, then leaned over and patted her bare leg. “Don't be. Rebecca's a sweetheart.” He kept his warm hand on her knee. She told herself she should move away, but she liked it when he touched her.

She raised her eyebrows. “Do you realize that every time a female citizen of Glenwood is mentioned, you've dated her?”

“Only if they're between twenty-five and forty.”

She reached behind her for one of the throw pillows and batted his hand away. “What's wrong with you?”

“I'm one of the Haynes boys. What else am I supposed to do?”

She'd been in Travis's house for six days. Louise had filled her head with enough stories to tell her what being a “Haynes boy” meant. “Settle down with one woman. Try monogamy for a change. There is something to be said for quality rather than quantity.”

His good humor faded quickly. “I tried that, remember?”

“Oh.” She did recall him mentioning a divorce. “Sorry.” She was silent for a moment. “So what happened?”

He turned his head until he was looking at her. The lines around his eyes crinkled when he smiled. “You've been hanging around with Louise a little too much, don't you think? You could have been a bit more subtle with that question.”

“Probably,” she admitted shamelessly. “So what happened? Or don't you want to talk about it?”

“There's nothing to say. It just didn't work. I'm sure some of it was her fault, but I have to take most of the blame.” He held his hands out in front of him, palms up. “It's a little difficult to get past who I am.”

“So that's why you know Rebecca is a sweetheart?”

“Want to know a secret?”

She wasn't sure she did, but Travis was difficult enough to resist most of the time, and now, when he was rumpled and just tired enough to let his guard down, he was impossible to refuse.

“Sure.”

He slid closer to her. Her body tensed. Her incision had healed quite a bit, although it still hurt if she moved around too much. She wanted to pull back, but there was nowhere to go except off the sofa. Six days with Travis had taught her two important things. The first was that being in his presence made her very aware of her body, his body and the potential those two bodies had together. She told herself it was just hormones, and being lonely and afraid that brought on that thinking. The second thing she learned was that even if she was ever foolish enough to get involved with a man again. Travis Haynes was absolutely the worst one she could pick. He and his brothers had reputations for being lady-killers and heartbreakers. Louise had told her story after story about the female conquests made and cast aside. Elizabeth had to admit that in most of the stories, Travis had been honest, caring and had at least tried to make the relationship work. But the reality was he made Sam Proctor look like an amateur when it came to seducing women.

He leaned over so he could whisper in her ear. His chin rested on her shoulder, pushing aside the thin strap of her
tank top. Stubble grazed her suddenly sensitized skin, making her muscles jump and her toes curl against the thick carpet.

“Rebecca is my greatest failure.”

“What?”

She made the mistake of turning to look at him. He hadn't pulled back and their faces were inches apart. Breath mingled with the heady scent of his warm body. She clutched her fingers tightly together to prevent herself from reaching out toward him and touching his arm, his chest, anything she could get her hands on.

“Shortly after we met, I took her out on a date. It was supposed to be this great seduction. I had everything planned.”

The pain in her midsection wasn't from the surgery, she realized, chagrined. It was envy, pure and simple. She prayed he couldn't see it in her eyes.

“I picked her up at seven-thirty. By eight-ten I figured out I'd made a large error in judgment.”

“Which was?”

“Chemistry. It was all wrong.”

She stared at him, at his dark eyes that suddenly seemed to be flickering with the most intriguing fire.

“What was wrong with it?” she asked, barely able to disconnect from the flames enough to follow the conversation.

“There wasn't any between us. Rebecca and me. We were destined to be good friends. But it's a secret. What would people say if they knew the truth? After all, the Haynes charm is supposed to be all-powerful.”

It was working just fine on her, she thought as she lowered her gaze to his mouth. So close. She licked her lips. Three, maybe four inches separated them. The longing
inside of her grew. She wanted to know what it would be like to be kissed, really kissed, by him.

She closed her eyes and forced herself to turn away. Why was she doing this to herself? Hadn't Sam taught her anything?

“Everybody needs friends, Travis. Rebecca seems very nice.”

“Oh, she is.”

