Shivers 7 (39 page)

Sam stood, stretched, and then headed down the stairs, his mind clear and his heart full of confidence, but he never even made it outside.

When he reached the last step, he tripped and fell, landing hard on the linoleum floor, sending a dull ache through his bones. He found himself in a position strikingly similar to Julie’s death pose, and he cried for over an hour, his entire body shaking uncontrollably.

He hadn’t put on those shoes since.

* * *

Sam had never realized grief could run so deep and be so all consuming, but these days he truly understood the misery of knowing you’d never be able to have the one thing you needed most to fill a gaping emptiness in your world.

The love of his life was gone, he couldn’t run, and he didn’t want to teach anymore... so what was the point of riding the Earth around the sun year after year after year?

That was the question his mind would get stuck on in his darkest hours. He knew there was an easy answer to that question, and the ease with which he sometimes contemplated that answer scared him badly.

As darkness settled across the land, ending yet another lonely day, Sam couldn’t help but think of Lauren Redman’s final words again:
Sammy, we can’t run anymore.

* * *

A few hours later, Sam was dreaming, and in this dream he was running, following the trail around campus.

His legs had never felt better and there was no pain. He could go a hundred miles if he wanted. Maybe more.

Sam was calm and collected as the campus rolled past him like a groovy Technicolor background. The sun was shining brightly through the trees and everything was incredibly vivid and alive. Birds were singing. A breeze cooled his sweaty skin.

Sam couldn’t remember spring ever being this beautiful and he never wanted this run to end, but as he neared a small wooden bridge over a stream, he saw two women jogging in his direction.

This wasn’t unusual considering how many students frequented the trail, except for one important detail: both of these women were dead.

They were running side by side and they were smiling, showing off their bloody teeth. Julie’s hair was maroon from the small pool of blood she had died in. The top of Lauren’s head was missing and bits of gray matter were speckled across her pink field hockey shirt.

Sam tripped and stumbled to his knees as all of the color drained from the dream.

Then he screamed.

The two dead women looked at him, startled, and screamed back.

Their mouths were open so wide.

Their teeth were caked in dirt and blood... and then they shielded their faces with bruised and broken fingers.

They had clawed their way out of their graves.

* * *

Sam fell out of bed, soaked in sweat, his heart racing.

He crawled across the bedroom floor and into the master bathroom, where he lay in the dark and sobbed.

Until now he hadn’t experienced a single bad dream after Julie’s death, but this one was like a thunderbolt through his head.

Sleep was the one place he could escape after each long, painful day, but now his peaceful slumber had been stolen from him.

He was cold and lonelier than he had ever felt in his entire life. He really wasn’t prone to melodrama like some of the prima donnas in his department, but he was completely overwhelmed and exhausted and disoriented by the nightmare. Every moving shadow made him cringe in terror.

This was all too much.

What was he going to do?

He couldn’t live with nightmares like that.

He simply couldn’t.

He couldn’t run, he couldn’t sleep, and his wife was dead.

What am I going to do
, Sam thought.
What am I going to do?

What could he possibly do?

Sam closed his eyes and sobbed, and he hated the answer that came to mind again and again and again.

* * *

A few hours later, Sam opened his eyes.

Sunlight had slipped between the curtains and into his bedroom, washing over him where he lay on the cold bathroom tiles.

Next to him were the running shoes he had given up when he realized his days of pounding the pavement were probably over.

He had no memory of retrieving them from the closet where he had tossed them with a mixture of sadness and disgust.

Sam looked at the shoes, caked in dirt and grass stains.

He heard the dying student whisper:
Sammy, we can’t run anymore.

Sam didn’t believe in messages from beyond the grave, yet those dying words were true for both Julie and Lauren, weren’t they?

Neither of them could run anymore... but Sam could still run. What the hell was runner’s block anyway? He hadn’t run in almost six months and why? Because his mind was somehow stopping him?

“What a load of melodramatic bullcrap,” Sam whispered.

