Someone to Love (6 page)

Chapter Ten

Spencer

T
hat little minx!
She is always up to something, and this time she is about pushing me to my limit. It took every ounce of will power I have to stand here while she eye fucked me up and down. My cock is so hard right now, that it feels like it’s about to burst. I can’t make up my mind if I should go after her little ass or take care of myself.

Decision made. I finish my shower quickly and dry off before putting on my boxers and jeans, opening the door as quietly as possible. I want to catch Lexi off guard and give her a little dose of her own medicine. Show her just how it feels to be all hot and bothered.
Let’s see how she handles it!

Looking in her bedroom, I see that she’s not in there, so I head toward the kitchen, it’s the only room I can’t see from the bathroom. No doubt, that’s where she has to be.

When I walk into her kitchen, she’s leaning on the counter with her back to me. Lexi seems to be lost in whatever she is doing, because she doesn’t seem to notice as I walk up behind her. When I am right behind Lexi I can easily see over her shoulder, allowing me to get my first look at what has her attention. Lexi is drawing me and leaving nothing to the imagination at all.

“I really hope that is for your personal enjoyment and not for your art show,” I whisper in her ear, causing her to jump.

“Spencer, you scared the crap out of me!” She bursts out before she tries to cover the sketch and her cheeks turn a nice shade of pink.

I wonder how far her blush goes?

I step up closer to her and crowd her by pressing my chest to her back. I hear her breath hitch and know that she is far from unaffected by my nearness.

“Did you enjoy yourself in the bathroom?” I say softly as I run my nose up the side of her neck, inhaling her as I go.
Damn she always smells so good.

“I don’t know what you mean,” Lexi replies, trying to be innocent.

I smile against her neck, before I begin to trail kisses from her ear to her shoulder.

“Sorry Lexi, but you don’t do the whole innocent bit well. I think you know what I’m talking about.” I say before pressing my rock hard cock up against her so she knows exactly what I mean.

Lexi begins to rub against me and I can see that my payback is going to backfire on me really quick. I place one arm around her waist and yank her away from the counter. Pulling her tighter against me, I take her hair in my other hand and wrap it around my wrist, using it to angle her head right where I want her. When she looks up at me, there is an intense fire burning in her eyes.

Oh yes, she likes this.

“You know how hard it is to control myself around you, Lexi? I’ve never felt so out of control around any other woman in my life.”

Her tongue slowly travels across her lips before she opens her mouth to speak. I tighten my hold on her hair, drawing a gasp and then a small moan from her. My mouth crashes down on hers and I am lost in the taste of Lexi.

I release her waist and begin to slide her yoga pants down her legs, before I turn her in my arms. Without breaking our kiss, I lift her onto the counter, jerking her pants the rest of the way off and tossing them over my shoulder. Pulling her to the edge, she is now at the perfect height for me to reach her without bending over as I devour her mouth.

Lexi wraps her legs around my waist and pulls me as close to her as she can. If I don’t take back control of this quickly, she will have me coming in my pants like a teenager. Lifting her up off the counter, I walk us toward the kitchen table and sit her down, leaning her back enough that I can get to all the parts I want.

Pulling my lips from hers, I begin using my hold on her hair to pull her head back. Slowly, I trail my lips down her neck, while my other hand travels up her bare thigh. When I reach my destination, I push her scrap of lace to the side and find her slick and ready.
Damn, this woman is going to be the death of me.
Lexi is not a bashful lover. The sounds she makes let me know that she enjoys what I’m doing. The thing is the louder she moans the more my control shreds.

Lexi starts running her nails down my naked chest. She reaches my jeans and makes quick work of pushing them over my hips, taking my boxers with them. Her small hand wraps around my cock squeezing gently before stroking upward. Slowly she runs her thumb across the head of my cock, causing my knees to almost give out, and my control snaps.

Grabbing her hips, I jerk her to the edge of the table and slam into her without warning, drawing a deep groan from the both of us. Lexi’s walls squeeze me tightly; she is so hot and wet. It’s like nothing I have ever felt before. I can’t seem to make myself slow down, the louder her screams get, the harder and faster I push into her. I am completely lost in this moment with her. I could spend a lifetime inside of Lexi.

Her inner walls clamp down even tighter around me. Lexi’s back bows off the table, and my name is ripped from her throat for all the neighbors to hear. Her orgasm doesn’t slow me down at all; it only makes me want to pull another from her. I can feel mine fast approaching and I want her to come with me this time.

