“Lilli.” Her name exploded from his mouth on a rush of air. Blood surged into his groin, filling his cock with urgent need. Another breath hissed through his teeth as Lilli stroked her hand down to his balls and back to the tip. She swept her thumb over the crown and spread the bead of precome oozing from the slit in a slick slide across his straining flesh.
Fuck.
Every muscle quivered with unleashed desire. Years of pent-up emotions bashed against the walls he’d erected, threatening to break free. Mac clenched his jaw, his back teeth grinding together with brutal force. He couldn’t afford to lose control. Couldn’t allow his desperate need free reign.
She stroked him with her delicate hand and he couldn’t resist the urge to glance down—to see her skin moving against his. His sac drew tighter with each slide of her fingers, each squeeze, and he knew no matter how much he wanted to watch her touching him, he was too close to the edge to continue to do so. Mac closed his eyes and let his head fall back to make sure he wouldn’t catch sight of her carnal caress even if the temptation to raise his eyelids proved too great. He sucked a breath in through his nose and was slammed with the scent of her. Not the delicate perfume she always wore but the unmistakable aroma of arousal.
He knew the smell. It had coated his fingers twice before. Breathing deeply, Mac pulled in another dose of Lilli. She surrounded him. Inside. Outside. She touched him everywhere, and he was struck by the undeniable urge to touch her in return. All of her. But most of all, he wanted to touch and taste the heart of her where her heat and flavour and scent were strongest. Opening his eyes, he raised his head and looked at her once more. Reaching down, he grabbed her wrist and held her still.
“Enough.” He pulled her hand from his cock and nudged her backwards. “My turn.”
“But I hardly got—”
“Later.” Mac wrapped his hands around her waist, lifted her off her knees and laid her on her back. “Scoot your arse to the edge of the bed.”
Mac helped her move to where he wanted and, slipping his fingers into the elastic sides, tugged her underwear down her thighs. Saliva pooled on his tongue as the neatly trimmed dark hair covering her mound was revealed. He had to swallow before he embarrassed himself by drooling. The sight and smell of her caused his heart to pound, his blood to rush. His cock jerked with the added surge of lust and he sank to his knees next to the bed. Her undies tangled on her stilettos, but he quickly untwisted them and tossed them aside. Gripping her ankles, he spread her legs and, placing her feet on his shoulders, moved between her parted thighs.
“My shoes.” She tried to tug her legs free.
“Leave them on.” He wanted to take her in her fuck-me heels.
Mac ran his fingers over the top of her feet. Traced the tiny bones of her ankles and slid his hands around to smooth his palms up her calves. He thrilled at the shiver that raced over her.
“You look so fucking hot with them and nothing else on.” He turned his head, brushed his lips across her silky skin. “I want to taste every inch of you, but I can’t wait to eat the best part.”
He gave her no more warning before he zeroed in on the lush folds cradled between her legs. Flavour exploded on his tongue. Wet and hot, her musky taste flowed over his tongue and entered his bloodstream like the finest scotch—a smooth burn, it hit his gut in a burst of heat that expanded until it covered him from top to bottom. Mac licked up one side and down the other, curled his tongue around her clit then flicked at the hard knot of nerves. She squirmed beneath him and he wrapped his arms around her thighs to hold her still. Her cream filled his mouth and coated his chin and he greedily lapped up every drop.
“Mac. God. Please.”
Lilli thrashed against the bed, but he didn’t let up. Instead, he dove deeper. Plunged his tongue into her pulsing pussy and fucked her with it. Her hips bucked, her heels digging into his shoulders as she tried to pull him closer. Mac shrugged and her feet slipped behind him, but that allowed her to cross her ankles and squeeze his head like a vice. Letting go of her thighs, he gripped her knees and tugged them apart. When she eased her hold, he let her legs drop to his sides. The position freed his arms and enabled him to use his hands along with his mouth to drive her over the edge.
Mac pressed his tongue to her clit and slid a finger into her pussy. Lilli jerked at the contact, her walls clamping around his invasion with crushing intensity. He lapped at her and drove his finger in and out with ever-increasing speed. Her channel rippled against him, her tightness sucking at him as he searched for that magic spot. Carefully, he probed with a second finger, but he didn’t get more than the tip inside when her climax ripped loose. Hips surging off the bed, she impaled her clasping body on his fingers.
