Taming Eric (46 page)

“Fuck it Eric, I just told you why. You obviously don’t want me anymore. We haven’t had sex in weeks. Either my growing stomach repulses you or you’ve got someone else.” Her voice cracked slightly and his eyes shifted to
hers.

“Why would you think I have someone else Natasha? When have I had time for anyone else? If I’m not here, I’m at the of
fice.”

“That doesn’t mean much. You told me you have an apartment close to your office. You could be meeting up with someone t
here.”

Eric couldn’t believe this conversation. How the fuck could she think he didn’t want her. He’d kissed her numerous times and she had to have felt his erection. He had no damned control over his cock anymore when he was around her. He tossed the vibrator on the bed. “Why can’t you get it through your head that I don’t want anyone else? You’re the only woman I want, the only woman I’m ever likely to
want.”

“Well you have a funny way of showing it. I’ve tried to get you to show some interest in me but nothing. I don’t understand. If you’re not making love to me, who are you making love to Eric? You have a high sex drive and we haven’t had sex since the morning after the seafood restau
rant.”

“You could have just told me you wanted to have sex.” He thought but instead he pointed out. “You’re the one who made it clear you weren’t going to sleep with me Natasha. That one time we made love and you got sick after it was a one off deal. Afterwards you again made it clear that I wasn’t to assume that we were going to resume the same level of sex we had in the hotel and then you got sick dammit. Remember? You scared the hell out of me. I’m not going to take advantage of you while you’re recovering from such severe morning sickness. It’s my fault you got sick in the first place. If you weren’t carrying my babies it would never have happ
ened.”

She groaned. “Dammit Eric, will you stop this crap? It’s not your fault I got sick. I’m not the first woman to get morning sickness bad enough to put me in hospital and I sure as hell won’t be the last. It’s got nothing to do with the fact that I’m carrying your babies. It could have happened regardless of who the Father
was.”

He stared at her torn. He so badly wanted to make love to her, but he was scared. Scared of making her ill, scared of hurting her or harming their b
abies.

She threw her hands up in the air at his facial expression. “Oh for fuck sakes Eric. Stop twisting this around. You don’t want me, that’s obvious. I’ve tried to tease you into wanting me, but nothing. All you ever do is turn away or go and have a bloody sh
ower.”

He stared at her. Fuck she was driving him crazy. This conversation was crazy. “For starters Natasha, you’re the one who made it perfectly clear you weren’t going to sleep with me. You wanted me to prove that I wanted you in my life, not just to have sex with you and have you ever wondered why the hell I have so many fucking showers?” He found himself yelling at her with his frustration. He didn’t give her a chance to answer. “It’s because I get so tired of walking around with a permanent damned hard on and the only fucking relief I can get is to take care of it sometimes in the shower, ok? I fucking well jack off in the sh
ower.”

He turned away from her and began to pace the room again. “So are you happy now? I want you alright. I want you so fucking much my body aches all damned day and night but I’m trying to do as you requested and I don’t want to fucking hurt you ok? You got sick, sick enough to end up in hospital. What sort of animal would I be if I tried to have sex with you after what you’ve been through? You’ve accused me of rape once already. I won’t put myself in that position again dammit.” His voice cr
acked.

Her eyes widened in shock at his emotional outburst. “I’m sorry Eric, I should never have said that to you. I was just upset and we’d been fighting. I hated that I could respond even just a little after what was happening to us. Maybe I should have just come out and told you I wanted us to make love, but I don’t have that kind of confidence, I’m no good at seducing you, I don’t even know how. I thought if I tried to tease you with glimpses of my breasts and bent over in front of you that you would get the mes
sage.”

Eric silently groaned. So much wasted time. She’d been doing that teasing act for weeks and he thought she just wanted to punish him. If only she’d just made what she wanted clear to him. “Dammit Natasha, I thought you were just trying to make me suffer for what I’d done to you. So now we’ve established that I want you and you want me but that doesn’t change anything. I won’t put your health or the health of our babies at
risk.”

