31
“W
ow,” I whispered, looking around the beautiful room. It had marble floors and dark wood accents. Computers lined the walls with more archives than anything. Books and newspapers were catalogued in case you wanted to physically see the documents yourself and not just on a computer screen.
“Baby girl, this feels hopeless,” George said as he pounded the delete key.
“It's not, George. There's gotta be something in here with Lucien's crest.” I fell back in the leather library chair, running my hands along my face. “Let's recapâwe know that Moe Kaelica bore my family crest. Sonja had Julian's. Lena wore Dejan's. And Luis . . .” I faded off, not sure of exactly what to say regarding Luis Nunez-Buckley's. I hadn't found a picture of his precise family crest yet, but I was pretty certain without it that Luis was Lord Buckley's descendent. I just didn't understand
why
.
“Hello? Earth to Monica.”
I snapped back to the present, flipping the page once more. “Sorry,” I mumbled.
George cleared his throat. “You know whose crest was on Luis, don't you?”
I hesitated before shaking my head no.
“Okay.” George rolled his eyes. “Then you have an
idea
of whose it is, right?”
I didn't answer, simply slid a glance at him, the computer screen illuminating his face. “I have a suspicion. But nothing that I'm certain of just yet.”
“All the evidence so far suggests it is someone within our circle,” George continued talking more to himself than to me. “Julian said that Sonja was his descendent, right? A great, great niece of sorts. If we are looking for a pattern, then, most likely, Moe is your descendent. Lena is Dejan's. Yes?”
I nodded slowly. We'd been over all this before. We were running around in circles. The result was that it left Moe as part of some sort of long lineage of my family. “Yes. That would make the most sense.” My face fell into my hands once more. “But why? Why kill our descendants? Especially since most of us don't even know who the Hell these people are? We're not emotionally invested in them. I could give two shits about Moe Kaelicaâa farmer from Utah.”
“Do you think it has to do with the bounty on you?” George's voice dropped even lower, wincing as he said it.
I thought of the Banshee and how no one else could see her. This was most certainly about me in some way or another. “It could.” Drew. The Banshee. Fear caught in my chest, freezing my breath in my throat. There was something more to that, but damn if it made any sense. I leaned forward, typing Andrew Sullivan into the system. After some digging around, I found his current address and searched through his lineage. No names stood out to me. Nothing was connecting him to anyone else from the group. I grunted and fell back in the seat.
George leaned over to see whom I had pulled up. “Drew,” he said. “What's Drew got to do with any of this?”
I shrugged. “I don't know. Just call it a gut feeling.”
“Okay.” George leaned over and clicked a few keys on my keyboard. “Let's print out his crest so that we have it.” He winked at me in a warm way and I let my head fall onto his shoulder. “Just in case, right?”
I nodded as he sent the document to the printer. “Drew's Irish, huh?” He added as an afterthought, “You're Irish.” George scrunched his nose. “Oh, fuck. Don't tell me we've got a
Chinatown
situation on our hands here!”
“Ew, no!” I pushed his shoulder and his chair rolled away from me. He threw his head back laughing and going back to his own computer.
“Well, thank God for that,” he said, standing to retrieve the printed document. He came back and placed the sheet of paper between us.
I lifted it, inspecting the image. It wasn't my crest. But it was definitely Irish. I paused, pinching my nose and squeezing my eyes closed in thought. “Descendants. Damn. It sounds like some sort of . . . spell, doesn't it?”
George's eyes snapped to me. “That's it,” he whispered. “It's a spell. It's gotta be.” George leaned into the computer, typing something in before he jumped to his feet. Within minutes he came back with a thick, hardcover book under his arm. “Back in Arthurian times, to break an already existing spell, you would need the blood of the descendants of those who were in the room while casting it. Someone is trying to break an existing spell. It's got to be. It would explain the use of magic in all their deaths. The runes that surround each body. It would explain why they are targeting our group.”
George flipped through the pages until he landed on a sketch. A woman in a dungeon chanting out the window. “The spells can be cast from anywhere with the right ingredients. We're dealing with some powerful shit here.”
“So, by this theory, this all has to do with a spell that Julian, myself, and Dejan were all a part of?”
And Lord Buckley
, I added in my thoughts.
George nodded. “Yeah, pretty much. I mean, it's not an exact science or anything, but that's what it's looking like.”
I leaned back in my chair. “It's got to be about me. About when Dejan turned me into a succubus.”
“That's how you know that guy? He's the reason you fell?” George's face dropped, the color draining from his beautiful cheeks.
I nodded. “Yepâhe's the reason. Well, one of the reasons.”
“You think it was a spell he cast specifically about you?”