He shuddered as the heat and force of her orgasm washed through her and over him. Impossibly tight, the slick walls of her pussy were snug around his fingers. One finger remained buried to the hilt while the other penetrated with barely the tip. The knuckles of his second finger ached where the digit was bent at an awkward angle. As the last of her convulsions ebbed away, Mac dropped a kiss to the top of her mound and withdrew his hand. Her pussy clutched at his retreating flesh, clinging as though attempting to keep him buried in her depths. Urgency lashed at him. He needed to be inside her.
Shoving his hands into his pants, he pushed them to his thighs and moved into position when the air was stripped from his lungs.
Condom.
Jesus fucking Christ, he didn’t have a condom.
“Fuck!” He shot to his feet.
“What?” Lilli’s hands reached for his. “What’s wrong?”
“I don’t have anything. Do you?”
“What?”
Her confusion only escalated his frustration. “Condoms! Do you have some?”
“No.” Lilli shook her head and Mac groaned.
“In my room. There’s a box in my room.” He took a step away but she lunged forward and stopped him.
“I’m on the pill.”
Stopped in his tracks, Mac stared at her. He was tempted.
So
tempted. “I never have sex without a condom.” Mac didn’t add he’d never trusted a woman enough to allow her to take care of protection.
“I haven’t had sex without protection either, Mac. I promise you, I’d never lie about this.”
Gut deep, he knew he could trust Lilli—wanted to trust her—but his brain had kicked into gear and couldn’t quite let go of the rule he’d lived by since he’d lost his virginity in the backseat of his car at seventeen.
Lilli pointed to her beside drawers. “The packet is in there. You can see I’ve taken all the days. I know that doesn’t prove I’ve taken them correctly but I swear to you, Mackenzie, I would
never
trick you like that.”
Mac stepped towards the drawers, his gaze never breaking contact with Lilli’s. He was on the verge of a second step when mind and instinct converged. Of course she wouldn’t lie to him. She had no reason to trick him, to attempt to trap him. Hell, if either of them were trying to set themselves up for life, it would more likely be him. Lilli had far more at stake than he did.
“Are you sure?” He had to ask. Had to give her every opportunity to back out before he couldn’t. Right now he still had enough brain power to go to his room and get the necessary protection, but once he touched her again he’d be lost to everything except her and his need to be buried deep in her hot body.
“I’m sure.” Her hand slid against his, her fingers weaving their way through his. “I’ve never been more certain of anything in my life.”
She tugged on his hand, pulled him a step closer to the bed and used her other hand to push his underwear the rest of the way down his legs. Mac cupped her jaw and leaned forward to brush his mouth over hers. It was meant to be a sweet kiss. A soft caress of gratitude, but it rapidly turned urgent. Frantic with need and want, their tongues collided as each of them sought to quench the desire erupting between them.
Mac moved closer and pressed Lilli back against the mattress as he settled his body over hers. She yielded beneath him. Her softness cradling him in a warm embrace he was helpless to resist. His cock nestled in the slick folds of her pussy and he rocked into her, dragging a moan from both of them. Moisture coated his shaft and he continued to glide along her slit until he risked coming apart before he ever got inside her. But he wanted to be sure she came again, needed her near the edge when he entered her. He desperately wanted to feel her walls contracting around his length as he pounded into her.
“Now, Mac,” she panted. “I need.”
He tilted his hips and brought his cock to her opening. Wetness coated both of them and his crown pressed inside.
“More.” Lilli’s heels dug into his arse and he jerk in pain.
She still wore her fuck-me shoes. Mac smiled as he hooked his arms behind her knees and bent her legs against her body. His cock slipped a little deeper, and he sucked in a breath as Lilli moaned, her entrance squeezing him. Bracing his hands on the back of her thighs, Mac leaned back and watched as he withdrew and pushed back in. She hadn’t yet taken the tip and her pussy fought him every millimetre of the way. Damn, she was tight.
“Mac. Please.”
