Authors: Xanthe Walter
hitting on him instead?
"Maybe." Matt shrugged. "To be honest, I
don't believe in all that romantic crap. I love it in
the movies but in real life the best you can hope for
is to find someone you're reasonably compatible
with who doesn't drive you nuts."
"Well, maybe - or maybe you have to be open
to the possibility of it happening. You're not likely
to have a big, romantic love affair if you're too
sensible to believe they even exist."
Matt glanced up sharply to find himself
looking into Karl's shrewd, dark eyes. No, Karl
wasn't hitting on him - he was just a very
perceptive dom who knew how to read a sub.
Maybe there was some hope for him with Daniel
after all.
Rick trudged to the make-up trailer, yawning:
yet another early start without waking up with a
sub in his bed, or a sweet ass to spank. After
nearly three weeks of this he felt like he was
walking through mud. Petra was watching his
every move at work, and the paparazzi were
watching his every move the minute he left the
studio.
He felt stifled, listless and bored, and he
woke up every morning with a headache that left
him foggy for the rest of the day.
"Sheesh." Estelle was in the trailer having her
make-up applied when he walked in. "Looks like
someone had a bad night."
"Bad night, bad week, bad fucking life," he
snapped, thumping himself down in the seat next to
hers and sprawling there, gazing at himself
moodily in the mirror.
"Well, there's only one cure!" Estelle gave a
throaty chuckle that sounded completely obscene,
as only she could.
"Kill myself?"
"Hell no, sweetheart! That's just admitting
defeat! No, what you need is to find a nice sub and
fuck their brains out." She gave a ribald laugh and
leaned towards him. "If I was thirty years younger,
I'd let you tie me to the bed and have your way
with me."
"Oh, I agree with the cure, Estelle, but how
the hell can I find a sub to oblige when I'm under
Petra's house arrest?"
"Oh please!" Estelle waved a hand in the air.
"One does not have to go to clubs to meet beautiful
sexual partners. I met my best lovers on various
film sets over the years."
"I don't think that really works for me here,"
Rick said. "I mean, Daniel's great but you know,
no. And the twins are cute, but they're looking for
twin doms and some gigantic big love affair so that
rules me out on both counts."
"What about Matthew?" Estelle asked.
Rick laughed. "Matt? No! He's my best
friend."
"And why would that make him an unsuitable
lover?" Estelle raised an eyebrow. "My fourth
spouse, Erica, was my best friend, and we had a
very happy marriage until she died. I'd almost
given up on finding anyone who could handle me,
but she tamed me. No other dom has measured up
since," she said sadly. "I shouldn't really have
married spouses five and six. But Erica… what
that woman didn't know about Japanese rope
bondage wasn't worth knowing." Estelle gave a
happy sigh. "Amazing knots, tied in the most
deliciously arousing places." Rick stared at her.
"Sorry - I got carried away." Estelle winked. "So,
if it worked for me and my best friend, why not for
you and yours?"
"Because I'm me," Rick said flatly. "And I've
got no intention of fucking Matt up with a bunch of
romantic promises I'll break."
"Why would you break them?"
"Because I will." Rick shrugged. "Anyway,
Matt's too sensible to think of me that way."
"Ah yes. Matt's the most sensible kid I've
ever met; such an old head on young shoulders. I
swear the boy's never had any fun in his life."
Estelle shook her head sadly. "But surely you must
have a little black book with the numbers of your
old conquests in it, Rick? When I was a young sub,
newly arrived in this town, I couldn't move for
suitors. Had about five little black books, with
some very famous names in them." She winked at
him and tapped the side of her nose knowingly.
"Those were the days! I fucked hundreds of
beautiful doms and don't regret a second of it.
Nowadays, you probably keep all that in an e-
phone or whatever it is young folks use to keep
track of their beaus. Why don't you call up a few
exes and see if you can arrange a reprise of your
good times together, huh?"
"I don't do reruns," Rick said automatically.
“Maybe not, but you're in a pickle right now,
my darling, and you might have to change your
ways a little - yes?" She got up, deposited a little
kiss on the side of his head, and then left the
trailer.
She did have a point. Rick took out his cell
phone and flicked through it. He didn't usually take
subs' numbers but some had stolen his phone when
he was asleep and put themselves into his address
book anyway, anxious to snare a TV star. One
more night with someone he hardly remembered
from first time around wouldn't put much of a dent
in his no reruns rule, so he called one of the
numbers. A sub called Sherry, who he vaguely
remembered as having been a real firecracker in
bed, answered.
"Hey, Sherry. It's Rick - Rick O'Shea," he
said in his sexiest voice. "It's your lucky day. The
handcuffs are ready and there's a play collar with
your name on it hanging from my finger right now.
All you have to do is say the word."
There was a shocked pause, and he grinned to
himself, imagining her surprise at getting his call.
"Really? You fuck my brains out, promise
you'll call, and then I hear nothing from you for six
months, and you think you can just call me, and I'll
drop everything and come running? I don't think so,
buddy."
The call was disconnected abruptly. So, that
hadn't gone as well as he'd hoped. He tried another
number, and a man's voice answered.