Gripping her hips firmly and tilting them up, I hold her in place so I can get deeper as I continue pounding inside of her. Her moans are growing louder as my balls begin to tighten, I know I’m about to explode.

“Come with me this time, Lexi,” I demand through gritted teeth.

Lexi’s eyes are locked on mine and right when I think I’m going to get there before her, she screams as an orgasm rips through her, triggering my release to follow. I come with so much force, that I collapse on top of her. Lexi wraps her arms around me and holds me to her.

“Wow!” She whispers, before latching her mouth to mine.

I completely agree with her.
Definitely WOW!

* * *

Lexi

Wow!
Yep, that’s all my mind could come up with. That was by far the most erotic thing I’ve ever experienced. Spencer’s weight is pressing me into the table and it’s the best feeling ever. I hold him tight to me, not wanting this moment to end.

How will he react this time?

“Spencer?” I whisper against his lips.

“Hmmm?”

“Before you move and realize what we forgot, I just want you to know that it’s okay.”

I feel his whole body go rigid above me for a moment before he releases a deep breath and buries his face in my neck.

“Shit, I’m sorry, Lexi,” He mumbles.

“Sorry for what?” Really? What does he have to be sorry for he just blew my mind and he’s sorry!

“I should’ve thought about protecting you,” he says as he raises his head and his eyes meet mine. “You make me crazy, Lexi. I’ve never forgotten a condom before. Ever.”

“It’s okay, Spencer. Me either and just to ease your mind, I’ve been on birth control for years, so it’s all good.” I can’t help the smile that stretches across my face.

I can see all his emotions, his guard is down and I know in this moment that Spencer will be mine.

Spencer smiles that panty melting smile before leaning down and brushing his lips across mine. When he pulls away he places his forehead against mine and stares into my eyes. The intensity in his eyes makes my heart flutter.

“You’re one of a kind, Lexi, and you scare the holy living fuck out of me,” Spencer says softly.

“You scare me too, Spencer. This is all new to me. I want to take this journey with you. That is, if you are willing to give me that chance.” I hold my breath waiting for his reply.

Spencer continues to stare into my eyes without saying anything for what feels like forever. I may pass out from lack of oxygen at any moment. I can’t force the breath out of my lungs.

“Just be patient with me, okay? I’m sure I will fuck this up somehow so let’s go one step at a time. Can we do that?”

My breath leaves me in a rush as I reach up and latch my mouth to his answering him in the only way I can at the moment. I know that Spencer is the person I’ve waited for all along. I’m a little overwhelmed with emotions at the moment. Our bodies are still connected and I hope that when the euphoria of this moment passes, he doesn’t throw all those bricks back up blocking the entrance to his heart.

Chapter Eleven

Lexi

I
let Spencer
drive us to Brenna and Tucker’s house. He starts whining about my car being too small. Well, in case he hasn’t noticed I’m a small person. I can’t help it if his tall ass can’t fit in here. It’s quite amusing though, watching him try to get in before he put the seat back. I’m glad he wanted to drive though, because it gives me time to read.

Kicking off my shoes and putting my feet up on the dash, I’m ready to delve back into
Cage
by Harper Sloan. Holy Hell, he’s hot! Just when I thought he is this big ole sweet teddy bear. WHAM! HELLO ALPHA! That chick, Melissa, is one lucky bitch! Then there’s Cohen, oh that little boy melts my heart and makes me wanna pee my pants at the same time from laughing. I just can’t wait to see what’s going to happen next.

If I ever have kids I want one just like Cohen. I glance over at Spencer and wonder if he will be as protective over his own family one day. Will he be my Greg Cage?

Spencer cuts his eyes toward me and a small smile spreads across his handsome face.

“What are you thinking about?” He asks.

“Nothing, just admiring the view,” I lie. If I tell him what I’m thinking about, he’d probably jump out of the car while it’s moving right here on I-65, with traffic zooming past us at 70 mph.

I go back to reading, trying to keep my thoughts on this hot ass man written in the pages. The more I read, the warmer it gets in the car.
Wow, Harper sure can write a sex scene.
I’m about two seconds away from demanding Spencer pull over and take care of my book induced arousal.