He put on his running shorts, a gray t-shirt with the Havertown College logo, and his running socks with the extra padding on the heels.

Finally, Sam laced up the shoes. They felt just right.

He took the stairs slowly, his hand on the railing the entire way, careful to avoid a repeat of what happened the last time he tried to run.

When he reached the foyer, Sam opened the front door without stopping to second-guess his decision.

A few minutes later, he was jogging toward town and he didn’t look back, not even once.

* * *

Sam understood where he was headed as soon as he made it out the front door: the trail around campus.

He passed by the entrance to the school where Lauren Redman died in a puddle of blood, probably not even aware that her run had come to a tragic end.

He locked his eyes on the road ahead of him and he ran even harder.

When Sam reached the start of the trail, his heart was pounding, but he couldn’t slow down, not yet.

His legs were thundering under him like he was charging into battle.

Sam certainly wasn’t expecting to see Julie and Lauren crossing the bridge in the woods, but he had to run across the bridge for himself.

They wouldn’t be there. He knew that. He was certain of that. It simply wasn’t possible for a million different reasons.

And when Sam reached the bridge, the dead women were nowhere to be seen... but for a man who didn’t expect to see anyone, Sam was maybe a little too relieved.

* * *

Ten minutes later, Sam arrived at the bottom of the hill in the Haverton Community Cemetery. His clothing was soaked in sweat, his heart was pounding like a jackhammer, his lungs were tight, and he hadn’t felt this good in a long time. It was as if an enormous weight had been lifted from his shoulders.

The sun was blazing brightly above the mountains to the east and the world was more beautiful than Sam ever remembered it being, even in the early days of his marriage when
everything
was picturesque and perfect. Every blade of grass shimmered in the sunlight. Every birdcall was a love song.

Sam had never felt relief like this. The darkness smothering him had been stronger and deeper than he ever realized.

This experience was more than his usual runner’s high that lifted him away from the pains and displeasures of the real world. This was the cure to end all cures.

Julie had been right, as she always was. Running really was the secret to a long and happy life.

Today Sam wasn’t running from despair and loneliness, he was running toward a bright and welcoming future.

But as he reached the hill where Julie was buried, Sam slowed to take in his surroundings. There was a change in the air. His vision and his senses were still clouded from the runner’s high, but when he really concentrated, he could hear shoes pounding the pavement behind him.

He stopped, frozen by the sound. Those shoes were the only thing he could hear and they were suddenly so loud. No wind, no rustling of grasses, no birds in the sky. Other than those shoes, he was deaf.

The land grew dark again and Sam couldn’t force himself to look back and see who might be coming. His newfound colorful world was being drained of light and life and he was terrified.

There were now heavy, rapid-fire breaths behind Sam as the person got closer and closer. The impacts of the shoes echoed around Sam as if he was locked inside some kind of vault.

Inside his ears, a voice whispered:
Sammy, we can’t run anymore.

Sam stumbled forward in the direction of Julie’s grave.

There was someone standing at the top of the hill.

The person was merely a silhouette against the gray sun. She raised her arms, reaching out toward Sam.

He ran and the world grew bright again, full of colors and sounds that were wonderful and overwhelming.

Sam basked in the light and all of his pain melted away, returning him to that comfortable place, the place he never wanted to leave again.

He understood he had to keep running if he wanted this beautiful day to continue. He dug deep inside himself and ran even harder, the dark figure growing ever closer.

Sam prepared to embrace whatever he found at the top of the hill.

Weeds

Stephen King

Jordy Verrill’s place was out on Bluebird Creek, and he was alone when the meteor traced low fire across the sky and hit on the creek’s east bank. It was twilight, the sky still light in the west, purple overhead, and dark in the east where Venus glowed in the sky like a two-penny sparkler. It was the Fourth of July, and Jordy had been planning to go into town for the real fireworks show when he finished splitting and banding this last smidge of sugar maple.

