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Authors: Simone Elkeles
the cookies in the pantry?”
“I won’t say a word.”
“And if I don’t feel like brushing my teeth?”
I shrug. “You can go to school with rotten breath and cavities for
all I care.”
Brandon smiles wide and holds out his hand. “You’ve got yourself a
deal, my man.”
My man? As I watch Brandon trot back to his room, I wonder if I
just outwitted the kid or if he just outwitted me.
EIGHTEEN :
Kiara
So it’s no secret what Carlos wears to bed. His boxers. That’s it. I
had to look away when I was upstairs in the hallway, because I was
staring. He’s got more tattoos than the ones on his bicep and forearm.
He’s got a small one on his chest in the shape of a snake, and when my
gaze dropped I caught a glimpse of letters in red and black peeking out
of his briefs. While I’m fascinated to know what they all mean and why
he got them, there’s no way I’m going to ask.
My mom left over an hour ago to open her store. It’s my turn to
make breakfast for everyone. My dad is wolfing down the eggs and
toast I just set on his plate. I know he’s expecting Alex in a few
minutes and is probably going through the speech he and Alex are going
to give Carlos this morning.
I definitely don’t want to be here for that talk, and am kind of
feeling guilty for challenging Carlos last night. The last thing he needs
right now is another person he thinks is against him.
“Dad,” I say as I sit down next to him at the breakfast counter.
“What are you going to tell him?”
“The truth. That after the judge confirms temporary custody, I
hope they’ll let him register for the REACH program instead of serving
time.”
“He’s not going to like it.”
“He doesn’t have a choice.” My dad pats me on the hand. “Don’t
worry, it’ll all work out.”
“How do you know?” I ask.
“Because deep down I suspect he wants to clean up his life, and the
judge wants to keep kids in school. To be honest, I’m not sure Carlos
even knows how much he wants to succeed yet.”
“He’s kind of a jerk.”
“It’s a cover-up for something deeper. I know he’s definitely going
to be a challenge.” He cocks his head to the side and gives me a
thoughtful look. “You sure you’re okay with him staying here?”
I think of myself in his situation and wonder if anyone would try to
help me. Isn’t that why we’re put on this earth to begin with, to make it
a better place? It’s not a religious quest; it’s a humanitarian one.
If Carlos can’t stay here, who knows where he’ll end up. “I’m totally
fine with him here,” I say. “Really.” My dad, with his psychology
background and infinite patience, will be able to help Carlos. And my
mom . . . well, if you can see past her quirks, she’s great.
“Brandon, where’s Carlos?” my dad asks when my brother comes
bouncing down the stairs.
“I don’t know. I think he was in the shower.”
“All right. Well, get some breakfast in you. Your bus’ll be here in
ten minutes.”
When we hear the upstairs water turn off, indicating Carlos is out
of the shower, it’s my dad’s cue. “Bran, get your backpack. The bus will
be here any second.”
As my dad urges Brandon out of the house to catch the bus, I
scramble a couple of eggs for Carlos.
I hear him coming down the stairs before I see him. He’s wearing
dark blue jeans ripped in the knees, and a black T-shirt that looks
overworn and overwashed . . . but I can just imagine is totally soft and
comfortable.
“Here,” I mumble, placing the eggs and toast neatly on the table
with a glass of fresh-squeezed juice.
“Gracias.” He sits down slowly, obviously surprised I made him
breakfast. As he eats, I load the dishwasher and busy myself with
taking out the lunches my mom packed for us. When my dad comes back
a few minutes later, he’s accompanied by Alex.
“Mornin’, brother,” Alex says as he sits beside Carlos. “Ready for
court?”
“No.”
I grab my car keys and backpack, so they can be alone. As I drive
to school, I wonder if maybe I should have stayed as a buffer. Because
three guys together, especially if two are very strong-willed Fuentes
brothers, might be a dangerous mix. Especially when one of them is
about to be forced to enroll in an after-school program for delinquents.
