Rock the Viper (28 page)

I feel his lips on mine and he says, “I'm going to miss you too.”

He devours me with a soft passionate kiss. He moves his body over mine and lowers himself on top of me. A tear escapes from my eye and he wipes it away, “Don't Peppa, I love you. Let me show you how much.”

The pleasure builds slowly as we explore each other's bodies. He kisses, licks and bites every part of me. He makes love to me and with every thrust he makes, he steals another part of my heart. He builds me up and up till I explode around him. We both cum hard and fast and I break down in his arms. He holds me as I cry myself to sleep and the last words I hear are, “You are my forever.”

Chapter 27  (JUAN)

I bump into Noah to find Peppa is still gone. Noah looks how I feel and I try and make light of the situation by flirting with him. It doesn't change the fact I'm hurting but I don't want Noah to see my pain. Cruz is being a tyrant about rehearsing so that's where I head after asking Noah to let me know if he hears from Peppa. I try and lose myself to the music, but it's not long before I'm being shouted at as I'm losing the beat. I end up throwing my sticks at Cruz's head because of the frustration of it all.

Cruz ducks and storms over to me and gets in my face, “Get a grip Juan, it's not my fault you can't keep you're fucking woman happy.”

In a blur, I have Cruz backed into a wall on the other side of the room, “Fuck off Cruz, you have no idea how this feels, I love her for fuck sake.” I lower my head as I push myself away from him.

He won't leave it alone as he says, “Does she love you Juan? Does she love you enough?”

I clench my fists together as I'm really close to losing it. A hand comes to my shoulder and Saul leads me to the sofa and makes me sit. Cruz gives me a look that says sort yourself out and he leaves. I ran a hand through my hair and turn to Saul, “She says she needs space, how much space do I give her Saul? I'm so scared I've lost her.”

He puts his head on my leg, “I don't believe that, the way she looks at you tells me that. I can understand she needs space to think, this has happened quickly for her. Why don't we move back to the old house that way you all have time to think and then reconnect?”

I sigh, “I don't want to leave her, but I hate the thought that I'm the reason she won't come home.” I rest my head back on the sofa and close my eyes.

We are both silent for a while as I start to think moving out might be the best answer. I turn my head to Saul to ask, “Are all the girls and tents gone from outside the house.”

He laughs, “I checked the other night, there was one tent left, so we should be pretty clear I think to go home.”

My hands come up to cover my face as I don't want him to see my tears and I sit there trying not to let my emotions show but the pain is real and raw and it hurts.

I feel Saul stand and I move my hands to look up at him. He shows no emotion on his face and says, “The pain isn't going to leave you, don't let it grow like I did. Show Peppa the man you are, she loves you Juan, don't walk away from her, make it right.”

He walks to the stairs and I say his name and he stops and turns back to me, “I will give her the space she needs. We will go back to the old house when we wake tomorrow. I hope she sees me for me as I'm not walking away without a fight.”

He turns and walks up the stairs but shouts back, “She will, and I have you're back brother, I always will.” Then he's gone and I'm left with the agony of if I’ve made the right choice or not.

I tell Cruz and Saul that I wanted to leave straight away as I knew Noah would try and talk me out of leaving. It didn't feel right, but I thought it was best all round. I didn't want to go without Noah knowing why, so I wrote him a letter. It basically told him where I was going, but the main thing was I wanted him to tell Peppa that I loved her. I stood there with the note in my hand not knowing where to leave it.

Cruz comes into the room, “Come on we need to get out of here.” He walks over to me and sees the note. 

I look at him, “I don't know where to leave it.”

He takes it out my hand and sticks it to the TV, “Noah can't miss your dear John now.” And he walks out the room as I mutter, “Twat” under my breath.

I take one more look around me and then leave the house. As the van pulls out the driveway a taxi pulls in and I see a flash of blonde hair.

My guilt eats away at me on the drive to the house, so as soon as we get there I phone Noah. He answers, “Hi Noah, have you read my note yet?”

“Juan where are you, what note? I have just got home.”