I shrugged. “I don't know.... No one was ever able to explain how or why it happened. But that would make sense, wouldn't it?” I shivered. “When I first met him, he and his master always took a . . . special interest in me.” My stomach flipped and a wave of nausea lapped at the back of my throat. A shiver rolled through my body and I shoved the memory of that night away.
“Baby girl, this is bad. If this is all about you and this bountyâ”
“I
know
. Okay? I know how bad this is.” Silence hung in the air between us. It didn't help that the library was annoyingly quiet on top of that, too.
George cleared his throat and I looked up at him through my lashes. “Monica, if this is about Dejan's succubus-turning spellâyou realize that this means Julian was somehow involved. If his descendant's blood was spilled, he was a part of this. There's no other explanation for why Sonja would have been murdered.”
Fuck. I knew George was right. Somehow . . . one way or another . . . Julian was responsible for my falling from Heaven.
32
Ireland, 1740
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I
t had been a couple of days since I had moved into Lord Buckley's castle. On the morning of the third day, I awoke just as the sun was lifting over the horizon. With a glance out the window, I could see the frost on the ground was thicker than ever. Carman's force was still in full effect. I lit the candle beside my bed, loving the smell of a fresh flame, and pulled one of the casual wool garments from the boudoir.
I slipped the dress on, Lord Buckley's magic taking over, lacing and buttoning the back for me. Then, I slipped a heavier knit over top to keep warm. The frost didn't affect me too much, but it was important to act as human as possible so as not to raise any suspicions while on assignment.
After lacing up my boots, I quietly found my way down the stairs, careful to tread quietly. With a quick glance into the dining room, I didn't see anyone stirring about the castle. I slipped into the library. Old books lined the walls with a few set out on the side tables near a large wooden chair. On top was a journal. Beneath it, the Bible. I glanced over my shoulder, making certain to listen intently for anyone's approach. I lifted the journal first. Tendrils of magic wrapped around it, and the book steamed against my skin, burning me with a sizzle. “Ow!” I dropped it back on the table, caressing my hand in the other. Dark magic. Lord Buckley had placed a dark magic enchantment around the journalâmost likely to prevent myself or any angel from seeing what was within the book.
Careful not to touch the journal, I lifted the Bible from under it, flipping the cover open. An inscription on the first page caught my eye.
My Dearest John, May the peace of God follow wherever your life may take you. You have my heart, Fatima
.
There was a piece of twine marking a page and I flipped to where the marker held its place, scanning the page for any indication of something relevant. Job 37:10
By the breath of God frost is given: and the breadth of the waters is straightened
.
I pondered the passage. He couldn't possibly believe God had brought about this frost, could he? Or maybe he was simply prayingâlooking to God's word for some answers.
“You're up awfully early.” Lord Buckley's warm voice was quiet but sharper than any knife's edge.
I jumped, the book nearly slipping from my fingers.
A shadow of a smile played across his lips and the morning light danced in his eyes. “Only guilty people jump, Monica.”
I clutched the Bible tighter to my chest. “Y-yes. I mean no! You just startled me. I was deep in thought.”
His smile tilted even more to his eyes. “About what?”
“I was thinking I could perhaps help tend to the sheep today?”
His boots clacked against the stone floor, his saunter smooth and calculated. As he approached, his gaze slid down my body, landing on the Bible within my hands.
“Doing some light reading before?”
I nodded. “The Bible gives me comfort.” The presence of his journal on the table beside me thickened the air. It took all my energy not to fidget and glance down at the dark-magic-possessing book.
Lord Buckley's shoulders dropped as he gently slid the book from my grasp, nodding. “Me too, my angel,” he said with a sigh flipping through the pages himself.
“The passage about the frostâyou don't think . . .” My words faded as I gathered the courage to ask the question that was chewing away at my insides. “You don't think this frost is God's doing, do you?”
When his gaze caught mine, his eyes were glistening and wet. Beautiful. “Isn't everything God's doing to some extent?”
I gasped at that. “But surely, youâ”
He chuckled, tossing the Bible back onto the table. A sizzling sound echoed in the air as it landed on the journal, but it quickly faded after the initial contact. Hell touching Heaven. “Relax, Monica. I'm not suggesting anything. I was just looking for answers in the holy book. I did not realize you would take such issue with that.”
“I don't,” I whispered, not quite believing my own voice.
His smile grew. “Good.”
There was a pause as we held each other's stares. The scrutiny of his gaze was enough to send my insides spiraling, but I held firm in my stance, refusing to fidget or shift my weight. After a few moments, I broke the silence. “Is your name John?”
His eyes widened, eyebrows arching, his indifferent mask slipping before he quickly shook the surprise away. “Yes. Though not many refer to me by my given name anymore.”