She walked over to him and placed her hands on his chest. Just one light touch from her and his cock leapt to attention. “Eric, stop being such a fool. I’m not sick anymore. Women can have sex while they’re pregnant and before I left the hospital I asked the doctor about it and he said there was no reason why we couldn’t have sex if I wasn’t feeling sick. So now it’s up to you. Will it be you or the Jack Rabbit?” Her eyes searche
d his.

What he wanted to do and the little voice in his head that warned him not to harm her battled within him as he stared down at her. Finally she pulled away from him and walked away. “Well, while you’re thinking about it, I need the bath
room.”

Eric watched her as she headed into the ensuite and closed the door behind her. He closed his eyes, his mind racing with her words. Fuck, she did want him. He wanted her too so damned much. His cock pressing hard against the fly of his jeans reminded him how much but fear still clawed at his stomach. He couldn’t handle it if he hurt her or their babies. What if she got sick again? As he stood waiting for her to come back out, he worked on a list of pros and cons in his mind. He didn’t know what to do but he did know that the woman he loved was going to drive him completely and irrevocably i
nsane.

CHAPTER 19

The minutes ticked by and Eric finally gave up waiting for Natasha to come back out of the bathroom and he went out onto the verandah, staring over the rail but not really seeing the view. His mind was too busy going over the conversation he’d just had with the woman hiding out in the ensuite who managed to infuriate, frustrate and drive him crazy with desire. What the hell was she doing? Had she decided to have a shower or something? Nothing would surprise him. She was a woman and he was beginning to realise, no matter how old he got, he was never going to understand
them.

What he didn’t know was what he was going to do when she finally came out of the bathroom. God he wanted her and she’d made it perfectly clear that she wanted him, but the image of her collapsing from dehydration kept flashing through his mind and he was scared, scared of hurting her, scared that sex after her having been so ill might be too much fo
r her.

Suddenly he heard a slight noise and spun around his heart skipping a beat before it began to thump heavily in his chest. Natasha stood before him naked. Her hair tumbled around her shoulders. He could smell the gentle fragrance of her perfume drifting across to him. The slight swell of her stomach where their babies nestled in her womb and the long length of her legs as she stood vulnerable watching him with uncertainty in her stunning blue green eyes. He closed his to blot her out as his body roared to life, his cock hard and painful in his jeans. Oh fuck, he was sc
rewed!

He backed up until he hit the handrail and slowly opened his eyes, shocked to see pain in her gaze and tears welling as she watched him. “Fuck!” He thought to himself. She was misreading his reaction. She stumbled back and turned to leave him but he lunged forward grabbing her arm and spun her around, pulling her against his body. He tangled a hand in her hair tilting her head back until her face was forced up to him. Tears were rolling down her cheeks and he groaned before crushing his lips to hers, forcing them apart before thrusting his tongue deep into her
mouth.

Eric’s control was stretched to its limit as he kissed her with all the pent up passion within him, forcing her head back under his assault on her mouth. He brought one hand down to cup her buttocks dragging her closer and she arched into him. Fuck, he wanted her so
much.

He pulled back, his breathing harsh and he stared down at her seeing the arousal in her eyes. “Are you sure baby? If you don’t feel up to this, tell me now while I can still
stop.”

She reached out and opened the button on his jeans before slowly lowering the zip. She went to slip her hand inside but he grabbed her wrist. “God, don’t baby please. You touch me and I’m going to come. I haven’t had you in weeks, my self control is gone. I don’t know how the hell I’m going to make love to you without it being over in about a minute.” He gr
oaned.

She gave him her Mona Lisa smile and dropped to her knees and a deep guttural groan forced its way past his lips. Oh fuck this was going to kill him. He was only going to last a couple of minutes once her mouth was on him. “Oh hell baby, you’re going to kill me. You don’t have to do this. Damn I’ll probably choke
you.”

Natasha met his tense gaze for a moment before smiling and pushing his jeans over his hips and he sucked in a lung full of air when his cock was finally free. She reached around and cupped his taut buttocks, leaning forward to lick her way up the underside of his hard shaft before flicking her tongue over the head and lapping up the bead of pre cum that had welled to th
e top.

Fuck but she was driving him crazy with the slow licks of her tongue. He wanted to be inside her mouth and when she finally closed her full lips around him and sucked him deep inside, he groaned, a long tortured sounding
groan.