I’m so close to the end of this one and can’t wait to get to the next book. I love this series and can’t wait to see what Brenna thinks about them. I just sent
Axel
to her Kindle not long ago and even with everything that’s going on, she’s reading it slowly when she’s not with Tucker. I’ve got
Beck
loaded on here and can’t wait to see what’s up between him and Dee.

I continue to read as the scenery changes from city to rural and recognize that we are getting closer to Brenna’s house. I hear my phone chime with a text message and groan.
Why do people always want to chat when you’re at 90% on your Kindle! I mean really? Don’t they know it’s crucial not to mess with a book whore and her reading?

Pulling my phone out of my purse I swipe the screen and hit my inbox icon. Well, I can’t be too upset it’s B.

Brenna: Hey u on ur way?

Lexi: Yep about 30 mins away.

Brenna: Sweet! C ya soon <3

Lexi: C ya soon <3

Hmmm… Wonder what that was all about. She knew we were coming and we’re not running late. I know she’s up to something. I just haven’t figured out what yet. Maybe it has to do with the wedding. Oh well, I’ll know soon enough. Right now, I have an ending to read.
By the time Spencer pulls onto the exit ramp, I’m closing my Kindle and putting it away. That was an amazing read! If I ever meet her, I will kiss Harper Sloan’s face for that ending.

“Did you finish your book?” Spencer asks.

I really like that he didn’t poke fun of me for grabbing my Kindle. Seriously, it’s like American Express, I never leave home without it.

“Yep, and it was amazing. She’s a great author. I can’t wait to read her next book.” I begin to tell him a little about the series as he makes his way toward Brenna and Tucker’s house.

“That’s cool. Maybe I will have to check them out.”

Hang on a minute while I pick my jaw up of the floor
. “You read?”

“Yeah, Lexi. Reading is fundamental and all that.” Spencer says with a chuckle.

Be still my heart.
What more could a girl ask for?
“What types of books do you read?” Surely he doesn’t read romance.

“Whatever catches my eye. I read a little bit of everything. And yes, Lexi I do read romance some too. I read Carlie Sexton’s
A Killer Next Door Series
. Damn that dude was twisted.”

“Oh my God, Roger scared the crap out of me. I barricaded my front door and checked my windows for a month after reading those,” I reply with a shudder.

Spencer nods and we continue talking about books we’ve read and I’m totally jacking his Kindle. Yes, he has a Kindle, too.
Who knew?
I wanna see what’s all in his library and see what I can send him. This could be fun.
Oh, the possibilities.

“Why are we here?” I ask totally confused as I look out the window at Spencer’s house.

“I almost forgot that Tucker asked me to bring my picnic table over. He helped me load it in my truck after work the other day. That’s one reason I rode down to Louisville with them.”

“Oh, okay, so should I just follow you or…” Before I can finish Spencer puts his finger over my lips to hush me.

“No, you should get your ass in my truck and ride with me. You’re not going back to Louisville tonight.”

Yep, there went another perfectly good pair of panties. I love this side of him.

When we get to Brenna and Tucker’s, Spencer helps me out of his big truck, and then threads his fingers through mine. He needs a running board or he will be lifting me up and down every time.
Not that I’d mind that one bit.

We make our way to the back door and knock. And wait.
What the hell?
She just texted me thirty minutes ago. Seriously, can they not come up for air long enough to answer the damn door?

Finally, the door opens and there they are, both grinning from ear to ear.

Busted. Again.

When Tucker and Spencer go out to unload the picnic table and set it up in the yard, Brenna fills me in on what she needs me to do today. I’m to help keep Tucker occupied.

“Why am I keeping Tucker occupied, B? What’s going on?” She doesn’t answer me; she pulls me along behind her to the bathroom and opens the cabinet. When I see what she’s hiding in the towels I can’t help the squeal that leaves me.”

“SHHH, Lexi!!” Brenna whisper shouts at me while slapping her hand across my mouth.

Prying her hand away, I know I’m grinning like an idiot. “I’m going to be Auntie Lexi?”

Brenna laughs. “We’ll see, but Tucker doesn’t know that I bought the test so this is all a surprise. I’m just going to pee on it and leave it on the counter and let him read the results.”

I can’t wait to see his reaction.

Pulling Brenna to me, I hug her tight and let her know I’ll do my best to keep him from following her. We are talking about Tucker Wade though; he has a hard time letting her out of his sight for long.

When we pull apart, I see the questions forming. Brenna isn’t going to let me by without the third degree. “What happened after y’all left last night?”

