Chapter Twenty-one
Fanny’s heart stopped as the second urn struck Sheffield. At first, his face betrayed only astonishment, and then he collapsed onto the flagstones and she was on her knees at his side, staring in horror at the gash oozing blood near his ear, matting the dark hair.
“Oh, dear God, dear God. Please, dear God,” she murmured, laying her fingers against his throat. His pulse beat strongly beneath his beard-rough skin. She closed her eyes, relief making her hand shake, and brushed the hair from his forehead.
Grey’s eyes fluttered open. “Lord, Fan . . . you’re . . . weeping. How . . . touching.”
“I am not,” Fanny declared, Grey’s face shimmering before her suddenly blurred vision.
“What can I do?” Hayden asked gravely.
Fanny looked up. Hayden and Amelie stood beside her, Hayden’s face pale with concern, Amelie’s hand tight in his.
“Amelie, fetch some water and bandages.”
“And some whiskey,” Grey muttered thickly.
“
No
whiskey. Water. Go, Amelie. Get Violet and Ploddy, too. We need to get Lord Sheffield inside.”
“Of course,” Amelie said, releasing Hayden’s hand and hurrying away.
“I’m going to go have a look around on the balcony,” Hayden declared, avoiding looking at Grey. “That was no accident.”
“Of course it was,” Fanny said, relief making her sharper than she’d intended. “A cat probably knocked the urn over,” she said. “I saw something moving about up there.”
“Then it was a damn big cat,” Grey mumbled, gritting his teeth. A stream of blood had begun trickling down the side of his face.
“We have lots of big cats here. Feral ones.”
“But what if it wasn’t a cat?” Hayden insisted, his eyes scanning the balcony. “Amelie might have been killed.”
“And what of your uncle?” Fanny snapped. “He could have been killed, too.”
“Exactly. I’m going to look,” Hayden said, and took off.
“No!” Grey protested, struggling to rise on his elbows. His eyes promptly rolled back in his head and he fell back unconscious in Fanny’s arms.
Fanny didn’t care where Hayden went, as long as Amelie got her water and bandages and some aid. But from where was that aid going to arrive? There was no doctor nearby to help, only Grammy Beadle. Oh, Grey would love that.
She shifted his head into a more comfortable position and bent to examine the wound. It bled freely, a pool already forming on the terrace. She wadded up as much of the hem of her skirt as she could and pressed it against the gash. He moaned, twisting in her lap, and she winced.
He was a big, rude, tactless, unkempt brute. True, he was attractive in a rough, elemental sort of way. Like the mangy old tomcat that lorded it over the others in the carriage house, perhaps a shade past his physical prime, but still more vital, more powerful, and more dominant than any of the others’ current best.
Yes, Greyson Sheffield was definitely a dominant sort. And she had never felt more alive than in his company. Combat, she supposed, did that to a person. Which only made sense. In order to survive one would need to be aware of one’s enemy on an almost cellular level. Certainly, that was so for her with Sheffield.
Not only did her mind seem more agile when she was with him and her anticipation sharper, but all of her senses seemed heightened, too. Her skin tingled with sensitivity, her vision seemed keener, her hearing more acute. She swore she could tell his proximity from his scent alone.
It was an ungodly provocative scent, uniquely Sheffield’s. Even now she wanted to move closer to him to capture every nuance. Of course, one didn’t go around sniffing unconscious men. It just wasn’t done.
She shook off the nonsensical impulse, studying the way the shadow of Grey’s lashes formed a crescent on his cheek and the interestingly asymmetrical line of his nose—had it been broken at some point? Relaxed, his mouth lost its characteristic curl of derision. In fact, he looked quite handsome.
She was being ridiculous. He thought the worst of her, suspected she was hiding something dire from him. And she was: She was hiding her strangeness. The difference that set her apart from everyone else. But mostly, especially him.
A bee, mistaking the bloodstain on her skirt for a flower, wandered over to investigate. She bent forward to whisk it away and caught a hint of that fascinating scent. Her eyes drifted shut and she sank closer, inhaling deeply. Warmth. How could a man
smell
warm? And virile. Virility was not a scent. Fascinating.
“Please, Fan, take off that hat . . . before it falls off.”
Her eyes flew open. Grey was regarding her in a woozily amused manner, his blue-green eyes lambent. “Having survived an urn, it would be too lowering to succumb to a hat.”
“Are you all right?”
“No,” he said, squinting up at her. “I have a god-awful headache and the sun is in my eyes.”
She leaned back over him, her hat shading him.
He relaxed. “Too kind.”
“Should I send for Bernard? He’s not a physician, but he’s a very capable man.”
“To hell with Bernard,” Grey muttered. How he managed to sound so vigorous when his skin was the color of wet ash was beyond Fanny. “I’ll be fine. Had worse. Probably won’t be the last time, either. ”
“True,” she said thoughtfully. “I suspect there are an awful lot of people who want to hit you.”
