Rock Me : Wicked (11 page)

"No, he
didn't. I'm just glad I got here before he left."

Tyler took a gulp
of his beer. "You know, Alex is really fucked up about all this..."

My eyebrow rose.
"So I've heard. By the way, Tyler, I'm not feeling all that great
myself."

Tyler raised his
hand, "Sorry. I should just stay out of it. How about I get you a
drink?"

A drink was
exactly what I needed. "Make it a strong one."

I wasn't standing
alone for more than 30 seconds when Tommy came over. "I'm really sorry
about that night. I should have stopped his drinking earlier, but he was being
such a dick. He wasn't listening to anything. But he was really drunk when I
dropped him off at his room - I thought he was passed out for good. If I had
thought - "

"Wait. You
dropped him off in his room? And he was alone? Cassie wasn't with him?"
Somehow that seemed odd.

Tommy's mouth
dropped open. "Cassie? It was fucking Cassie he was with? Fuck Lena.
Cassie's been all over him forever and he's never wanted anything to do with
her. It doesn't make any sense. He must have been too drunk to know what he was
doing."

How had Cassie
wormed her way into Alex's bed? "Alex never told you it was Cassie?"

Tommy shook his
head. "He didn't want to talk about it much when you stopped talking to
him. He never mentioned the girl was Cassie."

Tyler came back
with my drink and I started sipping right away. I really needed to talk to
Alex.

The two guys
became occupied with the new girl who had come over and started flirting with
them. I scanned the room and spotted Cassie at the far end talking to some guy,
but definitely keeping an eye on me.

It was time. I
crossed the room to confront her.

She gave me a
bored look. "Wow you're back for more abuse? Alex is over you, babe. You should
run back to New Jersey before you make a fool out of yourself again. And like I
warned you, he always comes back to me in the end. And he did once again."

My eyes narrowed.
"I know Alex doesn't want to be with you."

She laughed.
"Well, you saw us in Ohio
together
. I would have thought that would
be enough proof to scare you off for good."

Alcohol burned in
my throat as I took a big gulp. "How did you know I was in Ohio?"

She shrugged.
"Alex must have told me you were coming to visit." She leaned in
towards me. "Right before he fucked me."

I didn't even
flinch. "Alex didn't know I was coming."

She swatted her
hand through the air, as if it didn’t matter. "Well, someone must have
mentioned it. Who cares? Alex cheated on you and he's moved on."

Cassie flashed me
a victory smile as I backed away from her.

My mind was
churning. I saw Tommy talking to a pretty, and very young looking, brunette
girl. I made my way through the tightly packed room and grabbed Tommy's arm.

The girl gave me a
dirty look as I pulled him aside. "Did you tell Cassie that I was coming
to Ohio that night?"

Tommy thought for
a moment. "No, I remember talking to her, but then I had to take care of Alex
because he was starting to drink a lot and I was worried about getting him to
the damn hotel. I remember she was pissed because he blew her off earlier in
the night."

"Could Cassie
have seen your text messages from Melissa?"

"Shit
yeah." Tommy seemed sure. "She's always leaving dirty pictures on my
phone when I leave it around. And I remember Melissa texting me when Cassie was
sitting on the couch next to me. You think she set this all up some how?"

I didn't suspect
it anymore; I knew it. The messages, the strange mix up with the keycard at the
hotel - it was all starting to make sense. And I had been shitty not to trust Alex
more - to not even talk to him about it.

I didn't even
respond to Tommy as I walked away.
I had to find Alex
. Where was he?

Maybe Tommy
would take me out to the bus to find him
. I spun around to ask Tommy, and
crashed right into someone's very male chest, sloshing my drink all over his
shirt.

"Whoa. Lena,
take it easy." It may have been the most words Nick had ever spoken to me.

I wiped the sloshed
alcohol off my hand onto my shorts. "Oh! Sorry about that."

He inspected his
wet shirt. "No problem, I guess. What's the hurry?"

"I need to
find Alex. Could you take me to the tour bus? I think he's there." I
looked at him hopefully.

Nick looked around.
"Hold on. I'll get someone to take you."