She began to slide him in and out of her mouth, flicking her tongue over the swollen head of his cock and as he drew closer to coming, he buried his hands in her hair, his body shaking hard. As she continued to suck on him, drawing him even deeper, he closed his eyes, his head thrown back and gave himself over to the excitement building i
n him.

Finally he couldn’t hold back anymore and he dug his fingers harder into her hair, his balls tucked up against his body and with a hard jerk of his cock, he began to pump into her mouth in burst after burst of warm cum. He thrust forward unable to stop the movement of his hips and felt himself hit the back of her throat. He could hear her struggle to swallow as he flooded her mouth and although a tiny part of his brain registered that he should pull back and finish off outside of her mouth before he risked choking her or making her vomit, he just couldn’t bring his body to respond to what his mind was telling him he shou
ld do.

She licked her way up the length of his cock again before drawing the head into her mouth and sucked the last of his release from him. Feeling spent and suddenly weakened by the strength of his climax, he dropped to his knees and pulled her into his arms. He kissed her cheek, trailing his lips down her neck and back up again. He tightened his grip on her, his mouth against her ear as he panted, struggling to get his breathing back under co
ntrol.

When he thought he could stand again, he climbed to his feet, dragging Natasha up with him and kissed her, nibbling his way along her full bottom lip, licking at it and finally sucking it into his mouth before deepening the kiss. He felt her tongue touch his and they licked and caressed each other’s mouths until he felt his cock stirring again. Fuck, he’d just come hard, the hardest he’d come in weeks, despite jerking off so often in the shower and she pulled back from him, one eyebrow raised. “Again?” She asked and he grinned. He couldn’t help it. He had no control over his body when he was around her. She turned him on in a way he’d never experienced with another
woman.

“What can I say baby. I always want you. I’m always hard for you. I want to make love to you baby, now.” He backed her across the room until they were at the bed and she tumbled back onto the mattress. He followed her down being careful not to drop his full weight on her. She shimmied up the bed until she had her head on one of the pillows and watched as he advanced o
n her.

He cupped her face in one hand and began to kiss her slowly, his lips lingering on hers as he traced them with his tongue. He was hard as a rock for her again but she’d taken the edge of his need fortunately with that talented mouth of hers. He ran a hand down her neck trailing his fingers over her shoulders before bringing them lower and cupping her breast. He teased the nipples until they hardened, making sure he gave equal attention to eac
h one.

Once he was satisfied and her nipples were standing hard, the skin puckered from his caress, he continued on down her body, curving his hand over the gentle swell of her stomach, spreading his fingers over her skin, marvelling that the babies he and Natasha had made were just beneath his hand lying safe and protected within her
womb.

He lowered his lips to her stomach, kissing his way over her belly and he felt her shiver. When he looked up at her he grinned and she smiled back a
t him.

His hand continued its journey down her body until he got to her mound and he slipped a couple of fingers through her folds, parting them so he could plunge them deep into her pussy. She was soaking wet and he used the juices from her pussy to wet her clit while he rubbed back and forth over it, feeling it swell under his
touch.

“Eric please. I need you, I want you inside me.” She gasped at him and his cock leapt at her words. Fuck he wanted nothing more than to be inside her too after weeks of nothing but he was determined to make this good for her and his fingers kept working on her. “Eric.” Her voice held a note of urgency and he started plunging his two fingers into her harder and faster, curling them so he’d keep hitting her g
spot.

He looked up at her as she began to writhe around, her head thrashing from side to side on the pillow and her hips rose up to meet his fingers. He felt her tense and her hips bucked up violently before she cried out and her inner muscles clamped down on his fingers. Her body shook and she shuddered as her climax took over her. Eric slid down her body until he could slip between her legs and lap at her pussy with his tongue, licking at her juices as they trickled from her body. At the lapping of his tongue she screamed, bucking into the air and she came again, washing his tongue with another flow of her juices. She cried and whimpered, saying his name over and over again and his heart swelled each time she cried out, knowing he was responsible for her ple
asure.

She collapsed on the bed, panting, tears streaming from her eyes and Eric watched her until she opened them staring down at him where he still lay between her thighs. “Better baby?” He asked and she nodded giving him a trembling
smile.