I sigh, “I left a note on the TV to say we have left and come back to the old house.”

Noah shouts down the phone at me telling me he brought Peppa home and the word fuck leaves my mouth. I start to question myself. Did I make the right choice? I open my mouth to tell Noah I will come over later to see her, but he lets me know he isn't happy and hangs up on me.

I need to feed before I go over, so I make a quick dash for Dolly. My phone rings as I'm about to make my way to Noah's house. I answer to a desperate Peppa, who says something has happened to Lara and she is worried about what Noah might do and tells me where he is.

When I find him, I have to pull him of Eric. If I didn't, I feared Noah was going to kill him and where would that leave us. As I held Eric in the air, my thoughts turned to draining him dry but that wasn't what I was about, so I used my mind control on him. I turned to Noah and could see the anger there, he wanted Eric dead. I take Noah's face in my hands and make him look at me.

“Noah he's not worth it, let the police deal with him.”

He shakes his head, “He hurt my sister Juan, she was lying there, her face was battered. I want to kill him, he deserves to die.”

I kiss his forehead, “I'm not saying he doesn't, but what about Lara and Peppa? You will be a killer Noah. How do you think Lara will feel knowing you killed Eric? Do you think she will look at you the same? And what about Peppa do you think she will love you still? Stand by you? Are you ready to lose those you love because that is what will happen Noah? Peppa is our forever, she's your forever.”

I let go of his face and stand. I put my hand out and he takes it and I pull him up for a hug and he mouths into my neck, “I'm sorry, I wanted to protect her, so he couldn't do it again.”

I kiss the top of his head, “I know, it will be ok. You ready to go to the hospital to see how Lara is?” He nods a yes.

When we get to the hospital I watch Peppa and Noah hug. I haven't felt jealously before but in that moment I felt it. Noah leaves to find out about his sister, but not before he makes it clear I need to make things right with Peppa.

He's right, but I didn't need to worry as I heard Peppa's thoughts which made me smile. It wasn't long before I held her in my arms and her mouth belonged to me again. I held her so tight because I knew she wanted me as much as I wanted her, but there was so much left unsaid. Noah came back and nearly broke down again, but we all showed our love for each other as the three of us came together.

When we leave the hospital I tell Peppa that Noah needs her, but I asked her if I could meet with her tomorrow and talk and she says yes. I say goodnight and make my way back to the house.

I was determined to pick Peppa up from work this time, there was no Jacob to stand in my way and the excitement built over this little thing. As soon as I enter the Café and she saw me, her thought hit me and everything changed as she saw me for the man I was. I made my way to her, and I was suddenly attacked by a boy who thought I was sexy. I looked over at Peppa who stood and laughed. It was down to her that the kid finally let go of me as she took photos for him.

We both laughed when Peppa managed to get him out the door, I needed to get used to that sort of thing happening, but it didn't mean I had to like it and I could see it made Peppa uneasy. I needed to kiss her so bad, so when I did I made sure she knew who she belonged to. On the way to Noah's house I explained to her that nothing people did would make me want her any less. I made sure she realized I was hers.

I sit on the sofa in the basement waiting for Peppa, going over in my head what I needed to tell her. She needed to know it all. I hoped I could explain it so she understood and accepted what I was about to tell her. I was nervous and from the look on Peppa's face she was too. I needed to get this right. I needed her.

I talk about the way the world sees us as monsters and I talk about being Entwined and how I was so happy to have them both. We also spoke of trust and what it meant for the both of us and then she said the words I have been waiting to hear. The one's that made me fall for her that little bit more, she accepts me. I wipe her tears away. She doesn't see mine. She had no idea what she had done. She made me feel whole again. She made me feel human.

She asked about blood next and this is the subject I needed her to understand more than anything. It was also the one that I didn't want her worrying about right now. So, I told her and I made sure she knew, it was something that would happen at a later date. I wanted to enjoy our time together before we went down that road. I read her thoughts and found she was having a hard time with the blood thing and she resolved herself to living for the now, which made me happy.