But the meteor was even better than the two-pound whizzers they set off at the end of the town show. It slashed across the sky in a sullen red splutter, the head afire. When it hit the ground he felt the thump in his feet. Jordy started toward Bluebird Creek on the dead run, knowing what it was immediately, even before the flash of white light from over the hill. A by-God-meteor, and some of those fellows from the college might pay a good piece of change for it.

He paused at the top of the rise, his small house with its two outbuildings behind him and the meandering, sunset-colored course of the Bluebird ahead of him. And close to its bank, where the punkies and cattails grew in the soft marshy ground, earth had been flung back from a crater-shaped depression four feet across. The grass on the slope was afire.

Jordy whirled and ran back to his shed. He got a big bucket and an old broom. A faucet jutted out from the side of the shed at the end of a rusty pipe; the ground underneath was the only place grass would grow in Jordy’s dooryard, which was otherwise bald and littered with old auto parts.

He filled the bucket and ran back toward the creek, thinking it was good the twilight was so still. Otherwise he might have had bad trouble. Might even have had to call the volunteer fire department. But good luck came in batches. The fire was gaining slowly with no wind to help it. It moved out from the crater in a semi-circle, drawing a crescent of black on the summer-green bank.

Moving slowly, with no wasted motion—he had fought grass fires before—Jordy dipped his broom in the water and beat the flames with it. He worked one end of the fire-front and then the other, narrowing the burn zone to twenty feet, ten, nothing. Panting a little, soot on his thin cheeks like beardshadow, he turned around and saw four or five burning circles that had been lit by sparks. He went to each and slapped them out with his wet broom.

Now for that meteor. He walked down to the crater, leather boots sending up little puffs of ash, and hunkered down. It was in there all right, and it was the size of a volleyball. It was glowing red-white-molten, and Jordy thanked his lucky stars that it had landed here, where it was marshy, and not in the middle of his hayfield.

He poked it with his boot, a roundish hunk of rock melted jagged in places by its superhot ride from the reaches of the universe all the way into Jordy Verrill’s New Hampshire farmstead on the Fourth of July.

He picked up his bucket again and doused the meteor with the water that remained. There was a baleful hiss and a cloud of steam. When it cleared away and Jordy saw what had happened, he dropped the bucket and slapped his forehead.

“There, you done it now, Jordy, you lunkhead.”

The meteor had broken neatly in two. And there was something inside.

Jordy bent forward. White stuff had fallen out of a central hollow, white flaky stuff that looked like Quaker Oats.

“Well beat my ass,” Jordy muttered. He got down on his knees and poked at the white stuff.

“Yeee-
ouch
!”

He snatched his fingers away and sucked them, his eyes watering. He was going to have a crop of blisters, just as sure as shit grows under a privy.

A series of thunderclaps went off behind him and Jordy leaped to his feet, looking wildly at the sky. Then he relaxed. It was just the one-pound crackers they always started the fireworks show with. He hunkered down again, never minding the green starbursts spreading in the sky behind him. He had his own fireworks to worry about.

Jordy wasn’t bright; he had a potato face, large, blocky hands that were as apt to hoe up the carrots as the weeds that grew between them, and he got along as best he could. He fixed cars and sold wood and in the winter he drove Christmas trees down to Boston. Thinking was hard work for him. Thinking hurt, because there was a dead short somewhere inside, and keeping at it for long made him want to take a nap or beat his meat and forget the whole thing.

For Jordy there were three types of thinking: plain thinking, like what you were going to have for supper or the best way to pull a motor with his old and balky chain-fall; work thinking; and Big Thinking. Big Thinking was like when all the cows died and he was trying to figure if Mr. Warren down at the bank would give him an extension on his loan. Like when you had to decide which bills to pay at the end of the month. Like what he was going to do about this meteor.

He decided the best way to start would be to have some pictures. He went back to the house, got his Kodak, went back to the creek, and took two flash photos of the thing, laying there cracked open like an egg with Quaker Oats coming out of it instead of yolk. It was still too hot to touch.

