Sense of Wonder: A Century of Science Fiction (476 page)

“Do horses get anesthetics?” asked Dea plaintively, holding his medical stunner as if not sure just what to do with it.

“This one does,” said Miles stoutly. “You treat him just like a person, Dea. This is the last animal that the Count my grandfather personally trained. He named him. I watched him get born. We trained him together. Grandfather had me pick him up and hold him every day for a week after he was foaled, till he got too big. Horses are creatures of habit, Grandfather said, and take first impressions to heart. Forever after Ninny thought I was bigger than he was.”

Dea sighed and made busy with anesthetic stun, cleansing solution, antibiotics, muscle relaxants, and biotic glue. With a surgeon’s touch, he shaved the edges of the cut and placed the reinforcing net. Zed held the light anxiously.

“The cut is clean,” said Dea, “but it will undergo a lot of flexing—I don’t suppose it can very well be immobilized, in this position? No, hardly. This should do. If he were a human, I’d tell him to rest at this point.”

“He’ll be rested,” Miles promised firmly. “Will he be all right now?”

“I suppose so. How the devil should I know?” Dea looked highly aggrieved, but his hand sneaked out to recheck his repairs.

“General Piotr,” Miles assured him, “would have been very pleased with your work.” Miles could hear him in his head now, snorting,
Damned technocrats. Nothing but horse doctors with a more expensive set of toys. Grandfather would have loved being proved right. “You, ah…never met my grandfather, did you?”

“Before my time, my lord,” said Dea. “I’ve studied his life and campaigns, of course.”

“Of course.”

Pym had a hand-light now, and was limping with Karal in a slow spiral around the horse lines, inspecting the ground. Karal’s eldest boy had recaptured the sorrel mare and brought her back to re-tether her. Her tether had been torn loose, not cut; had the mysterious attacker’s choice of equine victim been random, or calculated? How calculated? Was Ninny attacked as a mere symbol of his master, or had the person known how passionately Miles loved the animal? Was this vandalism, a political statement, or an act of precisely directed, subtle cruelty?

What have I ever done to you?
Miles’s thought howled silently to the surrounding darkness.

“They got away, whoever it was,” Pym reported. “Out of scanner range before I could breathe again. My apologies, m’lord. They don’t seem to have dropped anything on the ground.”

There had to have been a knife, at least. A knife, its haft gory with horse blood in a pattern of perfect fingerprints, would have been extremely convenient just now. Miles sighed.

Ma Karal drifted up and eyed Dea’s medkit, as he cleaned and repacked it. “All that,” she muttered under her breath, “for a horse.…”

Miles refrained, barely, from leaping to a hot defense of the value of this particular horse. How many people in Silvy Vale had Ma Karal seen suffer and die, in her lifetime, for lack of no more medical technology than what Dea was carrying under his arm just now?

* * * *

G
uarding his horse, Miles watched from the porch as dawn crept over the landscape. He had changed his shirt and washed off. Pym was inside getting his ribs taped. Miles sat with his back to the wall and a stunner on his lap as the night mists slowly grew gray. The valley was a blur, fog-shrouded, the hills darker rolls of fog beyond. Directly overhead, gray thinned to a paling blue. The day would be fine and hot once the fog burned away.

It was surely time now to call out the troops from Hassadar. This was getting just too weird. His bodyguard was half out of commission—true, it was Miles’s horse that had rendered him so, not the mystery attacker. But just because the attacks hadn’t been fatal didn’t mean they hadn’t been intended so. Perhaps a third attack would be brought off more expertly. Practice makes perfect.

Miles felt unstrung with nervous exhaustion. How had he let a mere horse become such a handle on his emotions? Bad, that, almost unbalanced—yet Ninny’s was surely one of the truly innocent pure souls Miles had ever known. Miles remembered the other innocent in the case then, and shivered in the damp.
It was cruel, lord, something cruel.…
Pym was right, the bushes could be crawling with Csurik assassins right now.