I thanked him as
he walked off and sent a roadie over to me. "You want to go to the tour
bus?"

I nodded and
followed as he led the way. As we headed out a back entrance onto the dark lot,
my nerves started to catch up with me. By the time we reached the bus, my hands
were trembling. So much was at stake.

The roadie opened
the bus door for me. As soon as I stepped a foot on the bus, I heard Alex
playing his guitar. The roadie shrugged as I waved him away and climbed onto
the bus. Alex was playing the song that he had written, the one he had played
for me our last night together.

Moving silently
towards him, my heart pounding furiously in my chest, I listened to him play.
Suddenly, he looked up at me and stopped playing. I froze in my tracks as we
gazed at each other.

His face blazed with
a turmoil of hope and despair. He stood up. "Lena?"

I wanted to remove
the uncertainty from his face. I wanted to be in his arms. And, I wanted to
feel alive again.

I closed the gap
between us in a blink and practically launched myself into his arms. "I've
missed you so much, Alex."

He was going to say
something, but I cut him off by sealing his lips with mine. It had been so long
since I had felt his body against mine, his lips against mine, that it was
almost impossible to get enough of him, although I desperately tried. What was
meant to be a tender kiss of reconnection became anything but as my passions flared
red-hot. Alex's arms shot around me crushing me against his hard, sexy length
as his tongue began to plunder my mouth.

I became mindless
with lust as his intoxicating scent invaded my senses, his muscled body pressed
against mine, and his arms wrapped around me trapping me close. Alex took
control of my urgent kiss. Suddenly he was the one demanding more, consuming
all that I could give.

I clung to him
when he broke the kiss; I was breathless and my knees felt rubbery.

Alex cupped my
face in his hands, staring deep into my soul. "Tell me you're going to
give me another chance. I'll do whatever it takes to make you believe in us
again."

My eyes stung with
threatening tears. "I don’t need to give you another chance. I was the one
that gave up without believing in us. I want to figure this all out together.
How we can make this work. I can't live without you. I love you too much."

Alex's thumb wiped
the single tear that spilled over and rolled down my cheek.

He rested his
forehead against mine. "God, Lena. I thought I had lost you forever. That
I had fucked up the one thing in my life that I loved the most."

I turned my head
and kissed the palm of his hand. I needed his reassuring touch.

Alex pulled me
tight against him again, like he was afraid to let me get too far away. "I
was so scared. I'm still scared this isn't real. I don't deserve you. I fucked
up so bad. You can't trust me - I screw everything up."

I shook my head. I
could see that we each had some issues to work on individually and as a couple.
And Alex needed to know the whole truth about Cassie, but I didn't want to
bring her into the picture just then. This moment was about Alex and me.

"Alex, we
have to talk about a lot of things. About what happened, and about the future,
because there's no way I can spend so much time apart from you again. But, we
have time to figure all that out. Right now, I don’t want to talk anymore, I
just need to be with you."

Alex flashed me
the smile that managed to melt my heart every time. Part devilish, part cocky, but
oh so sexy. "I'm right here, baby. And I always will be."

He gathered me up
in his arms again. I was thrilled to be so close to him again, but my body was
craving a different kind of closeness. I began to tug at his t-shirt. Alex
helped me wrangle it off his body, leaving my hands roaming all over his broad
chest and muscled arms. They slid down his flat stomach and worked frantically on
opening his jeans.

Alex tried to
still my hands, "Lena, let's go in the back, at least."

I popped his
button open. "I can't wait that long."

My fingers fumbled
with his fly, but I was finally able to ease it down.

Alex groaned as I
began to pull his jeans down his legs. "Someone could walk in..."

The band knew I
was here with Alex. I figured they would give us some space. My fingernails
raked his skin as I pulled his boxers down. "That's their problem."

Alex stepped out
of the puddle of clothing at his feet. "Lena, I know you're -"

His words turned
into a groan as my mouth found his thick cock. I felt his fingers weave into my
hair as my mouth worked up and down its length. My hunger for him grew
exponentially as I listened to his groans of satisfaction. Blind need had taken
over, spurring me on to bring the most pleasure to him that I could. I touched
him intimately everywhere I could, while my lips and tongue lavished his cock
with plenty of attention.