Dropping her legs, he leaned forward, his chest pressing to hers as he braced his elbows beside her head. He twisted his fingers in her hair and brought his mouth to hers. Rocking his hips, Mac edged in and out of her tightness. With each pass, he slipped a little deeper, and his need to sink to the hilt grew stronger. But the pressure on his cock held him in check. Her body wouldn’t give, and for a moment he wondered if this was what she really wanted. But she clawed at his back, her nails scoring his skin, and her need was obvious.
Breaking their kiss, he clenched his jaw and tried to ignore the desperate urge to slam home. Mac flexed his hips and pushed a little farther. The pressure on his cock was mind-blowing, and he was barely inside her. While the wet heat invited him in, her pussy’s unyielding walls held him out, and it took every ounce of control he had to ignore the call of his body’s desperate desire and respect the struggle of hers.
He eased back again, returned his mouth to hers and licked his way from one side to the other as he flexed his hips and worked his cock in. Unsure if the exhilarating sensations bombarding his groin were due to the lack of condom or her unbelievable tightness, Mac concentrated on teasing her with his tongue while pushing deeper. She wrapped her legs around his thighs, her spiked heels digging in and tugging him closer. Lilli’s hands slid down his back to cup his arse and her fingers pressed into the taut muscles, urging him closer still.
She tore her mouth from his, her breath rasping through her teeth as she demanded more. “Deeper. I need.” Her fingers and shoes dug into his flank a second before she launched her hips from the mattress and impaled herself on his cock.
The sharp cry of pain, along with the clamping grip of her pussy and rigid body speared Mac’s brain with a knowledge he’d failed to comprehend. “Fuck! Shit!” The words ground out through clenched teeth as he tried to pull out.
“No!” Lilli’s arms and legs encircled him like bands of steel. “It’s okay. I’m okay.”
Her body relaxed against him and her breath eased through her nose at a steadier pace. None of it changed the fact that Mac was one hundred percent positive he’d just taken Lilli’s virginity. “Why—” His train of thought was derailed. Lilli’s pussy rippled along his length and her hips rocked, sliding his cock through her hot wet flesh.
“Oh,” Lilli sighed. “Don’t stop.”
She undulated beneath him, her pelvis driving his cock in and out of her pussy in shallow increments. Sensation swelled. His balls tucked tight to his groin as his mind was finally drowned out by the lust surging in his veins. He eased out, withdrew until only his tip remained enclosed in heat. Mac fought the need to slam forward. Slowly, he pushed back in, and the razor-sharp edge of need sliced along his nerves while the hot kiss of Lilli’s walls glided over his shaft. Her hips bucked against him, her flesh convulsing around him as her body demanded more.
Mac was lost. The scorching touch of her deepest parts sent a lightning bolt of liquid fire up his spine. Jolted by the electrifying throb of hunger that streaked through him, he pistoned his hips, ramming his cock into the channel that finally yielded for him. She moved with him, her body finding the rhythm of his, as he increased the length and speed of his thrusts. He drove deeper with each pass. Faster. Harder. His orgasm roared closer and he slipped his hand between them to search for her clit. Clenching his jaw, he struggled to hold on until she joined him. Determined they’d reach the top together, Mac manipulated the hard bud at the apex of her sex.
Lilli cried out. Her body bucked under his, her nails and heels digging into him with punishing force. Mac circled her clit, rotated his hips as he pulled out, pushed in. She writhed beneath him, her breath hot on his neck where she buried her face against him. The first spasm rippled through her into him and he picked up the pace of his cock and fingers. Lilli’s back bowed and her breath stalled on a strangled gasp she held for one heartbeat, two. Then she snapped. A whiplash-quick strike that broke the wave of her release over both of them.
He didn’t have time to absorb her body’s pleasure before he was swamped by his own. Fire exploded in a shower of sparks. His hips thrashed, his cock pounding in and out as hot pulses of come surged through his shaft and spilled into Lilli’s core. Each spurt squeezed his balls and zapped the breath from his lungs. Mac’s muscles trembled, exhausted. Slumping forward, he twisted to the side and took her with him. Holding her tight, he kept their bodies joined as he fought to catch his breath and find his sanity.