Dammit, the bushes
were
crawling—over there, a movement, a damping wave of branch lashing in recoil from—what? Miles’s heart lurched in his chest. He adjusted his stunner to full power, slipped silently off the porch, and began his stalk, crouching low, taking advantage of cover wherever the long grasses of the yard had not been trampled flat by the activities of the last day, and night. Miles froze like a predatory cat as a shape seemed to coalesce out of the mist.

A lean young man, not too tall, dressed in the baggy trousers that seemed to be standard here, stood wearily by the horse lines, staring up the yard at Karal’s cabin. He stood so for a full two minutes without moving. Miles held a bead on him with his stunner. If he dared make one move toward Ninny…

The young man walked back and forth uncertainly, then crouched on his heels, still gazing up the yard. He pulled something from the pocket of his loose jacket—Miles’s finger tightened on the trigger—but he only put it to his mouth and bit. An apple. The crunch carried clearly in the damp air, and the faint perfume of its juices. He ate about half, then stopped, seeming to have trouble swallowing. Miles checked the knife at his belt, made sure it was loose in its sheath. Ninny’s nostrils widened, and he nickered hopefully, drawing the young man’s attention. He rose and walked over to the horse.

The blood pulsed in Miles’s ears, louder than any other sound. His grip on the stunner was damp and white-knuckled. The young man fed Ninny his apple. The horse chomped it down, big jaw rippling under his skin, then cocked his hip, dangled one hind hoof, and sighed hugely. If he hadn’t seen the man eat off the fruit first Miles might have shot him on the spot. It couldn’t be poisoned.… The man made to pet Ninny’s neck, then his hand drew back in startlement as he encountered Dea’s dressing. Ninny shook his head uneasily. Miles rose slowly and stood waiting. The man scratched Ninny’s ears instead, looked up one last time at the cabin, took a deep breath, stepped forward, saw Miles, and stood stock-still.

“Lem Csurik?” said Miles.

A pause, a frozen nod. “Lord Vorkosigan?” said the young man. Miles nodded in turn.

Csurik swallowed. “Vor lord,” he quavered, “do you keep your word?”

What a bizarre opening. Miles’s brows climbed. Hell, go with it. “Yes. Are you coming in?”

“Yes and no, m’lord.”

“Which?”

“A bargain, lord. I must have a bargain, and your word on it.”

“If you killed Raina…”

“No, lord. I swear it. I didn’t.”

“Then you have nothing to fear from me.”

Lem Csurik’s lips thinned. What the devil could this hill man find ironic? How dare he find irony in Miles’s confusion? Irony, but no amusement.

“Oh, lord,” breathed Csurik, “I wish that were so. But I have to prove it to Harra. Harra must believe me—you have to make her believe me, lord!”

“You have to make me believe you first. Fortunately, that isn’t hard. You come up to the cabin and make that same statement under fast-penta, and I will rule you cleared.”

Csurik was shaking his head.

“Why not?” said Miles patiently. That Csurik had turned up at all was strong circumstantial indication of his innocence. Unless he somehow imagined he could beat the drug. Miles would be patient for, oh, three or four seconds at least. Then, by God, he’d stun him, drag him inside, tie him up till he came round, and get to the bottom of this before breakfast.

“The drug—they say you can’t hold anything back.”

“It would be pretty useless if you could.”

Csurik stood silent a moment.

“Are you trying to conceal some lesser crime on your conscience? Is that the bargain you wish to strike? An amnesty? It…might be possible. If it’s short of another murder, that is.”

“No, lord. I’ve never killed anybody!”

“Then maybe we can deal. Because if you’re innocent, I need to know as soon as possible. Because it means my work isn’t finished here.”

“That’s…that’s the trouble, m’lord.” Csurik shuffled, then seemed to come to some internal decision and stood sturdily. “I’ll come in and risk your drug. And I’ll answer anything about me you want to ask. But you have to promise—swear!—you won’t ask me about…about anything else. Anybody else.”