“They try.” He smiled with a touch of conceit she found bizarrely endearing.
“Close your eyes.” He obliged, though she thought he had no choice, as his eyes had rolled back again before his lids fluttered shut.
Ridiculous waste of sooty lashes on a man like Sheffield. Black as his hair, thick as a painter’s brush. Tentatively, she brushed a few locks from his brow with her free hand. He didn’t move. Emboldened, she gingerly combed the hair from his uninjured temple.
She’d never touched a man with this much latitude before. It was quite . . . stirring. In unexpected contrast to the warm scalp beneath, Grey’s hair was thick and glossy and cool. A nice clip would do wonders for his looks. And a shave.
She was still toying with Grey’s hair when Amelie reappeared carrying a tray, Violet and Ploddy trudging dolefully in her wake. Guiltily, she snatched back her hand.
“Here, Fanny.” Amelie set the tray down, her eyes locked on Grey’s face. “Is he dead?”
“No, he’s not
dead
,” Fanny replied, shocked by Amelie’s unhealthily fascinated tone. “He’s simply passed out.”
“What do you want us to do about it?” Violet asked, nodding toward the blood next to Fanny. “I s’pose I will ’ave to clean up that mess, won’t I?”
“Yes,” Fanny said, eyeing Grey’s wound. The bleeding had slowed, and she was relieved to see that the cut wasn’t very deep, though still long and with a jagged edge. It was a pity, but he’d have a scar. On the other hand, he’d probably like that.
She dampened one of the bandages in the bowl of water Amelie had brought and dabbed gingerly at the cut. His continued unconsciousness worried her. What should she do if he didn’t wake on his own? Should one attempt to rouse the insensate?
She didn’t know. A sense of powerlessness and ineptitude filled her, bringing with it feelings of frustration and helplessness. And fear. She’d felt the same way this winter when Amelie had fallen so ill.
She finished cleaning his wound and began dabbing it with iodine.
His eyes shot open.
“Bloody hell!”
Ah!
She smiled down at him, relief washing through her. He sounded almost like his old self. “You oughtn’t swear.”
“Bloody. Hell,” he repeated succinctly.
Ah, yes, quite himself.
She eased his head from her lap and stood up. At the chorus of gasps greeting her, she looked around. Her companions were staring in horror at her.
She looked down at her skirts and sighed. She had to admit there was a lot of very red blood on her very white dress.
Amelie was blinking as though she had sand in her eyes, and even Ploddy had turned a distinct shade of green.
She didn’t have the patience for such nonsense.
“If any of you faint, I will cradle your head in this very same lap,” she warned.
Both Violet and Amelie gulped and stared resolutely at a place on her forehead. Ploddy slunk into the background.
“Come, Fan,” Grey said. “Don’t threaten them. You look a horror. I’ve seen battlefield surgeons covered with less gore than you.”
“Hmm,” she said, unconvinced. “What good in an emergency is a person who cannot stomach the sight of a little blood?”
“I don’t intend to be in no emergencies, thank you very much.” Violet sniffed with the peculiar dignity with which she occasionally armed herself. “Now, what do you want us all here for? I hope you don’t think we’re going to lug the likes of him anywheres. I don’t get paid for ’eavy lifting.”
“You don’t get paid at all. You get meals and the opportunity to lurk to your heart’s content,” Fanny reminded her.
“Not content enough to break me back over,” she declared stubbornly. Fanny’s gaze slewed toward Ploddy.
“Don’t look to me,” Ploddy said. “My sciatica’s been a bastard these past weeks. Besides, I’m an old, old man, and he must go fourteen stone, lad his size.”
“Thirteen, actually,” Grey said. “And no one need worry about hauling me anywhere.” Before Fanny could stop him, he’d rolled over and climbed to his hands and knees. “For the love of God, Greyson, sit back down at once!” she said, alarmed.
This command achieving exactly the result she expected—none—she crouched down beside him and, linking her arm around his waist, helped him stagger to his feet. She angled her shoulder beneath his arm, taking as much of his weight as he’d allow. He didn’t object, and this, coupled with his deep, ragged breaths, told her the price rising to his feet had cost him. He was a cursedly independent man.
He looked down into her eyes. “Thank you.”
“I didn’t find anyone, but there was some sort of large beast in the shrubbery beneath the balcony.” Hayden appeared breathless at the bottom of the stairs leading up to the balcony. His gaze swept past his uncle, found Fanny, and dropped abruptly to her skirt. He stopped dead in his tracks.
“Dear Lord,” he muttered thickly. “Is all that . . . Grey’s”—he stopped, swallowing audibly and continued—“blood?”
Fanny didn’t bother to answer.
Hayden had already fainted.