“Yes Eric, but I still want more. I want you deep inside me. I want to feel you filling me. I want you to fuck me.” She moaned and at her husky words he felt his cock jerk enthusiastically in res
ponse.

He sat up pulling her legs onto his shoulders, staring down at her glistening wet pussy and he didn’t want to wait any longer. He curled one hand around his cock and positioned it at her dripping entrance, staring into her eyes. “Are you sure baby? Are you sure this is what you want? I don’t want to hurt you.” He was still so scared that he would hurt her. He couldn’t control himself once he was inside her but she simply nodded and dug her fingers into his buttocks to pull him c
loser.

“I want you Eric, more than anything.” She whispered and her words were all it took to unleash his tightly reined control and he plunged into her, not stopping until he hit her cervix. They both groaned at finally coming together for the first time in weeks and he positioned his hands either side of her body, dropping his head so he could kis
s her.

Every small movement of his body shifted his cock inside her and he felt her muscles clamp down around him. He wanted to keep still, just savour the feel of being inside her body again but he couldn’t. The desire that always surged through him, barely under control forced him to give in to the demands of his body and he began to thrust into her slowly, pulling most of the way back out of her before surging forward until he was as deep as he cou
ld go.

He kept the steady deep thrusts going for as long as he could but Natasha began to tilt her hips to draw him in deeper and her hands dug into the backs of his thighs as she encouraged him to go harder and faster. “Eric please, more, fuck me harder, please. You’re not going to hurt me or the babies.” She moaned digging her nails into his thighs that hard he winced as she broke through his skin. He responded by lunging harder and she cried out. “Yes, more,
more.”

At those three little words screamed at him as her passion consumed her, Eric responded and the final thread of his control snapped. He began to slam into her harder and faster the force of his driving hips pushing Natasha up the bed. He could hear her gasping and making husky little cries which excited him even more and he drove into her, grunting with the exe
rtion.

Natasha screamed and he felt her come apart around him with a rush of her warm juices soaking his cock and balls. As he thrust into her the room filled with the wet sound of their bodies slamming tog
ether.

As Eric’s release hit him, he froze, his face contorting with the surge of pleasure that shot through his body and he slammed into her again his body jerking as he filled her with his warm seed. Holy fuck but it was so intense he thought he was going to black out. He could hear the roar of the blood through his veins and guessed his blood pressure must be sky high. How it could be so intense when he’d already come before in Natasha’s mouth, he didn’t know but it didn’t really surprise him since sex with her was not like anything else he’d ever experienced b
efore.

When he was done, he lowered her legs and collapsed on top of her, gasping as he tried to draw much needed air into his lungs. His body trembled and his cock jerked as the last of the aftershocks of his release made their way through him. God that was amazing. He’d needed that so much and it brought a smile to his face to know that Natasha wanted it too. She did want him afte
r all.

He pulled himself up onto his elbows and looked down at her. “Baby, I’m crushing you, I’m crushing the babies, I have to move.” He said huskily but she responded by tightening her grip and curling her legs around him obviously not wanting him to move off he
r yet.

“No.” She whispered and he chuckled against her ear. There was a new sense of closeness between them, some unspoken need and it brought a huge feeling of relief to him. Something had changed between them now. He wasn’t sure that she loved him or if she ever would, but for now at least she needed him and that would have
to do.

He tried again to move but she wouldn’t let him even though his cock had softened and slipped from her body. He could feel she was very wet, his balls were wet too. She had squirted obviously but she was determined to hold him close and although he worried about crushing her it made him incredibly happy that she didn’t want him to move away fro
m her.

It was only when she suddenly stiffened in his arms that he thought she’d finally become too uncomfortable and he went to move off her when he felt something, it was just the faintest movement against his stomach which was pressed up against Natasha’s. He lifted his head, alarm on his face as he met her gaze before he pulled away from her and rolled to one side. She was staring at him a look of wonder on her face, one hand spread over her little baby bulge. She laughed and reached out to grab one of his hands pressing it against her stomach. Again he felt the tiniest movement. “Is that… ?” He started to say and she grinned a
t him.