"Oh hi, I'm flattered, Rick, but you shouldn't
have left it so long! I found myself a lovely dom,
and she collared me last month. She's so lovely."
The man sighed happily down the phone, and Rick
made polite noises and ended the call.
On the third call, a grumpy sounding female
voice answered.
"Hey, Marlene," Rick said, immediately
going into his patter. "It's Rick O'Shea. Remember
that night you spent in heaven in my arms? Well,
we could do it all over again."
"No, we fucking couldn't, asshole," the voice
replied. "Marlene is my sub now, and I don't care
who you are - don't fucking call this number
again."
"Not going so well, huh?" a pretty make-up
boy asked, coming over to get Rick ready for his
first scene.
"You could say that." Rick glared at his
phone.
"So, we're giving you a bloody nose!" the kid
said brightly.
Rick winced. "I think I've already been given
one."
"Aw, c'mon - it's not that bad." The young
man smiled at him, and Rick remembered what
Estelle had said about finding someone at work
and took a proper look at him. He was probably in
his early twenties, nice looking, with a very
spankable ass. He wasn't wearing a collar, and he
gave off a distinctly subby vibe.
Rick flashed him a broad smile. "So… you're
new here, aren't you? What's your name,
sweetheart?" he purred.
The boy laughed. "My name's Tim, but don't
even think about it, Rick. I've heard all about you,
and I prefer long-term relationships to one-night
stands, however good that 'night in heaven' might
be." He grinned. "I mean, it's still only one night,
right? I think I'm worth more than that."
Rick gave a little grunt. "Yeah, you are,
honey. You stick with that attitude, and you won't
end up alone and grumpy like me."
Tim patted his shoulder sympathetically, and
Rick sighed; it seemed like the entire world was
against him right now. Tim began applying his
bloody nose, and Rick picked up a magazine that
someone had left lying around and glanced at it.
Torn between two doms!
the headline
proclaimed, over a picture of Matt and Karl
talking intently, their heads close together. Karl
was holding a plate of cake in one hand, his fork
raised as if he was about to feed it to Matt. Rick
recognized the picture from Karl's recent birthday
party, and he knew nothing happened between Matt
and Karl then, but the intimacy of the photo
implied that they were sharing a plate and for some
reason that annoyed the hell out of him.
Couples only shared a plate when they were
in a serious relationship. It was a courtship ritual
and not one that Rick had ever had any interest in
before. The idea of hand-feeding a sub wasn't
something he'd ever expected to do, or had any
wish to do, so why did the idea of Karl hand-
feeding Matt bother him so much? Especially when
he knew it hadn't actually happened.
Next to it was a picture of Matt and himself,
taken outside his house a few weeks ago. They
were both sitting on the Harley, with Matt nestled
between his arms. It looked equally cozy, giving
every appearance that he and Matt were an item.
No wonder the magazine's readers believed the
crap that was made up about them.
Between the two pictures was the image of a
tear down the middle, separating them, tying into
the
Torn between two doms!
headline.
Rick flicked through the magazine to find the
article.
Is Matthew Lake the luckiest sub alive? The
Collar Crime
cutie has two of the hottest doms in
town begging him to wear their collar. Who
should he choose? Super sexy and smooth Brit
Karl Morgan - or rough, ready and randy Rick
O'Shea? We asked our online readers to decide!
"Rough, ready and randy?" Rick rolled his
eyes, feeling irrationally annoyed. He knew it was
all garbage, yet it rankled all the same. He scanned
the selection of reader comments irritably.
I think he should go for Karl,
one gushed.
That gorgeous British accent makes me go weak
at the knees! Karl Morgan can tie me to the bed
any time!
Definitely Karl,
another one said.
Because,
let's face it, Rick is damaged goods. Every sub in
town has slept with him!
"Damaged goods?" Rick threw the magazine
down and shoved his chair back. "That'll do, Tim.
It looks great." He glanced at himself in the mirror
to see that he now had a convincing black eye and
fake blood stuck to his nose and jaw.
Damaged goods sounded just about right.
Matt stood on the command center set,
nervously going over his lines in his head. This
was a big scene, with every cast member present,
and they had some complicated choreography to do
as they searched for a bomb inside the collar crime
HQ.
Rick was last on set, and he stomped over to
the red tape on the floor, which marked his spot.
"Nice black eye," Daniel said, but Rick just
gave a preoccupied grunt in reply.
Matt exchanged an anxious glance with the
twins; Rick wasn't a lot of fun these days, and they
all missed the energy and humor he used to bring to
their long working days.
They ran through the scene, and Rick knew
his lines back to front, as he had every day for the
past three weeks. In fact, he was the model actor in
every respect - never late and never unprepared
for his scenes. Theoretically, this should have
made working with him a pleasure but it wasn't.
Matt was far more tense when filming now; Rick
used to relax him by teasing him before a big
scene, which distracted him far more successfully
than his usual method of counting. Now Rick was
on his best behavior the teasing had stopped.
They began filming and had almost finished
the take when Estelle screwed up her lines.