That was all right. He would just leave her lay. If he took it up to the college in a towsack, maybe they would say Jordy Verrill, look what you done, you fuckin’ lunkhead. You picked her up and bust her all to hell. Yes, leave her lay, that was the ticket. It was on his land. If any of those college professors tried to take his meteor, he’d sick the county sheriff on them. If they wanted to cart it off and take pictures of it and measure it and feed little pieces of it to their guinea pigs, they’d have to pay him for the privilege.

“Twenty-five bucks or no meteor!” Jordy said. He stood to his full height. He listened. He shoved his chest up against the air. “You heard me! Twenty-five bucks! Cash on the nail!”

Huge, shattering thunderclaps in the sky.

He turned around. Lights glared in the sky over town, each one followed by a cannon report that echoed and vaulted off the hills. These were followed by sprays of iridescent color in fractured starburst patterns. It was the grand finale of the fireworks show, and the first time he’d missed seeing it on the town common, with a hotdog in one hand and a cone of spun sugar in the other, in over fifteen years.

“It don’t matter!” Jordy shouted at the sky. “I got the biggest damn firework Cleaves Mills ever seen!
And it’s on my land!
”

Jordy went back to the house and was preparing to go into town when he remembered the drugstore would be closed because of the holiday. There was no way he could start getting his film developed until tomorrow. It seemed like there was nothing to do tonight but go to bed. That thought made him feel discontented and somehow sure that his luck hadn’t changed after all; the gods of chance had been amused to haul him up by the scruff of the neck and show him twenty-five dollars and had then jammed him right back down in the dirt. After all, Verrill luck was Verrill luck, and you spelled that B-A-D. It had always been that way, why should it change? Jordy decided to go back out and look at his meteor, half convinced that it had probably disappeared by now.

The meteor was still there, but the heat seemed to have turned the Quaker Oats stuff to a runny liquid that looked like flour paste with too much water added in. It was seeping into the ground, and it must have been some kind of hot, too, because steam was rising out of the burned crescent of ground beside the creek in little banners.

He decided to take the meteor halves back to the house after all, then changed his mind back again. He told himself he was afraid he’d break it into still more pieces, being as clumsy as he was, and he told himself that it might stay hot for a long time; it might melt right through whatever he put it in and put the house afire while he was sleeping. But that wasn’t it. The truth was that he just didn’t like it. Nasty goddam thing, no telling where it had been or what that white stuff had been, that meteor shit inside it.

As Jordy pulled off his boots and got ready to go to bed, he winced at the pain in his fingers. They hurt like hell, and they had blistered up pretty much the way he had expected. Well, he wasn’t going to let this get away, that was all.

He’d take those pictures in to get developed tomorrow and then he’d think about who might know someone at the college. Mr. Warren the banker probably did, except he still owed Mr. Warren seven hundred dollars and he’d probably take anything Jordy made as payment on his bill. Well, somebody else then. He’d think it over in the morning.

He unbuttoned his shirt, doing it with his left hand because his right was such a misery, and hung it up. He took off his pants and his thermal underwear, which he wore year-round, and then went into the bathroom and took the Cornhusker’s Lotion out of the medicine cabinet. He spread some of the pearly-colored fluid on the blisters that had raised up on his right fingers and then turned out the lights and went to bed. He tossed and turned for a long time and when sleep finally did come, it was thin and uneasy.

He woke at dawn, feeling sick and feverish, his throat as dry as an old chip, his head throbbing. His eyes kept wanting to see two of everything.

“God almighty damn,” he muttered, and swung his feet over onto the floor. It felt like he had the grippe. Good thing he had plenty of Bacardi rum and Vicks ointment. He would smear his chest up with Vicks and put a rag around his throat and stay in. Watch TV and drink Bacardi and just sweat her out.

“That’s the ticket,” Jordy said. “That’s—”

He saw his fingers.