I guarantee when they tell him, Carlos will go ballistic.
My poor father doesn’t stand a chance.
NINETEEN :
Carlos
“So what’re you doin’ here?” I ask my brother again.
I look at Westford, a cup of coffee in his hand. Something is
definitely up.
“Alex wanted to be here when we discuss what will happen today.
We’re going to ask the judge to release you into my custody in
exchange for your cooperation and participation in a special after-
school program.”
I look at my food, half uneaten, and toss my fork down. “I thought
we were just goin’ to court and I was goin’ to be released into your
custody. Now I feel like I’m at a firin’ range about to be blindfolded
and given my last cigarette.”
“It’s not really a big deal,” Alex says. “It’s called REACH.”
Westford sits across from me. “It’s a special program for at-risk
teens.”
I look to Alex to give it to me in plain English.
Alex clears his throat. “It’s for kids who’ve been in trouble with
the law, Carlos. You’ll go there right after school. Every day,” he adds.
Are they kiddin’ me? “I told you the drugs weren’t mine.”
Westford puts his mug down on the table. “Then tell me who the
drugs belong to.”
“I don’t have a name.”
“Not good enough,” Westford says.
“It’s a code of silence,” Alex says.
Westford doesn’t understand. “A code of silence?”
Alex looks up. “I know a member of the Guerreros del barrio,” he
says. “A code of silence protects all members. He won’t talk, even if he
knows who was responsible.”
Westford sighs. “A code of silence doesn’t help your brother any,
but I get it. I don’t want to get it, but I do. And that leaves us no
choice but to ask the judge to let Carlos enter the REACH program.
It’s a good program, Carlos, and it beats getting kicked out of school or
stuck in juvenile detention. You’ll get your high school diploma and be
able to apply to colleges.”
“I’m not goin’ to college.”
“Then what are you going to do after high school?” Westford asks.
“And don’t tell me deal drugs, ’cause that’s a cop out.”
“What do you know, Dick? It’s easy for you to sit here in your
bigass house and eat your organic shitty food. When you’ve walked a
day in my shoes, you can lecture me. Until then, I don’t want to hear it.”
“Mi'amá wants us to have a better life than she did,” Alex says. “Do
it for her.”
“Whatever,” I say as I put my dishes in the sink. I’ve definitely lost
my appetite. “All right, let’s get this shit over with.”
Westford picks up his briefcase and breathes a sigh of relief. “You
ready, boys?”
I close my eyes and rub my palms over them. I guess it’s wishful
thinking that I’d open them and magically be in Chicago. “You don’t
really want me to answer that, do you?”
A half smile crosses his face. “Not really. And you’re right, I
haven’t walked in your shoes. But you haven’t walked in mine, either.”
“Come on, Professor. I’d bet my left nut the biggest problem you’ve
faced is decidin’ on what country club to belong to.”
“I wouldn’t make that bet if I were you,” he says as we walk out of
the house. “We don’t even belong to a country club.”
When we reach his car, or what I think is his car, I step back.
“What is this?”
“A Smart Car.”
It looks like an SUV took a dump and out came the Smart Car. I
wouldn’t be surprised if Westford had said it was one of those toy cars
that kids drive around.
“It’s fuel-efficient. My wife drives the SUV, and since I’m just
driving to work and back, this was a perfect choice. If you want to
drive it, you can.”
“Or you could come in my car,” Alex says.
“No thanks,” I say as I open the door to the Smart Car and climb
into the little passenger seat. It doesn’t seem as tiny on the inside, but
I still feel like I’m in a miniature spaceship. It takes less than an hour
for the judge to grant the Professor temporary guardianship and
approve my participation in REACH instead of my being sentenced to
either juvie or community service. Alex leaves because he’s got a test,
so it’s up to my new guardian to register me at REACH and then drive
me to school.