“Do you know who killed your daughter?”

“Not for sure.” Csurik threw his head back defiantly. “I didn’t see it. I have guesses.”

“I have guesses, too.”

“That’s as may be, lord. Just so’s they don’t come from my mouth. That’s all I ask.”

Miles bolstered his stunner, and rubbed his chin. “Hm.” A very slight smile turned one corner of his lip. “I admit, it would be more—elegant—to solve this case by reason and deduction than brute force. Even so tender a force as fast-penta.”

Csurik’s head lowered. “I don’t know elegant, lord. But I don’t want it to be from my mouth.”

Decision bubbled up in Miles, straightening his spine. Yes. He
knew,
now. He had only to run through the proofs, step by chained step. Just like 5-Space math. “Very well. I swear by my word as Vorkosigan, I shall confine my questions to the facts to which you were an eyewitness. I will not ask you for conjectures about persons or events for which you were not present. There, will that do?”

Csurik bit his lip. “Yes, lord. If you keep your word.”

“Try me,” suggested Miles. His lips wrinkled back on a vulpine smile, absorbing the implied insult without comment.

Csurik climbed the yard beside Miles as if to an executioner’s block. Their entrance created a tableau of astonishment among Karal and his family, clustered around their wooden table where Dea was treating Pym. Pym and Dea looked rather blanker, till Miles made introduction: “Dr. Dea, get out your fast-penta. Here’s Lem Csurik come to talk with us.”

Miles steered Lem to a chair. The hill man sat with his hands clenched. Pym, a red and purpling bruise showing at the edges of the white tape circling his chest, took up his stunner and stepped back.

Dr. Dea muttered under his breath to Miles as he got out the hypospray. “How’d you
do
that?”

Miles’s hand brushed his pocket. He pulled out a sugar cube and held it up, and grinned through the C of his thumb and finger. Dea snorted, but pursed his lips with reluctant respect.

Lem flinched as the hypospray hissed on his arm, as if he expected it to hurt.

“Count backwards from ten,” Dea instructed. By the time Lem reached three, he had relaxed; at zero, he giggled.

“Karal, Ma Karal, Pym, gather round,” said Miles. “You are my witnesses. Boys, stay back and stay quiet. No interruptions, please.”

Miles ran through the preliminaries, half a dozen questions designed to set up a rhythm and kill time while the fast-penta took full effect. Lem Csurik grinned foolishly, lolling in his chair, and answered them all with sunny goodwill. Fast-penta interrogation had been part of Miles’s military intelligence course at the Service Academy. The drug seemed to be working exactly as advertised, oddly enough.

“Did you return to your cabin that morning, after you spent the night at your parents?”

“Yes, m’lord.” Lem smiled.

“About what time?”

“Midmorning.”

Nobody here had a chrono; that was probably as precise an answer as Miles was likely to get. “What did you do when you got there?”

“Called for Harra. She was gone, though. It frightened me that she was gone. Thought she might’ve run out on me.” Lem hiccoughed. “I want my Harra.”

“Later. Was the baby asleep?”

“She was. She woke up when I called for Harra. Started crying again. It goes right up your spine.”

“What did you do then?”

Lem’s eyes widened. “I got no milk. She wanted Harra. There’s nothing I could do for her.”

“Did you pick her up?”

“No, lord, I let her lay. There was nothing I could do for her. Harra, she’d hardly let me touch her, she was that nervous about her. Told me I’d drop her or something.”

“You didn’t shake her, to stop her screaming?”

“No, lord, I let her lay. I left to look down the path for Harra.”

“Then where did you go?”

Lem blinked. “My sister’s. I’d promised to help haul wood for a new cabin. Bella—m’other sister—is getting married, y’see, and—”

He was beginning to wander, as was normal for this drug. “Stop,” said Miles. Lem fell silent obediently, swaying slightly in his chair. Miles considered his next question carefully. He was approaching the fine line, here. “Did you meet anyone on the path? Answer yes or no.”