“What ever do you mean? We talked.” I answer her. It’s the truth we didn’t do anything after we left.

“Lexi, you’re so full of shit, I’m surprised your eyes aren’t brown. Y’all talked that’s all you did?” Brenna arches a brow at me.

“Yes, that’s what we did…. Last night.” I can’t contain my happiness I want to jump up and down like a little girl who just got a new Barbie.

“Spill it, Lexi.” And spill it I did. From the moment we left till the moment we got here. I tell her every last detail, even the part about him having a Kindle and how he enjoys reading like me.

“Wow!”

Yep, my thoughts exactly.

* * *

Spencer

Tucker and I left the girls in the house to unload the picnic table from the back of my truck and set it up. It’s a damn good thing I remembered to stop and get it. Between his parents, Brenna’s mom and Pa, and Lexi and me, there just isn’t enough space at the deck table. I really wish my mom and dad could be here, but I’m still just not ready to cross that bridge yet.

“How are things between you and Lexi?” Tucker asks while we carry the table across the yard.

His question, thankfully, distracts me from the thoughts of my family.

“Going pretty good. I really like her, but I don’t know if I’m ready for it.” I answer him honestly.

“Just don’t hurt her, that’s all I ask,” He replies.

I nod as we place the table in the yard. This is why I told Lexi one step at a time. I don’t want to hurt her. I plan on taking this journey with her, but we have to go slow or I’m afraid I’ll never make it.

I know I can talk to Tucker about anything. He’s grown to be my best friend and I know that I can share about Tessa, Vance, walking away from my family, and my fears of letting Lexi in. Maybe one day I will.

It’s not long before we hear gravel crunching from approaching vehicles. Walking back around to the front of the house we see that everyone is arriving. Shortly after we are all sitting around the picnic tables eating, laughing, and having a great time.

I feel Lexi jump a little and then Brenna is up and walking toward the house. When Tucker begins to stand to follow her, Lexi quickly asks him if he’s talked Brenna into eloping yet. I try to suppress a laugh when Tucker replies that she has a week left. He’s wasting no time in getting that ring on her finger.

Tucker tries to stand again and this time his dad, John says, “Boy, sit still, she’ll be back.”

Everyone laughs, except Brenna’s mom. She’s grinning big at Tucker, who really looks like someone took away his favorite toy.

“I think it’s sweet that he can’t sit still, unless she’s right beside him.” Lexi tells them all, explaining how he always follows her.

A few minutes later, Tucker pulls his phone out of his pocket, then leaves quickly. Whatever that text says must be pretty damn important. No one is stopping him from getting to her now. When I see Brenna come around the corner of the house, I’m confused as to what’s going on. She tells us to wait and stands there watching the back door.

“What’s going on?” I whisper in Lexi’s ear.

“We’ll know in a minute,” She whispers back before turning to watch the back door like everyone else.

Seconds later, Tucker is leaping the deck rail, and heading straight for Brenna with some sort of white stick in his hand. When he reaches her, he picks her up and starts kissing her. I’m not sure what’s going on, but I know in this moment that I want what these two have.

“Will somebody tell us what’s going on?” Anna, Tucker’s mom asks. The next thing I know that stick is being tossed onto the table, and then the excited chatter of learning that a baby is in the near future begins.

This reminds me of mine and Lexi’s less than careful act this morning. I wasn’t even thinking about it at all. She makes me lose all my control.

What would I have done if she wasn’t on birth control?

Looking around at everyone, I see the joy on their faces and I realize I’m smiling just as much as the rest of them. The thought of accidently knocking Lexi up should scare the shit out of me, but the fear isn’t there.

Everyone, including Lexi and I, make our way over to congratulate the soon-to-be parents. Instead of sitting on the bench, I straddle it and face Lexi as she starts to sit. Reaching out, I pull her down to sit with her back to my chest and wrap my arms around her waist, before resting my chin on her head.

Right here in this moment, I know that I have to give us this chance. If I don’t see where this can lead, I know I will live to regret it. I have enough regrets and what if’s in my life, without making her another one.

The rest of our night goes well. I can tell Tucker is ready for everyone to get out of here so he can celebrate with Brenna alone, as if they don’t celebrate enough already. Lexi and I are the last to leave, and to be honest, I can’t wait to get her back to my place. I feel like we have a little celebrating to do as well.