REACH is held in a brown brick building a few blocks from the high
school. After waiting in the lobby, we’re brought into the director’s
office.
A big, tall white guy who probably weighs close to three hundred
pounds greets us. “I’m Ted Morrisey, the director here at REACH. And
you must be Carlos.” He flips through a file and says, “Tell me why
you’re here.”
“Judge’s orders,” I tell him.
“It says here in my file you got arrested last Friday for school
drug possession.” He looks up. “That’s a serious offense.”
Only ’cause I got caught. The problem is, I’m Mexican with gang
affiliations. There’s no way this guy is gonna believe I was framed. I’m
sure he’s heard ‘I didn’t do it’ from most of the kids here. I’ll find out
who framed me . . . and in the end I’ll get revenge. For the next half
hour, Morrisey recites The Lecture. To sum it up, it’s about me having
control of my destiny and future. This is my last chance. If I want to
succeed, the REACH program will help give me the tools to ‘REACH my
potential,’ yadda yadda. When I graduate the program, the career
counselors are dedicated to helping every REACH graduate secure
either a job or entrance to a school of higher education. I have to stop
myself from pretending to snore a couple of times, and I wonder how
Westford can sit here and listen to Morrisey’s bullshit with a straight
face.
“And just so you’re aware,” Morrisey says as he pulls out a student
handbook and goes through each page, “we’ll be doing random drug
tests on all REACH students throughout the year. If we find an illegal
substance in your system or on your person at any time, your guardian
will be notified and you’ll be kicked out of REACH and expelled from
school. Permanently. Most teens end up locked up for any violations.”
Morrisey hands both Westford and me a copy of the REACH rules.
Then he folds his hands on his big belly and smiles, but that smile
doesn’t fool me. He’s a hard-ass who takes no prisoners. “Any
questions?” he asks, his voice even . . . but I have no doubt that voice
can bellow commands louder than any drill sergeant.
The Professor looks to me, then says, “I think we’re good.”
“Great. Then we have one more piece of business before you can go
back to school.” He slides a piece of paper toward us. “This is a
responsibility contract stating that I’ve gone through the REACH rules,
that you understand them, and you agree to abide by them.”
Leaning forward, I notice three signature lines. One for me, one
for a parent or guardian, and one for a REACH staff member. The
paper reads:
‘I, _______________________, certify that by signing below I
agree to abide by the rules outlined in the REACH Handbook. I
understand the rules, which have been properly explained to me by a
REACH staff member. I further acknowledge that if I disregard the
rules for any reason I will be subject to disciplinary action which may
include in-house detention, additional counseling, and/or expulsion from
the REACH program.’
What it really means:
‘I, __________________, sign my freedom over to REACH staff.
By signing this piece of paper, I certify that my life will be dictated by
other people and I’ll live a miserable existence while I’m in Colorado.’
I don’t think too hard about it as I scribble my name on the sheet
and slide it over so Westford can sign it, too. I just want to be done
with it already, so I can move on. There’s no use trying to argue. After
the paper is signed and tucked in my file, we’re ushered out and I’m
ordered to report to REACH no later than three p.m. Monday through
Friday, or I’ll be in violation. I figure I have so many rules stacked up,
it’s only a matter of time until I violate one.
TWENTY :
Kiara
I haven’t seen Carlos since school started. Everyone at school is
buzzing about Friday’s drug bust, and wondering what happened to
Flatiron High’s newest senior. I heard one person in the hallway say
that Carlos spent the weekend in jail and didn’t make bond; another
said he was deported for being an illegal alien. I keep quiet about
Carlos coming to live with us, even though I’d like to tell everyone to
shut up and stop spreading false rumors. At lunch, Tuck and I are
sitting at our usual table.
“I can’t be your male model on Friday,” he tells me.
“Why not?”
“My mom wants me to help with an adventure group she’s leading
this weekend. They don’t have enough instructors.”