As the throb of
desire in my pussy grew more demanding, I doubled down on my efforts. I glanced
up, my mouth full of cock, making sure I gave him porn star eyes. I reveled in
seeing his eyes glazed over with passion and lust.

Alex groaned, his
voice raspy. "Lena, come up here, babe. I'm about to explode. It feels so
good, but I want to be with you."

I hesitated for a
second, but I did need to feel connected with him. For him to be inside me. My
tongue circled the head of his cock one last time before I stood.

"Please,
Alex. I need you." My whisper was urgent.

Alex pulled my
t-shirt over my head. His lips caught mine in another scorching kiss as his
fingers unclasped my bra. He tossed it aside before his mouth left mine and
slid down my body, leaving a trail of burning desire to my breasts. His hands
slid under my skirt and up my thighs as he took my breast into his mouth,
teasing and flicking my nipple with his tongue.

My desire for him
was achingly painful. Weeks of separation and hurt, swirled and mixed with the
base animal lust I felt for him, making me frantic for our joining.

Alex found the
sides of my skimpy panties and slid them slowly down my legs. I whimpered as I
felt my pussy throbbing with anticipation; my panties already soaked with my
yearning. Alex knelt before me kissing my bare stomach; his hands sliding back
under my skirt.

His hand slid
between my legs. I was insane with need. My head lulled back when his fingers
touched my center. They slid through my juices touching everywhere, touching so
intimately.

Alex's mouth continued
kissing and sucking as he spoke. "You're so wet...for me...You're so sexy...I
need you so much."

I pressed my sex
into his wicked fingers. "I'm ready Alex.
Now
."

Alex stood. The
intense look in his eye was almost predatory. His hands slid around my body and
rested on my ass. "Wrap your legs around me."

He scooped me up
as I wrapped my legs around his waist, my arms clinging to his neck. There
wasn't a lot of free wall space on the bus, but he managed to find a small
section of wall and backed me up against it. Every nerve cell in my body was
waiting for this moment.

I felt the tip of
Alex's cock at my opening. I wiggled in agony when it didn't immediately enter
me. "Alex, please. No more waiting."

He stared into my
eyes as he thrust into me. As his cock slid deep into my pussy, jolts of bliss
coursed through my body. I rode the waves of pleasure as Alex pounded into me
over and over again. I gasped at how quickly the intensity and overwhelming
pressure grew.

Begging for
release, my strangled cries urged him on. "Oh, God. Faster. And
harder."

My legs tightened
around his waist as I felt my climax coming. A few more thrusts and I had
reached the pinnacle of ecstasy. Wave after wave of jolting spasms rocked my
body. I felt like I had shattered into a million tiny pieces. Alex pushed deep
into me one last time. I felt the shudder of his release as he joined me in a
heaven of bliss.

I remained
sandwiched between Alex and the wall as we both recovered from our frenzied
union. Even though our joining had been quick and dirty, it was probably the
most intense lovemaking I had ever experienced.

Alex kissed my
neck. "I have to put you down."

I nodded. I was
amazed that he could hold me up for so long as it was. I unhooked my legs and
slid off him.

He grinned
sheepishly. "The bathroom is right behind you."

So, I was
pounded up against the bathroom door.
I rolled my eyes. "Well, I guess
that's convenient."

I unlatched the
door and entered the tiny bathroom to clean up. I smiled at my reflection. My
hair looked disheveled, as Melissa would say, and my lips looked puffy and red.
Well-kissed.

Adjusting my
skirt, I left the bathroom to find that Alex had already put his pants back on.
Darn.

His eyes burned
over my body slowly as he looked me over, head to toe. I was topless, with only
the flared short skirt covering me, but I still had on my black strappy
sandals.

"Lena, you
look so sexy right now." His voice sounded husky as he stepped towards me.

He pulled me into
his arms again, pressing my chest against his hardness. His body was an utter
perfection of his toned muscles, broad shoulders and narrow waist. The light
dusting of hair just above his low-slung jeans on his otherwise smooth torso
beckoned wickedly for my touch.