“May I ask why?”
His lips pressed into a thin line and he reached out to take my hand in his, running his fingers along my knuckles. “When you're powerful, people simply refer to you by your title and surname. It is just how it works.”
“But don't you have any companions? Friends of similar standing and titles that you socialize with?”
His eyes dropped to my hand, refusing to meet my eyes. “Not since Fatimâ” His voice broke and he shook his head as though that could shake off any bad memories. When he looked back to me, any trace of sadness was gone. “Not since long ago.”
“Your wife?” His nod was barely discernible.
I cleared my throat and continued when he remained silent. “My mother gave me my first Bible. Long ago. Oh, how I wish I still had it.” I looked down at his leather-bound book with longing. I had a Bible of course. But there was something to having a personalized book given to you by someone you loved and who loved you in return.
He smiled, but it didn't quite reach his eyes. “What do you say we have some breakfast, then go attend to the sheep?”
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We spent most of the day outside in the stables. He introduced me to his favorite sheep, whom he had named Ainsley. After milking her and the others, I lifted the bucket to carry it into the servants' quarters. Lord Buckley chuckled, taking the heavy wood bucket from my hand and setting it down at my feet. “Please,” he said. “Allow me.” And with a wink and raise of his hand, all the buckets lifted and floated to the servants' entrance, where several vampires waited to receive them, shielded inside from the mid-morning sun.
As we walked back to the castle, his hand found mine, fingers lacing between my own. My stomach jumped with the contactâbreath hitching in my throat. His very presence made me so nervous. I shook the silly feelings away. We were both here in this moment because we had a task. “Have you given any thought to how we will defeat Carman?”
He ran a hand through his auburn hair, lips puffing out with a sigh. “I have thought of little else these past few days. And I believe we will have to physically summon her here.”
The idea struck me hard. “Like aâlike a demon summoning?”
He swallowed and nodded, shifting a sideways glance at me. “Yes. With a salt circle. It is a bit more intricate than that. I'm currently writing her summons spell, which is exhaustive. Furthermore, there is one final ingredient that will take me some time to gather, I believe.”
“Butâbut she's not a demon. Will a summons circle even work?”
“She is a demon, essentially. She is a magical creature doing the Devil's work. It will take some adjustments of the normal incantations, however.”
“I-I cannot be a part of such inherently dark magic!” I whispered with an urgency that made my throat burn. I thought back to the journal that was bound with thorny tendrils of magic, shivering at what may lie inside.
Lord Buckley's face flushed and I could see the color rising to his cheeks. “I did not ask you to participate, did I?”
“You didn't have to. Why else would I be here?”
His expression was hard and terrifying. His hand grasped mine firmly, even as I attempted to tug it away. He halted, pulling me two steps back to meet him. His green eyes were stormy. “Do you wish to leave?”
After a moment's thought, I shook my head. “That is not what I said. I just don't know what I am doing here if I cannot aid in the summons.”
“You are here to protect me.”
“I am not even sure I can offer you that.”
He swallowed, his throat visibly constricting with the movement. “Your very presence is a comfort.” He took a step closer, tugging my hand to pull me halfway.
“Why is that? How can that even be?”
His smirk was a teasing one that caused warmth to pool at the base of my stomach. “Becauseâyou are a viâ”
“Your vision. Yes, I know. Will I ever learn what that vision is, Lord Buckley?” I spat his official title as if it in itself was an insult.
“You, Monica, may call me by my given name. You are a peer. Not a servant.”
“John,” I whispered, and it danced off my tongue. “Tell me about the vision.”
His eyes danced and searched my face as though there were an answer somewhere deep in my eyes. “This was part of the vision,” he responded.
I looked around us. “This? Us, out here?”
He nodded and stepped closer yet again. His chest was pressed against me, the proximity of his manhood probing into my hip made me gasp aloud. I moved to step back, but his hand tugged me against him, the other arm wrapping around my hip. “This, to be specific.” And with that, he lowered his lips to mine. They were wet and lush and delicious and I wanted to taste even more of him.
I opened my mouth against his, and his tongue slipped inside, stroking along mine. I closed my eyes as his muscular thigh nudged my legs apart, applying pressure to an area that ached. The movement left me breathless.
A crack sound came from not far awayânear the gate of the castleâand I could immediately feel Julian's presence near the grounds. I gasped and pushed Lord Buckley away, bringing my fingers to touch my swollen, greedy lips.
His smirk split into a deeper grin. “And that”âhis eyes flicked to the area where we could both sense Julian's presenceâ“that was part of the vision, too.” He winked and strolled ahead of me. “I will be inside. Waiting.” He spun around, walking backward so he could look at me, still frozen in my spot. “Waiting for you.”