We sat holding each other for a while and I enjoyed her body against mine and my dick started to stir, I wanted her. She suddenly asked me how old I was. I told her, but I quickly had her on her back and taking the whole thing somewhere else, as I didn't want to talk about my past.

I soon heat things up between us and when she thinks about my tattoo and licking it I lose it and take my top off and let her come face to face with my snake. She drives me crazy by licking and kissing her way up and down my body. My dick is hard and my thoughts turn to having her mouth sucking on it. It seemed we had the same thought, at the same time, as her hands go to my jeans to unbutton them. I don't tell her Noah has walked in as I know he wants this too and I watch him squirm with pleasure as he realizes what has happened between Peppa and I.

I walk over to Noah and whisper to him, “Your tongue will know every part of me very soon.” And I give his ass a squeeze. I let them both know that I want them to come to me on Thursday so we can all be together before I leave for the tour. I see the sadness on Peppa's face as she realizes it will be our last night together and I vow to make sure she never forgets the first time we all come together as one.

Thursday I wake with the excitement of finally becoming a threesome in the sexual sense. I thought of doing the candles and rose petals etc. But decided against it. They would only see them for five minutes before the love making commenced. I asked Cruz to let Peppa and Noah in and to tell them to come straight to my room. I also asked Saul if he would drop off a takeaway for them to eat and I asked them both not so nicely to make themselves disappear for the night.

I took a shower and decided not to bother with clothes, as they would only have to come off again and I laid on my bed waiting for them. My hand soon found my dick as images of what I wanted to do with them both played through my mind. I knew when they had arrived as my body buzzed with energy. I loved the look on their faces as they walked into the room, watching me touch myself. I loved the look on Peppa's face when we both undressed her and took her nipples in our mouths and sucked them. I loved the way she looked at me as I cupped her in my hand and told her she was mine. And oh did I love the fucking hell out of her when I rubbed my dick against Noah's and kissed him hard as I know that turned her on big time.

The biggest turn on was watching Noah fuck her from behind as I fucked her mouth. This was the moment that the three of us became one. The moment that I watched the two loves of my life scream out their pleasure as I do. I watch them both eat and it feels so normal, so right, and a sadness then creeps in as I think of leaving them both for two months. It's going to be hard and unbearable.

We all lie back down on the bed and let our hands explore each other and then I get my taste of Peppa. Noah and I show her how much she is loved by us both. Exhaustion takes over Noah and Peppa and I watch them sleep. I watch Peppa and my love for her overflows. I need her one last time, so I wake her. I show her how much I will miss her by taking my time and I make passionate love to her. I hold her as she cries in my arms and once again, I shed a tear she doesn't see. We hold on to each other as we both know our time apart is drawing nearer. My last words to her before sleep took her again were, “I love you so much, and you are my forever.” I kissed her lips softly and let my body relax as dawn came.

Chapter 28  (PEPPA)

Noah hugs me from behind as we get ready to leave for work. We both look down at Juan as he sleeps. He looks so much younger in this relaxed state. My heart hurts knowing that I won't see him for a while. I want to climb back into bed and into Juan's arms, so I'm there when he awakes and we can repeat last night’s activities. I step away from Noah and bend down and give Juan one last kiss, he shows no sign of feeling it and I tell myself I'm not going to cry. Noah also kisses him and says goodbye. He takes my hand and leads me to the door, I turn one last time to look at Juan and mouth the words, “I love you.” To him knowing he won't hear them.

Noah drops me of at work and he makes sure he hugs me that little bit tighter and lets me know he loves me. I hide behind a fake smile at work and tell myself two months will go fast and he will be back in my arms and we can really start this relationship.

It's a quiet day which gives me time to think mostly about last night, which does bring a smile to my face and the images of my two naked men making me scream with pleasure play in my head. Monica pops in for a coffee and we arrange to meet up over the weekend, some girl time will do me good. Noah texts me through the day, making sure I'm ok and asks is there anything special I want to do over the weekend. I text back and say we can talk about it later.