He stood up and stretched like a powerful cat taking a moment's rest from stalking the mouse. That was
her
destiny: Elizabeth Abbott-rodent. She giggled.

“What's so funny?” he asked.

“Nothing. I'm pleased that you and Rebecca are friends. Now I get the chance to spend some time with her before I start my job.” She smiled brightly, trying to banish the lingering lethargy and leftover passion, not to mention the image of herself with whiskers and a tail. “She's going to bring some paperwork by for me, to help fill the days.” She pointed at the television. “I can only read so much, and TV is quickly losing its appeal.”

“Just so you don't overdo it.”

She gave him a mock salute. “Yes, Sheriff. I'll be careful. And I'll keep your secret.”

“It's just as well it didn't work out,” he said, walking over and picking up his Stetson. “I have two women in my life already. Even I couldn't handle a third.”

“Two women?”

Her heart seemed to falter slightly. He was dating
two
women? She told herself the sudden dullness she felt was exhaustion. She'd probably done too much when she'd gone to the grocery store with Louise that morning. She could feel her smile fading and did her best to keep it in place. She didn't want Travis to know she was even slightly
attracted to him. In fact she wasn't at all. He had two women. Good for him. She wished him well.

He paused by the doorway and looked back. “Although I have to say, of the two of you, Mandy is definitely my weakness. I guess it's those blue eyes of hers.”

Elizabeth's mouth dropped open. She stared at him. The teasing glint in his eyes told her she'd been had.

She picked up the pillow beside her and tossed it at him.

He easily ducked out of the way. “Gotcha,” he said and stepped into the hallway. Before she could finish fuming, he poked his head back into the room. His mouth straightened and those flames were still flickering in his dark eyes.

“For what it's worth, Elizabeth,” he said slowly, never taking his gaze from hers, “the feeling is mutual.”

With that, he left. She heard his footsteps as he walked down the hall, then made his way up the stairs.

Trouble. This was all very big trouble. She was willing to admit there was some kind of chemical reaction between her and Travis. Sometimes she worried that the heat between them was going to set the house on fire. But it didn't have to mean anything. It
couldn't
mean anything. She wasn't ready to get involved. She might never be ready for a real relationship. Even if she was willing to take a chance, it wouldn't be on Travis Haynes. The man was a walking, breathing heartbreaker. And she'd had enough heartbreak to last a lifetime. What woman would willingly give herself to someone who was destined to leave her for the next conquest?

She stood up and walked toward her room. Although she was healing, her side still gave her a little trouble. Travis had offered to move her to an upstairs bedroom so that she could be closer to Mandy, but she preferred to stay where she was. Her daughter was safe and happy in this big house, and Elizabeth wanted as much distance between her and
Travis as possible. Just because she knew she would never get involved with Travis didn't mean she'd figured out a way to tell her body to get over its physical attraction to him.

She undressed then stepped under the warm spray of the shower. There was still over an hour until Rebecca was due to arrive, but everything took Elizabeth longer since the surgery. She was getting her strength back, but not as quickly as she'd hoped. The doctor hadn't been kidding about the recovery time needed. Her trip to the market with Louise had wiped her out for the entire day. She'd had to take a three-hour nap. But it had been worth it to get outside for the first time since the surgery.

As Elizabeth washed her hair, she wondered about Louise. The older woman had mentioned she was divorced. Elizabeth wanted to ask what had happened. For the most part Louise was funny and outgoing, but at the mention of her marriage, she'd gone all quiet. What made it all the more curious was her suspicion that Travis knew exactly what had happened. A couple of things Louise had said hinted at that. But Elizabeth wouldn't be asking anyone for the story. As much as she'd tried to hold herself back, knowing there were secrets she could never share, she and Louise were becoming friends. If Louise wanted her to know the truth, she would tell Elizabeth herself. If not…well, she certainly understood the need to keep some things private.

After drying off, she applied a little mascara and blush, then started blow-drying her hair. It still hurt to hold the dryer up for very long, so the process was slow. As she rested, she thought about Rebecca and hoped her new boss remembered to bring over some work for her to do. She would like to get a head start on her job so that when she went back full-time, she would know what was going on.