The next few minutes were hysteria, and he didn’t come back to his wits until he was downstairs with the phone in his hand, listening to that answering service tell him Doc Condon wouldn’t be back until tomorrow afternoon. He hung up numbly. He looked down at his fingers again.

Green stuff was growing out of them.

They didn’t hurt anymore; they itched. The blisters had broken in the night, leaving raw-looking depressions in the pads of his fingers and there was this green stuff growing in there like moss. Fuzzy short tendrils, not pale green like grass when it first comes up, but a darker, more vigorous green.

It came from touching that meteor, he thought. “I wisht I never saw it,” he said. “I wish it come down on somebody else’s property.”

But wish in one hand, spit in the other, as his daddy would have said. Things were what they were, and he was just going to have to sit down and do some Big Thinking about it. He would—

God, he had been rubbing his eyes!

That was the first thing he did every morning when he woke up, rubbed the sleepy seeds out of his eyes. It was the first thing
anybody
did, as far as he knew. You wiped your left eye with your left hand and your right eye with…with…

Jordy bolted for the living room, where there was a mirror bolted on the back of the closet door. He stared into his eyes. He looked for a long time, even going so far as to pull the lids away from the eyeballs. He did it with his left hand.

They were okay.

A little bloodshot, and scared for damn sure, but otherwise they were just Jordy Verrill’s blue forty-six-year-old peepers, a little nearsighted now so he had to wear specs when he read the seed catalogue or one of his Louis L’Amour westerns or one of the dirty books he kept in the drawer of his night-table.

Uttering a long sigh, he went back upstairs. He used half a package of Red Cross cotton carefully bandaging his fingers. It took him quite awhile, working only with his left hand, which was his dumb hand.

When he was done he knew it was time to sit down for a spell of Big Thinking, but he couldn’t face that yet so he went out to look at his meteor.

He groaned when he saw it; he couldn’t help it.

The white stuff was all gone. The steam was gone. So was the burned crescent of ground. Where the burn had been there was now a fresh growth of dark green tendrils, already as high as clipped grass. It had begun to rain in the night, and the rain had brought it along fast.

Jordy shuddered just looking at it. The fingers of his right hand itched insanely, making him want to turn around and run back to the shed and turn on the faucet and rip off the cotton and stick his fingers under its cooling flow…

But that would make it worse. Look what just a little rain had done to this here.

He crept a little closer to the clear line of demarcation between yellow hay stubble and new green growth. He hunkered down and looked at it. He had never seen any plant that grew so thick, not even clover. Even with your nose practically touching the stuff you couldn’t see the ground. It was the exact color of a flourishing, well-tended lawn, but the plants weren’t blades. They were round instead of flat, and tiny tendrils sprouted from each stalk like branches from the bole of a tree. Except that they were more limber than branches. What they really reminded him of were arms…horrible boneless green arms.

Then Jordy’s breath stopped in his throat. If anyone had been close enough to see him, they would have been reminded of that old saying,
he had his ear to the ground
. In this case it was literally true.

He could hear the stuff growing.

Very faintly the earth was groaning, as if in a sleep filled with pain. He could hear it being pulled apart and riddled by the strong thrust of this thing’s root system. Pebbles clunked against pebbles. Clods crumbled into loose particles. And woven through these sounds was another: the rubbing of each tiny round stalk pushing itself up a little further and a little further. A grinding, squealing sound.

“Christ have mercy!” Jordy whined, and scrambled to his feet. He backed away. It wasn’t the sound of plant growth that frightened him, exactly; once, long ago in his youth, he had heard the corn making. Nowadays the smartasses said that was just a story the rubes told each other, like holding frogs would bring on warts and stump-liquor would charm them off. But when the summer was just right, hot every day and heavy showers at night, you could hear it. In August you could hear it for maybe two nights. Jordy’s father had fetched him out of bed and they had stood on the back porch of the old place not even breathing, and sure enough, Jordy had heard that low, grinding rumble from their cornpatch.